i'm not chatty

The Winter Soldier followed me into the museum, which displayed photos and videos of the US team from before entering the army to being fished out.

Looking at the model of the American team whose clothes were stripped in the middle of the hall...

"I'll go! Who is it!" Who put my thoughts into action? ! "Hands are so fast!"

Kneeling on the ground, my heart is full of pain... What a beautiful body...

The Winter Soldier looked at Captain America's portrait on the screen above, the boy with a righteous face, firm eyes, and conviction, which somewhat overlapped with the self in memory, but had nothing in common with the present self.

He pursed his lips slightly, and there were so many things in his eyes that even standing next to him, I was slightly moved.

In the past, he was a sunny boy, Sergeant Barnes respected by everyone, and Steve's good friend. Now he is a machine that kills countless people, a Winter Soldier walking in the dark, and the enemy of the US team.

It's hard for the Winter Soldier to return to the Bucky that Steve said.

"Did you...remember anything? More than before?"

The Winter Soldier's eyes flickered, and he said softly, "Not much."

He remembered some, although not so much, but enough for him to understand how different the past is from the present.

"Hey...do you know what mission I received just now?" I went over and put my arm on his shoulder and patted him, but there was still pain on his face, although it was not obvious.

He pursed his lips, turned his head and left: "Not interested."

"Why are you walking so fast, and no one is chasing you... If you are really sad, come, I will lend you my shoulder, and you can cry wantonly. Yes! Brother, give me a hug, and tell me what’s in your heart! Talk about the sadness and concern over the years!”

I think singing can soothe his wounded heart, and such warm lyrics can comfort his inner pain.

The Winter Soldier who heard my singing stopped, turned his head impatiently, and stared at me. After a moment of silence, he just looked at me like this, and then suddenly threw the hot dog in his hand into the trash can accurately. He also tilted his head slightly: "Getaway."

I was so angry that my nose was crooked: "You! Are you a devil?!"

It's this sentence again, who cares about following you!And that's the luxury version I bought with all my heart! !Still ready for you to eat! ! !

I rushed up and walked side by side with him, crossing my arms to express my anger: "Hmph, let me tell you, Fury told me to stare at you just now, I can't get away, how many times have you said this to me It's useless!

I, Li, will take root in your house from now on. I want to drink your water, use your electricity, go to your toilet, sleep in your bed, suck your pasta, and eat your rice! ! ! "

As I spoke, my anger slowly dissipated, and I nodded, as expected of Li Dalou in the mouths of aunts.

The Winter Soldier sighed slightly, turned and left.

The way here is slow, I eat here, play there, I don’t feel too tired, and there are people around me... Listening to myself, an hour and a half has become a leisurely walk.

But now it’s not anymore. I was so angry with the Winter Soldier that I couldn’t hold back my face and said slow down, I couldn’t keep up, so I could only speed up the frequency firmly. After a long time, the calf muscles swelled. In order to show my dignity, I can only Hold on, lower the frequency a little.

Finally arrived downstairs, I wiped the slight moisture from the corners of my eyes, there was no way, I was born stubborn.

I always remember the gossip of the aunts. At that time, I was sitting next to them, kneading melon seeds, opening my eyes wide, and happily listening: "Oh, look at this Li Daba, the biggest advantage of the whole body is the thick skin Enough to eat! Exactly the same as us, when we first came to Hong Kong, who (four times) would have thought that we could open an orphanage? We picked up such a trumpet.”

"Yeah, that's great, Big Speaker."

The words said by the aunts have left a deep memory in my young mind. When I was young, I held melon seeds in my hand, nodded heavily, thick-skinned, enough to eat!

Sitting on the small sofa of the Winter Soldier, eating plums, watching a comedy on TV, and tapping my feet happily.It's better to be thick-skinned, I thought.

In fact, I didn't even have to do this task. It's not difficult to know where he is, but I just want to say these inconspicuous words next to him for no reason, and get angry with him. Maybe I have never met such a good audience.

"Grandpa, is the meal ready? It's almost noon." I got up and went to the kitchen, asking him to add more seasonings, it was too vegetarian and not tasty.

