Raw rice boiled into small porridge

He Tian's birthday was not a day off, he received a call from Ye Jiawen after class.At that time, Ye Jiawen had just flown back from London and landed in Hong Kong.

"I'm sorry, baby, the flight is delayed, and there are so many people waiting to pass the border here in Hong Kong. I may have to go back in 2 or 3 hours. Can you eat first? I will make up for your birthday dinner another day."

He Tian didn't care about these, he hung up the phone, called a few friends to have dinner together, and Xin Yue gave him a bottle of perfume and a wool felt handmade by himself.

There are two cute mushrooms, one big and one small, on a piece of green and fluffy grass.

The innocent baby He Tian didn't think too much, when he wanted to raise his head to thank Xin Yue, he looked at Xin Yue with connotation, the words "you understand" almost overflowed from his evil smile, He Tian blushed, and then Looking down at the two red umbrella-shaped mushrooms, I felt unable to look directly at them.

Financial Street is nearby, and He Tian also called Nie Chen, but Nie Chen bought a cake for He Tian on the way before he had time to prepare a gift.

But during the dinner, He Tian was absent-minded. When Nie Chen asked him what was wrong, he just smiled and said nothing.

All I can think about is Ding Xiaoxiang, today is also his 19th birthday, where is he?How do you celebrate your birthday?Is there any cake to eat?

When sharing the cake, he cut a piece and put a chocolate card with "Happy Birthday" on it. Xin Yue rolled his eyes and asked him meanly, "Is it for Senior Ye?"

It was only then that He Tian remembered that he had forgotten about his boyfriend, so he quickly saved another piece and put it aside guiltily.

After dinner, Xin Yue left in a hurry, saying that he had made an appointment with the landlord to see the house.The others also dispersed.

He Tian went back to the dormitory distraught, and stared at the chocolate sign on the birthday cake for a long time. He promised Ye Jiawen that he would not go to find Ding Xiaoxiang by himself. Concentrating on doing other things, he rummaged through the bookshelves in vain, hoping to find a book to divert his attention, but finally his eyes fell on a hard-covered notebook. He sighed and pulled the notebook out.

On it are the notes he made about the drug addicts in the community, their basic information, the progress of drug rehabilitation, what they talked about every time they contacted each other, and he will also write down some small characteristics of the case, as well as his own experience .

He turned to the part of Ding Xiaoxiang, and the first thing he remembered was the scene when he and Ding Xiaoxiang met for the first time. He also wrote a sentence at the back: This person was born in the same year, the same month, and the same day as me. He looks good and has beautiful eyes. Probably the legendary peach blossom eyes.

Afterwards, he asked Ding Xiaoxiang when, where and why he first came into contact with drugs as usual.

Ding Xiaoxiang's experience is not legendary or exciting at all, and he is not even related to special. At best, he is a street gangster who has an unfortunate family and is not very up-to-date. He gangs up to fight and steals things and doesn't want to go home. nothing to do.

Ask him why he takes drugs, does he not know the dangers of drugs?

He scratched his head, rolled his eyelids up, and replied nonchalantly, there is no reason, it's just boring, friends dare, I dare not be too cowardly.

Asked him if he wanted to quit completely and if he was confident, he smacked his lips and said, “I want to quit, because I can’t afford it because I can’t afford it, and I don’t want to go to a compulsory drug rehabilitation center anymore. It's beautiful, every night there are people crying and howling.

When He Tian was chatting with him, he asked him what he liked, and he said with a disdainful and vicissitudes of life, there is nothing worth liking in this world, if I have to say, I like the red and red Grandpa Mao.

He Tian said that I also like Grandpa Mao, so what are you going to do with Grandpa Mao?

Ding Xiaoxiang thought for a while, and said with a smile, then I will buy a lot of cars, and then I will find a lot of beauties, and form a racing team.

He Tian expressed appropriate appreciation for his dream, and Ding Xiaoxiang asked him curiously what dream he had.

He Tian said half-jokingly and half-seriously, my dream is world peace, where everyone lives and works in peace and contentment, and all straying teenagers like you will get lost.

Ding Xiaoxiang laughed out loud, hahaha, world peace, have you heard that joke, a person dies and goes to see God, God asks him what wish he has, he says my wish is world peace, God says it’s too difficult, you change it , that person said that if you make me the most beautiful person in the world, God looked at him and said that let's talk about world peace... Hahaha, I laughed so hard.

In the empty dormitory, He Tian seemed to hear Ding Xiaoxiang's exaggerated and presumptuous laughter. He didn't know what was wrong with him. He lost control of his emotions in an instant, his eyes felt hot, his nose felt sore, and a hoarse sound came out of his throat. choked up.

He Tian quickly wiped away his tears and nose with a tissue, and went out with the cake and birthday present.

……

Ding Xiaoxiang just dealt with a customer. That man had some unspeakable hobbies, which caused him to be covered in injuries and unable to get up at all. Brother Bao felt that his dying appearance was really unsightly, so he locked him next to the toilet. In the small compartment of the cleaning tools.

The guest gave the money to Brother Bao, and Brother Bao showed mercy and rewarded him with a puff of cigarette. After the extreme pleasure was stimulated, there was an endless emptiness. He was suffocating like a drowning person, terrified, struggling desperately, just wanting to Stick your head out for another breath of oxygen, grab a piece of driftwood and leave the cold, dark bottom.

