senior cry

From the swimming pool, the gym, the theater to the bedroom, it is said to be a visit, but in fact Lu Lin unilaterally pulled Yan Ze to talk, and he listened absent-mindedly, focusing more on Lu Lin's hand on his shoulder .

Because of their interest in books, when they came to the huge study room, Yan Ze was finally attracted.

The study room has an antique flavor that mixes Chinese and Western styles. Even the floor has been replaced with wooden ones. There is a circle of low, dark-colored sofas in the center, and a solid wooden round table in the middle. The rest of the space is reserved for a few rows of large bookshelves, which are so high that they almost touch the ceiling. , which are full of books.

This time without Lu Lin's guidance, Yan Ze took the initiative to walk in and look around carefully.

Lu Lin was behind him, his eyes were unfathomable.

"Your family even has this set of books!"

Yan Ze found a set of books that he could not find in every major library in the city, and his tone became excited.

"But in fact, no one watches it at all. My dad likes to do these silly things."

Lu Lin said with a little disdain.Even the word "my dad" seems to be shouted reluctantly.

"If the senior likes it, you can take it away." Lu Lin's hand slid from his back to the front like a snake, and his body stuck to it, "As long as..."

Before he finished speaking, Yan Ze dodged and ran away, "I'll go over there and have a look."

Lu Lin looked at the empty arms in an instant, and chuckled, "Senior has become more flexible."

I used to be so scared that I couldn't move.

Seeing the direction he was going, Lu Lin followed him calmly.

Yan Ze stopped in front of a special bookshelf in the back of the room. There were no books on the middle two floors, but some photo frames, old-fashioned toys and other old gadgets were left empty.

"This is something from my childhood. They don't like it, but I want to keep it, so I put it here."

Yan Ze understood that he meant before he was brought back to Lu's house.

"Did you have a good time as a child?"

Yan Ze couldn't help asking.

"I do not remember."

Lu Lin spread his hands nonchalantly.

"do not remember?"

Yan Ze was stunned.

"Well, I don't know why, the memory before coming here is gone."

Lu Lin tilted his head, with a look of reminiscence on his face, "My mother told me that one day after she sent me to the orphanage, I suddenly appeared in our old house with a fever and a bad There was little blood, she was terrified at the time and thought something happened to me, but after checking, she found that the blood was not mine, so she suspected that I had fought with someone else, and when she didn't know what to do, my dad sent someone to come , we were all taken in..."

Yan Ze raised his eyes suddenly when he heard "blood on his body", and a strange feeling spread throughout his body like electricity.

Lu Lin continued, "Later, I went to the best doctor to see him. He said that he might have post-traumatic stress disorder, which caused him to lose part of his memory, senior? What's wrong with you, why are you looking at me so strangely?"

Yan Ze hurriedly looked away, "It's nothing."

The following words were suppressed extremely low, "Impossible..."

He panicked for no reason, and his heart beat out of rhythm.

An imperceptible smile flashed across Lu Lin's face.

In order to conceal the panic and confusion in his heart, Yan Ze pretended to continue looking at those old things.

But suddenly, he was stunned again, staring at an inconspicuous photo frame with wide eyes in shock.

"This..." Yan Ze felt as if he had suddenly lost his ability to speak, and raised his finger to point at the photo frame, but his throat was so dry and tight that he couldn't speak.

What I heard from the schoolgirls that day, what I saw and heard today, and all the things between Lu Lin and Lu Lin these days are all flashing in my mind, pointing to the most unbelievable truth.

Lu Lin didn't seem to see anything wrong with him, so he said briskly, "This is the only photo I can find in the orphanage, and my mother said that I carried it in my arms to protect it. "

He took down the photo frame, "Senior, let's guess which one is me."

"Which one?"

Yan Ze's voice was a little empty, his expression was also a kind of confusion and illusion, and his eyes rolled as if they couldn't find the focus.

"It's boring to say it directly, seniors first guess..."

Yan Ze looked up at him suddenly, with unprecedented eagerness in his eyes, "Which one is it? Which one is you?"

Lu Lin seemed a little stunned, before pointing to a small figure in the photo, "This one."

Yan Ze seemed to be frozen, his eyes were firmly glued to the place where his fingers pointed, and his whole body seemed to wander far away, with a feeling of being unpredictable.

After a while, he sighed vaguely and lowered his head.

Lu Lin frowned slightly, a trace of uneasiness flashed across his face, but soon changed to a look of concern and doubt, "Senior, what's wrong with you? Are you uncomfortable?"

"I'm fine..."

Yan Ze's voice was a little trembling, very soft and intermittent, "It's you... I just... I've been worried about you... so good..."

