After being scummed, I regained the dignity of a strong A

Back in the lounge, Xu Xinzai had already left, and An Ran was standing beside the bed changing clothes.

"Why don't you take a longer rest?" Xu Yan walked over, took the tie from his hand and helped him put it on.

"I can't sleep anymore, I feel uncomfortable lying down."

After a while, An Ran looked down at the tie that was tied into a knot.

"..."

Xu Yan cleared his throat in embarrassment, "I beat myself pretty well."

An Ran pulled the tie back from his hand, and tied it perfectly, with a flat tone, "Well, it's because this tie is too disobedient, it's definitely not because you are too useless."

Xu Yan hugged him from behind, rubbed his face, moaned, a little disappointed, "Am I really a good-for-nothing?"

An Ran buttoned up her cuffs, feeling like there was a big dog lying behind her, wagging its tail for comfort.

Touching his head, An Ran smiled slightly, "Where is your confidence as an artist?"

Xu Yan was playing with his fingers, and said in a muffled voice, "But my artistic talent has no room for display here."

I learned too many unbelievable things from Leng Feng at once, which made it hard for him to digest for a while.

An Ran turned around, held his hand, pulled him over and kissed him.

The anxiety and helplessness in the depths of his heart gradually subsided as his lips and teeth intertwined. Xu Yan hugged his waist, turning him against the wall from passive to active, as if he wanted to vent all the emotions overflowing from his chest.

When they parted, each could hear the other's unsteady panting.

An Ran caressed his face, and said in a low voice: "Those grievances have nothing to do with you, don't be affected, just continue to look at it with your heart."

Xu Yan covered his hand, "But what should I do if this happens again? My intuition may not be as accurate as I thought."

An Ran took a gentle bite on his lips, "Don't be afraid of making mistakes, but don't repeat the mistakes you made. Aren't you going to catch up with me? This setback is defeated?"

"Of course not! I have accumulated a lot of military merits, and I can be promoted when I go back."

"So your artistic talent is still useful. Only you can do it by setting up a street stall to paint and earn military merits."

"...I'm not setting up a street stall."

The two chatted one after another and came out of the lounge to the command center.

The battle on the ground in the military region is coming to an end. After the bombing by the large battleships, small fighter jets have been dispatched to carry out small-scale suppression at this stage, and vanguard troops have been dispatched to wipe out individual ones that are too scattered.

An Ran checked the report submitted by the adjutant, and after confirming that there was no problem, she took Xu Yan to the commanding position and dug out some data and information.

"This is the defense system of the base. There are detailed defense coefficients on it, which correspond to this level of resistance. The siege of the insect swarm a few days ago did put a lot of pressure on the base, but it is still within the controllable range. It is a schematic diagram of prevention and control in various regions..."

An Ran explained unhurriedly, while Xu Yan stood aside and listened carefully. His learning ability is very good, and he can basically understand the general idea after going through it once.

He saw the scene of the base being bombarded from An Xi's hands before, but he didn't know anything about it at all, and An Ran was nervous, so An Xi led him by the nose.

After An Ran finished speaking, she watched Xu Yan focus on the data on the virtual screen, and waited quietly until he finished digesting, and then went on to talk about the module for the next moment.

The adjutant and the captains of the various units in the command center had serious faces, but they listened quietly.

Major General An teaches in person, how can such a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity be missed!

Hearing An Ran speak more and more deeply, the way they looked at Xu Yan gradually changed.

Xu Dashen is really good at painting, and I heard that there are interns who come in through the back door from the backstage. Now it seems that Major General An intends to train him. Could it be that he intends to let him enter the Legion of Glory after graduation? !Real name envy!

One afternoon, An Ran took the opportunity of inspections to explain the functions of each department, the details of their responsibilities, and the methods and procedures for dealing with some common problems.

Returning to the command center, An Ran saw him looking thoughtful, and asked, "How much can you understand?"

