[Quick Transmigration] I'm dying right now

Zhao Yan once raised a cat, which was brought from his hometown by his classmates. At that time, he was in high school, and his classmates were just his classmates.

His classmate is named Gu Li, with a delicate appearance, a thin figure, and a withdrawn personality.

High school is very stressful, but his classmate and deskmate can adapt very well, even adapting too well.

Before Gu Li became Zhao Yan's deskmate, his favorite thing to do every day was to study. He studied day and night. If no one reminded him, he would stay up until the alarm bell rang the next day.

Later, after they became tablemates, Zhao Yan noticed that Gu Li had serious dark circles many times, which were very obvious on that fair face.

He tried to persuade him, he said: "Staying up late is not good for your health, you are still young, be nice to yourself."

Hearing his words, Gu Li would pretend to be serious and say, "You really look like someone else's mother."

Back then, Zhao Yan was a little ghost, and realized that his family at the same table, which was different from ordinary people, might not be so happy, so he stopped talking.

Gu Li has a bad habit of staying up late, and Zhao Yan also has a bad habit. His bad habit is that he doesn't like to eat breakfast.

The young and energetic Zhao Yan always felt that getting up early and eating breakfast was a kind of torture. Of course, being hungry during class was also a kind of torture, but he really couldn't get up.

It's just that what he didn't expect was that he would care about Gu Li casually, and the other party would be so caring enough to buy him breakfast.

"If you don't eat it, I'm sure the trash can will welcome this rare treat."

Short of hands, short of mouth for eating people, after eating Gu Li's breakfast, Zhao Yan has been looking for opportunities to repay the other party, and he began to stop the other party's madness about abnormal study.

Calls every night, invitations on weekends, he tried to let his old-fashioned deskmate experience the richness of life, instead of writing and drawing in front of boring books every day.

Video game city, Internet cafe, shopping, traveling to nearby attractions...

"If I were a girl, I might like to watch movies, but I'm not. I might prefer to write and draw in boring books."

Most of the time, Gu Li would reject Zhao Yan's outlandish ideas. He didn't think that the two men would see any tricks in the movie. At least one man and one woman could create a spark of love.

Zhao Yan felt that it didn't matter. Watching a movie is not about watching a person, as long as it's not embarrassing alone, it's the same as watching it with anyone.

Gu Li couldn't compete with him, so he could only give in.

Most of the two men's movies are more exciting, but Gu Li spends the whole time wandering, thinking about some far-fetched things.

"I don't quite understand why ghosts come and go at night."

If ghosts haunted during the day, he wouldn't be dragged out by his deskmate to watch a movie late at night.

"Probably because they are afraid of the sun."

Zhao Yan returned casually, watching the movie with a serious expression.

"I'm also afraid of the sun, it's too hot."

I don't know what he thought of, but Gu Li suddenly burst out laughing, Zhao Yan looked at him suspiciously, and was attracted by the way the other party bent his eyebrows.

He suddenly understood that some people come to the movies, maybe they really just want to see people.

"You look beautiful when you smile."

Zhao Yan subconsciously blurted out his inner thoughts.

"Thanks, but I think I look good when I'm not smiling."

It can be said that he is very immodest, but Zhao Yan thinks that Gu Li is very cute. He doesn't quite understand what this feeling means.

Later, Zhao Yan didn't care what kind of ghosts appeared in the movie. He secretly looked at Gu Li from the corner of his eye, and found that his deskmate was not lying, and he looked good even when he wasn't smiling.

His fiery and innocent virgin heart beat so fast that he was a little overwhelmed.

"I don't really want to go to the amusement park, it's the world of children, and I don't like being in the same room with children."

Gu Li, who doesn't like children very much, will stubbornly play all the rides in order when he comes to the amusement park. He calls this, breaking through the level.

But some levels will be very difficult, he has to swipe many times to finish.

Zhao Yan didn't know why he suddenly invited Gu Li to the amusement park. He even felt a little guilty when he saw the piles of couples inside, but he quickly dismissed it, and there was still a deep secret joy hidden in his heart.

Staying with Gu Li will make people feel relaxed. He is very good at how to chat to make others happier, but his overly cold expression makes most people dare not compliment him.

So much so that after two months in the new class, Gu Li still only has Zhao Yan as a friend, Zhao Yan is very honored and happy about this.

