Qin Xi, who was sitting in the courtyard, had an extra jug of wine at hand, and she didn't lift her eyelids when she heard the heart-piercing roar coming from the underground tunnel of the rockery.

Zhi Wenzheng obeyed the order to bring wine to Qin Xi, and when he heard the shout, he was so frightened that the jug fell to the ground. The grass was soft, and the body of the jug was not broken, but the wine inside spilled all over the ground, and the whole The courtyard instantly wafted the intoxicating aroma of wine.

Qin Xi looked up at Zhiwen, Zhiwen immediately knelt down and lay on the ground trembling.

Qin Xi didn't say anything, just muttered, "Waste", and walked out of the courtyard with the jug in hand.

The painful roar lasted for three full hours. Zhiwen seemed to be overwhelmed. She hid in the room and covered her ears tightly. She was afraid that her abnormality would arouse Qin Xi's suspicion, so she only bit her lip, which also oozes blood. Come.

Qin Xi didn't care, there were several jugs of wine at her feet, she deliberately used the wine to numb herself, as if she couldn't hear the hopeless cry of the man.

But what can be done?She desperately hoped that that person could stay by her side, but she wanted to escape, she wanted to leave herself far away.It doesn't matter, even if she hates it, it doesn't matter, as long as she is here, she can bear everything.

This night seemed extremely long.

Xia Rin felt as if she had experienced life and death, and there was nothing more painful than the heart-biting heart, but she hoped that her pain would be rewarded.

But when she opened her eyes, everything was different.

There are no white walls as she imagined, no familiar smell of disinfectant, no doctors in white coats, no happy eyes from her parents.

Nothing.

Xia Lin closed her eyes, this is really a big joke.

She could hardly make out who stood next to her, the young woman always in black, and the timid little girl who couldn't speak.

She laughed silently, never heard such a ridiculous joke, maybe it was just because of the joke itself, but it was just herself.

This is a dream.

She said in her heart, this is a dream, and it will be fine when she wakes up, and everything will return to the original, what she sees now is just a dream.

Qin Xi watched Xia Rin open her eyes, she was obviously smiling, and after looking around, she slowly closed them again.

Maybe it's too tired.

Another two days passed, and Xia Lin finally woke up, surrounded by familiar bed curtains, and the person standing beside her still had a worried and worried face.

She got up suddenly, she who hadn't spoken for a long time, finally spoke, "Why am I still here?"

Zhiwen didn't make a sound, turned his face away, and wiped his tears secretly.

"Why am I still here!!!???" Xia Lin turned over, didn't even have time to put on her shoes, staggered and ran outside the house, seeing all the familiar scenes, her whole heart shrank into a ball.

Zhiwen put on her coat from behind, Xia Lin turned around and said sadly, "Why..."

Who knows why?Probably only Qin Xi.

Qin Xi came from a distance, looking solemn.Xia Lin ran hurriedly, with no strands under his feet, and the soles of his feet were red with cold, but at this moment, he couldn't care about anything else.

"Where's Xu Shengqiu??? Where's Xu Shengqiu!!!" She shouted loudly at Qin Xi, obviously everything was going according to plan, why didn't she go back! ?

Qin Xi didn't speak, just glanced at Zhiwen, and the latter hurriedly took out a pair of shoes from the house.

Qin Xi squatted down and said softly, "Put on your shoes first."

Xia Lin pushed Qin Xi away violently, she rolled backwards and fell to the ground.

"I asked Xu Shengqiu where!!!???"

Xia Lin has lost her mind, her eyes are bloodshot, like a Rakshasa.

"Why don't you go and have a look in the secret room?" Qin Xi slowly got up and said softly.

Xia Lin didn't care about other things, so she raised her feet and ran towards the secret room in the rockery.She didn't wear shoes, and the pebble debris on the soles of her feet was bleeding horizontally, and she couldn't care less.

But after entering the secret room, all she was left with was Xu Shengqiu's corpse.She didn't know how long Xu Shengqiu had been dead, but when she touched him, all she touched was a cold and stiff corpse.

"How could this happen?" Xia Lin murmured, what is going on?Why is everything different from the plan?They obviously...

"He committed suicide."

Qin Xi's voice came from behind, faintly, as if it had nothing to do with her.Xia Lin suddenly lost her mind, she turned around and rushed forward, grabbing Qin Xi's skirt.

"It was you who forced him, right!? It was you, right!?"

That strange and angry face was only half a foot away from her, and the look of hatred seemed to tear her face and dig out her heart.Even so, Qin Xi didn't speak, after all she...has a guilty conscience.

