senior cry

Chapter 92 Missing Him Excessively

After Yan Ze finished posting the video, he was stunned for a while, until he kept receiving various notifications and phone ringtones, which kept ringing all night, which showed the rapid spread of news.

Basically, he came to ask his classmates and even his teachers who cared about him.

But he simply replied a few times and didn't have the energy to explain.

He also only answered the phone calls from his adoptive parents.

The old professor and his wife were very worried over there, and felt guilty that they never knew.

It was with great difficulty that Yan Ze calmed them down and made them give up the idea of ​​rushing back tomorrow.

It was already late at night after tossing, and the phone was vibrating so hot that he simply turned it off.

It's just a thought that keeps lingering in my heart...

Lu Lin never looked for him.

He knew that what he did last night might hurt Lu Lin a little bit.

Could it be that it hurt too much?

Yan Ze felt a little uneasy.

But he felt that the other party would not be angry for long.

He was just afraid that Lu Lin would not let him go to Xiao Chuan, and that the other party would not allow him to do such a shocking thing.

While washing in the bathroom, Yan Ze looked up and saw himself in the mirror, and suddenly thought that there was another Lu family behind Lu Lin.

This is also the reason why he would rather use this extreme method on his own than to find Lu Lin.

He doesn't want to affect the other party.

But now it seems that maybe it still affects...

Is that why Lu Lin finally decided to draw a line with him?

There were so many calls and messages, and he kept subconsciously paying attention, but none of them came from Lu Lin.

At first he was relieved by it.

As a result, the later he went, the more he cared.

Did Lu Lin really just ignore him like this?

Yan Ze brushed his teeth sullenly, his gums were bleeding due to excessive force.

I didn't want to force him to help, but I didn't even care about it. Is it too much?

Even ordinary students are not as good as!

When he recorded the video, he was particularly fearless.

After it was sent out, as the attention got more and more attention, he was relieved, but at the same time he also had to bear the same turbulent doubts and abuse, and he began to feel a little tired and uneasy.

He was used to digesting everything silently by himself for many years. Even if such a big thing happened, he didn't have a single heart-to-heart friend to confide in.

I didn't think there was anything before, but recently, I have been accompanied by people for quite a while.

Although that person always bullies him.

As the saying goes, it is difficult to go from extravagance to frugality, and so is emotion.

After being accompanied by someone, it will be much more difficult to return to the state of facing alone.

His stomach was still growling with hunger, and he ate only one meal a day, which was instant noodles.

Wrapped in the quilt and curled up in the chilly bed, Yan Ze suddenly felt miserable, and missed the food at home a little bit...

He suddenly found that when he was thinking about "home", what came to mind was the rented house of less than [-] square meters.

Hurry up and sleep with your head covered.

He didn't know how long he had slept in a daze, when he suddenly heard a knock on the door.

He got up in a daze, and asked at the door, "Who is it?"

A familiar deep voice, Yan Ze's hand holding the doorknob slightly shook, and the door opened immediately.

The person who was still thinking about it before going to bed suddenly appeared in front of him, Yan Ze was a little confused, "Why are you here?"

"If I don't come, what will the senior do alone?"

Lu Lin snorted coldly, and walked in on his own.

"But……"

Yan Ze followed behind, his heart beating a little loudly in the dark night.

"But what?"

Lu Lin stopped suddenly, Yan Ze almost bumped into him, and was supported by the other party.

Yan Ze said in a daze, "You ignored me all day..."

A narrow smile appeared on the corner of Lu Lin's mouth.

"Did the senior miss me? Do you know how I felt when you ignored me a few days ago?"

Yan Ze avoided the question, "I thought you were angry."

"I'm very angry."

Lu Lin walked in with Yan Ze in his arms.

"But I was angry at home, and the senior couldn't see it. Isn't it white? So I have to run over and get angry in front of the senior, so that the senior will feel guilty!"

Yan Ze touched his nose and lowered his head. He did feel a little guilty before.

"I thought you didn't dare to contact me, a troublesome person, because of your family relationship."

When he saw Lu Lin's parents separately, although it was only a few minutes, he could feel that they were very decent and noble people, and he definitely didn't want his son to be involved in those things with him.

Lu Lin took him to lie down on the bed again, "They can't control me, I not only want to get in touch with this troublesome senior, but also get in touch deeply."

As he said, he pinched Yan Ze's chin and kissed it, and kissed the dry and soft lips for a while like tasting, until they turned into the rosy look he liked again.

Yan Ze had no intention of shrinking back at all, his body, which hadn't warmed up after covering for a long time, quickly heated up.

The strange thing was that the bed was freshly made, and it was a bit hard. He had always felt that it was softer now, and it was much more comfortable.

The drowsiness returned.

He indulged himself a little and reached out to hug Lu Lin's waist, burying himself in Lu Lin's chest.

