I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

Go back to the room and change a new inhibitor, it will make Xu Jiao seem guilty and want to cover up after being found out, but if she doesn't change it, she will sway the market majestically with the smell of sapphire, Xu Jiao herself will feel uncomfortable comfortable.

She rarely encountered such a dilemma. When Feng Qingyu entered the room, she stood alone in the corridor for a while, but chose to go to her own room.

At the same time, Xu Jiao mentioned to the system: "I'm not sensitive enough to these pheromones. Next time, if I use it wrong again, please remember to remind me."

It took a while for the system to make a sound, but it asked another question: "According to my observation, you don't seem to be going to take the route of 'getting wind sapphire favorability'?"

Xu Jiao walked into her room, closed the door behind her back, opened her dressing table cabinet again, found the bottle of inhibitor that she had just used, threw it into the wastebasket in the room, and answered it aloud: "Yes."

"I thought I'd made it obvious—" she said.

"I don't want to have any constant entanglement with the heroines of these worlds. Even if I have a marriage relationship with her in this world, it will not change anything. After half a year, I will file for divorce from her. During this period, I will try my best to develop my own career."

Although Xu Jiao knows intellectually that the worlds in these books are false, every time she enters a role, she will try her best to be herself and learn many new things, because if she always revolves around the mission goal, she will be like It will be like a passive summoned beast, waiting to be called by the protagonist to come and go.

If that's the case, then she has already fallen in the first world.

It is precisely because she can always adapt to her new identity and learn different new things in each world that she can always keep herself sane and sober. In the first world, she learned fairy art, and in the second world, she will be I have thoroughly figured out the knowledge that I didn't understand when I was a student, and I was lucky enough to attend a period of time in the high school, expanding my knowledge...

Now Xu Jiao has entered "Starlight".

Her identity is an actor, and she also has a skill that can help her adapt to this identity very quickly. The world of acting is strange and wide to Xu Jiao, and she is very happy to explore the door of this new world.

The identity of an actor, to some extent, has something in common with a creator. You need to have the ability to observe life and a certain degree of empathy, otherwise your performance and creation will not be able to touch people's hearts.

The division of factions in acting is also similar to creation.

The expressionist approach is to let the audience know what you want to express through externalization skills, the same emotional expression and certain processing art. express things.

In writing, it's like the author has compiled a certain number of articles, summed up the routine trend and the development of the story, even if his own writing has not kept up, but because he knows the tastes of readers with popular themes, even when writing Don't get emotional, in fact, you can write good works.

In performances, the experiential school is naturally touted by laymen. By resonating with the characters and understanding the emotions of the characters to be performed, let yourself substitute into the characters, so that 'you are not yourself, but the character itself', You will be able to impress the audience with your understanding.

Putting this technique into the article is to endow a character with the author's own special experience, so that the character in the story will have his unique image and impressive details.

Because of this, Xu Jiao really wanted to experience the identity of an actor, not just because of the identity of the original owner, but also because she was full of reverence and desire to explore this industry, and she wanted to use what she learned in this industry. Break through the bottleneck of your own creation and give yourself more inspiration.

Regardless of whether this world quest succeeds or fails, Xu Jiao has already decided——

She wants to stay here a little longer.

She wants to go to a higher place as an actor, just like she once wanted to swim to the front in the same industry as a creator.

……

Xu Jiao spent the whole night in the house with her skills.

The script hadn't been sent to her yet, so she wasn't in a hurry. Instead, she randomly picked out some stories, even famous books, from the bookshelf, randomly selected one of the characters, and looked in the mirror to see her own acting skills under the state of equipped skills.

That was the self Xu Jiao had never seen before.

When the skills are on her body, her expression, her body, and even her emotions are out of her control. The frowns and smiles of this character, the emotions and expressions that affect her are all things she has never had before.

This experience is far more than simple as a marionette. Xu Jiao originally thought that she would act too fake because her feelings were too cold and her emotions fluctuated too little, or that her body and soul were separated, and her soul looked at her coldly. The feeling that my body is being manipulated, but neither.

