The days when I was forced to be a heartthrob in a bloody text

It wasn't the first time Xu Shixi saw this photo, but he hadn't paid much attention to it before. Now he glanced at the comments and then looked back at Pei Yan's gaze at the stage at that time, and then realized something belatedly. He poked the back of Pei Yan's hand, blushed and said, "You really liked me back then?"

"Well," it was the truth, Pei Yan didn't deny it, and grabbed his fingertips and said, "I told you many times, but you don't believe it."

Xu Shixi clicked on the photo and looked at it several times, saved it in the photo album, and went online for a while. It seemed that there was nothing harsh about Pei Yan yet.

Lin Shenghai's movie itself has its own topicality, and every time it has not been released, it has already started to be discussed on the Internet. Although it is not only anticipation, there are also many voices of doubt, who think that Lin Shenghai has never filmed such a subject. Although Xu Shixi has some works but He is still young, and his acting skills may not be able to support it, but these are irrelevant, and the degree of discussion is the guarantee of the premiere box office.

It’s just that correspondingly, at this time, actors’ accidents are more likely to attract people’s attention. Whether it’s good or bad, in terms of any aspect, after all, in addition to fans of actors, there are also a large number of passers-by who only pay attention to movies.

Some time ago, cp Chaohua, which had a small number of people, increased the number of fans following it several times overnight.

In fact, in Xu Shixi's opinion, it's not a good thing. If possible, he would like his life outside of the role to be noticed as little as possible, but for the time being, it should have no effect, as long as Pei Yan is not pointed at by others in school, He doesn't care much about other things.

"Don't look at it," Pei Yan folded the quilt, and seeing that he was still looking at his phone, he reached for it, "Go out to eat."

"Okay." Xu Shixi turned around to get his coat, but Pei Yan had already brought it for him, and went to open the door when he was wearing it.

As soon as his hand was on the doorknob, his back suddenly sank. Xu Shixi ran over and hugged him from behind, jumped onto him, his legs hooked around his waist and did not let go, and the soft hair rubbed against the side of his neck itching.

Pei Yan supported his legs and shook them. Xu Shixi asked him to carry them for less than half a minute, then he let go of his hand and went down, dawdling, not wanting to leave. He pressed his back against the door, and pulled Pei Yan's collar to make him bow his head. , Outside the window in the early morning, the snow-coloured light fell on his side, Xu Shixi whispered, "Brother, give me a kiss."

Rubbing his cheeks with calloused fingertips, Pei Yan lowered his head and kissed his red and slightly swollen lips from being kissed last night, and waited until Xu Shixi felt a little out of breath before letting him go, and folded his hands behind his back Press on the door and say, "Don't you want to go home?"

It would be fine if he didn't go home, Xu Shixi felt that he was just worthless, with his forehead resting on Pei Yan's shoulder, even if they didn't do anything together, he still wanted to stay by his side.

But the reality is that the Chinese New Year is coming soon, and we still have to go home. Xu Shixi raised his toes and kissed him on the side of the ear. Pei Yan smiled softly, put his arms around him, lowered his head and rubbed his nose with him, and waited until the door opened. Let go.

The location here is very remote, except for tourists and some nearby shops and hotels, the whole street is empty before and after the Chinese New Year, and there are only one or two people sitting sporadically in small shops in Sha County.

Pei Yan took him to a place with a partition inside and sat down. He ordered wonton noodles in clear soup, fried dough sticks and old tofu. He was served with several steaming white porcelain bowls with blue and lace edges. The spicy oil floated on the old tofu soup, which smelled very good. fragrant.

Xu Shixi gave him a meatball, and turned his head to see the sunny day after the snow outside the window, and the motorcycle was parked in the snow not far away.

It was almost noon when he returned home, Mr. Xu knew about the things on the Internet, but seeing that they came back well, he didn't ask any more questions, anyway, he might not understand what he asked, maybe he didn't know better than Pei Nuonuo many.

After eating too much in the morning, he lost his appetite at noon. After Xu Shixi ate a little, he went to the balcony and sat on the rattan chair, using the computer to flip through the script that Lin Juanxin sent him.

