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The reason why Xin Yue said "it seems" they broke up is because Wu Shaohan didn't contact him during the whole winter vacation.In fact, the two people's homes are two streets away, let alone meeting, Wu Shaohan didn't reply to the message Xin Yue sent on that private social software.

Xin Yue didn't dare to call Wu Shaohan, for fear that his parents would find out and cause trouble for him.

"You said that you are in a normal relationship and haven't contacted for a month. Does this mean you've broken up?" Xin Yue asked He Tian with a sad face. He may not have slept well recently, with sunken eye sockets and two huge of dark circles.

He Tian raised his forehead, closed his eyes, and reminded him: "You two are not in a normal relationship."

Xin Yue: "Oh. Then what should I do?"

He Tian was angry, pointed at the door and said, "You ask me what to do? Now that everyone is back to school, you should ask yourself!"

Xin Yue snorted twice, and his voice became lower and lower: "But if I don't ask... I can still say it's like we broke up. If I ask, it may become a real breakup... At that time You can't even lie to yourself..."

He Tian took him by the arm and dragged him out of the dormitory, hating iron for being weak: "I'll go with you now, don't delay any longer. If you're divided, you'll be happy, and you'll die if you die. I met a boy recently, he's pretty good." , I happened to introduce you to..."

Xin Yue was uneasy, being dragged by He Tian all the way, and almost escaped several times.

"Wu Shaohan!" He Tian stood at the door of Wu Shaohan's dormitory, using the loudest volume he could speak in public.

Xin Yue refused to come in, and waited at the back of the dormitory where there was no one, saying that he was afraid that others would see him.

"What's the matter?" Wu Shaohan came out of the dormitory, and when he saw He Tian, ​​he showed a polite smile. He was always very polite to He Tian, ​​"He Tian? Do you have something to do with me?"

"Xin Yue has something to do with you." He Tian said coldly, turned and walked out.

Wu Shaohan followed and asked softly, "What did he tell you?"

He Tian turned his head and looked at Wu Shaohan's angular profile. There was no emotion on that handsome face: "I said I don't want to be with you anymore, and I want to introduce him to a boyfriend."

Wu Shaohan frowned, and said lightly, "It's unlikely."

He Tian paused in his footsteps, calming down the roiling anger in his chest, "How cheeky are you?" This sentence almost blurted out.

Walking to the door of the dormitory building, Wu Shaohan stopped, looked at He Tian, ​​and said after deliberation: "I know what you think of me, but I'm different from you. Everyone's situation is different. You can't use your own standards. Ask others. The matter between me and Xin Yue, we will solve it ourselves, thank you for your concern."

"..." He Tian had nothing to say for a while, he pointed to the shadowy corner at the back of the dormitory, "Go and solve it."

He Tian glanced at the corner, and vaguely saw Wu Shaohan touching Xin Yue's hair.He thought to himself, it seems that this problem will not be solved for a while, he sighed, and prepared to go back first.

It was dusk, the sun had just set, the street lights had not yet been turned on, and the campus was gray.A figure came towards him and whistled an unfriendly whistle at He Tian.

He Tian stopped to take a closer look, and the other party said with a playful smile, "He Tian, ​​long time no see. I heard that your life is very sweet recently."

This person was Cai Yi, who was in Xin Yue's dormitory before. He had been bullying Xin Yue and causing trouble all over the city. He Tian helped Xin Yue deal with him. In the end, Cai Yi was criticized by the school for spreading rumors and insulting his classmates. Punishment big or small.It can be said that this is He Tian's only old enemy in school.

He Tian pretended not to hear, and walked forward.

Cai Yi said sarcastically behind him again: "I especially admire you, you are so daring, you come out of the closet so shockingly, you are much better than Xiao Yueyue."

He Tian continued to walk forward, ignoring him.Cai Yi probably felt bored, so he whistled again and left.

He Tian once asked Xin Yue, since you have never offended Cai Yi, why did he keep targeting you alone? It stands to reason that T University is a famous school in the country, and those who can enter here are top-notch students from all over the world, even if EQ is not guaranteed , IQ is definitely not a problem. Even if Cai Yi is arrogant and domineering, he should know how to measure it. He is an adult. As for blatantly bullying his classmates?What good could it do him?Is it really brain-dead or stimulated?

Xin Yue thought for a while, and said with some uncertainty that he might have been really stimulated. On the surface, he was quite nice to others. I heard that his parents seemed to be divorced because of a same-sex extramarital affair. Perhaps, this is why he is so special. Hate me, ... the reason for my kind.

It doesn't matter, Xin Yue said, anyway, I live with you now, and it has nothing to do with them.He comforted himself cheerfully, I am different from others, they must be afraid of me.Thinking about it this way made me feel much more comfortable.

……

The doctor at the methadone clinic called He Tian and said that Ding Xiaoxiang had appeared suddenly and left after taking the medicine.

He Tian asked the doctor how Ding Xiaoxiang looked, and the doctor said that he did not look well, with trauma on his face and a depressed state of mind.