All the clues were laid out in front of him bit by bit, gradually becoming clear.

Lu Lin was Xiaochuan's shock, and the relief that he had lived a good life these years shocked his brain and heart. He even forgot all the bad deeds Lu Lin had done to him at this moment, and only he was Xiaochuan full of joy.

Lu Lin actually didn't expect Yan Ze to believe it so easily. He had prepared countless lies, but it seemed that they would not be useful for the time being.

Even God is helping him, let Yan Ze hear part of the information from others first, and then let the other person walk to this bookshelf by himself, and ask questions by himself, which is more convincing than him deliberately guiding everything.

Yan Ze still lowered his head, his shoulders shrunk to look smaller, his whole body was trembling slightly, so fragile that no one dared to touch it.

This made Lu Lin feel guilty for a second, and questioned the big lie he had told. Is it really okay to do this?

But this insignificant uneasiness disappeared the moment his senior raised his head to meet him.

The warm light from the study room made Yan Ze's face seem to be shrouded in a hazy halo, and even his tears seemed unreal.

But Lu Lin could see clearly that he was really crying now.His brows were slightly frowned, his eyes were red like rabbits,

Tears glistened in the eyes, and two tear stains extended down the cheeks, hanging on the pointed chin, like drops of water hanging on the eaves on a rainy day.

His lips were as bright red and moist as ever, slightly parted, revealing some white teeth.

Lu Lin stared at the teardrop that accumulated on his chin until it fell overwhelmed, obviously without a sound, but Lu Lin felt that it fell in his heart, and made a huge "tick", shaking the entire chest Faint fever.

The fever was even worse in other parts of his body. The heat all over his body made him feel that the coating of his tongue was dry.

"I finally found you."

Yan Ze's eyes were warm, filled with emotions, his voice was a little choked up.

But Lu Lin didn't actually hear what he was talking about, the feeling of being so cool that he couldn't help but tighten his toes hit him again, even stronger than when he first saw Yan Ze .

He felt a sudden tendency to stand up somewhere, but fortunately the jeans were very tight so that it would not be too obvious.

But the uncomfortable feeling is very clear, even so, Lu Lin continued to act patiently.

"Senior, what are you talking about?"

"Do you remember this guy next to you?"

Yan Ze wiped his eyes, calmed down a little, and said seriously.

"do not remember."

"This is me, we used to be in the same orphanage."

Maybe it was because the shock on Lu Lin's face was too realistic, and Yan Ze's eyes turned red again.

He sniffed, tried to force a smile, and muttered to himself, "It's fine if you don't remember."

Yan Ze thought of that little bloody face again, calm and not frightened, but with sad eyes.The next day, the entire orphanage spread the news in panic that Xiao Chuan stabbed the deputy director and escaped, but he couldn't believe it, even though he was the only witness.

When I saw Lu Lin's face, even though I was still surprised and confused, it was undoubtedly a handsome, favored, and proud face.

He never imagined that the thin and delicate boy at the beginning would grow into such a tall, strong and handsome boy now.

Yan Ze curled the corner of his mouth, couldn't help reaching out to touch his face, and retracted as soon as he touched it.

Lu Lin still looked unbelievable.

"Senior means, we knew each other before? How is this possible..."

He lingered in the study for a while, and seemed to finally accept it, "No wonder I felt an inexplicable sense of intimacy when I saw the senior, and couldn't help but want to get closer."

Even those dark thoughts and bad deeds before have found the most perfect solution.

Yan Ze also seemed to remember something about the two of them, but he hadn't recovered from the huge shock. Facing Lu Lin, he had a complex and subtle feeling, and subconsciously wanted to clear his mind alone, "It's not early Yes, I'll go back first, let's talk about it another day."

But Lu Lin didn't intend to give him a chance to recover, so he grabbed his wrist and said softly, "Senior, don't leave today, can you tell me about the past?"

Yan Ze lowered his eyes hesitantly, and Lu Lin squeezed the back of his hand, "I often try hard to remember the lost memory, but I can't remember the headache, senior, it seems that we had a good relationship at that time, didn't we?" ? Why do you want to escape now? Is it because of those things before?"

His tone became sad, "I thought I was so annoying by nature, but there were times when even the seniors were nice to me."

Yan Ze's heart softened again, and he clumsily tried to comfort her, "Actually, you're not that annoying now..."

"Then why the senior was so nice to me before, but now he doesn't even want to stay and talk to me."

"I didn't say I didn't want to, it's just..."

Lu Lin's eyes lit up, "Then I'll have someone prepare a room for the senior."

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