The Winter Soldier in the kitchen was staring at the rice cooker in rapt attention. Even against the light, he couldn't see what his expression was.The rice in the pot was soaked in water and was still slightly cloudy.

"What are you doing staring at it? Are you cooking with your mind?" I covered the pot, plugged it in, and cooked it slowly: "Look, the rice cooker needs to be plugged in and controlled."

The Winter Soldier moved his eyes and looked at me.

Ah, what's the matter with wanting to pat his head? !

Alas, this child has a heart demon, how will he soar in the future?As a flying power, I am a little worried.

"Cough" I rubbed my hands: "The place where I grew up was an orphanage. None of the aunts in the courtyard were from Hong Kong. They all came from Northeast China or came from Sichuan. Oh, there are a lot of them. That place of giant pandas."

I looked at the things in the refrigerator, and I can make a few stir-fried dishes. Let him eat authentic Chinese home cooking. Although he is a centenarian, he has long hair and short knowledge.

"They came to Hong Kong to work and have been working for many years. I don't know why, but they came up with the idea of ​​​​running an orphanage. They obviously don't have enough to eat and live in a big factory. Don't you think it's a little funny?"

Beat eggs in, scrambled eggs with tomatoes, how can such a classic dish not exist?

"Their orphanage has neither reported nor joined any association. It's just a few old women raising eleven children in a very narrow alley. There is a sign on the door that reads 'Little Angel Welfare Institute' ’. The simplified characters are still used, and the writing is crooked.”

Let's fry a potato.He's eaten French fries, so he shouldn't have eaten this.

"We didn't speak Cantonese at the beginning, and we learned it later. Several old women work in shifts every day, leaving one person in the orphanage, and the rest are in the factory as if desperate, shifting shifts day and night. They work every day. What I like to talk about most is, "Oh, look, the Chinese New Year is only a few months away, how can we have a good meal?" Even our studies are taught by the brothers and sisters who go to school next to us. Send some delicious food to my brothers and sisters every day, we have never eaten those things."

Well, make another soup and you're done.

"Later, the old women were getting older and older, and the factory no longer needed them. They relied on their own craftsmanship, sewing, mending, cooking and so on. When I was 15 years old, the old city was going to be demolished. I thought I could go to a better place, but in the end, there was no compensation, and they had to be sent back, but I didn’t expect that they came to work.”

"When we went to the court, they gave each of us a big paper bag with a lot of money in it. At least in the next few months, we couldn't starve to death. Guess what happened after that? "

The Winter Soldier looked at me and poured me a glass of water: "Sent back?"

"That's right. Originally, the judge saw that they had adopted so many children and was going to give them a light sentence. Later, someone reported that they had lost money. Some old women, afraid that we would starve to death in the future, robbed a rich lady's bag. The judge not only Sentenced and deported permanently. The police don't know where we went with the money.

Because of that money, in that winter when there was snow everywhere and the Christmas trees on the street were decorated with lights.I made it through. "

I finished my water and turned to chop potatoes.

"They violated the law at work, and adopted eleven abandoned babies by doing good deeds. Except for me, the other ten people have grown up, and others have no obligation to control us, but they gave us the support to live. The judge because of them Not only black households, but also robbing money, hurting people, sentenced to ten years in prison, ordered to be permanently deported, and at the same time let eleven struggling children lose their support. Whose fault do you think these are?"

"...It's all wrong, and it's all right."

After a long time, the Winter Soldier didn't speak until the soup started bubbling.

"Yes. I understand a lot of your story when you put it together. Although it is not comparable to your story, the same thing is that people will always look at the right or wrong of a thing because of their different positions. different, but one will always be far more right than the others."

I fried the potatoes, put them on a plate, and the stewed fish soup was missing.

"You used to be a soldier with faith and saved many people. You were indeed a winter soldier who killed many innocent people later on, but now you can be a winter soldier who saves many people."

The Winter Soldier looked at the blue sky outside the window, and there seemed to be something extra in his eyes.

"You may not believe it. The old women in the orphanage told me this truth."

They also said that how cold the night is now, you will feel how warm the sun will be in the future.This is what I believe, and I hope you believe it too.

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On, aunt's philosophy of life.