legal cohabitation

Lu Qian said before that they would always be together, meeting gods and killing gods, and Buddhas and Buddhas, but it was He Peng's mother who killed them halfway.

In the end, he didn't say that it wasn't that He Peng liked him unilaterally, they were together, He Peng was the one he pursued actively, after He Peng yelled at him, Lu Qian fell silent, and then he was caught He Peng pulled him outside.

His wrist was pinched, and he stumbled and walked for a long way. He Peng pulled him to the uninhabited area outside the community and continued to walk.

The dim street lamps dutifully stood on the side of the street, and the strange lights sprinkled down through the air with moist water vapor, dyeing their hair tips yellow.

Lu Qian felt uncomfortable in his stomach. He suddenly wanted to vomit, but he had nothing to vomit.

Lu Qian stopped first and pulled He Peng to a stop.

"What do you mean?" He frowned at He Peng.

"That's all I can say in that situation." He Peng also looked at him, "You still have to take the college entrance examination, don't worry about these messy things, leave the rest to me, your parents won't know, you just take the exam .”

"I just care about the exam." Lu Qian suddenly sneered, "But I study hard for your mother's sake, He Peng, do you think I'm so useless because I'm a few years younger than you?"

Lu Qian looked at He Peng with strange and alienated eyes.

He Peng is also under a lot of pressure these days. He helps Lu Qian deal with various public relations issues, and personally calls the media people he has worked with. When has he ever talked to others in such a low voice?After finally thinking that everything was finally dealt with, he was called home by a phone call. What awaited him were those sweet and embarrassing photos with Lu Qian.

He had no choice, it was his parents, and he could only blame himself. He wanted to deal with all this cleanly, but he didn't want Lu Qian to witness all this.

At this moment, He Peng only felt a very irritating feeling spread to his chest, unable to go up or down, just lying there.

When he saw Lu Qian standing blankly at the door, he guessed that he would be angry.

But the way Lu Qian looked at him now made him very uncomfortable and angry.

He never felt that it was wrong for him to take the fault of being together to himself. It is true that he let Lu Qian approach every step of the way, and it is true that he did not treat him like a normal brother from the beginning. When Lu Qian secretly kissed him, he closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, and when Yue Li approached Lu Qian, he lost control.

He also understood why Lu Qian was angry.

But he just felt that Lu Qian was too stubborn, and Lu Qian used this stubbornness to completely block him from the outside.

"I didn't think so."

He Peng said this after a while of silence. He went to pull Lu Qian's hand, but he pulled it back. He Peng squeezed his palm and didn't pull his hand again.

"Calm down, Lu Qian."

Lu Qian couldn't calm down, he felt extremely uncomfortable, his throat was so dry and smoky, his heart seemed to be uncomfortable, and the cold wind directly poured down the throat into the chest cavity.

"He Peng, you let me just take care of the exam, what about you, I don't need to take care of you anymore, right? Then why are we still together?"

This is the first time Lu Qian said such words out of anger because they have been together for so long.

He Peng was stunned for a moment, and looked at Lu Qian with an indescribable gaze.

Both of them fell silent at the same time, He Peng had nothing to say, he really wanted to recite all the bad and not well-intentioned things by himself, but his boyfriend could not accept such a relationship.

Lu Qian's eyes were burning with anger, but the corners of his eyes were Yin Hong who was extremely wronged, and his gaze through the dim street lights condensed deeper sadness.

"Lu Qian, shall we go home first?"

He Peng was the first to break the silence. His nasal voice was very heavy, as if he had a cold, but there was a cautious temptation hidden in the end of his voice.

"I take a taxi by myself, and I want to go back to my own home." Lu Qian said.

"I can't get a taxi here, so I'll take you back."

The wind in the winter night was so cold that it quenched Lu Qian's burning anger and turned it into a pool of ice water.

He didn't bother to toss about anymore, he lowered his head wearily and quietly, and followed He Peng to the parking lot.

Lu Qian walked up and down along the edge of the flower bed, his eyes always downcast, as if angry, he didn't look at the same tired back in the front and side.

How did they become what they are now?

Lu Qian was thinking about walking, but accidentally slipped his foot from the edge of the flower bed with a wrong foot. He hissed, his brows were furrowed, and he was nailed to the bone by the piercing pain when he wanted to stand upright. In situ.

"what happened?"

He Peng immediately came over to support him, took Lu Qian's hand and put him on his shoulders, then squatted down in front of him, rolled up his trouser legs, and his ankle was swollen a lot.

I have to go to the hospital.

"I'll carry you on my back." He Peng turned his back in front of Lu Qian.

Lu Qian bit his lower lip. He didn't want He Peng to carry this situation.

"...I can walk."

"Come up!" He Peng suddenly shouted at him.

Lu Qian climbed onto He Peng's back.

In the car, He Peng called the doctor he knew and said that instead of going to the hospital, he went directly to his private clinic.

Lu Qian tilted his head and looked out the window. There was no view outside the window. After watching for a while, he couldn't help but focus on He Peng's shadow projected on the car window.

There was still gauze on his arm, and his brows were tightly furrowed.

He Peng shouldn't be like this.

Lu Qian closed his eyes, and suppressed the wetness in his eyes.

***

Lu Qian's sprain was not serious. After hot and ice compresses were applied in the clinic, only a few medicine packs were prescribed and he was fine.

He Peng drove him home, helped him to the door and rang the doorbell.

As soon as Mother Lu opened the door and saw Lu Qian's appearance, she felt distressed instantly. She didn't know what happened in the previous few hours, and thought that Lu Qian was completely hit by the comments on the Internet.

