The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

When Xu Shixi woke up in the morning, Pei Min was gone. He stretched out his hand and touched the side. The quilt was cold. It was not long before dawn, and it was past seven o'clock. I don't know why he went out so early.

I don’t have anything to do during the day today, I can just go to the bar at night, but it’s probably because I’ve been getting up early a while ago, and although I’m still a little sleepy, I can’t fall asleep even when I lie down.

He moved to the side of the bed and was bending over to put on his shoes. The bed board was not very stable, and he slid to the side as he moved, and hit the iron frame at the foot of the bed with a bang.

Xu Shixi hurriedly put on his shoes, got up to help the shelf, the door was opened from the outside, Pei Yan stood at the door looking at the messy wooden bed and things lying on the ground, and asked him: "What's the matter?" ?”

The bed collapsed early in the morning and it was hard to describe it. Xu Shixi was about to lift the bed and put it back in place when Pei Yan gently grabbed him and said, "Let's go eat, I'll fix it."

When Pei Yan stayed here, he usually went out to buy breakfast. Xu Shixi felt a little embarrassed when he came down a few times. After all, the food expenses that Pei Yan gave were already a lot, which was almost worth one month's rent. If you ask yourself, you don't need it With so much money, "I'll buy it next time. I slept a little longer because I was sleepy yesterday. I usually wake up very early."

Pei Yan didn't speak, put the bed back, folded the quilt, looked back and saw Xu Shixi was still standing by the table, put his hand on the edge of the table and said: "Aren't you three years old, then stay at home and don't run around. "

There was no expression on his face, his tone was as cold as ever, and he made such a serious joke, so that Xu Shixi didn't know whether he should find something to say back, and pushed Pei Min's shoulder, he withdrew his hand and took a step back, Stop at a distance that doesn't make people feel uncomfortable.

Xu Shixi picked up his mobile phone and walked towards the door. Pei Yan stood by the window and watched for a while, and when he saw him go to sit down in the yard to have breakfast, he felt that he was too impatient.

At first, he didn't want to promise Xu Shixi to send Pei Nuonuo over. On the one hand, he didn't want to cause trouble for him. On the other hand, it was because of his own selfishness. He could control himself not to get close, but staying together like this every day would inevitably waver.

After dinner, Pei Yan went to work as a tutor. Xu Shixi sorted out the wrong questions from a while ago in a notebook. He still had some self-knowledge about himself, and he didn't expect high scores in the exam, but he had to be about the same.

When it was almost noon, Yu Zhun asked them in the group to go out to play billiards in the afternoon, but Xu Shixi kept silent, so Yu Zhun persistently poked him privately.

——Why did you and Brother Shen disappear during the holiday?

——I'm bored to death this summer vacation, and I don't know who to turn to.

——Is there something wrong with you these days?We've known each other for so long, why don't you tell me a word, it's too embarrassing.

Xu Shixi hadn't figured out how to reply him, he really didn't want to go to the billiard hall, he had to go to the bar at night, so he couldn't get drunk, Yu Zhun suddenly sent another sentence.

——It's crazy, Brother Shen just asked me for Pei Yan's contact information.

Seeing this, Xu Shixi suddenly had a bad feeling, so he called Yu Zhun and asked, "What's the matter? Why is he looking for Pei Min during the holiday?"

Yu Zhun was also very puzzled, and said, "I don't know, what to do with him? But Brother Shen doesn't seem to pay much attention to him recently, let him go."

Xu Shixi asked again: "Then did you give it to him?"

"Yes," Yu Zhun said, "Brother Shen didn't ask me to help Lu Pingping count the information in the class last time. I have all the mobile phone numbers of the class here."

Being so helpful, Xu Shixi didn't know what to say, and was about to hang up the phone and send a message to ask Pei Yan, when Yu Zhun called him, "Wait, brother Shen asked if you want to go out, let me ask you something , should we go this time?"

What he said later, Xu Shixi didn't hear clearly, Yu Zhun's broken earphones, soaked in the water before the holiday, miraculously survived, but the sound that came through from time to time was as if it had been worn by sandpaper, which made people feel uncomfortable.

After hanging up the phone, he saw Yu Zhun and told him to go to his house first.

Xu Shixi finished his lunch and went out. Yu Zhun's house was behind a bar in a dilapidated alley, bypassing the plastic buckets full of barbecue bamboo sticks, and going up the narrow iron stairs. There were three rooms in total. The one on the right is his house.

There is usually no one in his house, and his parents go to work during the day and don't come back at noon. When Xu Shixi pushed the door in, Yu Zhun was still lying on the bed playing games, wearing a pair of shorts all over his body.

Xu Shixi kicked his legs, Yu Zhun realized that someone had come in, turned around and moved the quilt inside for him to sit down.

Xu Shixi didn't sit down, and said a little speechlessly: "The door of your house is so wide open, you don't know if you lose something."

"What can I lose?" Yu Zhun took out his pocket to show him, "I'm poor and useless."