The power of the skill 'Immersive' is really special.

Even during an intermission when the role performance was over and the skill halo was gone, Xu Jiao couldn't get out of that state for a long time. She looked at the tears at the corners of her eyes in the mirror, and her eyelashes were already wet, as if she had been wiped out by the eyelashes. The reeds by the river that have been hit by the rain are no longer as elegant and agile as before, and the fine and dense flying catkins stick together in embarrassment, and bow their heads in despondency.

Tears were barely dry on the side of her face, and there was still a blush on her cheeks from excessive emotion.

This is just the appearance.

What shocked Xu Jiao the most was her heart at the moment.

The originally endless beach was suddenly washed by the endless waves. When the tide receded, the clean beach was no longer the same. Sand pits, seaweed, gravel, and those stranded creatures that had no time to return to the water were all left behind. above.

Those traces are the traces of her emotions being affected by this skill.

She raised her hand to press her face on the mirror, saw the sadness on the face of the person in the mirror, and also saw the slight trembling of the back of the hand on the mirror, the fingertips carried the body temperature, leaving a blurred spot on the mirror. The fingerprints disappeared in an instant.

Xu Jiao took a few deep breaths before she managed to slowly dissipate the aftereffects of over-excitement in her body. After a long while, the waves in her eyes disappeared, and she returned to her original calm look.

The system suddenly asked at this time: "How is the experience of using this skill?"

Xu Jiao curled her lips, her eyes were cold: "One star, bad review."

System: "...I'm not asking you to rate."

Disappointment appeared in Xu Jiao's tone: "As the most advanced artificial intelligence, why don't you allow customers to rate your service? Your system is too domineering."

Hearing that she was unable to complain about her disappointment, the system: "..."

It was silent for a while, then spoke again: "I think you are stubborn and the possibility of successfully modifying the ending is too low. I need to learn enough experience and lessons from you so that I can choose the next host." Keep your eyes open and choose a task with a higher rate of completion.”

Xu Jiao raised her brows and asked, "Is this behavior of yours called eating what's in the bowl and looking at what's in the pot?"

system:"……"

One person, one system hurt the father for a long time, Qi Qi fell into silence, and finally Xu Jiao moved the topic back to this skill, her eyes were shallow, and her tone of expression was casual:

"I don't know if I'm paranoid."

"I always feel that you even reveal a kind of conspiracy in the poverty alleviation gift package. No matter how I look at it, I feel that you seem to think that my emotions are too cold. In order to let me invest more emotions in this world, you gave me such a gift bag. A skill that keeps me emotionally charged anytime, anywhere?"

Entering the play means emotional resonance, and people with weak emotions cannot enter the play, nor can they empathize with the characters——

Once Xu Jiao has experienced all kinds of emotions and desires in this world, experienced the pain and helplessness, joy and happiness of these characters, do you still worry that she will never have true feelings?

The system seems to prefer to see her forever immersed in a scene and unable to extricate herself, and does not want her to watch the world destroy and remain indifferent.

Hearing Xu Jiao's words, the system replied flatly: "This skill appears randomly according to different attributes of the world. "Starlight" has the label of the entertainment industry, so the probability of dropping skills such as acting skills or actress halo is very high. higher--"

"You can also choose not to use it."

Xu Jiao smiled, and the corners of her lips were raised even higher. She looked sweet in the mirror, matching the pheromone smell on her body, delicate and sweet.

"Yes," she said, "why not?"

Xu Jiao tilted her head, stared at her own eyes in the mirror, kept her smile unchanged, and even her voice was inevitably tainted with the same sunshine-breath.

However, the words he said revealed a sense of unmoved coldness:

"In the face of absolute strength, all conspiracies are paper tigers."

"Let's wait and see, whether I lost my eyes in this world first, or let the emotions and desires... be controlled by me in the end."

……

Before Xu Jiao appeared in front of the camera, she had already experienced what it meant to be obsessed with drama.