Xu Yan shook his head, "There's nothing I don't understand, it just takes a little time to digest."

An Ran chuckled, "It's okay, take your time and don't rush." ​​The things he said were just the most basic common sense, like a jigsaw puzzle, he just put all the pieces in front of Xu Yan, how to put them together , It depends on Xu Yan himself.

At dinner time, Juzi came over to check Anran, and Xu Yan was sitting in front of dozens of virtual screens to check the information on them. Those were all combat reports sent from various battlefields, most of them were routine reports, and there were urgent ones to be dealt with. Enron has already responded to this part.

After following for a whole day, Xu Yan had a more detailed concept of An Ran's work and combat procedures in his mind. He tried to treat those reports as exercises, wrote his own answers, and then read An Ran's replies to find out the differences and differences. The reason why An Ran replied like that.

"I've never seen him take it so seriously." While waiting for the test results, Juzi looked at Xu Yan not far away, a little surprised.

An Ran has been looking at him, "He is actually very talented, but he just needs a reason to work hard and work hard for it."

Xu Yan's looseness is not born, but an illusion he deliberately created to deceive himself.Keep telling yourself that this is right, and force yourself not to touch what you think is wrong, but you don't know what you really want to do.

From An Ran's standpoint, he doesn't care whether Xu Yan is an art student of Huada University, a military student, or a reserve member of the Legion. He has never limited what Xu Yan will do in the future. Maybe Xu Yan is just an ordinary person to him On the contrary, it is better and more secure.

Speaking of this, Juzi rubbed his nose a little guilty. At the beginning, he was holding the mentality of "Since he is His Highness's partner, it must not be that simple, so we must check it several times" and dragged Xu Yan to the second test. , As a result, people really have problems.

With a ding, the detection instrument rang, and Juzi looked down at the data.

An Ran withdrew her hand, thought for a while, and asked Xu Yan to come over to check.

After returning from Xu Yan, An Ran felt a subtle change in his pheromone.

Xu Yan was also straightforward. He pricked his finger with the orange and took a blood sample for testing.

He withdrew his hand and subconsciously wanted to lick the wound, but the wound healed before he even reached his mouth.

"..." This body is getting more and more strange.

Simple detection instruments cannot analyze detailed data, but judging from the results, there are indeed changes.

Orange: "His differentiation has accelerated a lot, and all the data are already very close to alpha."

Speaking of this, Xu Yan suddenly realized that An Ran didn't know that he was an alpha, so he hesitated to speak for a while, wondering if he should explain.

While he was struggling, An Ran was also thinking about this issue. Originally, it was just right that one of them was A and the other was O, but now Xu Yan also became A. An Ran was afraid that he would be under pressure, so she spoke out to comfort him.

"I don't reject AA love." And there may be hope for his body to recover in the future. Since he can conceive a cub, there is still room for change, and their gender relationship has been reversed from the beginning, even if the gender is really reversed in the future It won't have a substantial impact if you come over.

When Xu Yan heard it, he immediately agreed, "I like AA love the most!"

Orange: "..." Don't throw dog food at every turn, okay? !

After the ground battlefield was cleared, An Ran went up with the officers of each combat unit to check the situation on the battlefield, and Xu Yan also volunteered to follow.

From the virtual screen, it doesn't feel too much, but seeing the blood flowing into the river, the corpses piled up into the mountain, the nose is full of blood mixed with various rotten smells, Xu Yan really felt what hell is.

"how do you feel?"

Hearing An Ran's concerned voice, Xu Yan clenched his hands and shook his head, "I feel a little uncomfortable, but I can bear it."

An Ran nodded, "If you really can't stand it, tell me."

Xu Yan was not simply dizzy with blood, but because of his childhood experience that made him afraid of blood, and the bigger problem was psychological.

Asking everyone to scatter to check, An Ran led Xu Yan to walk in one direction.

