A person's loneliness is divided into two parts, one part is taken away, and the other part is exchanged, and loneliness becomes sweetness.

This night, Jian Shuai hugged Xia Yi'an from behind, intertwined his fingers, and pressed his face against his back, feeling Xia Yi'an's gentle breathing in his arms, as if holding a child.

Not knowing what time it was in the morning, Xia Yian's cell phone beside his pillow vibrated.

The mobile phone kept making a long series of "buzzing" sounds, like a sharp knife cutting through the curtain, shattering the quiet night.

"Hmm..." Xia Yi'an opened his eyelids, the bright light from the screen hurt his eyes, before he could see the caller ID clearly, he pressed the answer button in a daze.

Jian Shuai's hand was still on his waist.Xia Yi'an changed his hand to hold the phone, and habitually reached out with the other hand to grab Jian Shuai's hand.

"Hello, is this Yang Yong's family?" A strange female voice came from the other end of the phone.

"I am." Xia Yi'an woke up instantly, and Yang Yong was Father Yang.

When Yang's father first entered the nursing home, he originally only left Yang's mother's phone number, but Xia Yi'an added his own later.

Xia Yi'an knocked his eyelids hard, opened his eyes, and saw the time in the upper right corner of the phone, 3:43.

"I'm a nursing home, and your family members should come here as soon as possible," the female voice on the other end of the phone was calm and cold, "Yang Yong has already entered the emergency room."

"...right away," Xia Yi'an suddenly tightened his grip on Jian Shuai's hand, and Jian Shuai changed his position and lay down without waking up, "What's wrong with my dad? Do we need to bring anything?" Yi'an suppressed his panic and asked.

"The preliminary diagnosis is cerebral hemorrhage, and we are going to pay the fee. If the family members can come, hurry up." The voice on the other end of the phone was still like a robot.

One year after Yang's father was transferred to the logistics post, he suffered a head injury in a cooperating arrest operation. After recovering from the injury, he suffered from sequelae. He could no longer continue to work and retired early.

Not long after, Father Yang's old injury caused a stroke, and Mother Yang's legs and feet were inconvenient, so she ran to the hospital every day.

The couple discussed it and decided to live in a nursing home.

Yang's father and Yang's mother have no children, so they treat Xia Yi'an as their own child, and vice versa.

After Xia Yi'an was busy, he accompanied Yang's mother to many homes, and finally chose a medical nursing home with better conditions. The nursing home took the hospital and sent Yang's father in.

Father Yang's retirement salary is not enough to cover the expenses of the nursing home, Xia Yi'an will take the initiative to subsidize some every time he goes there.

Xia Yi'an is grateful, dependent, and guilty to Yang's father and Yang's mother. In short, these two people are the people he protects wholeheartedly.

After hanging up the phone, Xia Yi'an jumped up from the bed, turned his head and patted Jian Shuai, "Jian Shuai...I want to go out, ask for leave for me."

Jian Shuai let out a "hmm", turned over, faced the wall and continued to sleep.

Xia Yi'an thought for a while, pulled out a notebook from the corner of the desk, tore a page, wrote a few words with the faint light of the phone screen, hurriedly pressed it under the small desk lamp, and looked back at Jian Shuai.

Jian Shuai curled up and slept soundly.

Xia Yi'an leaned on one knee beside the bed, pulled up the air conditioner that Jian Shuai kicked aside, put it on him, and walked out the door of the dormitory.

It is impossible for the dormitory teacher to open the corridor door at this time.

Xia Yi'an rushed to the public laundry room at the top of the corridor, pushed open the window, and slipped down the sewer pipe beside the window without even thinking about his fear of heights.

At 3 o'clock in the morning, the campus was silent and lonely, and the teaching buildings, dormitory buildings, and big trees beside the playground stood silently in groups of black shadows.

Occasionally, a few lonely meows could be heard from some corner, scattered in the air with a long tail, and the street lamps that lined the road cast a long shadow behind Xia Yi'an.

Panting heavily, Xia Yi'an walked across the playground, the beating of his heartbeat covering the sound of his running footsteps.

Stepping on the lawn of the playground, Xia Yi'an thought of that night for no reason.Under the meteor, the boy who played the guitar and sang to him.

