Born in the dark, Ended in the dawn

Just like a drowning person desperately grabbing the driftwood in front of him, Wei Lan clung to Sun Xueling's clothes and wept bitterly, pouring out all the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time, until no more tears could be shed.

"I'm sorry." Sun Xueling said softly.

Wei Lan's body trembled, and she raised her crying face, looking up at Sun Xueling who was also teary, "Why do you have to apologize?"

"Because we didn't tell you."

"I should say I'm sorry, although this sentence can't save anything." Wei Lan hugged Sun Xueling tightly, his emaciated body was trembling because of suppressing his sobs, which made his inner guilt expand even more, "It's me killed him."

Sun Xueling patted Wei Lan's head affectionately, wiped away the tears from the corners of Wei Lan's eyes like a child, smiled softly, with indescribable bitterness in her smile, "I don't know the truth, and neither do you, and I never know I believe you will harm Zixian, so we can't make a conclusion on this matter so quickly. If you keep holding this kind of thought in your heart, you will never get out of this shadow for the rest of your life, and Zixian probably doesn't want to see you become That way."

"Aunt Sun, why didn't you tell me about this? Everyone in the bureau knew about it, so why didn't you let me know."

"We haven't figured out how to speak to you yet." Sun Xueling pulled up a chair and sat down opposite Wei Lan, "We didn't want to inform anyone at first, it's fine if someone close to the family sent him off, we want Zixian Quietly leave, he likes to be quiet, but this matter can't be hidden, the bureau knew about it, and said that he would hold a memorial service for him, we don't want that, and we can't refute his good intentions, if ... If you don't want to see that scene, just don't go, and I don't plan to go, that day, you can come and be my companion."

"Okay." There is no need to think about this answer. At this moment, what Wei Lan wants to do most is to escape the fact that Xiao Zixian is dead.

In response to Sun Xueling's request, Wei Lan didn't say anything more. Silence is the best comfort.He knew very well in his heart that Sun Xueling's request was undoubtedly a kind of implicit consideration, she knew that he didn't want to go, and now he didn't have enough courage to face that kind of scene.

He even secretly wished in the depths of his heart that Xiao Zixian might return to his side as a real ghost, whether he hates it or loves it, it doesn't matter if he entangles endlessly for revenge, if that is the case, he will definitely accept it without hesitation. If the other party wants his own life, he will give it with both hands!

But... will there be such a chance?

It is said that time can heal everything, maybe there will be such a day, until the heart can calmly accept the fact that Xiao Zixian is no longer there.Wei Lan swore in his heart that at that time, he would draw the inscription on the stone tablet for Xiao Zixian with his own hands, find a house near the cemetery, and be a competent spirit guard.

Wei Lan, who spent almost all her youth and enthusiasm on the job, asked for leave for an unprecedented time, and took a short vacation. Apart from being tired of sleeping at home with Dapi in her arms, she went to Xiao's house to accompany the old couple to talk. Talk, try to do a lot of chores that he is not good at at all.

Like a kind of redemption, Wei Lan still couldn't get rid of the thought of killing Xiao Zixian, and couldn't accept that he was doing willful things until the end, and didn't even have time to say goodbye.

Why didn't we have a good talk, maybe we can let go of it, maybe we can forgive each other, even if it's a ghost, a ghost, or a monster, everything is fine, as long as he is still there is enough!Is this the real version of old man Liu's joke?

That's right, too many words were held in my heart and I couldn't convey them to the other party properly. Now it's too late, so what's the use of thinking about it.

The days were muddled, and when his heart began to ache to the point of numbness, Wei Lan felt that he was alive again, even though he also understood that it was just an appearance.

"Eat more, you said you could look thinner after a vacation." Lu Yang picked up a large piece of fish and stuffed it into Wei Lan's bowl, "It's been a long time since I played CS, so come with me for a few rounds after dinner."

"Okay." Wei Lan ate until his belly bulged, but he kept stuffing it into his mouth, wishing to make up for all the nutrients he lacked during this period of time. He didn't want to bring this distraught state back to the game, " Why didn't Han Zhao come back today?"

"Sent off to the high life again by his great stepfather."

"That must be Auntie Han's pathetic tactics again. Otherwise, how could Han Zhao listen to Xu An's words?"

After eating and drinking enough to clean up, the two turned on the computer one by one, and the opening music of the game still carried the tragic and shocking uniqueness of the battlefield.Wei Lan manipulated the character to squat in the corner and wait for the rabbit, and the secret chat arranged for Lu Yang to outflank him from another road.Gunshots sounded not far away, and an enemy encountered us!Wei Lan jumped out from the corner, reacting quickly and threw a shot in the direction of the gunshot.

I don’t know if it’s just luck, but such a random shot was shot dead with precision. He was about to run over to pick up the enemy’s bullet, when he heard footsteps behind him, the character turned around beautifully, and another enemy who was chasing up was headshot , the game is won.

While Wei Lan was quietly standing at the initial resurrection point waiting for the start of a new game, there was a noisy voice call in the game.

"Which evil pen took my head just now? Is it a bully?"

In the earphones, there were still some student-like male voices, which made Wei Lan and Lu Yang in the opposite room burst into laughter. This is of course thanks to Wei Lan's character nickname. When he took the nickname 'Ba Ba', it was In order to make people dare not name and scold him easily, there are actually some people who don't have a brain who step on landmines.

In the chat box, the long strings of hahaha from one's own teammates annoyed the person who just spoke even more, "Are you all badass? Why are you laughing? Are you the one who stole my head? Do you have the guts to admit it? "

The sound of electric current crackling in the voice is quite harsh. Wei Lan is no longer at the age of arguing with children, and he is not in that mood at the moment. He doesn't want to ignore the other party's provocation, so he just enters a few words in the chat box, " I stole it."

"You can do it! If you want to go out and build a house, let's show you who is the father."

The noisy cursing did not show any signs of stopping. Wei Lan was keenly aware that there seemed to be some strange voice mixed in the voice, he turned around and shouted at the opposite door, "Lu Yang, did you hear the strange sound?" the sound of?"

Lu Yang had already given up the game, walked to Wei Lan, unplugged the earphones and switched to power amplifiers, "I heard it, there seems to be a clicking sound."

"Is it electric current? Why does it sound like scissors? He won't be so angry to cut the power cord, right?" Wei Lan concentrated on discerning the click among the noise.

"Why don't you move! Talk!" While the voice was yelling, the character was walking around beside Wei Lan's bully and firing his gun. If this was the mutual mutilation mode, he might have killed Wei Lan's bully already. Shooting into a hornet's nest, to relieve the hatred in my heart, "Don't you even type? Don't dare to speak! Are you typing and cursing..."

The scolding and provocative voices stopped abruptly, followed by a series of screams, and the characters in the game were stuck and twitching like epilepsy.From the voice, Wei Lan barely discerned someone yelling in panic——quickly call the police!

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Irresponsible Character Analysis Part Three

A leech: This dress is super beautiful, let me wear it for you!

Yin Hang: Are you crazy or am I crazy?let me wear this?You are not afraid of being blind!By the way, where did you get such an oversized dress?Donkeys can wear it.

Lu Wei: Sorry, this joke is not funny.

Liu An: Get lost.

Chen Yanhua: Really?Do you really give it to me?Thank you so much...Is this size too big?

Wei Lan: Huh?There is such a big size dress?It's amazing, I'll give it a try.

Xiao Zixian: Take it to Wei Lan, he will let you succeed.