The house is pretty clean except Yu Zhun's bed is a bit messy, but the environment in the alley outside is really bad. Shen Zhouchuan is not even willing to go in the alley that is only a little old in his house, let alone the old alley. Yu Zhun is here, Xu Shixi sat down on the chair next to him, and asked him: "Brother Shen really said he wanted to come to your house?"

"Why did I lie to you? Do you drink water? Go inside and pour it yourself." Yu Zhun was distracted from talking to him, but was shot in the head, threw the phone on the bed and sighed.

When Chen Xu and Song Chao came, they took out food and wine, and Yu Zhun took out two small table boards from the corner of the closet and put them on the bed, as if he was going to eat like this.

After everything was done, Shen Zhouchuan waited for a while before he came up. The door was open but he knocked habitually. After entering the room, he turned his head and glanced at the iron stairs behind him that were covered with a layer of grease from the barbecue stall downstairs. Armrest, frowning slightly.

A group of them got together and didn't have much to talk about except drinking. After eating almost, Yu Zhun pulled Xu Shixi to play two games with him, but after half the game, he almost couldn't help kicking Xu Shixi out of the team. Reluctantly scrupled a little brotherhood and left him until the end.

Xu Shixi was pushed out disgustedly, and saw Shen Zhouchuan sitting on the ground with a cushion and leaning against the cabinet drinking beer, and also took a can of beer and squatted down, "Why did you suddenly come to Yu Zhun's house?"

Shen Zhouchuan looked into his eyes and didn't speak. He helped Lin Juan to take care of it. Qingdu Media is a company under his uncle's name. Some things are still worth talking about. Lin Juan thanked him on the phone, but still I didn't explain everything to him clearly, and made an appointment to meet in the evening.But in the hint of that few words, he also seemed to vaguely understand that he probably really misunderstood.

He could feel that what Lin Juan wanted to tell him might be far beyond what he had imagined, and he even regretted it inexplicably, feeling that he shouldn't agree to it.

Putting down the phone, he saw by the window that Shen Pingjiang took his lover out for dinner, his heart was very blocked, and suddenly he wanted to know what other people's homes were like, so he was willing to come to Yu Zhun's place for the first time, but he didn't come here. What I saw was still the same depression.

"Do you have any connection with Pei Yan?" Shen Zhouchuan asked him.

Xu Shixi wasn't sure what he wanted to do, so after thinking about it, he asked directly, "Did you have something to do with him?"

"...You really care about him." Shen Zhouchuan took a sip of his wine, put his hands on his knees, and after a long while licked the corners of his lower lip in self-deprecating manner, "I didn't plan to trouble him, I wanted to apologize to him, But he didn't reply to my messages."

"No," Xu Shixi didn't know why he suddenly wanted to apologize, and lied, "I usually have nothing to say to him."

"Then forget it." Shen Zhouchuan didn't make things difficult for him.

In the middle of the afternoon, Xu Shixi went out from Yu Zhun's house. Otherwise, he would be forced to stay for dinner later in the evening. He walked aimlessly on the street for a while, and called Pei Yan a few times. Then, I was a little worried, he should be at the bar by this time, so I planned to go to find him.

No one was in the bar, Xu Shixi searched around, met Chu Ningzhou and asked, and found out that someone in the store asked for leave today, Pei Yan went to help with the purchase, and might not come back until after nine o'clock, so he was a little relieved.

It was too much trouble to go home now that he was here, so Chu Ningzhou didn't let him go, said he had something to tell him, and took him to the private room.

Jian Boye has been here for the past few days, and has been traveling around for almost a whole year. Finally, he can rest for a while. He follows Chun Ningzhou to the bar every day like an unemployed vagabond, and has nothing to do.

Yesterday Tang Jiu sent him a short video that hadn't been edited yet, and he showed it to Chu Ningzhou, only to realize that Xu Shixi was the new resident singer.

After entering the private room, Xu Shixi saw Jian Boye lying on the sofa wearing a vest that seemed to be the same style as his grandfather, and felt that he might be caught off guard and about to be disillusioned again.

Jian Boye and Chu Ningzhou come out of the house every morning. The security of the community is very good, and they will not let other people wait in. After that, they are in the car all the way. When they get off the car, they also come in through the back door of the bar, and go directly to the private room here. Anyway There are all kinds of TVs inside, soundproof and cool, and you hardly go out, there is no risk of being followed by others, and you can dress casually.

He didn't sit up until he saw Xu Shixi coming, at least his face was still handsome, Xu Shixi thought numbly.

After sitting down, Jian Boye chatted with him for a few words, and then mentioned the short film, and asked tentatively: "I wonder if you have any plans to engage in this field in the future? I saw that film, and it feels good."

Xu Shixi gave him the feeling that he is very proficient, whether it is the camera or some positions, he is more familiar than some actors who have been in contact with acting for a while. Although this is also related to talent, without relevant understanding, it is still impossible to do this. degree.