Stepping on the blood-soaked muddy ground would inevitably cause the internal organs and brains of bugs to flow out. The air was filled with a disgusting smell, which made Xu Yan feel bad.

Halfway there, Xu Yan's voice became weak, "Brother An, I'm probably not very well."

An Ran withdrew her gaze from a distance, glanced at him, and was amused, "Then do you want to go back and rest first?"

Xu Yan shook his head, pitifully, "I want to be with you."

An Ran took his hand, "Let's go."

Xu Yan felt sweet in his heart, sweating, and followed him stiffly.

Seeing two figures in the distance, An Ran led Xu Yan to the other side, it was Xu Xin and Leng Feng, they were looking through the dead body of a worker insect, and they didn't know what they were discussing.

As they approached, Leng Feng explained to them what he had just discovered.

"We've been studying the Zerg over the years, and we suspect that a large proportion of the Zerg has been artificially controlled."

An Ran's heart sank. When Xu Yan was attacked at the test base, he had suspected this, but he has not found any evidence yet.

Xu Yan was even more surprised, "Someone controls these bugs? What does he want to do?"

Leng Feng was silent, did not answer this question, and instead pointed out the strange things about these worker insects.

"We noticed this back then, but unfortunately we couldn't study it wholeheartedly until after the suspended animation..."

The Zerg were creatures that existed in the alien country, and Leng Feng, who also came from the alien country, knew their habits no less than An Ran. After hiding in the dark from feigning death, they were not idle, running around various battlefields, looking for key clues.

"The reproductive ability of the Zerg is too strong. If we can't find out the reason why these Zerg are controlled, there is no way to fundamentally solve this problem."

Not to mention other battlefields, as far as Huadu is concerned, the bug swarm this time is indeed very abnormal.

On a planet that has not had an outbreak of insect swarms for decades, there are countless large and small insect nests hidden underground. These worker insects seem to have been ordered to move out at this moment.

"We observed the worker insects in this area and found that their brains and pituitary glands are much more developed than ordinary insects, and their limbs are stronger than ordinary worker insects. Judging from past experience, these should be artificially cultivated."

An Ran and Leng Feng studied and discussed the workers and insects. Xu Yan wanted to hear it, but his body refused to listen.

"An, An Ran..."

His voice was too soft, An Ran, who was immersed in the discussion, didn't hear it, but Xu Xin noticed his state and walked to his side.

"Ayan, are you feeling unwell?"

Xu Yan pursed her lips, "It's just uncomfortable, and I'm not used to it."

He wasn't telling the truth, and for some reason the words fell from his mouth.

Facing his parents, he couldn't say anything easily like he was facing An Ran, maybe this is the sequelae of time.

No matter how close the family has been separated for so many years, there is also a gap.

Xu Xin lowered her eyes, and the worry in her eyes disappeared in a flash.

Back at the base, in the disinfection tunnel, Xu Yan immediately took off his coat and shoes, and urged An Ran to take them off quickly.

"Next time you go out, definitely wear a gas mask."

Back in the lounge, Xu Yan was completely paralyzed, walking in the sea of ​​blood almost killed him.

An Ran patted his head, leaned over and kissed his hair, "You really worked hard, I reward you with a little red flower."

Xu Yan leaned back against the sofa, looked up at An Ran, nodded her mouth, "The little red flower is printed here."

An Ran stood behind him, hooked his chin, and smacked his lips very simply, "Keep it up."

"Is it because I work so hard every day, and you reward me with a little red flower every day?"

"sure."

Xu Yan put his arms around his neck, and stuck his tongue dishonestly over him, entangled him tightly.

"Then advance tomorrow's share first."

"..."

In the evening, Xu Xin asked Xu Yan to go to the rest area, and the father and son sat in a corner where no one was there, speechless for a while.

Thinking of Xu Yan's state on the ground, Xu Xin supported his forehead with a painful expression, "A Yan, I..." Just as he started, his voice choked.

