Every world is miserable

No matter how strong his willpower is, in the face of rehabilitation training, even the "good-tempered" Lin Shiqin began to become irritable, and even lost his temper at himself for no reason.Thanks to his patience, he didn't take this anger out on others. He didn't want to take it out on those around him.

It also caused Du Qingxiao to come to Lin's house more and more frequently.

Because of this, everyone around him noticed that something was wrong with him.

However, Lin Shiqin tried his best to hide his emotions in front of Lu Fanghe, and still acted calmly, happily teasing him and teasing egg custard.If Lu Fanghe hadn't sneaked a glance at Lin Shiqin while he was doing his homework, and suddenly realized that although he seemed to be smoothing his hair, he was actually staring at his legs all the time, and his eyes were obscure, otherwise he would not have been able to spot Lin Shiqin. Something is wrong.

He leaned over and poked the back of Lin Shiqin's hand with the cap of his pen.

"what are you thinking about?"

Lin Shiqin came back to his senses, his eyes dodged a little, erratically, and finally landed on the back of his hand, and then belatedly put a smile on his face.

"I didn't think about anything, I was thinking about what delicious food Aunt Rou will make for me tomorrow at noon."

"Can you find a reason to perfuse me?"

Lu Fanghe turned Lin Shiqin's wheelchair so that Lin Shiqin could speak to him.Lin Shiqin was obviously surprised by his sudden movement, looked at Lu Fanghe in astonishment, opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say, then his expression sank, and he thought about it.

"I've been in a bad temper lately."

Then, Lin Shiqin said this without thinking.Lu Fanghe raised his eyebrows suspiciously, and blinked at him.

"I didn't mean to offend you."

Lu Fanghe smiled sweetly because of his words, and understood his abnormality in his heart.Lin Shiqin looked at his smiling eyes and thought it was really too foul, how could he have such beautiful eyes?

Lin Shiqin always felt that he was always a little clumsy when expressing his emotions, and now he was relieved to see Lu Fanghe's reaction.Most of the depression accumulated due to rehabilitation training was also eliminated by his smile. He just felt that he was hypocritical, and a big man can't bear this bit of suffering?

"I believe you can."

Lu Fanghe's eyes were shining brightly, but Lin Shiqin couldn't tell what kind of brilliance they were, and the smile on his face was also very contagious, Lin Shiqin felt very ironed in his heart.

"Well, I just haven't adjusted my emotions well. It's okay. I actively cooperate with psychological treatment, so don't worry about me."

With just such a smile, Lin Shiqin regained his inner peace, and he spoke in an unhurried manner.He just smiled lightly, and Lu Fanghe knew that Lin Shiqin's mood had improved, so he continued to finish the rest of his homework with peace of mind.

Lin Shiqin rested his chin and quietly looked at Lu Fanghe's side face. He said "thank you" in a low voice, then lowered his head and patted Dantang's head lightly, and muttered "thank you too".His tone was calm, but seemed to carry too much weight.

Lin Shiqin is not stupid, on the contrary he is very smart, he can't do many things due to the situation, and in the end he has to choose tacitly.

Before Lu Fanghe came over several times, he happened to bump into Chen Deqing massaging Lin Shiqin's legs.Lin Shiqin lost the anxiety he felt for the first time, and he generously let Lu Fanghe watch from the sidelines, but every time he was watched like this, he felt somewhat awkward.However, I didn't expect that Lu Fanghe would simply "steal a teacher to learn art" from the side several times later, and then went to find Chen Deqing specifically.

After finishing his homework, Lu Fanghe put away his things first, then looked at Lin Shiqin with a smile, and stared at Lin Shiqin like a fox. Voice.

Lu Fanghe picked up the custard lying on Lin Shiqin's lap, and let it sit aside for fear of hitting its butt a few times, and then squatted down in front of Lin Shiqin.

"Shall I massage your legs today?"

"No need!"

Lin Shiqin didn't even think about it and refused directly, and then saw Lu Fanghe immediately put on a hurt look, which is sure that his heart will soften when he sees him like this.

"I went to learn from Dr. Chen on purpose? Don't you just come back from your studies! From now on, I can give you a massage every day, and it won't be inconvenient for Dr. Chen to come back and forth."

Seeing that he insisted on doing this, Lin Shiqin couldn't shirk it, but he still asked for three chapters of the contract.

"But this time, you are different from Dr. Chen. He is obliged. You are not. I paid him, and you are also busy. Are you nervous about studying in the third year of high school? You still think about giving me a massage all day long?"

Lu Fanghe accepted it as soon as he saw it. Anyway, he had massaged his shoulders before, but it took a while to massage his legs. This was not difficult for him, but he would not come to talk to him at this time because of these things. Lin Shiqin argued and just started rolling up Lin Shiqin's trousers.

Little by little, the wound was exposed before his eyes.Lu Fanghe thought that he had seen it so many times, but he never expected that when such scars were slowly revealed in front of his eyes, his heart would still constrict suddenly.

"It must have hurt, right?"

Lin Shiqin couldn't fully describe the feeling at that time. This was all the story of the original body, an experience that he could not personally experience. He pursed his lips, trying to recall this experience that the original body had always wanted to forget, looking for something he could Answer Lu Fanghe's clues.

