Raw rice boiled into small porridge

Most people grow up in a silent way, while others grow up overnight.Student He Tian has been carefully cared for for many years, and once he was knocked dizzy by the dark side of life, he was almost on the verge of a total collapse of his belief in life.

Fortunately, he has a strong heart, and fortunately he still has Ye Jiawen.

But everyone can tell the truth, even if Ye Jiawen speaks more forcefully, it is impossible to immediately heal the trauma caused by this tragic incident to He Tian.

The excessive psychological pressure was quickly reflected on the body. He Tian developed a high fever that night, and coughed for several days until the throat was torn and bleeding. The medicine that was easy to feed was spit out immediately, and it was not because of sleepiness that he was able to fall asleep, but because his body was too weak and his spirit was not good, so he passed out directly.

He was restless even in his sleep, often had nightmares, woke up screaming in the middle of the night, and had cold tears all over his face when he woke up.

This serious illness almost tormented the child to death, and Ye Jiawen also lost half his life with him, took care of him with red eyes, took him to the hospital to fetch water, and did everything possible to give him delicious food when he came back. Psychological counseling before going to bed plus calming massage, wait for him to fall asleep before checking emails to deal with work.

Ye Jiawen thought about reporting this to He Tian's parents, and the old man might be able to persuade He Tian to get through this painful period of growing up quickly, but He Tian didn't want his parents to worry about it, so he resolutely refused to let Ye Jiawen say, Ye Jiawen guessed that apart from worrying about his parents, He Tian probably didn't want to lose face in front of them. After all, most children at this age would report good news but not bad ones.And from his own standpoint, he just took He Tian out of the house, just boasted in front of his father-in-law, and this happened within 3 minutes. If his parents knew about it, there would be no place for his old face put.

So, in the end, until He Tian's health improved, the family didn't get any news about this matter.

In the middle of the night, He Tian was awakened by a nightmare again. He dreamed that he fell from a high altitude, but he couldn't touch the ground, and kept falling until he was hit by a red racing car in mid-air and flew out.

He Tian suddenly opened his eyes, his heart beat fast, and his whole body was covered with cold sweat.Ye Jiawen, who was sleeping next to him, had already exercised an almost instinctive reaction, and his body moved without waiting for the brain to direct him. He pulled He Tian into his arms, patted his back, and walked along him. Caressed her back from top to bottom.

Originally thought that as usual, He Tian would calm down and fall asleep again after a while, but he didn't expect that He Tian nestled in his arms for a while, and suddenly raised his face to kiss his lips.

Ye Jiawen instinctively responded to the kiss, but He Tian didn't break it off immediately, but kissed him and bit him very eagerly, like a very hungry little beast, while kissing, he stretched out his hand to Ye Jiawen on his own initiative. The tattoo is gone.

"Tiantian..." Ye Jiawen woke up in an instant. He was so kissed that he couldn't breathe, and he called out inexplicably between his lips, "What's wrong with you?"

"I feel uncomfortable, I'm afraid..." He Tian's voice was rough and hoarse, and he said pitifully, "Can I do it?"

Ye Jiawen sighed in his heart, it was rare for this kid to take the initiative, but unfortunately he was not blessed to take the initiative.Not to mention that He Tian's physical condition can't bear it at all, let's talk about his current psychological state, he simply wants to use sex as a tool to relieve stress and vent his depression. What's the difference?

Ye Jiawen grabbed He Tian's hand, pulled it out from where he had raised his head, and joked, "Honey, what are you doing? Treat me as a comforter?"

He Tian was stunned, and remained silent for a long time, and finally calmed down. He buried his head in Ye Jiawen's chest and said, "I'm sorry. I've worked hard on you these days, and I've always caused you trouble."

Ye Jiawen patted his head lightly, and said in a relaxed tone: "It's nothing, I'll remember it for you, and when you recover from your illness, you can get back a sum of money."

In the early morning of the next day, Ye Jiawen woke up but couldn't find He Tian by his side. He was startled, turned over and went out to see that He Tian was bringing out two glasses of milk from the kitchen.

