Every world is miserable

Chapter 16 When I Die

A rare vacation, I can finally rest my tired body and mind.Lin Shiqin originally planned to sleep in the hotel for a day, but Yu Qianhe dragged him to the beach to watch the sunrise.

The city that was filmed happened to be on the coast, and Yu Qianhe had long planned to go to the beach to watch the sunrise.In order to catch the sunrise at six o'clock, he, a "lazy sleeper", got up at 04:30 for the first time, and knocked on Lin Shiqin's door when it was close to five o'clock.

It is really unpleasant to be woken up in sleep. Lin Shiqin's head wrinkled into the word "#". The rhythmic knock on the door made people feel unhappy. He rubbed his eyes, then thumped his shoulders, and stretched his entire body before running to open the door.

"Who?"

"It's me, Yu Qianhe."

Lin Shiqin opened the door and was startled when he saw Yu Qianhe dressed neatly, and then glanced at the time suspiciously. It was not yet five o'clock, his mentality collapsed instantly, and his tone was inevitably a little resentful.

"Why did you come to see me so early?"

"Clean up quickly, let's go to the beach to watch the sunrise."

"what?"

Before Lin Shiqin could recover, he was pushed into the washroom in a daze, Yu Qianhe was still urging him to hurry up, the whole person tidied up in a daze, and then he was stuffed into the carriage.On the way to the car driven by Yu Qianhe, Lin Shiqin took the opportunity to squint for a while.

When he arrived at the destination, Lin Shiqin was still very unconscious and let Yu Qianhe lead him away, his head was on the verge of falling from his neck.The two of them didn't pay much attention, and sat side by side on the beach, Lin Shiqin looked into the distance with drooping eyelids.

There were already quite a few people around, and some came with cameras.

"The forecast is that the sun will rise at six o'clock in the morning, and today is a sunny day with little water vapor, so there is a high probability of seeing the sunrise."

Yu Qianhe was in high spirits, and Lin Shiqin really didn't know where he got so much energy. He was obviously younger than him in this body, but his mental state was quite different. He looked sideways at his face. The excited young man counted Yu Qianhe's eyelashes inexplicably.

Yu Qianhe stared at the time on his watch, watching the ticking of the second hand, and suddenly layers of hope rose in his heart.

This time he didn’t bring the SLR back. He felt that what Lin Shiqin said was right. Sometimes the pictures that can be fixed by the eyes are directly recorded in his mind. Doing the opposite wastes the time to appreciate and feel with his heart, not to mention some photos. In the absence of the person taking the picture, the picture becomes meaningless and will eventually be forgotten.

Thinking of this, he suddenly remembered a sentence in "Coco": Death is not the end, but oblivion is.

Looking at the watch for a while, I felt emotional, and suddenly felt that the sentence "never forget" is the weight of a thousand pieces of gold.

Lin Shiqin counted his eyelashes and became even more sleepy, but thinking that Yu Qianhe was so excited because of the sunrise, he really didn't want to disappoint, so he opened his eyes forcefully, turned his head to look at the sea, and suddenly understood that "the vastness is like the sea." "the meaning of.There was a slight orange light in the water and sky in the east, and when it reached the tail fin, it was slightly blurred, like an oil painting with a knife and brush rubbed with a sponge. Seeing that the sun was about to show its edge, Lin Shiqin suddenly became serious.

In Lin Shiqin's life, he was very afraid of looking at the same thing many times and doing the same thing many times. Frequent appreciation would turn him numb to beauty, and he would no longer feel beauty over time.Do you still think the sunset is beautiful after watching the sunset billions of times?You will think that is just commonplace.

Lin Shiqin's life has been going on for a long time. Gradually, he is only indifferent to everything around him, and feels that his whole body is dark and dull.But it’s not gone, there is light around him, he thought the dark space was actually decorated very warmly, but he couldn’t see the light because of the lack of light in his heart, so he could only choose to forget something, and then To meet again.

"What a nice view."

Lin Shiqin sighed in admiration, his eyes staring straight into the distance.Perhaps because of the "reflection" after extreme exhaustion, Lin Shiqin can now clearly hear the heartbeat of the people around him and the shutter of the people in the distance.