She stayed up all night and went to experience the lives of the characters in the book one by one. When she felt that it was almost done, she wanted to check the time with her mobile phone, and saw a document sent by Feng Qingyu.

It's five eighteen in the morning.

Feng Qingyu's document was sent at eleven o'clock last night.

Xu Jiao was about to say "thank you" when she thought about whether this person's cell phone is silent at night. According to her own habits, people in an environment with irregular work and rest will sleep very lightly and are easily disturbed by small movements. Awake.

In the end, she just ordered the file to receive, and was going to follow Feng Qingyu to thank her in person the next morning.

Because Xu Jiao is not an actor who is favored by the crew, it is impossible for her to get the script. Even what she got from Feng Qingyu is just a few fragments and outlines of related characters to help her initially build a scene. And simply get to know the characters.

Xu Jiao didn't know if Feng Qingyu would have a complete script and a synopsis of the story, but she knew from the memory of the original owner that in some crews with stricter rules, the complete script would not be released until all the actors had joined the crew. , to conduct a study session on the script.

——This is to avoid early disclosure of content.

Since there is no way to know more characters for the time being, she can only grind these few clips repeatedly, and even perform it repeatedly in front of the mirror after being equipped with skills, and finally pick up the phone to take notes in the memo.

The system looked at it for a while, thinking that Xu Jiao was too vigilant, and couldn't help reminding: "In this world, this 'immersive experience' is permanently effective, no matter what the situation is."

Xu Jiao's typing did not stop at the slightest: "I know."

"But I don't just want it to work in this world," she said.

She wants to make this skill her own.

One day, Xu Jiao will perform a real play that belongs to her without using this skill.

The system was overwhelmed by her willingness to grab land for even the slightest bit of cheapness, and said after a while: "Your behavior is the legendary eating and taking, right?"

Xu Jiao didn't take her eyes off the phone, she just nodded happily and said, "Thank you."

……

Eight thirty in the morning.

Xu Jiao went downstairs a little sleepy, deliberately missed the usual breakfast time, but unexpectedly Shi Weiya was still in the lobby on the first floor, sitting on the sofa flipping through magazines.

Seeing her coming down, Shi Weiya looked up, she had a smile on her face, but was startled when she saw Xu Jiao's face:

"Jiaojiao, did you not sleep well last night?"

Xu Jiao touched her cheek, smiled at Shi Weiya, and walked down the stairs, "Is your complexion bad? I looked in the mirror just now, should it be okay?"

Shi Weiya stood up and came towards her with a nervous expression: "What's going on? Are you insomnia? Can't sleep well? Or—"

Xu Jiao shook her head, and quickly comforted her: "No, no, I just got a script I liked very much last night, so I forgot the time to study the characters. I'll catch up on sleep later."

Shi Weiya was stunned for a moment, and immediately pushed her towards the dining table: "Really? Oh, it's too hard, eat something while it's hot, don't wear yourself out from work, you can't follow Qingyu to learn this bad habit. "

Xu Jiao is not very good at dealing with such enthusiasm, so she can only follow Shi Weiya's movements towards the dining table, "I know, Aunt Shi, don't worry."

Shi Weiya obviously didn't believe it. Seeing her sit down at the dining table, she went to the kitchen to ask for a new breakfast, and asked Xu Jiao if she wanted to drink hand-ground soy milk. Her babbling words were full of concern.

Xu Jiao sat quietly on the chair, looking in Shi Weiya's direction with soft eyes.

She remembered that after the original owner married Feng Qingyu at the beginning, she wanted to directly call the Feng family couple as parents, but Feng Qingyu was very unhappy with the marketing and hot searches she bought that day.

At that time, the original owner hadn't figured out Feng Qingyu's temper, and felt guilty and wronged. The cheap parents that came to his lips abruptly changed into a polite and restrained "Hello, Uncle Feng, hello, Aunt Shi".

Shi Weiya smiled and said at that time: "You are married to Qingyu now, we are a family, why are you called so unfamiliar? We should be called Mom and Dad."