"Sit down, I'll make a sandwich and it'll be ready soon." He Tian pushed Ye Jiawen to the table and sat down, then turned and went into the kitchen.

The tinkling sound of tableware, knives and forks, together with the sound of several cats jumping up and down in the morning, made the home that has been dull for many days rarely look a little angry.

Ye Jiawen, however, sat at the table and fell asleep after nodding his head a few times like a chicken pecking rice. He was so tired.

When He Tian came out with two plates, he saw Ye Jiawen with his arms folded in front of his chest, sleeping soundly with his head down. The warm morning sun shone in, casting a layer of soft and warm light on his body.

He Tian put the plate on the table lightly, leaned against the table and looked down at him. He has been taking care of himself non-stop these days, and he is visibly haggard. His eyes are black and blue, his beard is unshaven, and there are two white strands on the top of his hair. hair.

He Tian feels distressed and guilty, even if this person is his closest person, he doesn't have the right to scare others, delaying work and sacrificing rest to accompany and take care of him, right?

If you make a mistake, you can only admit it by gritting your teeth, and if you get hurt, you can't let others hurt for you.

Looking at the two conspicuous white hairs, He Tian felt terrified. He groped cautiously for a while, grabbed the roots of the hairs, and pulled them out with a gritted teeth.

"Oh——" Ye Jiawen let out a cry of pain, and suddenly woke up. The next second, he pressed He Tian and sat on his lap, and asked with wide eyes, "Are you crazy? It hurts like hell!"

He Tian pinched the hair for him to show, and said timidly, "I'll just pluck it, white hair."

Ye Jiawen was amused by him, and looked at him with burning eyes, and He Tian also looked back at him.

"Give me a laugh." Ye Jiawen picked He Tian's chin, narrowed his eyes and teased.

He Tian smiled face-to-face, revealing two dimples. This was the first time this big baby smiled after many days. Ye Jiawen felt as if he had found his first love, and he almost missed it on the spot. Weeping with joy, he knelt down and kowtowed to He Tian.

"Father didn't love you for nothing..." he said, "I finally understand that the daughter of King Zhou You just smiled and played with the princes."

He Tian was embarrassed by what he said, blushed, lowered his head and kissed his beard stubble: "Uncle Ye, you go to work, I'm fine."

Ye Jiawen lifted his chin and said with a smile, "It's time to go to work. Yesterday Michael called me personally and said that if I don't go back, I don't have to go back."

"I'm sorry," He Tian whispered, "Thank you for your hard work...and..." He remembered the accusation he almost blurted out that night, as well as his obvious resentment at the time, and felt that he was someone who could only shirk responsibility Coward, "And I shouldn't blame you...I know you're doing it for my own good, I just..."

Ye Jiawen raised a finger to his lips: "Don't tell me I'm sorry, I'm happy to take the blame for you." Ye Jiawen can understand that people will run away from harm, and feel that they can't do anything if they make a mistake. It is instinctive to find someone to share a little responsibility.It is already very rare for He Tian to be able to do this.He doesn't think his baby needs to be more sensible than others, and it doesn't matter if he is lawless.

"You have two more days off, and you should go back to school for class. You have to make up for the homework that has been missed for so long. Your counselor has been calling me to ask about your situation, and Mr. Hu from your social work center, yesterday And call me..."

During this period of time, He Tian cut off all contact with the outside world. Except for his parents' phone calls, he did not answer anyone else's phone calls. Ye Jiawen thought it would be good for him to devote himself to recuperating and settling down, so he acted as his temporary operator.

Ye Jiawen really needed to go to the company to deal with urgent matters, or when he was out, Xin Yue came to take care of He Tian twice, and Nie Chen also came once. He and Xin Yue met at He Tian's birthday dinner. He has been greeting He Tian through Xin Yue, knowing that Xin Yue is taking care of He Tian that day, so he skipped work from the company and came here.

Xin Yue asked him to go in and sit. Nie Chen stood at the door with a little panic. He said, I'd better not go in. I'm afraid that his boyfriend will misunderstand him again.

