The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

Gu Cong felt that he couldn't bear the blow, and looked at Pei Yan with a look of astonishment and confusion. His shock was comparable to that when he found out that Chu Ningzhou had a boyfriend half a year ago.

However, Pei Yan only said this sentence, put down his glass and left without giving him any chance to ask questions.

Gu Cong sat on the bar counter and didn't recover for a long time, and fell into deep self-doubt. Why did the friends around him become gay one after another?Birds of a feather flock together and people are divided into groups. Could it be that he is also a hidden gay?As soon as this thought came up, Gu Cong pushed it down with willpower. It's impossible, he will also be a straight man in his next life.

Pei Yan walked against the crowd and walked out of the bar. The air in the bar was turbid, crowded with people, and there were loud noises all around. Only after he came out could he finally take a breath.

He sat by the flower pond not far away and lit a cigarette. A stray cat came over cautiously and meowed at him. Pei Yan looked down and saw half a ham sausage at his feet. Gnawed.

He picked it up and threw it a little farther away, but the cat still didn't go away. It wandered around for a while, lying on his shoe with its tail curled up without any pretense.

Pei Yan's movements froze for a moment. He didn't like these kittens and puppies, but he hesitated and ignored them. He took out his cell phone that had been ringing for a long time from his pocket with a cigarette in his pocket, and a little bit of ash fell on the kitten's chubby body. On the back of his head, Pei Yan hurriedly raised his hand, seeing that it didn't move, it shouldn't be burned, and wrapped his ankle with its tail.

There were several calls from an unremarked number, but he didn't answer any of them. Then the other party sent another text message, saying that he hoped he could go over and talk. The wording seemed sincere, with a heavy word at the end.

If it were ten years ago, it might be considered too late, but it has come to this point, and it is meaningless to say anything.

He deleted the text message and blocked the number, intending to get up and go back to the bar. When he stood up, the little stray cat was frightened and jumped away, but he followed Pei Yan persistently when he was about to leave. come up.

Pei Yan's heart moved, he turned around and took a picture.

Xu Shixi was doing his homework in the room with the desk lamp on, but the more he sat, the hotter he was. Now he only has one arm to move, and he can't fan himself, so he can only carry things to the yard.

When Pei Yan sent the message, he was still lying on the rattan chair and looked up at the periodic table of elements on the back of the moon. He didn't pay attention to who it was. After clicking on it, he saw a dirty little orange cat in the photo with a stick in its mouth. The unfinished ham sausage, returned to the chat interface and saw that it was Pei Yan.

Is it Xi or not Xi: Did you feed it?

Galaxy: No, it finds and eats itself.

Behind the little orange cat are two familiar bars. It is so late in the bar street, probably still working part-time. Xu Shixi didn't want to disturb him, so he didn't say anything.

Pei Yan waited for a long time, but Xu Shixi didn't reply.

He didn't know what he wanted to do when he sent Xu Shixi a message. In fact, if Xu Shixi didn't take the initiative to find him, they seemed to have nothing to say. Not only Xu Shixi, but he and Gu Cong have known each other for so many years. how to return.

Gu Cong used to say that he was difficult to get close to, so he almost had the word indifference engraved on his body. At that time, he thought it didn't matter, and he didn't want to get close to anyone, but now he suddenly felt that there seemed to be something wrong.

Galaxy: Last time you said you wanted to borrow my physical notes, do you still need them now?

Xu Shixi almost forgot that he had read the textbooks for the first year of high school during this time, and he almost memorized everything in the books, but the exam was another matter entirely, and he was still at a loss. Fang Xiaochun never took notes, and the books were more He was all in vain, and Yu Zhun's group had nothing to count on, and he didn't dare to go to Shen Zhouchuan. If it was difficult to explain, he could only ask Pei Yan after deliberation.

Yes Xi, not Xi: I need it, I need it, can I go to your house to get it? [star eyes]

Pei Yan originally wanted to say that he could bring him to school, but when he thought that there might be other things that he could use, why not let Xu Shixi look at it himself.

Galaxy: Good.

Yes Xi not Xi: Thank you.

