[Wen Ye] Ghosts and Notes

Opening his eyes, he habitually glanced sideways at the quilt next to him—it was bulging.

Grabbing a corner of the quilt cover with his fingers, he pulled it apart, and as expected, he saw a certain creature sleeping inside "..." After staring sleepily for a long time, Nakahara finally gave up the entanglement.

Turning his gaze to the door, he saw the door lock being picked open as expected.

This guy Tsushima sneaked into his bed by picking the lock while he was asleep again, and... "Why did you bury your head under the quilt again?" Doesn't it feel boring?

Holding the opponent's armpit and pulling upwards, the man pulled the gray-haired boy's head out of the quilt.

Probably woken up by this action, the boy frowned, opened his eyes a little, and yawned like a lazy cat, smacking his mouth, "Hmm... are you going to get up?"

"It's still early, it's only five o'clock."

Because he hadn't spoken for a long time, a slightly hoarse voice came out of his mouth, "Go to sleep." He patted the child's back reassuringly, and the brown-haired man lowered his eyes and smoothed the long messy hair behind his head to one side.

"Hmm..." Hearing the other party's words, he closed his eyes very quickly and peacefully.Then stretched out his right hand from the warm quilt, slowly shaking it from side to side.

Understanding what the other person meant, he sighed softly, covered his palms, and gently clenched "Are you a child... you still need to shake hands after sleeping." With a volume that I could hear, Zhong Also said to himself.

"Because... I like it." The quiet atmosphere in the bedroom was broken by a small, softly crooning voice.

"..." Without saying anything, the brown-haired man silently clenched the fingers of the two of them.

Because they promised each other to go to the playground today, the two got up early in the morning and came to the entrance of the paradise.

"Children's ticket is half price." Swiping his finger on the phone, he pondered for a moment, and Zhongyuan Zhong also said to himself: "No..." Tsk, and I forgot that that guy is no longer a child now, You can't buy children's tickets at all.

The boy who was licking the ice cream noticed the annoyed expression on the other side, and turned his head, "Hmm...? What's wrong."

Lifting his head and scanning the ticket purchase interface on the screen of the man with red hair, Tsushima instantly guessed what was going on, "Well, it's not okay to be a child." "And the projection realized, it is very easy to change the appearance.

"No, it's fine as it is now." Seeing that the young man was gearing up and wanting to look like a child for free, he curled up his fingers and flicked a brain on someone's smooth forehead, "Be honest with me."

"Wow - it hurts!" Like a frightened rabbit, he stepped back a few steps, raised his hand to cover the place where he was bounced, Tsushima sucked his nose pitifully, with a voice of grievance overflowing from his mouth.

"Stop pretending, I don't have any strength at all." He clicked his lips, raised his eyelids, and looked at the child's sluggish look speechlessly. In the end, Chuya finally sighed, and put one hand on the gray-haired boy. shoulders, brought to his side "Let's go."

"We've been living together for three or four years, but Chuya still treats me subconsciously as a child." Licking the melted ice cream water on the cover of his fingers, a muffled voice came out of Tsushima's throat.

"Aren't you a child?"

"Hey—it's obvious that Chuya has always treated me like a child."

One hand quietly touched the ears of the people around me, and she moved her head playfully forward, "After all, Zhong also likes me like this." That's why I kept making this picture.

The warm and slightly moist breath sprayed on the pinnae of the ears, causing the red-haired man to subconsciously tilt his head "..."

Silent for a long time, he pressed the top hat on his head, pondered for a while, and realized that he had indeed treated the other party as a child who needed to be taken care of first. "...I see." Thinking expression.

"In your eyes, who am I to you?" Suddenly, restraining his playful expression, Tsushima lowered his eyes, looked at the swaying tree shadow on the ground, and said softly: "A friend? Or a lover? Or is it a child...?" The delicate eyebrows and eyes were somewhat confused.

"...Then who am I in your eyes?" Without answering Tsushima's question, the man's deep voice melted into the rustling breeze.

"Zhong is also a very important person to me." Lifting the hand on the side, the boy held the hem of the man's coat. "...a very important person."

I just want to be together all the time, all the time, never to be separated.

The bone marrow is fused together, the blood is blended, hugging each other and sharing warmth-this kind of passionate and paranoid love.

I want to love you more and more, and I want to suck more and more love from you.

If this is love between lovers, it seems to be different-because it is too paranoid.It would not be accurate to say that this is the dependence between relatives - this love is too hot.

Therefore, it has been suppressed.

