How I was forced to be a boss

cloudy on the fifth of july

dear mother:

Things are going well recently, I decided to leave our small village and come to a big city, I hesitated for a long time, but thinking that you will definitely support me, I still did so.

When I set foot on the land of the city for the first time, everything was very novel to me. The constant flow of people and vehicles, and the towering tall buildings all made me very excited, and I felt that I might have this opportunity to make a fortune in this city.

Although I'm here for the first time, everything is fine and I still have money left on me. I hope you don't worry.

Love your old ideas.

Sunny on August [-]th

dear mother:

Today is a rare good weather in recent days, which makes my recent gloomy mood brighten up.

I know it's not suitable for a man my age to act like a baby anymore, but thinking of your gentle and loving expression, I still can't help but want to complain to you.

There are indeed many opportunities in big cities. However, for people like me who came from the countryside, no one was willing to introduce me to a job.

This is the first time I know that such a place exists in a big city, a place that is even more dilapidated than the countryside, and where people are more indifferent.I was able to survive here for a period of time, which made me feel very surprised.

But please don't worry, your son is still young and strong, and I can definitely find a way out for myself.

Love your old ideas.

sunny on october [-]

dear mother:

Although I have not been able to get out of the current predicament, I have gradually been able to adapt to life in the slums.

There are almost two worlds outside and here.The outside is bright and beautiful, there is no hunger or killing, and even the air seems to be warm, which makes people extremely enviable.Poverty hangs over this area like a dark cloud. People and children here are ignorant all day long, fighting each other for their livelihood, and people often die for a piece of bread.If you knew that your son lived in such a place, you would be too sad to speak.

But out of self-esteem, I really can't let go of going back to the village in such a disheveled manner. I have been such a person with strong self-esteem since I was a child.You must understand my choice, right?

Although I know it's useless, I still hope you don't worry too much, because I really don't know who to talk about these things with except you.

Love your old ideas.

sunny on [-]th december

dear mother:

It is already winter, and the severe cold will not avoid people who earn a living because of the city.I've been feeling a little unwell lately, but I don't think it's a big deal.

Recently, the struggle between forces has become more and more fierce, and the gangsters have suffered heavy losses. I heard that many people in the slums have gone to the gangsters to develop, and they may be able to get a living there.I also plan to go there to try, maybe with my strength, I can also have a place there.

Hope peace of mind.

Love your old ideas.

Sunny March [-]th

dear mother:

I haven't written to you for a long time, I don't know if you are lonely.

I successfully joined the largest gang in the city. Although I was still a small low-level employee, I was finally able to live a life full of food and clothing.

I do some complicated work on weekdays. I think you are unwilling to accept those things, so I won't go into details here. I just hope you can know that I am fine.

Love your old ideas.

heavy rain on may [-]

dear mother:

I've been thinking a lot about the meaning of life lately.If you know, you must laugh at me.A student like me, who was often invited by teachers to parents when I was in school, can actually think seriously one day.

I really did a lot of things that would break my legs if you found out, but I think you will always forgive me and give me a chance to reform.

Recent work has brought me back to the ghetto, which is still the same.Even though I've had a relatively good life, my self-esteem burns instantly and unbearably whenever I'm ridiculed or appear poor in front of people.

I seem to have forever been marked by the ghetto.

I sometimes think that I want to be a real "person" and an equal person, but others don't take me seriously at all, don't recognize the value of my "person", and regard me as a person in the gutter. Rats are seen as rags that can be trampled on at will.

But what frustrates me the most is that people like me are everywhere in places like slums.

I regret coming to the city a little bit, this is a monster that can devour people.

I'm sorry to have said so many depressing things.

Love your old ideas.

cloudy august [-]th

dear mother:

My boss is seriously ill. He is very old. If he is in the countryside, people of this age may just need to chat with neighbors and grow vegetables every day. The madness of leaving traces in the world with the last sliver of vitality is daunting.

Fortunately, the doctor he relied on more and more seemed to give a little advice now and then.

The city is becoming more and more turbulent, people are in a hurry, and they don't see the slightest communication with each other.

I am still the same, doing low-level work and running around.I don't know when these days will end, and when I can persist.

Love your old ideas.

sunny on [-]th december

dear mother:

When I was working recently, I found that the faces of people outside the slums had the expressions of the people in the slums. It was dark. I always felt that the slums were like wounds in the city. If they are not treated, they will only continue to expand. In fear.

Love your old ideas.

fine on february [-]

dear mother:

I really have a lot to say to you these days.Confused, I don't know where to start!

My previous boss passed away, and the new boss took office. I didn't feel much about it. It's not about me after all.

Because of the former boss, the company seemed to be in trouble. I couldn't leave easily, and my mood was depressed day after day, but the company gradually took action.