In the past few days, Xu Yan tried to get back the feeling of getting along with his parents when he was a child, but after all, he is not the same as before. After being separated for so long and so many things happened, he can't pretend that nothing happened.

Even if he didn't complain, he couldn't go back, but that didn't mean he wanted to see his parents in pain.

As Xu Xin's expression changed, Xu Yan's heart lifted.

"Dad, what's wrong with you?"

Xu Xin took a deep breath, "I'm sorry."

In the past few days, the three words "I'm sorry" appeared so frequently that even Xu Yan himself kept saying these three words.

He poured a cup of tea for Xu Xinzai, "I don't know why you are apologizing."

"I was chased and killed in Area S back then, and I was injured by a foreigner. You were so young, but you tried your best to protect me, but I beat you after you woke up..."

Xu Yan's fingers on the table moved, and he remained silent without opening his mouth.

Xu Xin took a sip of tea and cleared her mind, "I'm sorry for what I said to you, but... I have to say that."

【Forget those powers, and be an ordinary human from now on...】

Xu Xinzai's words still ring in his ears to this day, like a curse, a single word, has been restraining him.

Xu Yan was silent for a moment, then said softly: "I don't blame you, I did something wrong, you have the responsibility to correct my behavior."

"No." Xu Xin shook her head, "I thought that doing that would allow you to grow up normally, and you wouldn't have to experience too much too early, but I ignored the psychological burden on you. This is my biggest negligence as a father. .”

Xu Yan felt irritated for no reason, and now, he no longer needed an apology from the other party.

He smiled and patted the back of Xu Xinzai's hand, "Father, I was used to being naughty when I was young, how many times did you hit me? If you have to apologize every time you get hit, then you can apologize until tomorrow morning." It's over, okay, don't think too much, An Ran will give me a class later, I'll go back first."

After he finished speaking, he stood up, but Xu Xin grabbed his wrist.

"and many more."

Xu Yan didn't look back, "Father, what I wanted was never your apology, and you don't need to apologize to me." He didn't understand before, but now that he knew so much inside information, he was somewhat relieved.

Parents are not all the same in the world, there are those who dote on their children, some who don’t take their children seriously, some who put their children at the center of everything, and some who are selfish. Speaking of which, his two fathers are considered qualified , he really has nothing to complain about.

Xu Xin was pulling him to sit down, releasing pheromones, the two looked at each other, Xu Xin asked slowly: "A Yan, do you still remember what was the first sentence you said to me when you woke up? "

How could he still remember something so early.

Xu Yan wanted to refute this, but the image of him waking up from an underground hospital flashed across his mind.

Not long after he started killing, his consciousness was very vague, and he had almost no memory of the time between waking up from the hospital bed.

But when he saw that his hands were covered with gauze, he didn't feel any pain at all, and he felt a faint feeling of excitement.

After waking up, Xu Xinzai and Leng Feng walked in quickly.

Xu Yan heard the bright smile on his face when he was a child, and excitedly said to Xu Xin: "Father, I'm so good! So it's so fun to kill people!"

This is what he said? !Xu Yan's heart beat violently, and he couldn't believe it for a moment.

He recovered from the memory and said with difficulty, "Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Dad didn't beat him because he killed a bad guy, but because he killed someone and was complacent. The two natures are completely different.

Recalling the state of mind at that time, Xu Xinzai's eyes were red again, no matter which parent sees their child going astray, it is impossible to be indifferent.

"I thought you remembered, but seeing your state today, I guess something went wrong."

At that time, Xu Yan was only seven or eight years old, and his concept of right and wrong was still very weak. He didn't understand the seriousness of murder. He only remembered the sense of accomplishment of protecting his father with his own strength. The crime of killing is not even as good as being slapped by his father. The grievance and sadness caused by a slap.

So, in his subconscious, he only left two strong emotions: the sense of accomplishment of saving people and the sense of frustration of being beaten, and thus subtly formed a new logic chain-he saved his father, but his father beat him, And let him never kill or beat anyone again.

