I Want to be Alone, Beautifully

"Sister! Cheers! Cheers! You are not allowed to leave tonight until you finish drinking! Where is Old Shen? Old Shen?"

In the middle of the night, there was a knocking sound at the door, and the crisp sound of keys falling on the floor. Shen Yelan got up with her clothes on, and when she opened the door, she saw two figures who were almost pressed together in the entrance.

In the dim warm light, shadowy.

It's a different kind of intimacy.

Shen Yelan squinted her eyes, dizzy from hunger all day, coupled with the depth of the previous dream, she felt for a moment that she hadn't woken up from that dream, and when she saw Xu Jiao's figure, she unconsciously Head over there.

The clothes were also the clothes that were stained with cake in her impression. She clearly remembered that she had torn the clothes, so why did they still look so neat?

This dress looks best when it is taken off.

She went there fascinated, and just stretched out her hand——

"clatter."

Xu Jiao was pressed by most of Su Xi's weight, and finally found the headlight switch in the living room next to her. A bright white light suddenly came from the living room, reflecting the appearance of the three of them clearly, even the lights on the floor. The shadows became thicker.

Like something hidden deep in the darkness, it hid in those cracks and corners again.

Shen Yelan was dazzled by the light, she couldn't help turning her head away, and closed her eyes forcefully.

Xu Jiao's voice sounded at this moment: "Woke you up? Sorry, Su Xi drank too much at the party, she was a little noisy."

This cold and clear voice awakened Shen Yelan from the previous charm, and made her brain dulled by hunger recall for a while, and finally remembered, yes, Xu Jiao went out to give Su Xi It's my birthday.

Today is Suzy's birthday.

It's also her birthday.

"Where's Sister Jiaojiao? Hurry up...call her here, she won't drink a cup, she doesn't give face...sister..." At this moment, Su Xi, who was already leaning on Xu Jiao, started to make trouble again. Waving his hands and feet like crabs, the blind man wanted to touch Xu Jiao like an elephant.

Caught off guard, Xu Jiao was almost slapped in the face by her.

No matter how good her temper was, Xu Jiao couldn't stand this kind of wine from Su Xi, so she said to the drunk guy with a bad face:

"You should be thankful that I can't control my strength well, I'm afraid I'll beat you into a fool—"

"Otherwise I'd have knocked you out long ago."

Su Xi's face was blushing, and she couldn't open her eyes. One hand was put on Xu Jiao's shoulder, and the other hand grabbed the shoe rack and refused to let it go, as if she mistook it for Xu Jiao.

She wanted to yell something more, but strangely, under Xu Jiao's emotional warning, she let go of her hand slowly.

It seemed that he had sensed the danger even in his blurred consciousness, and instinctively faltered.

There was also a whisper in her mouth, but the voice was too low, and the words were spoken with a big tongue, so no one could hear what she was saying.

Shen Yelan calmed down again. Seeing that Xu Jiao was so troubled by Su Xi that she couldn't change her shoes, she pursed her lips and said, "I...help you get her to the room first."

Xu Jiao originally didn't want to bother her, after all, she didn't want to have a deeper relationship with her, but Shen Yelan had already carefully raised her hand to take Su Xi over, and it would be too blunt to refuse at this time.

In the end, Xu Jiao opened her lips and changed to another sentence:

"It's troublesome."

Shen Yelan's cheeks tightened, and she could hear the hidden alienation from her words, but she didn't show anything, she just looked down at the ground, carefully watched the road, and helped Xu Jiao take Su Xi to the house, Put it on the bed in the guest room, then got up and left wisely.

Leaving Xu Jiao feeling particularly troubled by Su Xi's drunk appearance.

She didn't want to take care of the little alcoholic at all.

If it wasn't because Shen Yelan's favorability was too high, she was worried that it would adversely affect the development of the plot, or there would be too much involvement, Xu Jiao would not be able to face the terrible Su Xi alone at this moment.

She exhaled lightly, helped Su Xi take off her shoes, covered the quilt, then stared at the makeup on Su Xi's face for a while, shook her head, and went out to her room to get makeup remover products.

……

When Xu Jiao took the makeup remover cotton and makeup remover and walked back to the guest room, she noticed that Shen Yelan's room was not closed, and the light coming out of it was not too bright.

Thinking that Shen Yelan forgot to close the door when she went back to sleep, Xu Jiao subconsciously took another look.

