Ordinary Xinxian years

Xin Xian'er on the other end listened to the gentle breathing on the phone, murmured good night very softly in the night sky, and hung up the phone with a self-deprecating smile.She rested her hands on her pillow, looked at the ceiling, and began to think of the ordinary again.

Her thoughts jumped to the day when school just started. At that time, Pingfan buried his head and moved the heavy suitcase to the dormitory alone. He was fat, with some baby fat, and blushing. No matter how he looked, he was ordinary.When Wang Qing talked to her, she shrunk her neck and almost got out of a hole, burying her whole face in it.She was watching it for fun, just as a joke.Thinking about it now, the ordinaryness at that time must have been extremely helpless, sometimes she wanted to go back and slap herself at that time.

At that time, she probably never thought that this little girl would cling to her for so long.That's right, it's sticky.Just like a small pet raised by the owner, she follows each step she takes, but she doesn't say much, she is quiet and honest, just looking at it makes people feel affectionate, sometimes she will deliberately tease her, such as Give her homework, take her out on purpose to do chores, molested her during military training, led her to apply for the most complicated student union during the Hundred Regiments War, but occasionally she would feel a little guilty in her heart, of course, This is only occasionally and a little bit.When will things be different?By the way, one day, just after a day of military training, Ping Ping, who had been scorched by the sun all afternoon, ran to rest under a tree. The afterglow of the setting sun was shining on Ping Ping's face, flushed, the same color as the sun, Xin Xianer's heart With a jerk.

She knows that this is wrong, ordinary is too simple, or some people would like to describe her as ignorant, but Xin Xian'er is unwilling. In her eyes, ordinary and clean is like a piece of white paper. She is tolerant, and she doesn't care about anything, she just does her part well, but once she meets someone she likes, her cowardice seems to be put away, and she becomes brave, like a chrysalis that suddenly turns into a butterfly, brave It's heartbreaking.

After Xin Xian'er realized that she was not at peace, she immediately distanced herself from Pingfan. She reflected on whether she had been empty for too long, so that she would feel hungry/thirsty when she saw a woman, so her goal was again Returning to the man again, she chased after Wu Yue who didn't hate K, she gradually distanced herself from Pingfan, and deliberately said how much she liked Wu Yue in front of Pingfan, the calmness on Pingfan's face actually made him She was a little angry, how should I put it?You want people to give up, but you are the one who can't let go?Or, she had malicious intentions and wanted to make her jealous, but it turned out that she was the one who was jealous?Xin Xian'er, who has been in love for so many years, is not happy anymore.

Her interest in Wu Yue is getting weaker and weaker, maybe the other party has also felt it, Wu Yue couldn't bear the long-term neglect, he offered to break up, and she readily agreed, she knew that she was such a scumbag, but that so what?She really couldn't go against her own heart.

She was getting closer and closer to Pingfan, but Pingfan still respected her like an ordinary friend. Her interest became stronger and stronger, and she began to think of a brilliant idea. One night, she invited Pingfan to drink, and after drinking, she pretended Drunk, she leaned against Pingfan's arms, her heart was pounding. For a moment, she felt that she was so despicable, but Pingfang was so soft. People absorb the sweet spring from her body like a human being. She knows that she has fallen in love, and she also knows that she will either be hit in one fell swoop or die forever. So, she is scared again. She pretends that she can't remember anything, but she is entangled in her heart. A fine and dense net, just waiting for the prey to fall into the net...