Every year, various companies and other directors and producers have so many books, but only a few of them can actually be filmed well. Many factors cannot be controlled by him alone, so he can only carefully consider the script at the very beginning. .

From the beginning of junior year, the school has to be divided into groups to prepare for the completion of the project. There may not be much time for acting. Xu Shixi also wants to take a break. The work schedule after that will not be very intensive. When the company first signed the contract, there will be a lot of mandatory work. But now there is no way to restrict him so much, and only when he becomes popular can he have the right to speak.

Xu Shixi simply flipped through a few ip online dramas, and heard a soft knock on the balcony door behind him, turned his head and saw a braid of shofars peeking out from the crack of the door, smiled and threw a rock candy orange.

Pei Nuonuo picked it up very accurately. They used to play with sandbags when they had nothing to do at home. Pei Nuonuo wanted to bring Pei Yan together, but Pei Yan refused to participate in their childish games. At most, he sat on the sofa next to him and read a book. , After being smashed many times, seeing Pei Nuonuo take out the sandbag, he got up consciously, took the book and went to the study, so as to avoid accidental disasters.

"Brother, can I come in?" Pei Nuonuo peeled the orange and asked him.

"Come." Xu Shixi put the computer on the small pure white wooden table in front of him, and patted his thigh.

Pei Nuonuo went over to give him half of the oranges, sat next to Xu Shixi and looked at the script on his computer curiously, Xu Shixi pulled a little closer to show her, pulled out the broken hair around her ear, and said, "Why don't you go?" sleep?"

"Brother, I have something to ask you." Pei Nuonuo moved to his ear mysteriously, and even blocked it with his hands.

"What's the matter?" Xu Shixi imitated her and lowered her voice.

"Brother, are you going to marry my brother?" Pei Nuonuo looked at him with bright eyes.

Xu Shixi just ate a piece of orange and almost choked.

The relationship between him and Pei Yan will definitely not be hidden from Pei Nuonuo for a long time, even if Pei Nuonuo has not understood it in the past few years, he will know sooner or later, but Xu Shixi did not expect it to be so early, and Pei Nuonuo came to ask him so directly , so that he does not know how to answer.

"...Not necessarily." Xu Shixi hesitated for a while and said.

Just as Pei Nuonuo was about to speak, Xu Shixi felt that someone had flicked the back of his head lightly, turned around and saw Pei Min standing behind him, raised his eyebrows lightly and asked him, "What's not sure?"

Xu Shixi guessed that Pei Nuonuo probably went to ask Pei Min first. According to Pei Nuo's character, if Pei Nuonuo didn't ask him, he wouldn't explain anything, but if he took the initiative to ask him, he would definitely tell the truth directly, so he looked up and looked at Pei Min very nervously. Cowardly said: "Not necessarily when to get married."

Pei Nuonuo will be in the fourth grade soon. She matures earlier than ordinary children, and she is also very smart. After reading what those people said on the Internet, she already knows a lot. She just wants to ask Pei Yan, Just to make sure, she still didn't believe what Pei Yan said, so she came to ask Xu Shixi, and now it seems to be true.

"Then I won't be able to marry Brother Xiaoxi." Pei Nuonuo was very frustrated, squatting on the ground and leaning his head on Xu Shixi's lap, his shofar braids dangling against the back of his hand, his bulging cheeks were full of unhappiness .

Pei Yan turned to make a way for her, and said, "Go out and play."

Pei Nuonuo pursed his lips, took off his shoes and stepped on him with his feet in wool socks, and grabbed Xu Shixi's hand and refused to leave.

"Let her stay if you don't take a nap." Xu Shixi brought her a small stool, looked up and said to Pei Yan.

Pei Yan propped his arms on the door frame, looked down at him, and reached out to stroke his hair.

Pei Nuonuo felt that Pei Yan might have something to look for Xu Shixi, and after playing with Xu Shixi for a while, he stood up and patted his pants and left. Before leaving, he stuck out his tongue at Pei Yan, and Pei Yan leaned lazily by the door, He took off his slippers and kicked her little butt lightly.