He guards this somewhat unusual friendship, but he is secretly afraid in his heart. He is afraid that others will find that Gu Li is good, and he is afraid that Gu Li will think that other friends may be better than him.

For this reason, Zhao Yan liked staying with Gu Li more and more, took care of him, tried to keep inseparable, and tried not to let others get close.

They go to school together in the morning, leave school together in the evening, and go out together on weekends...

After entering the second year of high school, the school added a morning self-study class, from the original [-]:[-] to [-]:[-], many people lived in school for this.

Zhao Yan couldn't get up in the morning, so he had to get up half an hour earlier at home, so that he could lose half an hour of sleep, which was more painful than killing him.

But in order to run into Gu Li in the morning, Zhao Yan persisted for more than half a month, and finally applied for a dormitory when he couldn't hold on anymore.

After handing over the application form to the class teacher, he couldn't imagine that Gu Li would walk alone on the path that had just been illuminated. It was too dangerous, so that he began to spend a long time lobbying the other party.

For example, it would be dangerous before dawn, it would be too cold and no one would warm your hands, and it would be lonely to walk alone. He said it many times, but the words had different meanings, but Gu Li felt that these were not problems. The problem is: "I'm sorry, I would like to stay with you too, but the application form needs to fill in the contact information of the parents, and they will not accept it."

"I haven't seen them for a long time, and the original mobile phone number has become empty."

Gu Li spoke very calmly, but Zhao Yan felt sore. He couldn't ask why like others did to his friends, and satisfy his curiosity by asking the bottom line. He was afraid that Gu Li would feel even more uncomfortable.

There was no way to get the contact information of the guardian, so Zhao Yan's hope was lost. He lived in the dormitory for three days, and forcibly gave up his habit of sleeping in late. Out of worry, he would get up early, because he was afraid that something would happen to Gu Li. I am also afraid that he will meet other people on the road, and eventually he will get used to going to school with others.

"I'm not used to group life..."

Zhao Yan, who had just applied to live on campus and then to go to school, was stopped by her head teacher when school was over in the afternoon, and she had a more than 40-minute ideological criticism.

When he left, he was a little sluggish. It was almost an hour before school ended, and Gu Li might have left for a long time, because before he was called to leave, he had already agreed to let the other party go first.

Returning to the classroom dejectedly, Zhao Yan looked up and found Gu Li who was looking out of the window with his back turned to him, his quiet appearance made people...

ecstatic.

The heart was beating violently, but his breathing tightened involuntarily. He didn't understand where this emotion came from, and he didn't understand what the heartbeat meant.

He just rushed over, hugged him tightly, and almost greedily sucked the warmth from his body.

"Why haven't you left yet?"

"Didn't you say you won't stay? I'm afraid you will be lonely if you go home alone. How about it? I'm great enough."

"Hmm... the school is too picky. There are no air conditioners in the classrooms and offices. I blow cold air for an hour. It's so cold."

Hearing what he said, Gu Li raised his eyebrows, stretched out his hand to touch it and teased, "Your cold may come from the tropics."

Grabbing Gu Li's hand with his backhand, Zhao Yan rubbed his eyes evasively, and whispered, "It's your hands that are too cold."

"Everyone is a brother, but you are not strong enough, you will warm your hands."

Gu Li twitched his hand, but he didn't pull it out, and was put into Zhao Yan's arms, warming his body.

"Both ribs," Zhao Yan put Gu Li's hands on his waist, and said proudly, "Your hands are as cold as blades, isn't it just stabbing your ribs?"

Unable to react, Gu Li stared at Zhao Yan's coat for a while: "That's right, my brother belongs to him, and you are my brother, better than them all."

I think you are better than them. Zhao Yan didn't say this, but her eyes were hot.

After covering her hands and warming them completely, Zhao Yan let go, smiling a little foolishly: "I can warm your hands every morning from now on."

Gu Li smiled: "Thank you."

Zhao Yan waved his hand, feeling bitter in his heart.

He felt that there might be something wrong with him, hoping to occupy every minute and every second of Gu Li, for fear that others would interfere.

He couldn't control his thoughts, but he was afraid that Gu Li would find out. He tried his best to suppress them carefully every day, but he couldn't help but calmly stop others from approaching.

But he took every precaution, and failed to guard against the class teacher. After the midterm exam, the seats in the class were disrupted, and Zhao Yan and Gu Lisheng were three rows away from each other.