He pressed his heart with his left hand and exhaled a suffocated breath.

Yu Qianhe's heart was also pounding at this time, he put down the hand that was on his chest just now, and was about to support it on the beach, when he felt a strange heat under his right hand, it was Lin Shiqin's hand.

The two looked at each other in surprise, and the sun in the distance was gradually rising. The color of the sun was unpredictable, and the appearance of the sun shining on them was as dreamy as the shadow of a lamp.

Yu Qianhe withdrew his hand silently and changed to another place for support. Lin Shiqin felt his heart was scratched by a cat and itched tightly.

"The sunrise is beautiful."

As a result, such a sentence came out of nowhere, and Yu Qianhe turned his head in a panic, deliberately ignoring some ambiguous airs, and tried his best to calmly appreciate Chuyang.

Lin Shiqin also turned his head back, he didn't know whether it was the original body that influenced him, or he had changed, he just felt that his whole body became strange, and his head became confused again.

After witnessing the sun rise absent-mindedly, the two got up, patted the sand on their bodies, and their stomachs could not help but growl.

"What shall we eat later?"

"I searched last night, and there is a family that is famous for its small wontons and steamed buns, and it's quite close to here."

"OK."

"By the way, let's watch the sunrise next time."

"OK."

Lin Shiqin responded quickly, but he didn't know when the next time would be. He always felt that he always promised Yu Qianhe too quickly, and the promise should not be made so easily.

But Yu Qianhe scratched his elbow not calmly because his mind was complicated now. He felt that he had a lot of thoughts, but he couldn't grasp the truth.

In fact, Yu Qianhe planned a lot, but finally seeing Lin Shiqin's black eyes, he decided to have breakfast with Lin Shiqin and return to the hotel hastily. After arriving at the hotel, Lin Shiqin fell asleep after touching the pillow. Qianhe looked at the most recent tape again.

Of course, the backs of Yu Qianhe and Lin Shiqin on the beach were photographed and posted on the Internet.The two of them seldom concealed their whereabouts in the crew, and they put it on the bright side wherever they went. This kind of frankness made the previous turmoil less credible.

With the recommendation of the shooting progress, Lin Shiqin felt that he was getting weirder and weirder, even the way he looked at Xie Jiu became weirder.He knows that in fact, actors are very taboo to bring the emotions of the characters into reality. It is fatal to be unable to distinguish between the people in the play and the reality.

Therefore, he almost always hides from Xie Jiu now, fearing that others will notice a little strangeness in his exposed emotions.

Originally, I was able to mention Xie Jiu after the play, but now I feel in a trance. After the play, I either hide in my personal dressing room or go back to the hotel directly.

When Chen Jinxiu gradually became cheerful under the influence of the heroine, she gradually became able to face Alzheimer's disease with strength, and also worked hard to live in the present.Lin Shiqin's smiles also became more frequent. Although he still felt confused about Xie Jiu, he gradually became able to distinguish the difference between Xie Jiu and the character she played.

After filming the last scene, Lin Shiqin was secretly delighted. Only then did he feel relieved. He was gradually separated from Chen Jinxiu's role, and the sense of helplessness and despair in the face of Alzheimer's disease was suppressed for a while. It made him suffocate.

Lin Shiqin drank a lot of wine, but at the same time he didn't forget to let Yu Qianhe drink less, and blocked a lot of wine for him, but in fact, it doesn't have to be like this.

Yu Qianhe used to not drink much at the green banquet, and he left early, because he was afraid that everyone would not have a good time there.But he was happy to see Lin Shiqin hold back the wine for him, and seeing that he was almost drunk, he dragged Lin Shiqin out of the table.The two big men pressed the road on the street with the spring breeze. The night breeze was very cool, and they poured all their brains into their clothes, trembling, and Lin Shiqin was almost sober.

"You look a little crazy when you enter the play?"

Yu Qianhe is also considered a careful person. As a person who always pays attention to Lin Shiqin's state, how can he not see his problem, but for the sake of the overall situation, he has not asked too much before, and can only care secretly.