As a result, when I saw it, I found that the other party was sitting at the table, eating a beautiful and exquisite pound cake with rose petals. The cake was only cut off a corner, which was exactly the same size as the one that the other party handed over in the morning. .

Xu Jiao suddenly hated herself for having such a good memory.

I also know that at this moment Shen Yelan must have eaten the piece that was specially given to her in the morning.

And looking at the situation, today she went to buy a cake for her birthday alone, but she only cut a piece for herself——

However, Xu Jiao refused at that time, and now only Shen Yelan was left in the room in the middle of the night to get rid of the cake that no one cares about.

Xu Jiao was inexplicably unable to walk.

Reason told her that she should not continue to look down. Since she has decided to keep her distance, she should not pay unnecessary attention to this person, otherwise it will only bring unnecessary troubles to herself.

……

Shen Yelan didn't notice the extra attention outside the door.

She was already a little dizzy from hunger, perhaps because she often didn't eat breakfast since she was a child, even though she usually pays attention to exercise and has a good physique, after a day of hunger, she will always have symptoms of hypoglycemia.

Although this cake was not given to the person he wanted to give successfully, it is shameful to waste it, so Shen Yelan decided to take this as his supper, and go to bed after eating.

Perhaps it was because her stomach was too hungry and she was burning hot, so Shen Yelan was a little anxious to eat——

First, she rolled the bread with a fork dipped in butter and ate a large piece in two or three strokes. Then, she didn't bother to cut it carefully, so she directly picked up the plastic triangular knife, scraped off a piece of the big cake, and sent it directly to the cake. mouth.

In this life, Shen Yelan has never gotten tired of eating sweets.

But she is not willing to waste, nor is she willing to waste.

This cake carried Shen Yelan's first birthday wish.

She desperately wanted her wish to come true.

So every time she took a bite, she silently recited a blessing in her heart.

Putting a small piece of strawberry cream into her mouth, she thought: "I want to bless Xu Jiao to get good grades in the exam, go to the university she wants to go to the most, and have the brightest future."

The next bite was a light-colored soft bread kernel with fruit filling, "Please let Xu Jiao live a healthy and safe life, free from disease and suffering, and be happy for the rest of her life."

Then she accidentally ate Le's slightly sour kiwi fruit: "I hope her life will be smooth, that she can achieve whatever she wants, and succeed in whatever she wants. All living beings have all kinds of flavors, and she is the only one allowed to be sweet."

"Please bless her not to worry about money, and to be prosperous in her life."

"Please let everyone she meets love her, care for her, accompany her, appreciate her, and never betray her."

……

The person who made the wish ate the cake bite by bite, and clumsily exhausted all the ink in her heart to beg for a better future for her sweetheart. She didn't know what kind of existence the person she was thinking about was. favor.

But Shen Yelan was here, taking the opportunity of making a wish on her birthday seriously, wanting to let all the good things come to Xu Jiao.

Like a ragged believer, he walked all over the land of suffering with both feet, and finally knelt down in front of the god statue in a pious posture. In the shining holy fire, in the shining light, he only prayed one word:

May the world be bright and be blessed by my God.

Unfortunately, her god couldn't hear the voice.

Standing outside the door, Xu Jiao saw her in the room, and finally ate the cake, leaving only a white bottom plate and a plastic triangular knife dipped in cream.

Obviously she couldn't hear Shen Yelan's wishes, but for some reason, she felt a little bit of subtle loneliness and sadness from Shen Yelan's gobbling.

She stood silently for a long time.

Until Shen Yelan was about to get up to clean up the mess on the table, put all the remaining sweetness in garbage bags, and throw it outside, so as not to attract insects if left in the house for a long time.

Before she saw her, Xu Jiao stepped into the room and looked at the face of Su Xi who was already drooling in sleep. She closed her eyes and walked to the bedside with makeup remover.

The system suddenly said in her heart: "Don't you think you are too much?"

Xu Jiao's makeup remover cotton was pressed on the mouth of the bottle, the movement stopped, and then she answered in her heart: "What?"

System: "Shen Yelan's birthday is today, she specially bought a cake and wanted to share it with you, but you didn't eat a single bite, instead you went to Su Xi's birthday party—"

"Su Xi has many friends, but Shen Yelan only has you as a friend."

"Maybe this world is false to you, but to everyone in this world, everything that happens is real, even if they are just paper people, but your flash of inspiration decides a The life of a paper man."