"I've thought about it too..." Jian Boye's attitude was very natural, just like a friend chatting, and he was very cautious about his feelings when speaking, Xu Shixi hesitated for a while and told the truth, "If there is a chance in the future, I should try it."

When it was almost nine o'clock, Pei Yan still didn't come back. The bar was short of manpower, so Xu Shixi went out to help. When delivering the wine, he saw Shen Zhouchuan on the booth, and was taken aback for a moment. Bar Street, Shen Zhouchuan and the others seemed to have been to Chu Ningzhou's place before he came, maybe it was just a coincidence.

Shen Zhouchuan was a little surprised to see him, but he just raised his head and glanced at him, then went on drinking sullenly.

When he was at Yu Zhun's house, he had already drank several cans of beer. Xu Shixi looked at the bottle in front of him. If he continued to drink like this, he would have to go to the hospital for gastric lavage. Folding it in Zhou Yuanchuan's hands, he persuaded him, "Drink less, it's not good for your health."

Shen Zhouchuan's eyes were a little red, and he seemed to have a slightly nasal voice when he spoke just now. He took Xu Shixi's arm and asked him to sit beside him.

"What's wrong?" Xu Shixi hesitated and asked him, he felt that Shen Zhouchuan's state was not right.

When Shen Pingjiang was a child, he seldom held parent-teacher meetings for him. Every time, his mother went there, and almost never picked him up from school. At that time, some people in the class laughed at him, asking whether his father didn't want him. At that time, he He didn't even bother to fight them. He saw Shen Pingjiang's interviews in various newspapers and magazines, and felt that he was the most powerful person in the world.

Although every time I feel sorry for my mother for thinking this way, he still has hope for Shen Pingjiang until now, hoping that it is really like what Li Wei said. What happened back then was a misunderstanding. The person you admire has never changed.

But when Lin Juan put the compiled information in front of him, he couldn't deceive himself anymore, and when he was willing to open his eyes, he realized what a wicked and hypocritical person Shen Pingjiang was.

"That's the fact. There was no monitoring at all on that dirt road more than ten years ago, and few people passed by nearby. It was only a day and a half after the accident was discovered. At that time, Shen Pingjiang had asked the car to be removed Destroyed." Lin Juan leaned on the sofa and continued, "My dad is his driver, in the passenger seat of that car, if the matter is not suppressed, he will probably be pulled out to take the blame."

After finishing speaking, Lin Juan saw that he didn't respond, and added, "My father passed away the year before last, and the only witness card is gone. Of course, you can completely think that my information is forged, because this fact also shows that Nothing."

Shen Pingjiang is a hit-and-run murderer, Shen Zhouchuan looked down at his hands, probably something really was flowing in his blood, otherwise why would he do those things later.

"It's okay." Shen Zhouchuan smiled at him slightly, he was a little unsteady when he stood up, and supported the table, "You are fine now, don't hang out with Yu Zhun and the others."

Shen Zhouchuan raised his hand to rub his hair, Xu Shixi looked at him blankly, not knowing where he was going, the person in the booth next to him stopped him and asked for a bottle of wine, Xu Shixi turned around and agreed, and when he looked up again, I didn't see Shen Zhouchuan's person anymore.

Shen Zhouchuan went to the bathroom to wash his face. When he went out, he was a little dizzy. He walked in the wrong direction and walked towards the back door. He happened to meet Pei Yan who had just come back and was helping to unload the goods.

The moment Pei Yan saw him, he was a little wary, and only walked over after the masters finished moving their things and drove away.

Shen Zhouchuan leaned against the wall and wanted to light a cigarette, his hands were trembling, and he lit the fire with great difficulty, and asked Pei Yan, "Did you already know?"

Pei Yan just looked at him coldly and didn't speak.

"I apologize to you, and I won't say much else. You can beat me back if you want, or you can do whatever you want. You can find a way."

"No need." Pei Yan said indifferently, he had no interest in retaliating back, as for the rest, it was his and Shen Pingjiang's business, and had nothing to do with anyone else.

Xu Shixi felt that he had been looking for someone today, but he couldn't find it for a long time. It was almost the opening time, so he could only go to get the guitar first.

After singing two songs, Shen Zhouchuan sobered up a little, and walked back to the booth where he sat down just now. Lin Juan's words today made him completely sober, as if he had been splashed with a basin of bitter cold water, and finally he was able to face up to Take a look at yourself.

Under the flickering lights of the bar, he looked at Xu Shixi quietly, remembering the last graduation party, remembering that he watched Xu Shixi's filming on the set, he suddenly felt like he was relieved, and he couldn't tell whether he was disappointed with himself or relieved , he finally couldn't pretend anymore, he seemed to be really a shameful homosexual who fell in love with a boy.

The author has something to say: The secret love between the two Gongs has begun (not

Xiaoxi doesn't know anything when she hugs the cat

ps: In the future, the main cp will definitely occupy most of the plot, but Xiao Shen will often appear as a rival in love, so there is everything you want to see, don't worry hahh

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