Who is he?Why do you want to find him?

Find him, then what?

What if I can't find it?

What does it mean to die at which time according to the above?

So, did he accidentally avoid a chance of death just now, and was almost killed by a falling flower pot?

……

Xue Chen thought about these terrifying clues, and a fear that subverted his previous cognition suddenly rose in his mind.

—a fear he didn't want to admit.

That night, he read the contents of the diary over and over again, trying to find the relevant memories in the little bully's mind. Except for those parts that suddenly appeared, most of the contents can overlap.

why why?

What a mess!

Just looking at these pale words, gloomy and violent emotions entangled in his mind like vines, strangling his throat, making him breathless.

At night, he fell into a dream.

Someone who couldn't see his face said to him:

"Xiaochen, come here."

"Come here brother."

Such a clear voice, it sounds like a young man, slightly deep but extremely gentle.

"Is Xiaochen still feeling uncomfortable today?"

"My brother will carry you to listen to the sound of the wind."

"Okay, let's sleep together tonight, my brother will hold you."

"What are you talking about, I will always be with you, even if I take you away from my aunt."

"..."

Xue Chen felt a strange emotion filling his mind. He woke up sweating, panting heavily, as if he was avoiding those nightmares in the past.

Why dream of these things?

Memories of the little bully?

Brother... Brother again?

Could it be that the "find him" in the diary is to find my brother?

What is this with what?

He glanced at the time, 10:39.

The frightening thing is that Yu Jin made seven phone calls and several WeChat messages.

[Wildfire]: [Why left first]

[Wildfire]: [Didn’t you say you’re going to stay there with me tonight?]

【Wildfire】: [answer the phone]

[Wildfire]: [What happened]

……

Xue Chen was so emotional last night that he put his phone aside and didn't even look at it.

He quickly replied:

[Suddenly remembered a very important thing last night and had to come back]

Looking at the messages sent at different times, he blamed himself and felt a little sweet at the same time, as if he wasn't so scared anymore.

Xue Chen changed his clothes, went to the bathroom to wash up, and after staring at himself in the mirror for a while, he suddenly recovered and stopped looking at the person in the mirror.

After washing up, he opened the door and yawned as if deliberately relaxing.

thump--

He bumped into a person's shoulder. The person was afraid that he would lose his balance, so he held his shoulder firmly, and felt a strong touch from the cool temperature in his palm.

Yu Jin looked at him teasingly: "You finally woke up?"

Xue Chen was surprised and delighted, and at the same time a little timid: "Why are you here?"

Yu Jin moved closer to him, lowered his head slightly in his ear, and whispered in a low voice: "I can't reach my boyfriend, come and look for me."

Xue Chen's ears turned red all of a sudden. Afraid of being seen by Aunt Yang, he immediately stuffed him into his room and closed the door behind his back.

"When did you come?"

"I came here last night and said you were already asleep. I went back and said that I would come back tomorrow. I just arrived in three hours."

"Three hours? Just arrived? Why didn't you call me?"

"I came in to have a look, you..." Yu Jin paused, then smiled lightly, "You slept very soundly."

In fact, he saw him frowning as if crying, so he leaned beside Xue Chen and gave him a gentle hug, but he still didn't wake up.

Xue Chen snorted, and Aunt Yang happened to bring breakfast.

She also happily smiled at Yu Jin: "Xiao Yu, please eat some more. Hey, you two brothers look alike, and both of you have a good relationship with our young master. It's really a fate. It's so fun."

Yu Jin came here once before as a tutor, and later lied in front of Uncle Guan that he was Yu Ruixuan's younger brother. Uncle Guan also knew that this was his young master's new roommate, so it would be easy for him to make up an excuse to get into him. Home.

Aunt Yang took another look before leaving.I feel like Guixiang, but the difference is not without. For example, this younger brother Yu Jin is more gentle and caring for Xue Chen than the elder brother who is tutoring, and it can be seen in his speech and demeanor.

Yu Jin never came to Xue Chen's bedroom during tutoring before.Looking at it now, I'm a little curious,

The diary is still lying there.

Xue Chen immediately rushed over and subconsciously covered the diary.

Yu Jin raised his eyebrows: "What is it, secretive?"

"Diary of a Little Bully!"

"It's not what you wrote, what he wrote, what's the point of admiring it together." Yu Jin's eyes became a little meaningful.

Xue Chen put the diary in his schoolbag: "You are not allowed to pry into other people's privacy. It's already miserable enough that the little bully in the past was robbed of his body by me."

Yu Jin smiled, stopped arguing with him, and went to read the books on the shelf by himself.He picked up a few books and flipped through them, and asked with great interest, "Have you read all the books in that world before?"

"I've read most of them. I used to love reading."

He picked a few books, asked Xue Chen to borrow them, and planned to take them to the school to read, and Xue Chen readily agreed.

Xue Chen packed up and prepared to leave.

Just when Uncle Guan proposed to take them there, Yu Jin suggested to take the bus.

This point is the rush hour for cram schools on weekends. Most of the students are in the car. Yu Jin takes him to sit in a double-row seat opposite to the driving direction. There is a large group of middle school students standing in the back half of the car. Some of them watch the two of them chatting from time to time. All whispers.

Xue Chen was sitting by the window, and Yu Jin suddenly said in a low voice, "Looking at the constantly receding scene outside, do you have the illusion of going back in time?"

"Huh? It does feel like that."

The rapid retreat of the scenery really gave him a dizzy illusion, as if everything was going backwards, and he couldn't distinguish the reality of time.