The distance of three rows is like thousands of miles in Zhao Yan's eyes, staring at the back of the head at the front desk every day who is studying hard, his heart feels like a knife, the pain is unbearable.

Gu Li's deskmate was a little girl with a fair face and a cute smile.

It can be seen that she likes Gu Li as her new deskmate very much, her face turns red at every turn, and Zhao Yan hides in the back wishing... wishing... In short, it's okay to hate it.

He also likes to talk to Gu Li, which is very annoying!

Gritting her teeth, Zhao Yan visited the head teacher again, eager to be at the same table with Gu Li again, but was finally kicked out, squatting at the door of the classroom in frustration.

Gu Li, who was about to help deliver homework to the office, saw Zhao Yan as soon as he came out, and was a little worried: "What's wrong with you?"

Zhao Yan became more and more aggrieved, but shook her head and said, "It's okay, do you want me to help you?"

"It's just a few books, no need."

He looked at Zhao Yan with some hesitation, and Gu Li slowly turned and left.

It was a bit late when I came back. When Gu Li explained to the teacher, he saw Zhao Yan looking at him with a depressed expression like an abandoned milk dog.

Pursing his lips, Gu Li returned to his seat and began to take notes.

During evening self-study, the class teacher poked his head out from the back door mysteriously, and said to the monitor: "Let Zhang Yutong and Zhao Yan change places later."

Zhang Yutong is Gu Li's current deskmate.

The voice was neither loud nor low, just enough to make Zhao Yan's eyes light up and he looked towards Gu Li.

Gu Li was also looking at him, and the two smiled at each other.

At that time, Gu Li was thinking, hey, wagging his tail.

It turned out that when delivering homework before, Gu Li mentioned the matter of changing seats to the homeroom teacher. The two talked for a long time, so that they couldn't catch up with the time and were late.

Good students are always privileged before their teachers.

So much so that this friendship at the same table lasted until the third year of high school, and the relationship between the two became closer, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that they were close friends.

"Which university do you want to study in the future?"

On the weekend, Zhao Yan proposed to go to the zoo for a tour, and after playing for a day, asked Gu Li if he would like to go to his house to play.

After thinking for a while, Gu Li agreed. After the two lay on the bed, Zhao Yan was a little nervous and stumbled when speaking.

"K...it's big."

K University is located in this city, and the teachers are considered to be one of the most powerful schools.

"Okay, when the time comes, we will take the entrance examination for K University together."

With Gu Li's grades, he can go to a better school, but Zhao Yan is different, K University is the best and most promising school he can get into.

Touching Gu Li's hand very lightly, Zhao Yan's earlobes flushed red, and his heart beat extremely fast.

He found that he liked Gu Li more and more.

I really like Gu Li who is patient when I am on the phone. I really like Gu Li who remembers his preferences and tells the boss not to eat seaweed when the two are eating together. I like Gu Li who is so obedient and soft-hearted when saying good night. , I really like to hear that when he said that he wanted to raise a cat, Gu Li brought one from his neighbor in his hometown. I really like Gu Li who waited for him with an umbrella when it rained. I really liked Gu Li who made cakes for him and said happy birthday to him. Leave……

He really likes Gu Li so much, he likes it so much that every look is filled with joy, and he likes it so much that he can't control himself.

"Gu Li..."

The feeling of lying on the same bed with her sweetheart drove Zhao Yan almost crazy, and she didn't even know what she was going to say or what she was talking about.

"Ok?"

"I like you."

Realizing what he said, Zhao Yan's face suddenly turned pale, and he closed his eyes in despair, not even daring to look at Gu Li's face.

"What a coincidence... I like me too," Gu Li blinked, and said solemnly, "At the same table."

In an instant, Zhao Yan's heart was almost about to explode, he was a little silly, the huge surprise made him breathless.

Fortunately, Gu Li held his hand and said to him, "I like you too."

These words made Zhao Yan's breathing easier, he hugged Gu Li tightly, interlocked his fingers, and said incoherently: "I will treat you well, I swear!"

At this time, Zhao Yan was afraid that this was just a beautiful dream, but the warmth in his arms told him that this was not a dream, it was real.

Reaching out to hug Zhao Yan, Gu Li said solemnly, "Me too, I swear."

I really, really like him so much!

Zhao Yan kissed Gu Li excitedly, his whole body was glowing with joy.

The two got together so logically, and the love between two people is nothing more than that.

After the college entrance examination, Zhao Yan got his wish and got admitted to the same university as Gu Li, and lived in the same dormitory.

