Meaningful

Chen Yishen cleaned up the mess in the living room, sat in the living room in a daze for a while, suddenly felt at a loss.

He thought about it, got up and went into the room where he put the goods to pack up everything, in order to be more clean and tidy when he moved out, but when he finished his work, only an hour had passed, and Chen Longyu's side There is no news yet.

Obviously it would be best if there was no news, but he happened to be very physically shaken, and his heart became even more restless.

Chen Yi sighed deeply, and simply logged into his Taobao account to check, and found that there were about a dozen orders that had not been sent, and there were quite a few people who came to consult. .

Only then did Chen Yishen get a little excited, sat cross-legged on the sofa, and clicked on the dialog box.

123: Are you there?

123: I have some private matters to consult.

The message was sent on the night of the Chinese New Year, but Chen Yishen didn't reply until now, and only saw it now.

Chen Yishen was quite curious about what personal matters 123 would ask, so he typed quickly.

Your lifelong harbor: yes dear, what do you want to ask?I must know everything and say everything.Your lifelong harbor is always at your service.

Chen Yishen originally thought that 123 would come back after a while, but he didn't expect that the other end would show up online soon, and then a new message broke in.

123: I would like to ask if there is any necessary connection between liking someone and desire.

Chen Yishen never expected that the question asked by 123 would be so philosophical, so he froze on the spot, not knowing how to answer it.

Let him review his countless love history, to be honest, Chen Yishen himself has to admit that there is nothing worth learning from his past.

Feelings, but no desires.And there is desire, but no emotion.

In the past few decades, he has tried several times to enter the stage of love with someone, but he has always been a turtle at the last moment.

He felt scared and didn't dare to go in at all.That kind of feeling is not something that can be expressed clearly in a few words.

Chen Yishen could only say that 123 had found the wrong counselor.

But Chen Yishen naturally wouldn't slap the face, so after hesitating for a while, Chen Yishen replied.

Your lifelong harbor: Kiss, I personally think so.If you like someone, you must have desires, which are multifaceted—possession, closeness, longing, all kinds of desires.But if the desire you are referring to is only physical, it is governed by physiology, and desire does not necessarily lead to emotion.

123: In other words, if you have feelings, you must have desires, but if you have desires, you may not necessarily have feelings.

Your Lifetime Harbor: Yes.

123: If there is no desire, does it mean that there is no emotion?

Your lifelong harbor: emmm... It can be understood in this way.Is there anything else you don't understand dear?

123: Yes.

Chen Yishen waited for a reply from the other side for a long while, still stuck on the word "yes", couldn't help typing and wanted to ask, the next second, the other party sent another very simple sentence.

123: Then what do you think, what is liking like?

Your lifelong haven: It's hard to judge... How about this, my dear must be emotionally confused, tell me what's going on, maybe I can help you analyze it a little bit.

123: Yes.

123: Friends' likes and lovers' likes seem a little blurry to me at the moment. Most importantly, I can't tell if I'm interested in the same sex.

Chen Yishen's heart suddenly beat like crazy. Although he had already guessed that 123 was a bit gay, but when he admitted it himself, Chen Yishen was still a little inexplicably excited.

Your lifelong harbor: Kiss, this is what I suggest. If you are not sure, why not give it a try.

123: How to try?

Your lifelong harbor: kiss, cuddle, or even a direct shot?

123: ...

123: I don't want to hurt him.

Hey, what an earth-shattering and peerless gay!One must know that Chen Yishen, who has been in bars and is familiar with all kinds of 419 routines, is the first time he meets such a fresh and refined cutie.

Chen Yishen was almost overwhelmed with emotion, and directly developed feelings for the other party that surpassed that of a customer.

But when he thought that the other party was not good, and most likely he was a bald middle-aged man, all of Chen Yishen's surging emotions disappeared in an instant.

After sending out an emoji, Chen Yishen typed.

Your lifelong harbor: I can understand the feelings of kiss, but if this continues, it is more likely to hurt the other party's heart that probably loves you. /Cute, if you really don't want to hurt each other, you can try... see**?

123: **?

Your lifelong harbor: 99 yuan packs more than 1000 pornographic files in my computer, and keeps them so that you can find your true sexual orientation and learn various postures to please your future wife. Of course, you can also Purchase other tools in this store, and let the kiss regain the longing from the depths of the soul.

Your lifelong harbor: your lifelong harbor, a must-have product for your home, you deserve it.

123: ...

123: Email me.

Immediately afterwards, 123 sent a series of numbers, obviously not his usual email address, because there were too many weird codes.

Chen Yishen can understand that this kind of "I can't do it" embarrassing incident, of course, can't be publicized on the Internet.