Xia Rin let out a desolate laugh. She knelt beside Xu Shengqiu's corpse, laughing and weeping. All her plans that she thought were perfect turned into a joke at this moment. She didn't go back. Xu Shengqiu died because of this, what did she do?

In the days that followed, she was like a walking corpse. If Zhiwen hadn't forced her to eat something, she might not even be able to survive this winter.

Qin Xi still came to accompany her every day.

She was no longer afraid, no longer afraid of Xia Lin's departure, all the undercurrents were calm after Xu Shengqiu's death.

Xia Lin hasn't gotten out of bed for half a month.Zhiwen was impatient, but he couldn't say anything, just looked at Xia Lin's expressionless expression and shed tears.

In fact, Xia Lin really wanted to comfort her, but she couldn't even protect herself, so how could she give others hope in life.

Zhiwen always persuaded her to go out for a walk, but she was overwhelmed by the man's indistinct whimpers, so she agreed to go out for a walk.Those legs hadn't been on the ground for a long time, and when they suddenly touched the ground, there was a sudden tingling electric current from the toes, and she couldn't support herself, so she knelt down straight on her legs.

Almost knocked his knees to the ground, but was suddenly picked up by a pair of hands.

Xia Lin didn't raise her head, the man helped her to sit on the edge of the bed, put on her shoes for her, and then got up to speak.

"Want to go out for a walk?"

Xia Lin acted as if she hadn't heard of it, so she only handed Zhiwen her hand, stood up with some strength, and said softly, "Help me out."

Zhiwen helped Xia Lin out, and passed by Qin Xi without looking sideways.

It wasn't until Xia Lin went out that Qin Xi's clenched hands in his sleeves slowly loosened.They finally made it this far.

After leaving the courtyard, Xia Lin unknowingly walked towards the rockery that had long lost its vitality.It's still the same as usual, and it hasn't changed at all because of the recent turmoil in Taohuayuan.

The bamboo joint that often communicates with Xu Shengqiu is already full of weeds, and when you look closely, there is only a piece of barrenness left.

Xia Rin just glanced away, and saw a thin thread hanging on the third bamboo joint with sharp eyes. She felt like a drumstick in an instant, and looked around in a hurry. Fortunately, there was no one else except Zhiwen.

She carefully pulled out the thread, and even pulled out the note inside the bamboo tube.

Now, she was no longer in the mood to take a walk, and walked back to the bedroom quickly, and impatiently opened the note. Just one glance made her burst into tears. The note, which was no bigger than a palm, was full of words " sorry".

sorry Sorry sorry......

She could almost imagine Xu Shengqiu's grief and indignation when he wrote these words, the handwriting blurred with tears, blurred and hard to read.But Xia Lin knew that he had never been sorry to anyone, she forced him, and she was the one who should say sorry.

The nightmare finally struck her dreams like the death knell.

Xia Lin was finally shackled by the nightmare again, unable to wake up or fall asleep.In the dream, everyone's faces dangled in front of her eyes, those of the princess, Qin Xi, her parents...

She refuses to see everyone except what she knows, and she rejects everything, including the hope of her own life, and even draws a pair of curtains on the bed, painting the ground as a prison, and cocooning herself.

Qin Xi stayed by the bed when he had nothing to do, and told her every word about their past happiness.

The lotus by the lake was replanted by her, and lotus pods will bloom soon.A flower stand was set up on one side, so that she could enjoy the lake view while watching her picking lotus pods in summer.

As the weather got warmer, she drove the group of rabbits to the backyard again. A female rabbit was pregnant. She specially found a lady who raised livestock to deliver the fat rabbit.

A garden has been opened in the backyard, filled with her beloved crabapples, and there is also an open space for her to plant by herself when she wakes up.

Qin Xi has arranged everything, just waiting for that person to finish.

But from the beginning to the end, no one answered, only in the peaceful night, I heard the steady breathing of the person on the bed.She never wanted to talk to her again, not even a single word.

It has been three months since Xia Lin introduced the Solidification Gu.It took only three months for her to go from being unbelievable to suddenly awakening, but after she woke up, her heart died.

Zhiwen put the jade pen in Xia Lin's palm, held her hand, and clenched it tightly.

Zhiwen was speechless, took a piece of paper, and wrote carefully. She wrote, "Without love, there is no possession."

She was right, but she couldn't agree with it.

I really want to die...

Xia Lin clenched the jade cup tightly, and started to cry again. She couldn't remember how many times she had to cry a day, but she couldn't control herself. Thinking of Qin Xi, her heart ached beyond measure.

It would be nice to die...

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