But seeing this scene in Lu Fanghe's eyes, Lu Fanghe thought that he had poked Lin Shiqin's sore spot again, bit the tip of his tongue angrily, and then organized his words to turn the question over, but he heard Lin Shiqin's pain. Qin suddenly chuckled.

"Oh, my mind was blank at the time, and all I could think about was completing the task. When I really realized my injury, I passed out in the next second. If I talk about pain, I don't really remember it."

The original body completed the previous task very well, and was commended for it, but these scenes were nothing more than irony to the original body who was immersed in pain at that time.

Lu Fanghe's fingertips lightly brushed over the ferocious scar, which was the first time Lin Shiqin lost his composure in front of him. He thought it must be his taboo, Ni Lin.Lu Fanghe never thought that one day he would look at a person's legs so carefully, and found out all the scars on Lin Shiqin's legs, and the brow became darker because of this.

Only then did he feel that soldiers are sacred.

"Do you have many scars on your body?"

He raised his head to look at Lin Shiqin, Lin Shiqin was also looking at him, and the two had a collision of eyes.Lin Shiqin nodded. Yuan had too many injuries, and Lin Shiqin had to admire such a person.

Lin Shiqin couldn't see Lu Fanghe's own expression clearly, Lu Fanghe lowered his head again and began to massage his legs, Lin Shiqin was a little uncomfortable, when his legs were massaged for the first time, his body was stiff, he bit his lower lip uneasily , and then turned his gaze to other places in the study, but he couldn't see anything novel, and finally turned his gaze to the little boy.

Lu Fanghe picked up the emotions that were overflowing just now, and focused his attention on his own hands. His technique was still a little rough, but Lin Shiqin felt that this was the most comfortable massage he had ever experienced.

He really wanted to touch Lu Fanghe's hair, and then rub his hair vigorously, just like rubbing the head of egg custard.He thought so, and did so, Lu Fanghe's hair was as soft as he had imagined, Lin Shiqin only felt that it was much more comfortable than the hard hair of custard.

Lu Fanghe was slightly stunned, his hands stopped, and he raised his head unexpectedly.Lin Shiqin withdrew his hand in embarrassment, he looked at his palm, and looked at Lu Fanghe a little at a loss, he hadn't been so embarrassed for a long time.

Lu Fanghe lowered his head for an instant, his ears blushed in embarrassment, he was also seventeen, and he felt shy when his hair was rubbed like this, and he immediately continued to massage Lin Shiqin.

I don't know what psychology is at work, Lin Shiqin suddenly felt that the skin being pressed was a little itchy at this time, obviously he didn't feel anything before.

Must have sensed the subtlety of the atmosphere at this time, Dan Tang yelled a few times at the right time, then rubbed the ball to Lin Shiqin's feet, the ball fell from his mouth, and the luster of saliva on it could still be seen, Obviously wanting the two of them to play with it.

"No, I'm busy."

Lu Fanghe patted the custard fondly, smiled, and continued with the task at hand. His technique gradually became more proficient.

"By the way, do you think you are going to take a mock test? How is your review?"

"Well, it's okay, I feel that I've learned quite solidly."

"You feel good about yourself! But seeing you writing exercises with me these days, I can barely see your hard work, hahahaha!"

Lu Fanghe glared at Lin Shiqin, and said angrily, "Are you the one who throws cold water like you?!"

In short, this way, the original unclear and unclear atmosphere completely dissipated.

The corner of Lin Shiqin's mouth curled into a faint smile, like spring breeze turning into rain, without the indifference of Wuchen under his eyes, Lu Fanghe felt that he must have been obsessed again.He really wanted to give himself a big slap in the face, he cursed inwardly.

"Okay! It's not early today, go back and rest!"

"Okay!" Lu Fanghe put down his trousers one by one, then picked up his backpack, and said with a smile, "Then I'm leaving! Bye, good night!"

He waved, and he waved back.

Dan Tang didn't chase after anyone, but just wanted to jump onto Lin Shiqin's lap, but it was still too small, it was still a little difficult for it, Lin Shiqin just pretended he didn't see it like this, and walked away on purpose , causing the custard to bounce around for a while, and then let out an aggrieved "ow".Only then did Lin Shiqin pick it up.

"As a husky, why are you so good at acting like a baby!"

"Wang Wang Wang!"

When Lin Shiqin went to the nursing home again, his mood became much better, and the haze of the previous few times was gone, although he still had lingering fears about the pain he was about to face.

It is instinct and nature that people fear pain and avoid pain.

You get stuck with a needle, your reflex arc makes you instinctively stop, you feel the pain, and you instinctively run away from it.Therefore, Lin Shiqin is not ashamed of his cowardice, he just needs to overcome it, he thought.

It was rare for Cheng Rou to see him refreshed when he came to the nursing home, so he secretly enjoyed it for a long time.

"Sir, are you in a good mood today?"

"Well. I'm in a good mood."

Anyway, no matter how things were, it couldn't get any worse.

The author has something to say: Another day to soothe my temper!

I was confused when I wrote the first chapter yesterday, and there was a joke (already changed), please forget it after reading it~

Hahahaha

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I did a set of programming calendar topics before, and I had some small crashes because there were too many functions!

I don't know when the university will return to school...