Xu Jiao, who usually dismissed his speech like this, was touched by something this time, and said two words lightly and slowly:

"To shut up."

……

Shen Yelan threw the rubbish into the public trash can in the corridor outside, and when she came back, she found that the light in the opposite room was still on. Through the half-closed door, she saw Xu Jiao was seriously removing Su Xi's makeup. look.

She only glanced at it, then hurriedly turned her eyes away and went back to her room.

After sitting sullenly on the bed for a while, Shen Yelan realized that she was going to wash up. She got up and walked to the closet door, and rummaged through the things Lu Pei threw out from her aunt's house. After a while, She stopped suddenly and returned to the bed.

Shen Yelan took out a mobile phone from under the pillow.

This is when I was looking for a cake shop recently, and I accidentally saw the operator holding an event, charging a mobile phone with 100 yuan phone bill.

The package inside is very cheap and can last for three or four months.

Currently there is only one contact method in the address book, and it was forced by the other party. Shen Yelan felt that it was necessary to keep it out of politeness, but she didn't expect to use it so soon.

original……

She planned to have the opportunity to save Xu Jiao's contact information.

Thinking about it now, this goal should be difficult to achieve.

Shen Yelan couldn't help feeling a little bit pained when she thought that the free text messages were not included in the package, so she struggled for a while, and then stingily sent out her greetings and everything she wanted to know in one text message.

Recipient's note reads "Black Hood".

The content is as follows: "Are you here? I'm sorry to disturb you at night, I hope it didn't affect your rest, I would like to ask, do you know how to safely and effectively stun a person?"

After sending, Shen Yelan expected that the other party would not reply so quickly, so she settled down, packed her clothes again, and went to the bathroom outside the house.

As soon as she got to the door, she heard the vibrating sound of her mobile phone——

Not a text message, but an incoming call.

Shen Yelan had no choice but to turn back, picked up the phone and took a look, it was indeed the call back from that person.

Holly's voice was filled with an interesting smile: "What? Who messed with you? Do you want to protect yourself, or take the initiative to attack? I can't describe this problem to you briefly. Anyway, if you don't have any skills, I will It is recommended that you do not try it casually, it is very dangerous if it is light enough to knock you out, but if it is serious, it will kill you.”

Shen Yelan replied disappointedly: "Ah."

Is that so?

She moved her lips, thanked her, and was about to hang up the phone when she heard the other party speak again: "Do you want to consider worshiping me as a teacher?"

Shen Yelan didn't know where the jump came from for a moment, and asked blankly: "What?"

Dongqing patiently repeated over there: "Do you want to worship me as a teacher? After studying hard for five years, I think you should be able to use this trick."

Hearing this proposal, Shen Yelan was moved for a moment.

She never thought that she could learn these things... After all, if you think about it in ugly places, it is a fight between bad students and social gangsters. If you think about it in good places, only children from rich families can learn it. Defense-body technique.

No matter which one, they are very far away from Shen Yelan.

So much so that the first thought that came to her mind was:

In this way, no one will dare to bully you anymore, right?

and……

Maybe she can still protect Xu Jiao.

In an instant, Shen Yelan recalled the scene of gangsters that she had stumbled into by mistake. Under the setting sun, that extraordinarily beautiful girl was sitting on a wooden chair, holding a pink square paper, concentrating on folding paper roses .

Such a beautiful person, with such beautiful hands, should be matched with such delicate work.

Doing something as dangerous as a fight feels reckless.

Thoughts played in Shen Yelan's mind for several times before she answered Dongqing: "But, I'm still a student now, and we shouldn't be in the same place, how can I learn from you?"

Dongqing said relaxedly: "It's simple, I will teach you two tricks when I have time, and you can repeat the basics for me at ordinary times."

Shen Yelan nodded, realizing that the other party couldn't see, and added: "Okay, thank you."

Dongqing smiled: "Hey, don't be in a hurry to thank me, by the way, I have to remember to eat myself fatter recently."

Shen Yelan: "?"

Holly: "I heard that the more flesh you grow, the less pain you will get when you are beaten—in a word, if you can still feel grateful to me after the first training, it won't be too late to say thank you to me then."

"Also, kid, remember my name, my name is Holly."

……

Soon, Shen Yelan knew what Dongqing's words meant.

One time after school, she was walking in the alley when she was suddenly pulled into a dark place next to her, and then——

There is only one painful thought left in Shen Yelan's mind:

What is the difference between being beaten up by Holly and being beaten up by the school punks?