Zhao Yan even brought the cat that Gu Li gave him to school, and taught him to recognize himself as his father and Gu Li as his father.

Gu Li made fun of Zhao Yan, saying that the cat is too cowardly, and can even get out of the nest while sleeping, and the grievance of meow, just like him, has too great inheritance.

The stubborn Zhao Yan didn't take it seriously, and begged for a kiss while no one was hugging Gu Li in the dormitory.

After being let go, Gu Li kissed the corner of Zhao Yan's mouth, and said with a smile: "Actually, you are not cowardly at all, you are much braver than me."

Zhao Yan liked Gu Li more and more after falling in love. This person would consider his feelings, refuse to strike up a conversation, like to buy two copies of everything, and like to kiss him gently to calm his mood. For him who is too frequent Phone calls are also readily accepted...

He really, liked Gu Li more and more.

After graduation, Gu Li went to work as a teacher in a studio, while Zhao Yan inherited the family's company and became the domineering president at a young age.

After leaving school, Zhao Yan hopes to live with Gu Li. The stronger his love is, the more he wants to see each other all the time.

It's like losing a second is a huge loss, the kind of loss of tens of billions.

"It's not enough now, wait until March 3, okay, when that time comes, we will truly be together forever."

"You love me too much, and I love you too much. I can't help living together."

When it comes to love, they all report with a rigorous attitude, especially for some very important first time, they even made an appointment and waited solemnly.

March 3th is Gu Li's birthday.

This is a test, but also a kind of respect.

At that time, Zhao Yan's face was a little red, she nodded, and began to look forward to that day coming soon.

It wasn't the possessiveness that was at work, but the phrase "Together forever" moved him.

Every day that passes, his love for Gu Li grows deeper, he likes the feeling of being with each other so much, when he thinks that they will be together forever in the future, he is very happy, happy all the time.

He once said to Gu Li: "I am really lucky, that's why I met you."

Gu Li kissed him with a smile in his eyes: "No, I'm luckier."

Gu Li also told him about his family situation. His mother named him, implying that he left because of him, and pushed all the reasons for the breakdown of the marriage on him. During the period of divorce, his parents They shirked his custody rights to each other, and finally left a sum of money and left without saying goodbye.

"You are my luck, all luck."

It's a pity that it's not easy to be an overbearing president. No matter how much Zhao Yan wants to be by Gu Li's side, he still has to leave and go to work that can support Gu Li.

But while he was busy, he could also look up at Gu Li on the other end of the phone. The two of them didn't disturb each other, but they seemed to be together all the time.

Zhao Yan doesn't like business trips very much. He thinks it's a kind of torture if he doesn't see Gu Li for more than 24 hours. Fortunately, Gu Li feels the same way, but he still persuades him.

"If you miss me, just call me and tell you quietly, I will miss you if I don't see you in a few minutes."

Zhao Yan likes to call Gu Li very much. If there is no special important matter, he will keep the two of them talking until the phone turns off automatically.

His desire to control is almost pathological, but Gu Li has never expressed dissatisfaction with this, and even told him that he is cute like this.

"I miss you when I can't hear your voice for a few seconds."

The two held their mobile phones and laughed constantly. Zhao Yan chatted for a while and sighed: "What should I do? I really want to hug you."

"My heart is moved by what you said... Come back soon and make up for all the hugs you owe me!"

"it is good."

This time the business trip was rather sudden, and Zhao Yan didn't expect things here to be so troublesome, so he forced him to leave for two days.

I wanted to go back overnight, but I didn't get a ticket, so Zhao Yan could only look at the phone and act coquettishly: "Gu Li, Gu Li, Gu Li, I miss you so much, I really miss you so much."

"Zhao Yan, Zhao Yan, Zhao Yan, I miss you so much, but when I think about seeing you tomorrow, I'm so excited that I can't sleep!"

In the face of love, men are children who can't grow up, and this is vividly reflected in the two of them.

No one could have imagined that the rigorous and stubborn President Zhao was a spoiled brat, and no one could have imagined that Mr. Gu Li's voice would be so soft, so soft.

"You can't stay up late! Staying up late is not good for your health! Gu Li..."

"Ok?"

"I don't know why, but I really want to say now, I really love you."

"I know, I love you too, and I've been thinking, how can I meet someone as good as you in the world, I must treasure it well, and don't give it to anyone!"

