Every world is miserable

Chapter 19 When I Die

The dinner was held in a very pleasant atmosphere. Lin Shiqin felt very strange. He didn't know why he was always not full during the dinner. Obviously, the amount he ate was the same as usual. He patted his slightly flat stomach, feeling a little distressed .

Lin Shiqin and Yu Qianhe parked the car, and made an appointment to go for a walk in the evening before going back. The evening wind was rustling with some heat, and Zhizhi was singing non-stop on the branches of the trees. Walking on the path illuminated by street lights, the atmosphere was also become ambiguous.

"Don't take my brother's words to heart."

Lin Shiqin understood what he was referring to. If he didn't care about those words, it would be a bit deceptive. He deeply felt that at that moment, he couldn't tell whether it was himself or the original body. Maybe both of them had a relationship. throbbing feeling.

He thought about it, and replied to Yu Qianhe in this way.

"Your brother is right to say that. We are indeed very close."

Yu Qianhe's mind buzzed, and he almost suspected that he had heard it wrong. Could it be that the second half of the sentence was imagined by him, and it was very close?

But, it is true.It seems too close, doesn't Lin Shiqin like this?Yu Qianhe bit his lip secretly, shook his head, trying to get rid of his wild thoughts.He doesn't like to rack his brains to figure out what a person means. Thinking about it will only make him upset, and the relationship between the two may be alienated as a result.

"You... what do you want to say?"

Lin Shiqin didn't know if it was because of the lighting, he always felt that Yu Qianhe's expression was a bit lonely, was it because of his own words?

"you are not happy?"

When he asked, he was taken aback for a moment, and his footsteps stopped instead. The lights, calls, and wind all became clearer. Lin Shiqin had never felt his five senses become so sharp, and everything seemed to be moving slowly within the original framework. Spread out, gradually out of control.

Maybe this is emotion, this is emotion?

Yu Qianhe's lips curled up slightly, and he didn't know when he looked at Lin Shiqin with affection in his eyes. This feeling sometimes made him curl up, and sometimes made him worry about gains and losses. After all, feelings are really illusory tight.

"I'm not unhappy, I'm just curious about the answer."

He still chose to express his thoughts simply. When he looked at Lin Shiqin's eyes, they shone like stars because of the lights. This was an indescribable light.

"Yu Qianhe, I am a person who always has to leave. Maybe you still can't understand it now, but you will understand it later."

Lin Shiqin thought that he might also feel sad because of the departure of others in the past, but he must have become numb later on. Too many people left him, and some people might say goodbye after seeing each other. There is not much sadness, I just know that sooner or later I will leave, so I don't know when, he gradually became alienated.

"But didn't you say you live in the moment?"

Lin Shiqin doesn't remember when he said this sentence, it may be nonsense after drinking or empty words based on the original body's emotions, but the truth stopped Lin Shiqin from asking, but before the next year, he was indeed like this one person.In the endless years before, he had been decisive, unrestrained, and maintained his lazy image. Suddenly, he didn't understand how Yu Qianhe was different from others, and why he was always worried about his affairs.

Climbing a mountain is one time, acting in "The Man Is Still" is another time, and watching the sunrise is another time...

"you're right."

And I also promised you that I will never forget you.

He seems to understand why he is like this, probably because sometimes he himself can't figure out whether some emotions are from himself or from the original body.When he first came to this world, he was completely able to separate himself from his original body, but now sometimes he can't tell the difference.His interpretation of the original body is getting less and less, and that perception is also getting less and less.

It made him shudder.

The conversation between the two still ended without a problem, and neither of them could really say what was going on, they just evaded vaguely, thinking that the other party should understand, and then, like most people who wanted to open the door, put down and raised the door. The hand returned to normal.

However, Yu Qianhe was very concerned about his sentence "I am a person who always has to leave".

"The Real Me" came to an end. On the closing day, the program team and Lin Shiqin's studio jointly held a small party to celebrate the harvest of this season. Wang PD originally wanted to continue to sign the contract with Lin Shiqin for the next season , but was rejected by Lin Shiqin.

Firstly, he didn't want to reveal his privacy anymore, and secondly, he and Yu Qianhe plus custard had already officially lived together.

In addition, "People Are Still" will be released. Naturally, Lin Shiqin will conduct publicity and roadshows with Xie Jiu and important supporting roles. He has gone through several commercial performances, and he has also been a guest on a popular reality show promotion Movies, during that time, he experienced the feeling of continuous rotation, which made him a little overwhelmed.

Not surprisingly, with its excellent acting skills and emotional rendering ability, "People Are Still" has a very impressive box office.

Lin Shiqin's acting skills have once again been hotly discussed and affirmed. His confusion and irritability after his diagnosis aroused the resonance of most families with children suffering from Alzheimer's disease.The upright plot is also brought to life by the excellent and superb acting skills of the hero and heroine. This is a tear-jerking literary film, and Alzheimer's disease has once again aroused heated discussions in society.

The success of "People Are Still" is beyond reproach.

At the beginning, the variety show "The Real Me" specially produced a special feature to reveal the story behind the filming of "People Are Still". The changes in Lin Shiqin's days in the nursing home have long made people claim that this may be another classic.

Classic rendition.

Now, Lin Shiqin's word-of-mouth has the potential to turn the tide.

The whole production crew took advantage of this to get together again, and the celebration banquet was full of laughter and laughter.

After a while, the explosive news made Lin Shiqin feel a sudden pain in his temples. The photo was so ironic. Lin Shiqin rubbed his eyes and pressed his browbones.