The blood has become the carrier of this logical chain, and every time he sees it, he will remember the mistakes he made, so that in the constant self-restraint, he has overcorrected and even morbid.

It was as if a boulder was pressing on Xu Xin's heart, and he held Xu Yan's hand tightly, "A Yan, maybe it's too late to say this now, but I don't want you to carry this burden for the rest of your life."

"You are still able to protect me at such a young age. I am proud of having you as a son from the bottom of my heart. There are many things we cannot tell you as a child. Maybe this has left a lot of doubts and hurts in your heart, but I want to tell you Yours is, everything your father and I have done is in the hope that one day we will be able to live in the sun as a normal family."

Returning to the lounge at that point, the room was pitch black, and Xu Yan's pheromone could be smelled in her nose, An Ran snapped her fingers, turned on the small light in the room, and at a glance, she was lying on the sofa staring at the ceiling in a daze Xu Yan.

"what happened?"

Xu Yan came back to his senses, pulled An Ran over, and leaned on his lap, "An Ran, I seem to have misunderstood many things."

An Ran picked up a lock of Xu Yan's hair to play with, loosened the tie, and relaxed her body that had been stiff all day.

"for example?"

Xu Yan sat up, leaned in front of An Ran, and said very seriously: "It turns out that my father didn't dislike me, so he left me alone."

An Ran looked at his shining eyes, and smiled helplessly, "How can parents dislike their children?"

Xu Yan leaned on his shoulder and narrated to him what she and Xu Xin were talking about that night.

"In retrospect, I did forget a lot of details."

An Ran rubbed his head, "It's normal for a child's focus to be different from that of an adult. Dad didn't realize this is probably the biggest mistake he made in this matter, but it's good that the misunderstanding is resolved."

"Yeah." Xu Yan embraced him with both hands and feet, "It's only when I grow up that I realize that adults are not perfect and make mistakes, and so do parents."

With a smile in her eyes, An Ran bent her head against him, stroked her stomach with her hand, and said softly: "It's good that you realize this, and you will be a good father in the future."

Xu Yan paused, then looked up at him, "An Xiaola, I never thought about being a test tube, it's good for us to live together for the rest of our lives."

An Ran raised her eyebrows, "Really not?"

Xu Yan shook his head, "Don't..." His gaze swept over An Ran's head, and he suddenly stopped.

No, An Ran is Xiang Xiang. Although he himself is of mixed blood, he also has the blood of a different person. The child they give birth to is very likely to be as cute as Xiang Xiang!

The fragrant and soft Xiangxiang No. [-] is simply irresistible!

Xu Yan's face wrinkled into a bun, "No... um..." I want it a little bit, no, not a little bit, a lot, very much!

An Ran couldn't help it, she couldn't stop laughing.

The next day, Xu Yan found the cold wind in the laboratory.

"Father, do you have time?"

Seeing his serious eyes, Leng Feng had a faint premonition in his heart.

From this day on, Leng Feng would take his son out of the military region every day to teach his son the skills of the Leng family and fighting skills.

Xu Yan stood in a deserted mountain forest, and the cold wind leaned against the tree trunk behind him and looked at him.

He held his breath, and after a while, a chain smaller than a necklace popped out of his palm, trembling, as if it would disappear at any moment.

Xu Yan almost cried: "..." I'm so hard!

The author has something to say: Xu Xiaohua's study diary——

One day, Leng Feng explained Leng's skills to his son at home.

After a fierce operation...

Leng Feng: "Have you learned it?"

Xu Xiaohua opened her big watery eyes, sucked her fingers and shook her head in confusion.

The cold wind is another operation.

"now what?"

Xu Xin came over and picked up his son, "He's only one and a half years old, are you serious?"

Leng Feng: "..." Being criticized, wronged.

Drink a wedding wine, drink up all my saved manuscripts, pinch some updates, I am too difficult!