"Oh, what's the matter? Why did you hurt your foot?" Mother Lu helped Lu sneak into the house, "Aren't you just talking nonsense to those people on the Internet who don't understand anything? It's not like your parents can't afford you for the rest of your life , if we are not happy, we will ignore them, why can't my son do it, and just go and suffer from it."

"I..." Lu Qian opened his mouth and found that his throat was so hoarse, he coughed quickly, "I'm fine, I just twisted it accidentally when I was walking."

"Hey, you're too careless." Mother Lu put him on the sofa, then turned around and said to He Peng, "He Peng, please sit down for a while, I've troubled you for the past two days, are your hands okay?"

"It's okay, it doesn't matter anymore." He Peng smiled at Lu's mother, and then noticed the eyes looking over from the sofa, he paused, "I won't sit down, I'll go back first."

Mother Lu was worried that Lu Qian was too worried at the moment, so she didn't force him to stay.

After sending He Peng out, Lu's mother turned around, and Lu Qian had already jumped to the door of the bedroom.

"Wait a minute, Qianqian, are you hungry, do you want me to get you some supper?"

Lu Qian's eyes were hot, and his tears couldn't be held back. He turned his back and pressed his eyelids with the heels of his palms irritably: "No, I want to sleep. I'm sleepy and tired."

***

There was a sound of water in the bathroom.

Lu Qian crossed one leg and adjusted the water temperature to a moderate level. Some of his long hair was soaked by the water. Lu Qian stroked the broken hair from his forehead to the back of his head.

Raising his head facing the shower head, he closed his eyes, and the warm water hit his face. The tears he had endured all night finally completed his task, squeezed out from the gap between the eyelashes without warning, and fell one after another. go down.

He was crying out of breath, as if he had never cried so ventingly since he could remember.

Lu Qian is not a crybaby. He was naughty when he was a child. He seldom cried when he was scolded. He just lowered his head and admitted his mistake, with a face of "I made a mistake. I will dare to do it next time." Sometimes she shed a few tears and recovered quickly , but this time, he felt that he really couldn't recover.

He squatted down, hugging his knees, wearing only a thong of underwear all over his body, the warmth hit his back, and it hurt a little.

His breathing was short and messy, and the heels of his palms were tightly pressed against his eyes, but tears kept sliding down the heels of his palms from his wrists, silently joining the water on the ground.

He cried until he was in a trance, collapsed and desperate, calling He Peng's name over and over again, one after another, his voice became hoarse, and finally only choking and breathing remained.

Tears are like a floodgate, once it starts it's hard to stop.

He Peng coaxed him more than once, saying that there was nothing wrong with him, and he would take care of everything.

But no.

Lu Qian didn't want to let himself be his hindrance, and he didn't want to see him bow his head to ask others for help for himself, but He Peng.

He, but He Peng, who has been the pride of heaven in the eyes of everyone since he was a child.

What's more, there are some things that the two of them can't predict at all. He Peng doesn't want Lu Qian to see any dark side about this world. He wants to protect the purest part of his little friend's heart.

But is this really something that He Peng can do with hard work?

Of course Lu Qian believes that He Peng can do anything for himself, but he can't drag He Peng to death.

He has long seen the disgusting and dark humanity in the place where there is no He Peng.

Half a year ago, when he was still running around to promote "Godhead", when he just became popular and appeared in the eyes of everyone, he met a producer in his thirties backstage at the show.

The man came up, looked at him with a smile, and said to him, "How much does it cost a month?" At first, he thought the man was asking him how much he paid for filming for a month, but then Shen Yi walked up and said a few words One-liners drew him away.

He didn't know until later that the man was asking Bao how much he wanted a month.

How dark the world was later shown in front of Lu Qian, he felt guilty and blamed He Peng. He Peng was so kind to him and protected everything about him, but he just couldn't accept this kind of himself and this kind of behavior. relation.

This time, He Peng's parents knew about it, so He Peng said that it was all his fault, and that it was his pursuit of himself that brought things to such an impasse.

Then what about later.

If their affairs were exposed to everyone, would He Peng still do this?

He did all the bad things, and he was the innocent and simple victim.

After all, He Peng still treats him as a child who has not grown up. If this relationship does not change, He Peng will always stand in front of him and bear all the infamy and embarrassment for him.

***

The dream was chaotic, with many fleeting and fragmented memories flashing through.

Lu Qian remembered that He Peng, a sophomore in high school, took him to the movies. At the end of the movie, he followed the protagonist and said the line: I love you.

Lu Qian remembered their New Year's Eve in the United States, fireworks were blooming above his head, and the sound kept coming and going. He secretly put his hand into He Peng's pocket and held his hand. He thought in his heart, I will have you sooner or later.

The hands of the alarm clock next to the bed were glowing thinly, and it was already 02:30 in the morning.

Lu Qian felt that he was top-heavy, and his forehead seemed to be burning hot.

Have a fever, he thought.

The forehead was throbbing and hurting, and the chest was burning hot while breathing.

He picked up his phone, but He Peng never sent him a message.

Lu Qian's fingertips were trembling, and he edited the text message: Brother, why don't we just forget about it.

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Pay attention to the summary of this chapter!

【Immediately send candy after the abuse~】

In order to let everyone eat candy quickly, let’s double update tomorrow~ one chapter at [-]:[-] am and one chapter at [-]:[-] pm.

It's not about abuse for the sake of abuse. There are real differences and estrangements between Lu Qian and He Peng. Although they love each other very much, if the conflicts are not resolved, more and more conflicts will arise. The initial heartbeat will be overwhelmed by the complicated daily life Trifles fade away.

So, in the next chapter, Lu Qian will grow up.