The relationship between Qin Mang and Song Yu was exposed, and even Song Yu fell into the water this time.

Fortunately, he hadn't provoked himself yet, so Lin Shiqin turned off the news, only feeling that he owed it to him who clicked on the news.

This is a knot in the heart of the original body. Although he gradually started not to care about it, it still exists and has not disappeared.

It was so embarrassing now that it was like that at the beginning.

Yu Qianhe also saw the news, so he immediately went to see Lin Shiqin's reaction, and was relieved when he saw that he only frowned and then his expression returned to normal.

If Lin Shiqin cared, then these people and these things would also be a lump in Yu Qianhe's heart.

Qin Mang experienced Lin Shiqin's feelings back then. He was still at Song Yu's house when he knew about it. He didn't care about the mild and trivial scandals before, and he didn't mention it to Song Yu once. Even if he didn't mention it, the company's PR would definitely report it to Song Yu.But Song Yu never reacted, and always smiled in front of him, the only time he got angry was knowing the New Year's Eve text message Qin Mang had sent to Lin Shiqin through his mobile phone.

Qin Mang found that, just like himself, Song Yu would become sensitive about Lin Shiqin's affairs.

He picked up the mobile phone and held it in front of Song Yu. For the first time, he showed a self-deprecating expression in front of Song Yu. Song Yu glanced at it and didn't take it seriously. He just sat on the side of the bed and lit a cigarette. The scarlet cigarette butt was a bit dazzling .

"I told you earlier, the Yu family is very defensive."

"What do you mean by that?"

So you did it on purpose?

Qin Mang complained that he couldn't understand Song Yu even more, just like Song Yu felt that he couldn't understand Qin Mang.

"Qin Mang, I've always been curious about your attitude towards Lin Shiqin?"

He took a deep puff of the cigarette, turned his head, and exhaled the smoke at Qin Mang, which made Qin Mang cough. Qin Mang showed disgust between his brows and eyes, and made a gesture to pinch his cigarette.

"You don't want to kill yourself, don't even ask me to smoke second-hand smoke with you."

Song Yu grabbed Qin Mang's hand, "I haven't smoked for a long time, let me enjoy it."

"Also, answer my curiosity."

Qin Mang shrugged, and lay back on the bed, leaning on the pillow, staring at the ceiling, he should think carefully about how to answer this question

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"What other attitude could it be? Jealousy? Disgust? Look down on? Disgusting? Betrayal?"

Song Yu was amused by his series of words, but instead snuffed out the smoke at his fingertips, his whole body became warm again, and he threw himself on Qin Mang, resting his head directly on Qin Mang's shoulder, finding a comfortable place to sleep. posture.

"You should suffer, Qin Mang."

Pan Xing Entertainment did not affirm or deny this real hammer, not even a simple public relations, but let this matter continue to ferment. How can Pan Xing Entertainment be regarded as a giant in a brokerage company? Such an approach also made the outside world think There were endless discussions, but this time Pan Xing Entertainment still suffered a little because of it.

Lin Shiqin finally met Song Yu in an embarrassing situation. He went out to play bowling with Yu Qianhe, and met Song Yu by coincidence.

"haven't seen you for a long time."

Song Yu's demeanor was chilling all over his body at the moment, looking at the two of them was like looking at two strangers.

"Scumbag!"

Yu Qianhe was the first one who didn't give him a good face. He rolled his eyes several times in a row, folded his arms around his chest in a defensive posture, and didn't want to waste any more words with this person.

Lin Shiqin's feeling now, the sense of betrayal that was forgotten before became clear again, but it was no longer obvious on his face, his expression was calm, but he paid attention to Yu Qianhe's performance, and stood slightly sideways to his Front.

"Is something wrong?"

"nothing."

"If nothing else, we'll be leaving."

After speaking, he wanted to pull Yu Qianhe away, but Song Yu grabbed Lin Shiqin's hand and forced him to turn around and look at him again, his expression had become impatient.

"Really let it go?"

This question was asked by Song Yu, it was really neither fish nor fowl, and I don't know where he had the nerve to ask such a question.

Lin Shiqin nodded, then shook off his hand in disgust, and continued to drag Yu Qianhe into the bowling alley, where Yu Qianhe started his own thoughts again.

"It's really shameless! You have no skin and no face! How could you have the nerve to appear in front of you now that you cheated on me!"

The more he talked, the more angry he became, the whole person was full of anger, Lin Shiqin straightened his body, looked at him like this, and smiled angrily, the previous feeling had long since dissipated.

"Can you play bowling? I see you in this state, can't we have a good time today?"

"Humph."

Yu Qianhe pouted, shook his hands, and then let go of his temper, switched to happy sports mode, and threw himself into bowling.

The time when two people are together always feels short, and I always hope that time will go slower so that they will have the feeling of being together for a longer time.Both of them are a bit unfamiliar with bowling, and their movements are frequent and strange. They joked and laughed at each other, and they didn't score any points in the end.

"Oh, try harder next time!"

Yu Qianhe left the bowling alley and was still regretting his failure to make up the ball. Seeing him talking like this, Lin Shiqin felt that this 31-year-old man was very cute.

The sweetness between him and Yu Qianhe is fused in the details of life.

What's more, Yu Qianhe is about to celebrate his 31st birthday.

Lin Shiqin is a person who likes to be ordinary, but it's not that he doesn't want to create surprises.

The author has something to say: I am addicted to reading novels today, I almost forgot to update QAQ

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Reading "The Shining" in the novel gave me chills down my spine, but I still want to read it!

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