Xin Yue smiled, this is not his house, and he can't make a fuss and insist on entertaining Nie Chen, he said sorry, but Tian Tian just fell asleep.

Nie Chen said it's okay, I brought some wild ginseng, and said that soaking it in water is good for the body, you can just give it to He Tian, ​​I hope he gets better soon.

Xin Yue took it over and felt that this person was quite nice, and he couldn't bear to let him go for nothing, so he brought out a bowl of soup he made and said, why don't you try my soup.

Nie Chen was embarrassed to refuse, so he stood in the cold wind blowing at the gate pitifully and drank a bowl of soup.

Except for Xin Yue, the four cats also did a good job of escorting Ye Jiawen when he was away.

The eldest girl habitually lay at the door of the room, with bright eyes and alert expression helping He Tian guard the door, not even letting in a single flying insect.The second girl would sleep no matter where she was, so she simply regarded He Tian's stomach as her new nest, and warmed up He Tian's tormented stomach by the way, but in the end, He Tian was often overwhelmed and almost died under her pressure.Zhao Dier is keen to put all her good things, including but not limited to yarn balls, cat teasers, cat food with saliva and napkins in the trash can, to He Tian's pillow, and then licks his face, Let him wake up and look at his booty, with an expression of "Look how kind I am to you, please praise me quickly".As for the younger brother, he especially likes to sniff around He Tian's head. If He Tian doesn't move for a long time, he will lie down next to He Tian's nose to check his breath until He Tian says "alive, not dead". Only then can he rest assuredly curled up on He Tian's chest and fall asleep with his undulating breathing.

……

"What did Teacher Hu say?" He Tian sat aside and pushed the seemingly indescribable sandwich he made to Ye Jiawen to eat.

"Ask how you are recovering. The social work center is very short of manpower. I asked you if you would like to do an internship. He said that it depends on what you want. You can change the group when you go back. Don't talk to drug control anymore. You can protect the rights of women and children. This year There are two new projects in the center, a 'Project Protecting Bud' against school bullying, and 'Operation Little Red Umbrella' against domestic violence. Do you want to consider it?"

He Tian took a sip of milk listlessly, and said, "Let me think about it again." On the positive side, he should get up wherever he falls, but he doubts if something like this happens again. Whether I can bear it, I am almost powerless when I am close at hand, the fear, guilt and frustration like a dark vortex, I really don't want to experience it again in this life.

Even if he is no longer in contact with anti-drugs, will he be able to peacefully gain the sense of accomplishment brought by helping others?Whether it is campus bullying or domestic violence, I am afraid that there will be more heartbreaking and desperate cases encountered. Drug control cases fail, and drugs can be blamed. There are no shields left.

He Tian even thought that he didn't necessarily have to do this job. The seniors and sisters of the same major changed their majors one after another, and those who entered the company took the civil servant test, and in the end, few of them actually became social workers.He doesn't have to fight himself to death.

……

After He Tian returned to school, he was still depressed and seldom talked. He went to class, self-study and participated in club activities step by step every day. He never went to the social work center. He still couldn’t sleep well at night. It's wet, but I can't remember the scene in the dream at all.

The incident of falling from a building in a nightclub in the downtown area can easily lead people to have bad associations, let alone a young and beautiful boy with disheveled clothes and smoky makeup who died. Today, various speculations and rumors spread like wildfire. The relevant departments attached great importance to it. Following the clues brought by the victim, they quickly captured this underworld gang and rescued a group of male and female victims who had similar experiences to Ding Xiaoxiang.The Paradise Nightclub was seized here, and the gang members were suspected of drug trafficking, kidnapping for extortion, violent debt collection, illegal detention, and forcing the victim to engage in pornography. More details of the case are under further investigation.

On this day, He Tian received a call from the police asking him to come to the Public Security Bureau. One was to ask him about some details of the case, and the other was that Ding Xiaoxiang's belongings had been disposed of and could be handed over to him.

The police officer also said on the phone: "Student He Tian, ​​after our preliminary interrogation of the suspect, he explained some circumstances, which may have something to do with you. We judge that some of the victim's actions may be to protect you."