Yu Jin glanced at him, and slowly said: "Actually, I once had a strong feeling that time was deceiving me."

"The famous time illusion theory, isn't it?" Xue Chen was startled, still pretending to be calm on the surface, and smiled lightly, "How did you deceive me?"

"I mean another illusion. I always feel that time is hiding something from me. It's like relying on the passage of time to dig out the real thing little by little."

After speaking, he saw Xue Chen's expression change as expected.

Yu Jin withdrew his gaze from staring at him, put his hand over the back of his neck to close the car window that was blowing cold wind, and very naturally approached his ear in front of everyone, and whispered to him:

"So, what happened last night, I think you don't have to hide it from me, just tell me, because I may have the same confusion as you. That's why I accepted it so well when you told me that you don't belong here Natural causes."

Xue Chen was surprised, and let go of his hanging heart.

Yu Jin is so smart, of course he guessed his abnormality.He had originally planned to keep it from Yu Jin and investigate this matter secretly by himself, but now it seems that exposing the problem to the person he cherishes the most is not necessarily a bad thing, being more honest means more trust and a sense of security .

"Okay, go back and tell you."

rental house.

After lunch, Xue Chen took out the diary.

"I almost died yesterday..." Xue Chen sat on the sofa, started with this sentence, described in detail what happened last night, and pointed out the doubtful points that he thought were suspicious in his diary. .

Xue Chen pointed and analyzed: "Although I don't want to believe this kind of nonsensical speculation, judging from the diary [where did you die again] shows that the little bully has probably experienced countless deaths. At present, it is possible There are the following types: the first type, the little bully is passed by countless people, and from [the essence of life is to constantly fight, before the next death], it can be guessed that those people died by accident. The second type, the little bully died by himself After countless times, and then being reborn, but it is still inevitable to fall into a cycle, and there may be an accident in the middle, and it turned out that I died in an accident and passed through him."

Xue Chen paused, "The third type—"

Yu Jin said for him: "There are two other possibilities. The third is that you are the owner of this diary, and you are the one who is constantly reborn and constantly dying. You travel back and forth between the two worlds. In that world, here The story only exists in your nightmares, in the novel you read. But in this world, you can’t remember the story there.”

"There is another kind." Yu Jin said, "Everything is fabricated by you. You have mental illness."

Xue Chen's eyebrows trembled slightly, and he pretended to be relaxed and asked him, "Then which possibility do you prefer?"

"I'll rule out the last one first. Whether it's you before or now, you don't quite fit the characteristics of schizophrenia." Yu Jin said, his tone was flat and gentle, which sounded very comfortable, "very If I had to choose, I would prefer the second or third."

"Really?" Xue Chen smiled.

Yu Jin narrowed his eyes slightly, brushed his hair, and a thin smile appeared in his eyes, "I suddenly thought of a very romantic guess. You came to find me, and that [he] is me, no matter what you do To find me."

"And..." Yu Jin put his hands around the back of his neck, gently scraped his thin white neckline, and smiled at the corner of his mouth, "Actually, the more I get in touch with you, the more I feel that you have a sense of familiarity." .”

"Do you have it too?" Xue Chen was surprised, "Then when did you first feel familiar with me?"

"Not long after school started, when you hummed "eversleeping", I happened to like that song for many years." Yu Jin looked at him.

Xue Chen suddenly thought of something, "Have you ever thought that our fight on the first day of school might be due to some kind of attraction? The previous owner of this body rushed to beat you, maybe subconsciously didn't want to beat you, but Is it attracted by you? It may be like me, I was attracted by you from the first moment I saw you. But, in my own perception, I am a straight man. "

"Romantic explanation is feasible, I like it." Yu Jin said with a smile.In fact, he would pay attention to this person before, and always felt that he was special, and would occasionally look at him twice, but that was all. At that time, he never had a sense of familiarity.

The real turning point was the first night of co-renting, when Xue Chen broke into his arms, and that "brother".

Thinking of this, Yu Jin raised the corners of his lips and said softly, "By the way, you can try calling me brother."

"What?"

"Now we can be sure that you and I have a sense of familiarity with each other before, and we have gradually increased with the close contact. I initially suspected that the key to solving the problem lies in you and me, and there is no mistake." Yu Jin started again Lifting his chin, Dafa, coaxing, "Come on, call brother to listen, in case there is an unexpected harvest."

The high-cold male god turned into a hooligan in seconds, Xue Chen slapped his hand away, and said in feigned anger, "Get lost."

Yu Jin didn't insist anymore, because he actually just wanted to hear him call brother twice.Every time he listened to it at night, he felt that it was very beneficial, and he wanted to commit a crime when he heard it.

But Xue Chen spoke, and the clear and clear youthful voice rang in his ears: "Brother?"

For a moment, Yu Jin's mind went blank for a moment.

"How did I call at night? Change the tone?" Xue Chen lowered his voice and called twice more, "Brother, brother?"

He observed Yu Jin's expression, saw that he was stunned, and asked, "Have you gained anything?"

"Have."

Yu Jin received the first unexpected physical reaction in history.

The author has something to say: Dirty dirt...the hearse is in place.

[Highlight] No abuse!won't die!will not separate!I don't allow them to be a little bit cruel!It will be sweet until the last chapter and the episode!

I'm back!I feel less pain in my waist, but I still can’t sit for more than 10 minutes for a long time (this chapter is finished by standing and lying alternately hahahaha), but I will try my best to keep updating (break my body and get angry)

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