There were a lot of strange news in the city, which caused many forces to fight each other. It was not until the boss took us to get the money and weapons from the warehouse to the warehouse that I finally realized that it was all the strategy of the upper management of our company. .

I saw with my own eyes what a fortune that was, and how our company wiped out all the enemies without firing a single soldier.

The plan is intertwined, and I just feel afraid when I hear it from my colleagues.

That mentor, I must use this title to define her, is an existence who can play with this city that I am extremely afraid of.

I am not the only one who thinks this way, but my colleagues are also secretive about this mentor.

Sometimes I also think that maybe my company is about to become something horrible under the guidance of this mentor.

I just hope I don't meet such a person.

Love your old ideas.

April [-]th sunny

dear mother:

I don't know how to write to make you understand how I feel.

When I went to work in the slums again, everything there had changed dramatically, and the most amazing thing was that I saw light and hope on the faces of the people there.

You must have no way of knowing what that mentor did, and I can't tell you one by one, but if you appear in front of me now, you must laugh at me for a long time.Because I couldn't control the tears from my eyes.

I don't even know why I'm crying.

No, maybe know.

Love your old ideas.

Yin on May [-]th

dear mother:

Forgive my negligence all the time, I don't know how you are doing recently.The mentor came to the company not long ago.

It turned out to be a young girl, I was confused, I hope I can express my feelings clearly to you.

Mingming is not very old, but when she confronted the boss, she didn't lose the slightest bit. Standing there, she didn't look like she had any great strength, but as long as I thought of this person's deeds, my colleagues and I I dare not make any more moves.

My colleagues are very afraid of her, and I heard people talking in private, if offended her, don't know when to disappear casually is a good thing, but that is a teacher who controls people's hearts, destroying a person's spirit and heart is even more important It's so easy, I'm afraid life would be worse than death.

At times like this, I can't suppress the thought of rushing forward to refute.

No, I don't think she is like that.

She is... someone who brings hope.

Do you agree with my point of view?

Love your old ideas.

sunny on july [-]th

dear mother:

Not long after the last time, the mentor came to the company again, and this time he gave Mr. Zhongyuan a token.That's really important stuff, and sometimes I even dream of Mr. Nakahara as myself in my dreams.I think my colleagues should think so, the jealousy in their eyes is almost overflowing.

It was the pen that the teacher carried with him. It is said that the plan was perfected little by little with this pen.

Mr. Zhongyuan is undoubtedly lucky. This pen not only represents the recognition of the mentor who single-handedly pulled the company out of the abyss, but also indirectly recognizes the identity of Mr. Zhongyuan's disciple.

That is a symbol of Mr. Zhongyuan being protected by this mentor.

From then on, even in a place like my company, those shadows will never fall on Mr. Zhongyuan again. No one is willing to take the risk of offending the mentor, and no one knows what kind of revenge it will lead to. After all, even if It's the boss, and I feel uneasy about it all the time.

After that, even in the dark, Mr. Zhongyuan can still walk in the sunshine forever.

How can I not be jealous of such favor.

But, mother, I think: to be a "person" in the true sense may not be as far away as I thought, but to be able to come to this city bravely may be the most correct thing I have done in my life. thing.

Just miss you a little bit, how are you doing?

Love your old ideas.

"Kumi Hayakawa! It's time to go! Don't you want to ask for leave tomorrow to visit the grave! Hurry up and finish today's work first!" A big man in a black suit shouted to the boy sitting at the desk writing.

The boy looked at him apologetically, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry! It will be ready soon!" As he spoke, he put a thick stack of letters into his bag.

The big man touched his head helplessly, and said, "Are you going to bring the letter this time? You really persisted for three years!"

The boy raised a bright smile and said: "Yes! Because I want to tell her that I can live a good life alone! I am already a reliable adult!"

"So don't worry about me!"

The author has something to say:  …

"Speaking of which, what were you laughing at just now?"

In Hong Kong's car, Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't help asking curiously.

The girl laughed softly again.

"When I was in Hong Kong and Hei just now, I seemed to see a boy secretly looking at me. His eyes were shining, like a cute puppy. Because it was so cute, I couldn't help but laugh. It was Chuya's subordinate. Right! Only Chuya has such cute subordinates!"

"Huh?? How could I have this kind of subordinate!"

.......Extra 1end

1 I don’t know if I wrote the Hong Kong gangster’s perspective you want to see, haha, I discovered it yesterday! (pride

The 2 mode is inspired by Tuo's "The Poor", but I guess you can't see it, because I was going to find a similar feeling, but I was persuaded by Tuo's series of "little babies". I..... .

3 Hayakawa Komi, there are a few easter eggs on the date

感谢在2020-04-0300:21:01~2020-04-0306:17:00期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Boss Jitai; 3 bottles of Baiyun;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!