Just when the original owner was about to climb along the pole, she suddenly noticed Feng Qingyu's eyes, and smiled for some reason: "I... Qingyu and I are married by the state, she should not be used to it, and I am also a little uncomfortable. I don’t want my uncles and aunts to think that I’m here to take advantage, so I want to change my words later, okay?”

Shi Weiya felt that the original owner was kind-hearted at that time.

Later, in order to maintain his image in front of the Feng family, the original owner never changed his words, but in fact he had secretly called his parents many times on Weibo.

Xu Jiao didn't have any special feeling for the original owner's scheming——

She just thought it was fine.

So here it goes.

……

A few days before going to the audition, Xu Jiao locked herself in the room every day. Except for three meals when she could see people, she seemed transparent at other times, completely missing the strong sense of presence she used to have.

The only person who didn't adapt was Shi Weiya. Seeing that Xu Jiao worked so hard for her work, she couldn't help her, so she changed the trick and asked the kitchen to make some supplements and stews, trying to make her more comfortable in terms of diet. .

The Alphas of the Feng family are all workaholics. Father Feng went out to discuss business this week, and he only had a regular video call with Shi Weiya every morning due to the time difference. Feng Qingyu’s brother is in the army all year round, so it is unlikely that he will be able to ask for leave to come back. .

When Feng Qingyu was not very busy before, she could still spend more time with her at home. Later, she became more and more popular, and received more and more endorsements, commercials, dramas, etc. She stayed on the set for a few days. For ten days, even during the filming period, there were various activities interspersed, whether it was going to a show or a commercial event, even if he came back, he would leave early and return late, which completely did not match Shi Weiya's biological clock.

So after Xu Jiao married in, Shi Weiya successfully transferred all her maternal love complex to Xu Jiao.

Seeing that Xu Jiao has a tendency to become a workaholic now, Shi Weiya is happy for her, but also a little lonely, but in general, she also hopes that Xu Jiao can flourish in her career like Feng Qingyu, so that the two can also help each other.

The night before the audition.

Shi Weiya deliberately went to bed late for a while, and when it was late at night, Feng Qingyu, who had just returned, was a little surprised: "Mom, why haven't you slept yet?"

Shi Weiya cared about her schedule for today, then changed the topic to the other side: "I heard that Jiaojiao is going to audition for your crew tomorrow?"

Feng Qingyu's eyes turned cold, thinking that Xu Jiao wanted to get some benefits from her through her mother again, but before Shi Weiya could say it, her voice became quieter:

"I've helped her get an audition spot. It's up to the crew to decide whether to use her or not. Even if you want me to help her, I have nothing else to contribute."

Although her words were not the most rude, it was because her upbringing did not allow her to say harsh words to an Omega in front of others, which did not mean that Feng Qingyu was not angry.

She really, really hated that Xu Jiao used her mother to gain benefits from her.

Shi Weiya was stunned for a moment, vaguely felt that she was self-defeating tonight, she obviously wanted to enhance the relationship between the couple, but why did she seem to make her daughter hate Xu Jiao even more?

Just when Feng Qingyu kept walking and was about to go upstairs, she said again:

"You're wrong, Qingyu."

"Jiaojiao didn't mean to ask me to come to you to ask for any benefits, I just saw that she had locked herself in her room these days, just to prepare for tomorrow's scene, thinking about the time you spent on the set Long enough, it should be able to remind her in places, teach her, that's all."

Shi Weiya's voice was unhurried, but full of humanity: "Since she came in, I haven't seen her working so hard, so I can't bear to see her disappointed. If it bothers you, You just said nothing when you were a mother."

Shi Weiya understands that twisted melons are not sweet.

Feng Qingyu's expression changed when she heard that Xu Jiao was seriously rehearsing the drama for the past few days. She thought of the web dramas that Xu Jiao had filmed before, and she couldn't imagine how much progress this person could make by shutting herself up for three days.

Although she was dubious in her heart, she turned around and responded to Shi Weiya: "Sorry, I was overthinking just now."