"I want to treasure you too, so no one else will even want to see it!"

"Hahaha, then let's hide each other and live a two-person world! Oh, by the way, Zhao Yan, do you know what day it is today?"

Holding the mobile phone, Zhao Yan was taken aback. After thinking about the first meeting, the first confirmation of the relationship between the couple, the first kiss and other dates, she felt a little timid.

"Um...sorry, I don't know."

"Happy birthday! Zhao Yan, you can't remember your birthday anymore. I have a surprise for you! Do you know where I am now? When you come back tomorrow, we will be together forever and ever Let's go together!"

Breathing suddenly became heavy, Zhao Yan almost couldn't hold the phone, the huge surprise made him get up and knock over the cup next to him, and the hot coffee spilled on him, but he didn't respond, he just spoke in a very serious tone, Response: "Yeah!"

"Okay! It's getting late, good night! Let's look forward to a better tomorrow!"

"OK, good night."

"Good night."

The excited Zhao Yan's voice was trembling. If it wasn't for his strong self-control, he might really cry with joy.

Their agreement is not only a promise to both parties, but also contains a kind of magic power, as if they can really have forever.

Until late at night, Zhao Yan couldn't fall asleep. He stroked the screen of his mobile phone. On it was a photo of him and Gu Li.

They will definitely, forever be together.

Thinking of this, Zhao Yan couldn't help laughing.

He closed his eyes, but the phone rang again, and when he opened it, it was Gu Li.

"Gu Li? What's wrong? I'm too excited to fall asleep?"

Gu Li over there didn't know why there was no movement, and he stopped for a long time before he spoke: "Zhao Yan, you are right, I don't know why tonight, but I really want to tell you... I really, really love you You, do you know? Well...listen to me first."

As if thinking of something, laughter came from Gu Li, and Zhao Yan's heavy breathing made Zhao Yan tighten his grip on the phone.

"When I first saw you, I liked you very much, but I also thought, how can someone as unlucky as me have such good luck to have you? When you said you liked me, I It's really good...so happy..."

"Gu Li?"

"Shh... I think, I actually still...have a little...a little...good luck, but...my good luck...does it have...too little..."

"Zhao Yan, I'm sorry, it's...my fault...we were...should have been...together forever..."

"Gu Li?! What's wrong with you?!"

The sound of the phone being hung up made Zhao Yan's heart twitch violently, and when he called again, the phone had already been turned off.

He went out in a panic, calling for an ambulance and a taxi at the same time, the severe pain in his heart made him a little dizzy, he felt that something was wrong with Gu Li, and an ominous premonition made him flustered.

After seven hours, he rushed home. When he saw the area surrounded by the police and the cordon, he finally couldn't help it, and rushed in staggeringly...

Pushing away those who blocked him, he stood there in disbelief.

The door was open, and there was a mess inside. Zhao Yan pushed open the bedroom door tremblingly, his whole body stiffened by the bright red blood.

Gu Li...

The blurry scene in front of him made Zhao Yan tremble, and rushed forward.

He hugged the cold Gu Li, wanting to warm him up, and said in a hoarse voice: "Gu Li, your surprise scared me."

How he wished that the person in his arms could open his eyes and say to him: "I'm sorry to scare you, but this is just a surprise!"

Or: "Happy Birthday!"

Even if he just said a word to him and smiled, his torn heart could continue to beat.

However, there is nothing left.

It took him a long time to get out of this blow. He was very ill before. When he left the mental hospital, he didn't take his diary with him. The last page on it reads...

I once had a cat, which was given to me by my lover. When I gave this cat, he was just my classmate. Later, I loved him very much, but he left forever when I needed happiness the most. I.

I used up all my luck to meet him, but not enough to guarantee our eternal happiness.

There was also a piece of blood-stained paper pinned below it, which was well preserved, and it said: Zhao Yan, I will wait for you, it doesn't matter if you are late.

The following words were written very scribbled, and it took a long time for the little nurse holding the paper to recognize it. She didn't quite understand why Zhao Yan didn't take the diary and the paper, but chose to leave alone.

When the little nurse learned of the man's death the next day, she was a little taken aback, thinking it was suicide.

After returning, she suddenly realized that maybe that man didn't want to let these beautiful memories and see those tragic scenes.

Or, he wanted to use these notes to tell others that there were two men who once loved each other, but God favored one of them.

It's just that he wasn't lucky enough.