Just as He Tian wanted to say thank you, he wanted to hang up the phone, but the doctor said, He Tian, ​​you know about methadone. This drug can specifically block the withdrawal symptoms of opioids, and it is an alternative maintenance drug for heroin. Ding Xiaoxiang hasn't been here for a long time, and the possibility of him re-exposure to drugs outside is not ruled out, and the drug supply may not be available when he comes back to drink medicine, so he came to relieve symptoms.

He Tian, ​​the doctor hesitated to speak, if this is the case...

He Tian knew what he wanted to say. If this was the case, then all their previous efforts would be in vain. He accompanied Ding Xiaoxiang to the outpatient clinic every day, went to job interviews with him, countless home visits and psychological interventions, all the companionship, contact, Encouragement and comfort, all in vain, like a joke.

Will he show up again?He Tian heard himself asking such a meaningless question in a hollow voice.

The doctor was silent for a while, and said, to us, he is a patient, not a prisoner, and I...don't know.

He Tian hung up the phone and stared at the Christmas gift that Ding Xiaoxiang gave him on the bookshelf—the fancy handmade pen holder—was in a daze for a while, and decided to go to the outpatient clinic as soon as he had time and wait for the rabbit. Apart from this, he really couldn’t think of anything else way out.

He Tian is very familiar with the methadone clinic. He basically knows the staff there. When the drug addicts first receive methadone treatment, they will accompany them for a period of time. Ding Xiaoxiang stayed with him for the longest time until the situation stabilized. I didn't come every day.

On Saturday, He Tian took a book and came to the outpatient clinic to wait for his "rabbit". The doctors and nurses always saw him these days, greeted him kindly, and gave him the breakfast they brought.

At first, He Tian sat in the lobby reading a book, where the sunshine was better. Gradually, more patients came to get medicine and drink. The director asked him to sit in the office, pointing out the drug addicts who came in and out and went in and out in different shapes and forms to get medicine. Said: "You are the flower of the motherland, you need to protect it."

He Tian also joked: "What? You still have people making trouble here?"

The director smiled and said nothing. Needless to say, everyone knows that many people who come here have been taking drugs for many years, have various infectious diseases, and some are mentally unstable.

He Tian sat down, opened the professional book, and listened to the chatting of the doctors and nurses next to him without saying a word——

"Let me tell you, I really learned a lot in the past two days. The 'immortal body' who is known to everyone in our outpatient clinic came back two days ago. I haven't seen him alive and kicking in half a year."

"Really?" Another female doctor was surprised, "Just the man in his 50s, with a history of 25+ years of drug abuse, HIV, HBV, HVC infection, liver cirrhosis, ascites and drinking a lot of alcohol every day? Is he still alive?!"

"Yeah, I'm still alive. I drank the medicine two days ago, and the root of my thigh was suppurated, and the deep vein was bleeding out, spraying the wall..." The doctor shook his head with lingering fear, "It scared me to death, it's like a walking biochemical Weapons. I guess he was going to inject drugs, and he couldn't find a blood vessel to punch in the superficial vein, so he opened a 'keyhole' in the root of his thigh..."

He Tian frowned and interjected, "This is too exaggerated, isn't this a rare case?"

The female doctor shrugged and said with a helpless smile: "It must be a minority, otherwise we would not be able to do this job. But after working in the outpatient clinic for so many years, I have really seen some strange things."

Another said: "It was difficult for the society to accept this group. The CDC, anti-drug police, and your social workers have tried hard to change the status quo. It's a pity that there are these rat droppings. One can ruin a pot of soup."

He Tian took out a notebook from his schoolbag and asked the doctors if there were any similar cases. He thought that after collecting and recording, he could write a paper on drug control.

……

Ye Jiawen went out early that day, took all kinds of "doll catching skills" that he specially printed out, and planned to find a claw machine to practice his hands, but he didn't believe this evil, in He Tian's eyes, he must have no dead ends in all aspects If it shines brightly, there can be no other things that others can't.

However, the difficult game of catching dolls requires not only skill, but also some luck. Mr. Ye worked hard on the claw machine for an hour, and only after spending enough money to buy N genuine Monchhichis did he finally get a poor Miffy Rabbits come.

Mr. Ye looked up to the sky and sighed, took the Miffy rabbit to call He Tian, ​​asked him where he was, and said that he was very depressed and needed his comfort urgently.

Holding the phone, He Tian was silent for a while, and promised him that he would not care about Ding Xiaoxiang anymore, and now he is in the methadone clinic, can you tell him this?But after thinking about it, this is not a bar nightclub, and besides Ding Xiaoxiang, he has other clients.

He told Ye Jiawen where he was, and the other party asked for the address and said to pick him up for dinner.

He Tian nodded in agreement, put down his phone, and looked outside. The rabbit he had been guarding the clinic for many days had arrived.

The author has something to say: Note: HIV is HIV, HBV is hepatitis B virus, and HCV is hepatitis C virus.