"... "

It is also difficult for Lin Shiqin himself to explain his current state. This is the first time he has entered the omniscient world, not to mention that he can no longer accurately judge his own situation, because occasionally he can no longer distinguish himself from his original body. I don't know if it's because his own emotions have become richer, and he has the same reaction to the same thing as the original body, but we don't know.

And the system is not very willing to talk to him, saying that it will re-analyze his data after this mission world is over.

"Probably stayed in the nursing home for too long before, and I haven't gotten out of that state."

This reason is actually not far-fetched, and it can explain his bewilderment during this period of time.

Yu Qianhe knew that there were some things that could not be investigated to the bottom. He glanced at the night sky, which was pitch black with no stars at all, and then looked at the shadows of the two of them under the street lamp.

"Let go of everything before?"

previous? ... Lin Shiqin naturally understood what Yu Qianhe was referring to. The original state of his body must be put down soon, right?He gave a "yes" uncertainly.

Yu Qianhe nodded. He actually didn't care about Lin Shiqin's answer that much. He was not a fool. He could see Lin Shiqin's state. He shook his legs under the light and watched the shadow distort. He laughed, and looked at the young man with his head bowed beside him with his smiling peach eyes.

"Do you still count what you said before?"

"Ah..." Lin Shiqin thought carefully about what he had said, "Why don't you do the math?"

"That's good."

Yu Qianhe felt that a stone had been put down in his heart, and he felt much more comfortable, and his heart was sweet. It would be really romantic if someone could remember him forever.

"Then I wish us a big hit at the box office!"

"Well, the box office is a big hit!"

The follow-up production of the film kept Yu Qianhe busy, but Lin Shiqin suddenly took a break and recuperated at home for several days.

CQ probably got a taste of his sweetness, and threw an olive branch to Lin Shiqin, and invited him again for a variety show.But unfortunately, he met Qin Mang on the way to the studio. Qin Mang's "Ring City" was finished a little later than him, and Lin Shiqin hadn't heard from him for a long time. Lin Shiqin almost forgot about him.

Qin Mang should have just finished recording the show, and his face was still tired. Three people followed him, but when they saw Lin Shiqin, they immediately restrained their emotions.

"It looks good!"

Xu Fang immediately stood sideways in front of Lin Shiqin, who was already black-faced, and greeted Qin Mang with a "flattering" instead of Lin Shiqin, after all, under the watchful eyes of everyone.

After seeing Qin Mang, Lin Shiqin was once again dominated by the original body's emotions, but fortunately, the original body's emotions came and went quickly, and finally managed to laugh.He held Xu Fang back, and it was not good to let his assistant stand in front of him to block people, and the situation became a confrontation between him and Qin Mang again.

"Eat well, sleep well, and of course look good."

Qin Mang is always smiling, and always maintains a humble attitude. Actors will start acting anytime and anywhere, and they will mistakenly believe it is true while acting. In the end, they not only deceived others but also deceived themselves.

"Fortunately, Brother Shiqin didn't get depressed because of the previous incident!" He grinned so much that the people watching couldn't help but think that he was really happy for Lin Shiqin, "It will definitely be more interesting in the future!"

His tone was raised just right, so that the listeners would not feel any discomfort, but Lin Shiqin felt that this sentence was a declaration of war against himself, and he had no desire to fight at all.

"are you tired?"

Qin Mang was taken aback by Lin Shiqin's question, as if he had hit cotton with his fist.

"If you are tired, rest for a while. Even if you are not tired, I am tired. I want to rest for a lifetime."

In other words, I don't want to talk to you for the rest of my life.

Qin Mang laughed softly, covered his mouth gracefully, and looked at Lin Shiqin with amusement, but Lin Shiqin was extremely shocked by his sudden words.

"After watching your variety show, you have changed a lot."

Lin Shiqin didn't care much about undercurrents or tit-for-tat.But I was taken aback by Qin Mang's keen insight. Is the current self really so disobedient?But after thinking about it, it is too normal for the original body to change his personality after encountering such a thing.

"People always have to move forward."

After finishing speaking, he immediately changed his tone and said: "I happen to be going straight ahead, so I will take a step first, bye!"

He waved his hand decently, pulled Xu Fang and strode towards his studio.

The author has something to say: happyday!

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See you tomorrow, homework is off.

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