He didn't know why he could still think of Jian Shuai when he was in such a state of anxiety.

Xia Yi'an originally thought that he could bring everything under control, but it was only at this moment that he faintly realized that maybe the heart is something that cannot be controlled.

Man can control his mind and body, but not his heart.

The worry about Yang's father in his heart did not allow him to magnify his thoughts, Xia Yi'an ran outside Yang's mother's room as fast as he could, and pressed his index finger on the doorbell button one after another.

Three to five minutes later, Yang Ma stood inside the door and asked, "Who is it?"

"Mother Yang, I, Xiao An, open the door." Xia Yi'an lowered his head, leaning on the door with one hand, looking for the most peaceful words in his mind.

"Oh, Xiaoan," Yang's mother opened the door, her eyes were full of worry, "What's going on at this time?"

"Mama Yang, let's go to the nursing home together." Xia Yi'an stepped forward to hold Mama Yang's arm, he felt Mama Yang's arm trembling slightly, and tried to keep calm, "Let's go now."

......

"Hey, Xiaoan, look how fresh the mandarin fish in the pool outside me are...I'm going to make them for you to eat," Yang Ma walked into the house tremblingly, "I made a video yesterday, it's good...do you want to eat it?" Bring some clothes for your father..."

Yang's mother took a coat from the bed and put it on, "Xiao An, are you cold? You wear so little..."

Xia Yi'an watched Yang Ma aimlessly turning around in the room, her heart was so blocked, she walked over to help her up in a few strides, "Let's go, Yang Ma, I called a car and it's here."

He helped Yang's mother across the small yard. The tomato vines in the small flower bed had turned yellow and could no longer bear the weight. They were lying on the ground with only a few green leaves left, standing on the tip of the vines reluctantly.

The express train had been waiting on the side of the road for a few minutes, flashing double flashes, which made people panic.The driver was holding his mobile phone to make a call.

Xia Yi'an checked the license plate information on the software, opened the rear door, helped Yang's mother to sit in, and sat next to Yang's mother.

"Mama Yang," Xia Yi'an took Mama Yang's arm and shook it gently, "You can sleep on me for a while, it will take two hours to arrive, sleep for a while."

"I can not sleep......"

Mama Yang is old.His hair was gray, the wrinkles at the corners of his eyes had been carved into his skin, and his body was bent.

How time flies!Just like yesterday, Mama Yang gently touched her head, and said softly to herself, don't fight, study hard, you are so smart, you should take the first place!

She was like this, quietly guarding her side, slowly getting old.

Xia Yi'an sniffed.

"Xiao An, are you taking an exam today? Are you going to take the handsome boy to dinner at noon?" Yang's mother patted Xia Yi'an's hand that was supporting her arm, "Look, I forgot, how did you eat at noon today? How do you take the test?"

"Mother Yang, it's okay. I asked the handsome guy to help me apply for a make-up exam. He and Huizi went to the school cafeteria to eat at noon."

Both of them deliberately bypassed the topic of Dad Yang and chatted around this topic.His heart was pounding hard, Xia Yi'an secretly took a deep breath, afraid of affecting Yang's mother, he could see that Yang's mother had been holding on.

In the early morning, there were few cars on the road around the city. Occasionally, one or two small cars would pass by the side, and the gray isolation belt quickly receded behind.

As the car drove smoothly on the highway, Mama Yang couldn't hold back her doze off, and fell asleep leaning on Xia Yi'an's shoulder.

Xia Yi'an stiffened her upper body, making Mama Yang feel more comfortable on the ground.

He didn't move, his eyes looked out of the car through the dark window glass, his long eyelashes fluttered slightly, concealing the panic in his heart, and he was only 17 years old.

It was still dark, and the headlights only illuminated a small section of the road ahead, and there was nothing to see in other directions.

Xia Yi'an stretched out his arms, resting on the window sill of the car, tapped the hard dark plastic with his slender fingers, "Dad Yang, you will be fine...you still have a lot of things to do, you said You want to go back to the small courtyard to plant two vines... You said you were going to go fishing by the river, Jiangyu, Mama Yang likes to eat... You also said you wanted to send me to Beijing to go to college...

"Dad Yang, you haven't met Shuai Jian yet... Mama Yang has already met... He told me last time that he wanted to see you, he is very cute, I like him very much... you will too His, really... the two of us will come to see you next time."