He has been clenching his teeth desperately, enduring the thick emotion in his chest.Because the person who is afraid of being frightened by such a hot desire, flees in a hurry.

——Because I like you so much, I just don’t want to see the back of you leaving.

"Then I have the same opinion as you." The clear blue eyes moved away from the phone and took out a cigarette from his pocket. "You are also very important to me."

"..." No, I mean...

The lips that opened up and down trembled weakly, and finally closed, Tsushima silently swallowed the roar in his heart back to his stomach.The corners of the mouth curled up, taking back all the unwillingness, and showing a calm smile, "Yeah."

Silently lit the cigarette, although there was no expression "..." on his face, he actually observed all the emotional changes of the child.

White smoke overflowed from his mouth, engulfing the small piece of air in front of him.The cigarette paper held between his fingertips was burning silently, his eyebrows gradually furrowed, and Zhong Yuanzhong also fell into deep thought.

In fact, I understand.

The child's feelings for himself.

Although I am not as sharp as that guy Dazai.But after getting along for so long, even a piece of wood can feel the other person's thoughts, besides, I am not a person with low EQ.

Since Tsushima doesn't want to let himself be "aware", it doesn't matter if he keeps pretending to be ignorant...but is this really what he wants.

No... should say if this is what I want.

Throwing the burnt cigarette butt between his fingers into the trash can, the brown-haired man rubbed his hair irritably.

This is really not like myself, so submissive and cowering.Zhong Yuanzhong also thought of it in a self-deprecating manner.

"Are you two? Okay, please come." Counting the number of people, the staff arranged the team.

Sitting on the Ferris wheel, looking at the shrinking building outside the glass due to the gradual rise, "Wow." Putting your hand on the window, the dark eyes sparkled with excitement.

"Hey, does Chuya know?" The sky gradually darkened into night.The colorful neon lights flickering in the distance are projected on the fair skin of the teenager, "If you kiss at the highest point of the Ferris wheel, you can be together forever."

Subconsciously humming in doubt, he slowly understood Tsushima's words, "Ah? Oh." Zhongyuan Zhong also responded in a low voice.

"Chuya kiss me." Like a child begging for candy, he folded his palms together and curled up the corners of his mouth with a smile.

Thoughtfully pinning the broken hair behind the ear, revealing one side of the cheek, Tsushima leaned forward slightly.

Frowning, the brown-haired man looked at it for a while.The hand wearing the black glove was raised, and the fingertips touched the opponent's smooth and delicate skin, and the thumb secretly touched the boy's chin. Before Tsushima could react, he pressed hard.

"Huh?" Out of surprise, the gray-haired boy's eyes widened, and what caught his eyes was the scene that made him stop breathing.

There is a soft touch on the lips, and a breath with a slight smell of tobacco.

Because of being frightened, Tsushima instinctively stepped back and put on a protective bar on his head, "It hurts!" Covering the place where he was hit, Tsushima narrowed his eyes in pain.

Reflecting on what happened just now, "What..." Obviously I meant just a kiss on the face.The earlobe was slowly dyed pink, a little hot - just like my own burning mood now.

"Well, you look very happy." Smiling, it's rare to see the other party's flustered look, I don't know why it feels a little funny, folded his arms, and continued: "You really are a coward, you .”

"...Me." She was stunned suddenly, meeting those helpless eyes, all the words she wanted to hide were stuck on the tip of her tongue, unable to speak out.

"I don't mind." Not to mention running away.

I have made up my mind long ago that I will always protect you, how could I leave you alone.

Seeing the other party's hesitation, the deep voice resounded in the narrow space, "You clearly know that this is impossible." As the holder of the "book", at this moment, I have already shared the "existence" with Tsushima. ” connected together.

——The two of us are "ghosts" stored in the book.

"And how could I hate you." Looking at the slightly trembling shoulders, covering his eyes with his sleeves, and sobbing, Nakahara also put his palms on the boy's small hair, and stroked them gently.

"Fool."

Because I love you too, I will not be afraid.

We still have a long, long time to talk together, a long, long time to hug together, a long, long time to move forward together.

——There is still a long, long time to love each other.

The author has something to say: the finale.

After thinking about it for a long time, I feel that there is really no need to continue writing.

Because dementia has found his home, he has grown into a strong person.

His persistence paid off, and he finally got his light.

This already fits with what I wanted to write in the first place—the story of a wimpy coward who ends up being loved.

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After that, it’s time to revise the article, correct the wrong sentences and typos in the previous article, and there is no update.

It may take a long time for the extra episode to be released, after all, it must be added to the book first.