"Brother..." He grabbed Brother Bao's trousers, this man is his savior, he looked at him piously, wishing to sacrifice everything he had, "Give me another bite... Please..."

Brother Leopard knelt down and patted his face: "Have you figured it out yet? Who is looking for you? Brother sell you to him and give him a [-]% discount."

Ding Xiaoxiang seemed to think of something, he stared closely at Brother Bao's eyes and the cigarette in his hand.There was a burning and crazy longing in those eyes, like a fire that was blowing against the wind, burning more and more vigorously.

"I..." He suddenly released his clenched lower lip and said tremblingly, "I remembered..."

At this moment, an urgent shout came from outside the door: "Brother Bao, there is a guest who is drinking too much and making trouble down there!"

Brother Bao got up impatiently and kicked Ding Xiaoxiang: "Stay here for now, and I'll come back to you later!"

The door of the storage room opened and closed, and the world was plunged into darkness.

Ding Xiaoxiang was horrified to realize that he had thought that way just now. He could tell Brother Bao that someone was indeed looking for him, and that person’s family was very rich. There is a way, a child who goes to school in another place, if he is tied up casually to scare him, he can make a fortune.

"I can help you, I can ask him to meet..." This sentence was almost said, and Ding Xiaoxiang felt creepy in the darkness.

His eyes were wide open and his breathing was rapid. If I did that, would I still be human?

This torture woke him up instantly. He was like an old car that was about to be scrapped but suddenly caught fire. It suddenly exploded with power beyond the limit. He got up and turned on the light, rummaged among a pile of sundries and found a Pencil, and the cleaning time registration form, he turned over the filled form and spread it on the cabinet, trembling like an epileptic because he was too nervous, and drew several infinite numbers on the paper with the hand holding the pencil. The circle of meaning finally managed to write down recognizable handwriting.

Ding Xiaoxiang hurriedly stuffed two pages of paper into his clothes, rushed to the door and slapped frantically: "Let me out, come on, please let me out—"

After filming for a full minute, someone finally came and opened the door. The person grabbed his hair and shouted: "Why are you crying and howling? Are you dying?!"

Ding Xiaoxiang bowed to him, and begged with tears in his eyes, "I'll just go to the bathroom, please..."

The man carried him out like a chicken, and shoved him into the bathroom next to him: "Hurry up! Someone is causing trouble down there, Brother Bao is in a bad mood, don't make trouble for him!"

Ding Xiaoxiang nodded hurriedly. He closed the door of the bathroom to isolate the chaos and hustle and bustle. Then he closed the door calmly. He looked down at the cell phone that had just slipped out of the little brother, showing a bitter smile.

Ding Xiaoxiang held the phone tightly, walked to the window, pushed the window open, the cold wind came in, he felt sober like never before.

He knew that he couldn't quit. Sooner or later, his mind would be eroded by drug addiction, and he would become a demon, harming others and himself. When he died, he would be good to himself and others, and the world would be nothing more than a piece of garbage.

……

When He Tian received Ding Xiaoxiang's call, he was still in the taxi. He looked at the strange number on the phone and frowned.

"He Tian," Ding Xiaoxiang held the phone, feeling very peaceful, "Happy birthday to you."

"Where are you? Is it the nightclub called Paradise? Tell me quickly!" He Tian immediately recognized Ding Xiaoxiang's voice and the abnormal calmness in his voice. He shouted loudly in the car, his palms covered with cold sweat .

"Don't look for me anymore, live your life well, I'm leaving here." Ding Xiaoxiang said, "I called to say goodbye to you, and thank you again."

He suddenly remembered that the first time he saw He Tian, ​​the boy was pale, leaning on the tree trunk, precariously, he was still laughing in his heart, he looked like a fragile greenhouse flower, not like a boy at all.

"Leave? Where are you going? I'll come to you right now, tell me where you are!" He Tian shouted hoarsely, regardless of his image, with a sharp tone that almost pierced the eardrum.

Ding Xiaoxiang looked down and saw that the long street was like a jade belt, pedestrians and vehicles were constantly flowing, and there were scenes of prosperity and peace everywhere. He remembered that He Tian had told him that his wish was world peace, and he couldn't help laughing out loud, thinking, I Then ask God if he can help you realize this wish.

A loud noise came from outside the bathroom door——

"What about people?"

"Going to the bathroom."

"Why haven't you come out yet?"

"Hey, my phone seems to be gone—"

He Tian hurriedly got out of the car, ignoring the traffic lights for the first time in his life and crossing the road——

"I have prepared a gift for you, you will definitely like it... Let's have a birthday together, I still have a cake..." He Tian was incoherent, and there were screeching brakes and the roar of the driver beside him.

"That kid stole my phone—"

"Ding Xiaoxiang, what the hell are you doing, open the door!"

"You don't want to live anymore, do you?! Open the door!"

The door of the bathroom was knocked vigorously, and the loud noise was like a horn calling for death.

"You are a good person, I hope you have a safe life."

After Ding Xiaoxiang said this, he hung up immediately, quickly cleared the call records, put the mobile phone in his pocket, and jumped out of the window.