White-eyed wolf

In the end, Hu Hao prescribed a CT scan for him, and Shen Zhao accompanied him.

There were a lot of people queuing up outside CT, because Yu Yun had made a greeting in advance, so Yu Yun jumped into the line in full view.

Shen Zhao watched him go in, the heavy lead door was slowly closed, and the yellow sign of "Be careful of radiation" was pasted on the door, which was particularly eye-catching.

It can be unsettling not to see what's going on inside, time moves slowly and every second is hard.Shen Zhao took out the pack of cigarettes in his pocket, took out one and put it in his mouth, lowered his head, and when he was about to light it, he suddenly realized that he was in the hospital.

It would be a lie to say that he has no regrets, Shen Zhao still has lingering fears in his heart, and every time he falls silent, the image of Yun with half of his face soaked in blood appearing in his mind.

From now on, be nice to him.

Shen Zhao thought.

Not long after, the lead door opened again, and Yu Yun got off the CT machine. Shen Zhao saw what he said to the doctor, probably some polite words like thank you.

The whole process was said to be long or not, but Shen Zhao felt that Yu Yun's every move seemed to be in slow motion.He wanted to go in and hold him or hug him, but he felt that he was ashamed and couldn't move this leg.

Yu Yun walked out the door and said to him without changing his expression, "Let's go."

"... Oh." Hearing this, Shen Zhao definitely responded.He didn't move for a long time, until Yu Yun took a few steps, he quickly followed up, put one hand on his shoulder, held his hand with the other, and said, "...I'll help you."

The movement was very light at the beginning, and after a second or two, it became slightly heavier, clumsy and jerky to please.

Yu Yun couldn't escape, looked around for a while, and had no choice but to let him go.

The two walked very slowly, with an unusually gentle pace. Looking from their backs, they really looked like brothers and sisters respecting each other.

"Aren't you waiting for the CT results?" Shen Zhao asked.

Yu Yun paused for a while, then shook his head.

"What do you want for dinner? Can I buy you a duck blood vermicelli soup?" Shen Zhao asked again.

Yu Yun still didn't chew.

Except for the necessary communication, Yu Yun didn't say a word to Shen Zhao, nor did he criticize or complain, only one muscle was cold to your bones, and you lost your mind.

Before putting it on, Shen Zhao had lost his patience long ago, and would even get violent directly.But this time he felt ashamed, and he didn't feel very angry when he touched the ashes twice, but his heart was full of knots, solid and tight.

Yu Yun didn't speak, and Shen Zhao was not interested in talking to himself, so he gave up after asking several times.

The journey home was silent and congested.

Every car outside the car window is looking for its own home in impatience, and the rush hour is the most lively appearance in this city.

Yu Yun leaned against the car window with her eyes closed, looking as if she had fallen asleep.Shen Zhao stepped on the brakes, tapped the steering wheel with his index finger, and waited for the last traffic light.

Glancing at the central rearview mirror from the corner of the eye, the person in the mirror moved slightly.

Immediately afterwards, he heard Yu Yun say, "Shen Zhao..."

Just like a student who was called in class, Shen Zhao straightened his back, waiting for Yu Yun's next words.

"Do you know?" Yu Yun's Adam's apple trembled slightly, tears seemed to flow from the corners of his eyes, "...I hate you no less than you hate me."

A sentence without beginning or end, sounded without waves, but it sounded like the sound of something breaking.

Shen Zhao didn't react at all, or he didn't know how to react, he just silently held the steering wheel and stared at the traffic lights above.

Counting down tens of seconds mechanically jumped, and soon, the red light turned green, and the traffic began to surge again.

Shen Zhao didn't come back to his senses until the siren sounded loudly behind him.

24.

That night, they did it anyway.

Shen Zhao is not too forceful, and can even be said to be quite gentle.

At least, it was a tenderness that he had never had before.

Yu Yun turned his back to him, and Shen Zhao half-circled his brother from behind, and pushed himself in bit by bit after lubricating enough.

The process of entering was slow enough, and the time to adapt was long enough, so Yu Yun didn't show much resistance physically.

After entering, Shen Zhao didn't move, propped himself up and whispered in his ear: "I heard what you said in the car."

Yu Yun folded her hands in front of her chest, one of which was clutching the bed sheet, she pursed her mouth and said nothing.

Shen Zhao carefully looked at Yu Yun's side face in the dark, it was beautiful, delicate, and forbearing, except for the patch on the eyebrow arch, it was too perfect.

A person like him, if he hadn't met himself, would have lived a very easy and smooth life.

"I'm sorry," Shen Zhao kissed the plaster lightly, and apologized in a low voice, "Brother, I'm sorry."

Different from the past, Shen Zhao's movements are very small this time, as if he just enjoys the closeness of the connection between the two.

He lightly rubbed Yu Yun's shoulder with the tips of his teeth, and every word he said was like rubbing against his skin: "But, there is no rule that people who dislike each other cannot be together..."

Shen Zhao leaned over, kissed the corner of Yu Yun's mouth, and continued: "You hate me, but you have to hug, kiss, and even have sex with me. This feeling is unforgettable, and you will never forget it in your life, even if I let you go now Let you go, when you are with others, you will always think that your brother has entered your body, and the most intimate thing we have done..."

As if on purpose, Shen Zhao suddenly increased the range of motion, eagerly and purposefully thrusting, layers of pleasure continued to accumulate, and soon reached the threshold.When it was about to come out, Shen Zhao didn't deliberately suppress it, but directly pressed against a mass of soft meat in the intestinal wall, and sprayed it out freely.

During the whole process, Yu Yun bit his lips as much as possible so as not to make a sound. He didn't move his body slowly until the scorching scorching sensation ended for more than ten seconds, trying to get rid of the connected posture of the two.

Sensing his movement, Shen Zhao pushed him back, gasped for a moment before saying in a hoarse voice: "Just like just now, do you understand?"

"...Stop talking." Yu Yun closed his eyes and curled up like a stranded fish.

Shen Zhao felt that he was really bad.

However, once some lines are crossed, there is no going back.

"I will never forget this feeling." Shen Zhao rested his head on Yu Yun's shoulder, and the air of his breath was very scratchy, "Brother, you have nothing but me, so stay with me."

Yu Yun opened his eyes, looked at a corner in the darkness, and asked him, "Do I have the right to refuse?"

Like self-deprecating, more like a compromise in desperation, Shen Zhao's mood suddenly brightened, he gave a low laugh, and pulled him into his arms: "Yes, but you will agree in the end."

Yu Yun was silent for a long time, then suddenly laughed, and said softly: "You are too confident..."

"Huh?" Shen Zhao didn't hear clearly.

"It's nothing," Yu Yun suppressed his smile and sighed, then closed his eyes, as if talking to himself: "...in this world, there will always be places you can't find."