......

Thinking of this, Xia Yi'an took out his phone and wanted to send another message to Jian Shuai.Press and turn on the phone, and a battery pattern and a small red bar will appear in the middle of the screen, indicating that the phone is running out of power.

Last night I fell asleep chatting with Jian Shuai, I forgot to charge my phone, I was in a hurry to go out, and I forgot to take my power bank.

Xia Yi'an quickly pressed the lock screen button, and later he had to pay Dad Yang, and the last battery must be saved.

In fact, there is nothing to tell Jian Shuai, everything is written on the note, just want to remind him again, don't panic about the exam.

It can be seen that Jian Shuai attaches great importance to this exam, and sometimes he will feel pressure if he attaches too much importance to it, and he will not perform well.

Two hours later, the car stopped at the gate of the nursing home, and there were nurses waiting for them at the gate.

At 6 o'clock in the morning, it was just dawn, and the morning breeze rushed to people's faces with a cool air.

This nursing home covers a large area, and it is divided into several areas according to the degree of care that the elderly need. They are all small courtyards with black tiles and white walls. The closer you go to the hospital, the higher the level of care.

There is an artificial lake in the nursing home, surrounded by weeping willows and a few flower belts, the scenery is beautiful.

Xia Yi'an and Yang's mother hurried to the innermost part with the nurse, no matter how beautiful the scenery was in their eyes, it was nothing.

After Xia Yi'an paid the fee, the battery of the phone was completely dead, and the screen went black, like a bottomless black hole.

He trotted all the way to the door of the operating room.

The door of the operating room was closed, and the three big red characters "rescuing" were brightly dazzling, and the pungent smell of disinfectant filled the emergency room.

Yang Ma sat on a row of blue plastic chairs at the door of the emergency room. There were 24 seats in three rows, and she was alone.

Bright white energy-saving lamps shone down from overhead, lifeless.

Xia Yi'an sat beside Yang's mother, with his body arched forward, his elbows on his knees, his shoulder blades under his white T-shirt were clearly defined, and the broken hair on his forehead was a little long, covering his eyebrows.

"Xiao'an, did you just go to pay the fee? How much is it, I will transfer it to you." Mama Yang said in a very soft voice.

"Huh? No need, Mama Yang." Xia Yi'an replied very lightly.

"Xiao'an, don't spend money on us all the time," Yang's mother patted Xia Yi'an's tightly clasped hands, "Yang's father and Yang's mother can't help you, you still have a long way to go, so keep the money for yourself. "

"Birth, old age, sickness and death, it's human nature," Mama Yang spoke slowly and calmly, "It's our own pleasure to treat you, Papa Yang and I, so don't have any burdens on you. We don't want to be your burden... .This is also what your father Yang meant."

"If it weren't for you... I wouldn't have anyone to call my parents." Xia Yian lowered his head even lower, the shadows of broken hair and eyelashes falling down, covering his eyes, "I want to be like others, I can Call Mom and Dad."

Although the word "Yang" was added before the address, in Xia Yi'an's heart, the two suffixes "Dad and Mom" ​​were more important.

"Stupid child," Yang's mother smiled, "Who wouldn't want a son like you? If I could have a son like you, I would trade my life for a few years."

……

Xia Yi'an bowed his head in silence, An Qian doesn't want a son like me.

"...Mother Yang, I'm in love..."

"Huh? Falling in love... Our Xiaoan has grown up." Yang's mother wiped her eyes and nodded, "That's great, that's great..."

"Well, Dad Yang hasn't met my partner yet, he must be fine... I'll bring him to him next time and let him have a look." Xia Yi'an went to the self-service counter next to the seat and pulled out a few napkins , Pass it to Mama Yang.

"Which girl is so lucky?" Mama Yang wiped the corners of her eyes with a napkin, and turned to look at Xia Yi'an.

"It's not a girl...it's a boy. I have a boyfriend." Xia Yi'an didn't dare to raise his head to meet Yang's eyes, his voice was not loud, but he was very sure.

......

"Is it... the handsome guy?" After a long time, Mama Yang asked a question as if she had made up her mind.

The author has something to say: Happy weekend!

Thank you for reading my little ones!

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