It's like hugging a giant doll, although it's a little hard, but it's generous, warm and reassuring.

Inexplicably, he thought of the movie he had seen before, Dabai in "Big Hero [-]".

After thinking about it, he fell asleep with a faint smile on his lips.

The next morning, because the curtains were not drawn, the sun shone in wantonly, and Yan Ze woke up quickly.

There was no one around, and the room was extremely quiet.

"Lu Lin?"

He tried to shout, but no one answered, not to mention the aroma of breakfast wafting from outside as usual.

Yan Ze was stunned for a moment, looking at the flat pillow and bed beside him, he gradually realized that he was just having a dream.

He actually dreamed that Lu Lin came to look for him, and... kissed him for so long!

Yan Ze's cheeks turned red quickly, and he rubbed his forehead in annoyance.

He thought about Lu Lin last night, but he hasn't thought about that part yet!

I think should not be?

Yan Ze felt a little uncertain again.

And he was still in the dream, hugging Lu Lin's body, drool drool on him from sleep!

Why would he dream of such specific details!

He immediately got up and washed his face to wake up.

—It must be because the pressure has been too great these two days.

He was washing up and lost his mind again.

Because that dream felt so real, what Lu Lin said, what he did, and even the familiar feeling of meeting lips and teeth...

He turned on the phone, with a little expectation that he didn't know what it was, and searched through the bombardment of hundreds of message reminders and caller IDs, but he couldn't find the familiar person.

Yan Ze threw the phone on the bed with a gloomy expression on his face.

The person who dreamed all his dreams, after one night, there was still a message and no phone call.

There are even junior high school classmates looking for him!

It's definitely not that I don't know that I haven't seen something that can be explained.

Lu Lin really didn't plan to talk to him anymore.

However, isn't this what he dreamed of a few months ago?

Yan Ze thought angrily, well, he finally got rid of Lu Lin as he wished.

He decided not to think about this person all day today, so as not to have any strange dreams at night.

Breakfast was served with biscuits and plain water. While eating, Yan Ze tried hard to find useful information among the numerous news.

To be honest, he really didn't expect to cause such a big sensation.

However, many people who reprinted it would use words like "the blood and tears accusation of a beautiful boy" as a gimmick, which made him feel a little uncomfortable, but it is still

The effect of transmission has been achieved.

It's just the first day, and there is nothing special to gain.

Yan Ze dealt with most of the useless news throughout the day, and in the evening he slumped on the sofa exhausted physically and mentally.

He decided to take a break and go out to buy a la carte, and make a living by himself.

Together with Lu Lin, during the period when he gave up the takeaway, he really felt a lot better.

So I plan to learn to feed myself in the future.

Yan Ze wore a black sweater, dark blue jeans, a hood, and a mask to avoid being recognized.

Recently, when Lu Lin goes back, he will bring vegetables, and he will go to the supermarket with him on weekends.

But it seems that Lu Lin's grocery shopping is quite simple. With a glance, he knows which vegetables he wants to pick up, and he buys them quickly.

Occasionally, Yan Ze would say, "Can you take some of this too?"

Sometimes Lu Lin would add it to the shopping cart without hesitation, and sometimes he would say righteously, "No way, senior has been eating this for the past few days, the nutrition is too simple."

While Yan Ze was dissatisfied, he could only whisper in a voice that he could only hear, "Who told you to make it so delicious..."

This kind of words must not be heard by Lu Lin, otherwise the other party will not only raise his tail with pride, but also pester Yan Ze for a reward as soon as he returns home.

It's obvious what the reward is...

Yan Ze shook his head abruptly to drive these thoughts out of his mind.

Why do I think so much about buying a dish?

He was pushing the shopping cart, lost in the face of the dazzling array of dishes.

When parents come back, they must teach them how to buy vegetables.

In the end, he reluctantly relied on his memory, chose a few dishes that he had an impression of before, and hurried home.

The sky had already darkened, it was time for dinner, and there were not many people on the way back.

Yan Ze carried a few bags of things and walked quickly along the road, recalling the recipes of these dishes in his mind.

Anyway, it seemed quite simple for Lu Lin to do it, but now he found that Lu Lin could not be used as a reference.

This man has the air of making everything simple...

and many more!

Yan Ze closed his eyes again in annoyance.

The number of times I thought of Lu Lin today must have exceeded the limit.

I hope that I won't be knocked on the door again when I go to bed at night...

— A black van passed him silently.

Suddenly, without him noticing, the car door opened suddenly before the car stopped, and two tall and strong people jumped out.

Yan Ze sensed that something was wrong, and when he wanted to run, it was too late. He was dragged into the car with his mouth covered, and plastic bags spilled all over the floor as he struggled.

He passed out quickly, and before he fell into darkness, he saw the car door being closed, and intermittently heard someone talking on the phone next to him.

The last thought was, "It's a pity that my few bags of vegetables..."