Does Holly hurt more?

In the first fight, she was in a trance, and only remembered to protect her head. The second time, she had a very heavy psychological shadow, but she was forced to understand the fragile parts of the human body by the hard-pain education. Those who are fragile and unable to move, where there is nothing wrong, and those who are beaten to death...

Shen Yelan's body was often wounded.

If she hadn't known that she was a student, and would have to face teachers and classmates in school, Dongqing probably wouldn't let her face go.

Just when Shen Yelan was thinking about whether this person was looking for an opportunity to repay her with kindness——

Once on the way to school, she was stopped by people from the school next door to collect protection money.

She was distracted, but the other party had a bad breath, and raised his hand to put her on the shoulder, with a very aggressive tone: "Hey, you stand for me..."

"Ah ah ah ah ah!"

Shen Yelan was taken aback when she heard the cry, and realized that she instinctively turned the person's hand away.

It is not to make her let go, nor is it not to let go.

But after this encounter, she has become more willing to be beaten, and of course, she has more chances to fight back once or twice.

……

"Okay, I'll be right over—"

This afternoon, Shen Yelan was beaten again, and her clothes were dirty. She went back to the house to take a shower early, but the door was unlocked, and Su Xi, who came back later, raised her hand and unscrewed it open.

"Wait!" Shen Yelan only had time to pick up her clothes to cover the part under her collarbone, and in the next second, she met Su Xi who was carelessly barging in.

The unresolved smile on Su Xi's face froze for a second before she stepped back stiffly: "Hey, why didn't you lock the door?"

Knowing that she was the one offended, Shen Yelan just lowered her eyes and said, "I forgot, sorry."

Su Xi's eyes glanced at the bruises on her shoulders and some marks on her neck that seemed to be pinched out. There was surprise in her expression. She retreated and closed the door halfway, then asked again:

"Hey, have you been beaten?"

Shen Yelan held the clothes up to block it, pursed her lips, and replied: "No."

Su Xi said "oh", closed the door and walked out, then turned around and shared this matter with Xu Jiao.

"Sister Jiaojiao, do you know what I saw just now?!" Su Xi ran to Xu Jiao's room, picked up Shunmao, a puppy who had completely recovered, and moved in front of Xu Jiao, forcefully grabbing her attention force.

Xu Jiao's eyes were all on the topic, and she answered her casually: "What did you see?"

Su Xi raised the little yellow dog's paw and gestured: "I saw so many injuries on Shen Yelan's body, it looked like she was beaten out, my God, did she get bullied again?"

Xu Jiao's pen paused, "You should ask her, what did she say?"

Su Xi was confused: "She said no, hey, she just looks like a dull gourd, she won't make a sound or complain after being beaten up, sister, should we help her solve it?"

Xu Jiao frowned when she thought that the system hadn't released any news recently.

It shouldn't be a problem.

In other words, even if it is difficult, it should be a difficulty that the heroine can solve, right?

She stopped thinking and thought for a while, until Su Xi repeated it again, and then said slowly: "She said no, then no, don't worry about other people's affairs, today's homework is finished?"

Su Xi hugged the dog, turned around and left: "Hello, sister Jiaojiao, goodbye sister Jiaojiao!"

However, when she reached the door, she took another two steps back. She didn't know what to think of, and a look of sudden realization and shock appeared on her face. She turned her head suddenly, and said to Xu Jiao:

"Wait! Sister! You said...that wouldn't be..."

Xu Jiao raised her eyes unhurriedly: "Huh?"

Su Xi licked her lips: "That's right, you know that there is a kind of person who has a particularly perverted psychology, likes himself and himself, is very ruthless, and has a very strange hobby. Have you heard of it?"

She talked more and more vigorously: "Hey, she didn't make it up by herself, did she? Just...you understand, right? I heard people say that under some extreme circumstances, the mind and body can actually... Well, you Do you understand?"

Xu Jiao: "..."

She squinted her eyes, looked Su Xi up and down, and wondered after a while: "Why, I think you seem to understand it very well?"

Su Xi felt the sudden coolness on the back of her neck, shrank her neck, and slipped away quickly with oil on the soles of her feet.

Before leaving, she still did not forget to say straightforwardly: "That's what it is!"

"Have you ever heard a word? Do you know Shaking M! It's just like her!"