I lived outside for more than a week and didn't go home. On the weekend, Pei Yan planned to go back and clean up. When Pei Nianzhong was not at home, Liu Chunling did nothing but make a meal for Pei Nuonuo. He doesn't know how to do it, and often when he goes back, the house is in a mess, with litter everywhere on the ground and takeaway boxes that are dripping with oil and almost stink.

When she opened the door and entered, Liu Chunling was lying on the sofa, smoking a slender, sweet-smelling lady's cigarette, wearing only a loose nightgown, and a dozen or so beer cans were piled up on the coffee table next to her.

Pei Yan kicked away a few cardboard boxes blocking the door, and walked towards his bedroom. He usually locked the door after leaving home for more than a day, but now someone used some sharp objects to scratch a few marks on the door lock.

He opened the door silently, saw the collapsed bookshelf, did not go in, leaned against the door and looked back into the living room, Liu Chunling noticed his sight, put out the cigarette butt and sat up, she was trembling all over, Staring at the door, it seemed that as long as Pei Yan wanted to do something to her, she would run away at any time.

Pei Yan has become accustomed to the endless provocations in the past few years. Sometimes Pei Yan looks at her coldly and feels sad and pitiful. She is afraid of Pei Nianzhong's violence and dare not step out of this house.

Pei Yan helped up the bookshelf by the door, and put the books back on the shelves one by one. In the living room outside, Liu Chunling was calling someone, crying hoarsely. The other party seemed impatient and couldn't listen to what she was saying. What, it hung up within 5 minutes.

Then there was a sound of footsteps, and the door next to him slammed shut, and the door behind Pei Yan also shook.

Pei Yan pulled open the curtains, and the outside sun shone in, but it was still cold. Opening the windows also made people breathless. The pungent smell of cigarettes and wine permeated every corner, and there was a rotten smell everywhere.

He made an appointment with Xu Shixi at ten o'clock in the morning, and now it was almost here, the phone vibrated on the table.

Is it Xi or not Xi: Which floor is your house on?Can I go straight up? [cat covers eyes]

The room hadn't been tidied up yet, and there was no place to stay in the living room. Pei Yan hesitated for a moment, and wanted to take the notes down to him directly, but stood by the window and glanced downstairs at random, only to see Xu Shixi holding his hand. He looked up, as if he saw him, and beckoned.

The corridor was full of things, mixed with the garbage in the corner, Xu Shixi almost stepped on a few glass wine bottles when he went up.

The door of Pei Yan's house was not closed. When Xu Shixi entered, he was startled by the mess in front of him, but he concealed it well. If Pei Yan was not looking at him, he might have been tricked by him.

He is so good at acting, the more familiar he is, the more Pei Yan realizes that he seems to be hiding his emotions all the time, and he has no way of guessing what Xu Shixi is thinking in his heart.

Xu Shixi stood in the living room full of clutter, wearing clean white short-sleeves, jeans and sneakers, his complexion was so white that it was transparent, he was embarrassed and didn't know where to lift his feet, Pei Yan took him by the wrist and led him to his room , I regret letting Xu Shixi come up, he should stay in a clean and bright place, and can't step into such a quagmire.

Pei Yan dragged out the cardboard boxes under the bed, which were mostly notes and papers he had written in high school, and put the physical stack on the bed, saying, "Take what you can find useful. I don't need it right now."

Xu Shixi took a look at it, and when he opened a book with a worn cover, an old photo with yellowed corners fell out. In the photo were several young people in military coats, and beside it was written in neat English. "Galaxy".

Pei Yan didn't notice when this photo was clipped into the notebook, and when he took it back from Xu Shixi's hand, he said, "This was taken by my dad and the others in the studio."

It was the first time I heard Pei Yan take the initiative to bring up his own family affairs. Xu Shixi didn't know whether he should ask more questions, so he hesitated to ask, "What does the studio do?"

"Astronomy, astrology observation," Pei Yan said, "I have stayed in Yining for a long time."

Hearing him talk about this, Xu Shixi noticed that there were many maps posted in Pei Yan's room, the vast universe and the boundless galaxy.

Pei Yan later opened his own studio, also named Galaxy. At that time, many fans asked him why he called it this. He just said that he started it casually, but that time actually happened to be the memorial day of his father and sister.

Most of the people and things in this world only bring him coldness and fatigue, and there are only people he loves in the distant Milky Way.