"I'll figure it out. Mom, you should go to rest early. You are not in good health, so don't stay with us."

……

"Why is Boss Shangguan free to come over today?"

"I heard that the casting director is selecting roles today. I stopped by to have a look. I have heard that you are very strict in selecting candidates. I am fortunate to have learned a lot today."

"Come on, I don't know about you, Shangguan Yan. Today, there is a supporting role that your company has promoted recently, right? Are you worried that I will dismiss her?"

"Director Zhen, please don't say that. We agreed at the beginning that I will pay the money and you will be responsible for the filming. I don't care about the casting. If your words get out, other crews will not dare to ask me to invest. "

An office on the sixteenth floor of a certain building.

Shangguan Yan sat and drank tea with Zhen Yu, the director of "The Willow on the Palace Wall". Both of them were in this industry at home.

Zhen Tiao is also an Alpha with excellent looks. In the early years, he liked to make literary films and sent them abroad to win awards. Later, he became obsessed with classical culture for some reason. In fact, he is more realistic and sophisticated in ancient films, making his first costume drama an instant hit!

He directly promoted an [-]th-line actress to be the top streamer of that year!

Now, the screenwriter of "Willow on the Palace Wall" is Zhen Tiao's wife, who passed the work to Xia Tian Entertainment, was reviewed by the company's special department, and passed it to Shangguan Yan, so there were two people this time Shangguanyan is nominally the producer of this work, so he came to see the casting today, which is justified.

The two were chatting when they heard someone knock on the door, Shangguan Yan turned his head to look——

The one who came was Feng Qingyu.

Shangguan Yan's gaze fixed on her without any trace, and he heard her greet him in a warm voice: "President Yan, Director Zhen."

Shangguan's family has been a businessman for generations, and Shangguanyan's father is even more famous in the industry. In the early years, some people said that the father and son were big and small Shangguans. His father distinguished him, so he respectfully called him "Mr. Yan".

Zhen Tiao smiled and asked her to come over and sit down, warmed a new cup in his hand, and said to her, "Did you bring that one here today? How about it, did you cook a small stove for her secretly at home these two days?"

Under the hype of the original owner Xu Jiao, there are few people in the circle who don't know Feng Qingyu's little wife.

Feng Qingyu smiled, and was about to speak, when Shangguan Yan next to her suddenly interjected: "I remember, in "Willow on the Palace Wall", Concubine Rong Gui and the Empress have a relationship, right?"

"The role of the queen is for you. If you play for her later, with the affection and tacit understanding between the two of you, will the others be out of play?"

There was a bit of a joke in his voice, at first it sounded like he was boasting that Feng Qingyu and Xu Jiao had a good relationship, but in fact he was implying that Feng Qingyu should not build a bridge for Xu Jiao too outrageously.

Feng Qingyu thanked Director Zhen for the tea in a low voice, the smile on her lips remained unchanged, and meeting Shangguan Yan's gaze, her warm voice sounded in the room:

"President Yan was joking, I haven't told her what role I've taken yet."

Because of her gentle personality, no one knew exactly how she and Xu Jiao got along. Just hearing this, it seemed that she was keeping a surprise and was going to tell him about it after Xu Jiao had passed.

At the same time, he answered cryptically, don't worry, I won't break the rules in public.

Shangguan Yan picked up the teacup, his handsome eyebrows and starry eyes were as bright as the sun, part of his expression was blocked by the movement of his hand, his eyes narrowed, and he recalled Xu Jiao's hot-eyed web drama performances he had seen last night.

Against Feng Qingyu, he is bound to win.

and so……

Some obstacles, when necessary, he will remove them himself.

According to his investigation, Feng Qingyu and her nominal wife are in fact inseparable on the surface, and they will separate naturally without anyone tricking them.

Under such circumstances, of course he couldn't give these two any chance to enhance their relationship.

Now he wants to see, if Feng Qingyu doesn't leave the stage to lead the show, what can she perform with just that internet celebrity face?