White-eyed wolf

5.

Yu Yun and Shen Zhao sat facing each other, with their crutches put aside.

Yu Yun took a bite of the half-cooked cheese in Shen Zhao's hand, and the sweet strawberry flavor spread in his mouth along with the soft texture, making him feel happy.

Sweets can promote the secretion of dopamine and give people a feeling of happiness.

Seeing that he was not as awkward as before, Shen Zhao wiped the corner of his mouth with his finger and asked, "Is it delicious?"

"You'll know once you taste it," Yu Yun said, pushing the cake in Shen Zhao's hand to his mouth, "Neng, try it."

Shen Zhao probably didn't expect that, he stared at Yu Yun for a while, logically speaking, he would never compete with Yu Yun for food, he wished to leave all Yu Yun's favorite food to him, but once Thinking of being bitten by Yu Yun just now, Shen Zhao couldn't restrain his urge to taste it.

"Eat," Yu Yun looked at him expectantly, like a child eager to share something he loves, "It's delicious."

Under his earnest gaze, Shen Zhao opened her mouth and carefully took a small bite.

"How is it?" Yu Yun asked him.

Shen Zhao tasted it, without any perfunctory, nodded and said: "It's delicious, very fragrant, and very sweet."

Yu Yun was satisfied: "Then you can eat the rest."

Just as Shen Zhao was about to refuse, he heard Yu Yun say sadly: "It's been a long time since anyone shared food with me..."

How long was it, Yu Yun couldn't remember even the past few years when he was in a coma.

He just missed this feeling a little bit suddenly.

Shen Zhao also couldn't tell whether he had shared food with Yu Yun before. For a long time, Yu Yun was so withdrawn that he seemed to be cut off from the world. Before my parents had an accident.

Shen Zhao took the half cake, hesitating whether to eat it or not, Yu Yun looked at him but didn't say anything, but changed the subject and said: "I'm sorry, I lost my temper with you today ..."

Shen Zhao didn't expect him to apologize, he was stunned for a moment, and smiled: "I'm quite happy, you finally know how to lose your temper with me."

"..." Yu Yun paused, frowned and asked him half-jokingly, "Are you m?"

Shen Zhao choked when asked, and coughed hard, thinking, if you knew what I did to you before, you wouldn't think so.

"...What a mess," Shen Zhao vomited in a concealed manner, and asked him, "Where did you know this word?"

At this moment, it was Yu Yun who was puzzled, looking at him with a look of "is it strange that contemporary people know this word?"

"You are really..." Shen Zhao just wanted to say that he is not the same as before, but when the words came to his lips, he didn't know what he thought of, so he swallowed the second half of the sentence.

Yu Yun didn't ask him what he wanted to say, and the two of them chatted a few more words.

This feeling is really good. The love and hate at that time made people painful and mature. As time passed, they took root and sprouted, and all the dust settled, just like a deck chair under the shade of a tree in a midsummer afternoon. The chirping of cicadas creaking in the treetops is inconspicuous and full of life.

Shen Zhao suddenly realized that after all these years of stumbling and entanglement with Yu Yun, what he really wanted was for the two of them to be good and peaceful like they are now. Yu Yun was willing to talk, and he finally calmed down and listened.

Yu Yun turned his head and said, Shen Zhao leaned back slightly with his hands on the ground.

"Shen..." Yu Yun hesitated for a moment, then suddenly asked, "Are you rich?"

Shen Zhao was puzzled: "Huh?"

Yu Yun pursed her lips and pulled out an indescribable smile: "I vaguely remember that I didn't need to worry about money like I do now. I want to save money... I want to take someone away from somewhere..."

Shen Zhao sat up straight after hearing this: "You..."

Yu Yun knew what he wanted to ask, shook his head, and said, "I can think of some fragments, but I can't put them together, and I get a headache when I think about it."

Shen Zhao was stunned for a while and couldn't speak. He and Yu Yun were able to be like this, most likely because of Yun's amnesia. Such a life was so comfortable that Shen Zhao unknowingly developed a dislike for Yu Yun. Selfishness that comes to mind.

So now, while Shen Zhao was amazed at his own selfishness, on the other hand he couldn't help but indulge in the current stability, the two argued, and it was selfishness that caused the trouble, so he covered Yu Yun's head with his big hands like a cover-up, rubbed it, Said: "...If you can't remember it, don't think about it."

Yu Yun's body shook, and he looked straight at Shen Zhao. Shen Zhao felt his gaze and quietly averted his gaze.

The atmosphere was a bit cold, and in the end, Yu Yun hid for a while and complained half-truthfully, "You forgot, I don't like people touching my head."

Shen Zhao felt relieved, withdrew his hands and showed a smile: "Do you want to practice later?"

Yu Yun stroked her hair: "Of course."

All afternoon, Shen Zhao accompanied Yu Yun to practice, the intensity was much higher than the previous few days, so that when he went to bed after taking a bath, Yu Yun's legs were so sore that he couldn't sleep.

Shen Zhao was called away by a phone call before finishing his meal, and Yu Yun bid farewell to him in a wheelchair as usual.

Shen Zhao kissed the back of his hand, promising that he would come back soon, Yu Yun nodded silently and watched him leave.

When the door was closed heavily, Yu Yun suddenly felt a deep sense of sadness.

The whole world dimmed the moment the door closed, and he felt like a bird with broken wings, locked in this huge and beautiful cage by Shen Zhao.

Yu Yun sat on the bed, hugged her painfully painful legs, and kneaded the tight muscles on her calves.

The room was dim, with no lights, and he just looked at the darkness in front of him without focusing.

He told himself over and over in his heart that he shouldn't think about Shen Zhao so despicably, that he was able to live here like a canary without any worries, all because of Shen Zhao.

Reason told him how difficult it has been for Shen Zhao these years, how much pressure he has borne alone, otherwise he shouldn't have so many white hairs with such a young face.What I should do is to stay here quietly, not to cause trouble for him, not to be greedy for the company I am accustomed to, and not to be forced into a suspicious white-eyed wolf by the damn loneliness in the middle of the night!

But another dissonant voice told him to look at these details that he deliberately ignored: the courtyard door was locked when Shen Zhao was not around, the general nurses and bodyguards were watching all the time, the room layout without any sense of familiarity, and The sun rising half an hour earlier in the same East Eight District...

The opposing sides kept arguing in Yuyun's mind, which made him have a splitting headache.

Yu Yun turned on the bedside lamp with a "click", and the cold room had no temperature even if there was a warm light on, so he turned off the light with a click, and the feeling of a prison in the dark was even stronger.

"Pa-ta, pa-ta, pa-ta..." Yu Yun mechanically repeated the action of turning on and off the lights, expressionless, as if hiding in an inconspicuous corner.

Are you really willing to be a canary in a cage for the rest of your life?