Looking at the amount transferred by the other party, Chen Yishen was satisfied and packed and sent to the other party's email box the encyclopedia of ** that he had saved for many years covering all over the world. 123 has already gone offline, probably to enjoy the movie that will change the rest of his life. went.

Chen Yishen turned off the computer, and the phone finally started beeping loudly.

Feeling bad all of a sudden.

The caller was from an unfamiliar number, Chen Yishen picked it up and pressed the speakerphone.

"Chen Longfei!!" The sharp female voice was like film scraping the wall, extremely piercing, "Where did you die, you dared to send your brother into the police! You shameless son of a bitch, you are not happy Get him out of here! I raised you so big that you—”

"Enough." Chen Yishen finally interrupted the dirty words from the other party's mouth, frowned, and said every word with a gloomy face, "I'm going now, you and Chen Ning stay at home, don't run around."

Chen Longyu had to figure it out by himself in the end, Chen Yishen knew this better than anyone else.

After all, Chen Longyu was sued by Su Sunan for trespassing, and the settlement had to be signed by Su Sunan. He had a headache and had to ask Su Sunan for help.

Although Chen Longyu did it himself, he deserved it.

Chen Yishen called Su Sunan, and the other party answered quickly: "What's wrong?"

"I have to pick up Chen Longyu," Chen Yishen said, "He is my aunt's lifeblood."

"En." Su Sunan replied, "I put the settlement book in the study, you can find it yourself."

Chen Yishen responded, and before hanging up the phone, he said "thank you" in a soft voice. Chen Yishen thought that Su Sunan would not be able to hear him, but he didn't want Su Sunan to reply him: "It's okay."

Chen Yishen sighed deeply, got up and walked into the study with his slippers on. There was a photo on the table. This time, Chen Yishen picked it up and took a look. It was a photo of Su Sunan, Su Yaya and her mother, a very close family of three, I think I was really happy before.

Although I don't know why they divorced, but... Su Sunan is a straight man, which is very obvious.

Chen Yishen took the photo back again.

Chen Yishen smoked a whole cigarette at the entrance of the police station before walking into the police station.

Chen Longyu squatted on the ground, seeing Chen Yishen coming in, he was about to curse again, Chen Yishen glanced at him, and said coldly: "If you want to go out, shut up."

Chen Longyu could only grit his teeth fiercely and shut his mouth, but his eyes still stared at Chen Yishen from time to time, wishing to bite Chen Yishen to death.

After all, squatting in the police station is not a good feeling.

Chen Yishen signed countless letters before leading Chen Longyu out. As soon as he left the gate of the police station, Chen Longyu yelled that he was going to beat and swear at others, but was frightened back by Chen Yishen's words: "If you dare to touch me, 10 yuan is enough Don't even think about it."

Chen Longyu gritted his teeth, and after a long silence he asked, "When will you give me the money?"

Chen Yishen closed his eyes, took a deep breath, exhaled the smoke ring, and said in a deep voice, "Give me some time."

Chen Longyu told Mother Chen about Chen Yishen's loosened mouth, and Mother Chen also fell silent. She didn't say anything about getting into the situation.

For the Chen family, the only thing that can make them obey and keep them silent is the word "money".

Chen Yishen knew that he should not care about what he should do, but he couldn't help it - he knew what kind of virtue the Chen family was, and it was fine for him to be harassed before, but now that Chen Longyu knew the address of Su Sunan's home, it was hard to guarantee Nothing more shameless will be done.

Chen Yishen thought viciously, forget it, fuck it, anyway, it's only 10 yuan, just give it.

But at the same time, what rose from the bottom of his heart was a deep sense of powerlessness.

To be honest, he didn't know what to do. Apart from working hard to make money, he had nothing to do.

Because of Chen Yishen's promise, Chen Longyu and Chen's mother were reluctant to be quiet, but they were still not happy to let them go back. They would rather lay the floor in the shop, assuming that they would not leave unless they got money.

After the new year is over, Chen Ning has to go back to class. After all, she is about to take the college entrance examination.

Mother Chen and Chen Longyu were unwilling to go back, so Chen Yishen sent Chen Ning to the train station alone.

The little girl stood in the train station where people were coming and going, and finally she couldn't help crying: "I'm sorry brother, I didn't like them..."

"It's none of your business." Chen Yishen patted her head, and said in relief, "You just need to study hard, in the future our family will have a college student with good grades, we can't be illiterate people who haven't studied much .”

Chen Ning laughed and cried: "Brother, I actually think you are very smart. When I read more books, I will teach you."

"Forget it," Chen Yishen said, "I get a headache when I see the math—it's okay, let's go check the tickets."

Chen Ning let out a "huh" and left with one step and two turns.

Chen Yishen stood until the train left, and then let out a bad breath and walked outside the train station.

The author says:

123: Hey, although my wife kissed me casually, I can't kiss my wife casually.Otherwise the wife will be angry.