Xu Shixi read the script for more than an hour, felt a little sore, stretched his waist and asked Pei Yan, "Why don't you go to sleep?"

"I have something to tell you." Pei Yan walked in and closed the door behind him.

He has always wanted to tell Xu Shixi about his grandfather, but he didn't find the right opportunity. Seeing that Mr. Xu was always hesitating to talk to Xu Shixi today, he felt that he probably wanted to talk to Xu Shixi about their relationship, so why not talk to Xu Shixi first a bottom.

Xu Shixi was stunned for a while after hearing what he said, and suddenly remembered that Mr. Xu had been avoiding him for a while, probably because he knew about his relationship with Pei Yan at that time, maybe it was because of this incident, I don't know what to do Talk to him.

The elderly may not be easy to accept homosexuality, but grandpa has dragged on for so long and hasn't asked directly, nor has he pointed it out, probably because he has thought many times in his heart, and it is unlikely that he will stop them. Xu Shixi took Pei Min's hand and sat for a while , Said: "Then I'll wait and see what Grandpa says."

"Yeah." Pei Yan nodded, saw the small key he was still hanging on his body, squeezed Xu Shixi's fingers in his palm, and suddenly remembered an idea he had a long time ago.

In the afternoon, Xu Shixi accompanied his grandfather to Fang Xiaochun's house, and Pei Nuonuo followed. Fang Xiaochun's grandfather liked Pei Nuonuo very much, and every time he asked someone to prepare snacks and juice for her.

When I went there, I brought a set of needles, and I did acupuncture by the way. Xu Shixi was dazzled and not very interested, but Pei Nuonuo squatted beside her and was very focused. She could even remember what grandpa would use for the next one. Needles, probably on some acupuncture point on the body.

Mr. Xu did not read much when he was young. He first learned acupuncture and massage techniques from the barefoot doctors in the village. Later, he began to think about how to improve himself, so he took the self-examination to learn from the teacher.

In the past, when Xu Shixi was young, he hoped that he could teach him in the future, which can be regarded as inheriting the mantle. After all these years, he has accumulated countless experiences. On the contrary, Pei Nuonuo seemed to like it very much. When Mr. Xu went to see some old friends, he often took her with him.

Fang Xiaochun's grandfather also found it difficult. It was rare to see such a patient child. He teased Pei Nuonuo and ate two small cakes. He looked up and saw Xu Shixi helping in the kitchen. Seeing that Xiaoxi has a girlfriend, is it true or not? I also want to introduce an old friend’s granddaughter to let them know each other. Our Xiaochun is disobedient and stays away all day, so I can’t control him anymore.”

Pei Nuonuo was helping to collect the moxa sticks, and quietly pricked up his ears when he heard it.

"Don't worry about it," Mr. Xu waved his hand, "We've already talked about it."

Pei Nuonuo secretly put away the mobile phone that was about to send a message to Pei Min, saw her grandfather smiling at her, and ran to play with Xu Shixi with a guilty conscience.

We had dinner at Fang Xiaochun's house, and it was already dark when we returned home at night. Although we were in the same community, the distance was still far away, and it took more than ten minutes to walk back along the snow-covered path.

At night, the lights on both sides of the path were bright, and the lawn lamp beside it was also shining. Xu Shixi held Old Master Xu's arm, and Pei Nuonuo each held an orange-flavored lollipop.

"Is there anything you want to tell Grandpa?" Old Master Xu suddenly patted the back of Xu Shixi's hand and asked him.

Xu Shixi blinked for a moment, and Pei Nuonuo put on the earmuffs hanging around her neck, pretending that she couldn't hear anything, and walked in front with a small bunch of ice blue forget-me-nots that Grandma Fang planted for her in the greenhouse.

On a winter night, when you open your mouth, there is a white fog-like breath, which dissipates into the clear ice and snow under the light with the night wind.

"...I," Xu Shixi hesitated and didn't know how to speak. He had played too many roles. Looking back, he was the one who didn't understand the most, and the one who couldn't do it the most was himself, "Grandpa, I fell in love with someone."

"You can choose whoever you like," Mr. Xu held his hand, and patted it twice with preciousness, "Grandpa only wants you to have a good life."