Young voices

The time spent busy preparing for Ding Ling's retirement was too fast.When Lin Jingjing was freed from this incident, the date on the calendar moved forward by fifteen spaces.She doesn't have to devote herself so wholeheartedly to making herself spin like a spinning top. There are many people in Yinyou who can share the routine work.And the reason why she was so busy that her feet didn't touch the ground was on purpose, it was something she found for herself.Because once she is free, she can't help but think about what happened in the cafe that day.The scenes of Xiao Fei leaving were played back in her mind frame by frame in slow motion.She doesn't want this, she wants to escape.

But no matter how much you invest in escapism and work, the work will always be done.

After Ding Ling's EP was booked, Lin Jingjing didn't even have the excuse of "pretending to be busy".

She lay in the dormitory for two days, looked at the number on the phone countless times and wanted to press the dial button, and threw away the phone in a hurry like a ghost countless times.On the third day she resigned to her fate.She finally realized that since she didn't have the courage to apologize to Xiao Fei when the incident happened, she would only lose courage day by day in the following days. This inference told her cruelly that she would never be able to press the dial button up.

She despises herself, hates herself.

But she can't change herself.

Recently, when she left the dormitory in the morning and went to buy coffee for Wang Zi as a routine, Lin Jingjing couldn't cheer up.There is only a little more than a month left before the exam week, and there is a strong academic atmosphere floating everywhere in Yinda University.Lin Jingjing walked on campus, feeling that she was out of place with all the students around her.

Wang Zi cared about her very much.While caring about her, he still likes to toss her to do some work that a nanny can do.

In the past, Lin Jingjing would definitely jump up and resist the unreasonable demands of the gangsters, protesting eloquently, "I am your student, not your maid! Please leave these matters to the prince himself!" But now she seems to be playing tricks. My energy is gone.Whatever Wang Zi ordered, she would do it silently.Don't talk back, don't refute, don't quarrel, live a more well-behaved life than she has lived in the previous 22 years.What's even more frightening is that Lin Jingjing has been wearing a plain face and sportswear in front of the world for the past few days.That Lin Jingjing, who has been regarded as the school belle since she entered Yinda University, even wore a sports T-shirt, sports trousers and sneakers for a week in a row.It is quite a scary thing for a young woman who regards dressing and grooming as a hobby and abides by it every day suddenly stops dressing up.

No matter how slow the man's nerves were, Wang Zi could feel that Lin Jingjing was abnormal.

In the afternoon, he asked Lin Jingjing to go to the library to borrow some audio materials. Lin Jingjing went for a run without saying a word, and put the things on his desk when she came back: "I borrowed them all. See what you need today. I can make a few more trips, and I will borrow it."

Wang Zi was surprised, and asked her, "You've been acting strange recently, what happened?"

"No, I'm normal."

"Patients in general mental hospitals say the same thing about themselves."

"Oh."

Wang Zi was speechless, this is obviously abnormal!

Lin Jingjing sighed: "It's really fine. It's just that I was too busy a while ago and I haven't recovered yet, and my mind is a little tired, so I don't bother to argue with you. If there is no work for me today, I will go back first."

Before Wang Zi could speak, Lin Jingjing turned around and pushed the office door to leave.

It just so happened that Lin Jingjing's cell phone in her sweatpants pocket rang.She gave up on opening the door and took out her phone first.

The moment Lin Jingjing saw the screen, she petrified as if she saw Medusa's eyes.The progressive ringtone of the phone became louder and louder, and the more she thought about it, the more she sang, but she stared at the screen and showed no sign of answering.

Wang Zi couldn't stand it anymore and reminded her: "Are you answering? If you don't answer, are you hanging up? What are you thinking?"

"Hang up! Who said I'm going to hang up!" Lin Jingjing turned her head and glared at Wang Zi, then pushed the door and rushed out.Almost at the same time, she picked up the phone.

There was the sound of radio waves being connected, but no one spoke for a long time.

"...Frida, are you listening?"

The voice of Xiao Fei came from the speaker of the mobile phone, Lin Jingjing desperately resisted the urge to cry immediately, covered her mouth and said, "Yeah."

"I'm sorry I haven't contacted you for so long after I dropped you at the cafe."

"...You, haven't you heard what Gu Fan said?"

Ling Fei paused for a moment, then replied: "He said everything, I know."

Lin Jingjing's nose was sore: "Then you still say sorry to me, are you stupid..."

"I didn't call to blame you. I have no position to blame you. Gu Fan's attack on your good friend... I knew it from the beginning to the end. I knew it but couldn't stop it, so I can be regarded as an accomplice Right. So now, it’s just what you’re doing.” Wei Fei’s voice was calm, as if talking about something that had nothing to do with him, “I called you to say goodbye to you.”

"Farewell?" Lin Jingjing was anxious, "Where are you going?"

"Back to England. I'm at the airport."

Lin Jingjing murmured "ah", and suddenly realized that Si Fei hadn't been able to reconcile with Gu Fan, it must have been because of the failure to reconcile, that's why he was leaving.She couldn't even say an apology, but Li Fei was about to leave.

"I, I'll go to the airport to find you right now! Don't go through the security check first."

Hearing Lin Jingjing's nonsensical words, Li Fei paused again: "...Frida, I'm going to fly in less than two hours."

"Please! It's only 10 minutes by taxi, wait for me!" Lin Jingjing stomped her feet anxiously, and ran to the school gate with her mobile phone in her hands, "Wait for me, If you don't wait for me, I will cry to you now!"

"Frida..."

Lin Jingjing begged him: "I will be there in 10 minutes on Tuesday. Wait for me at the security checkpoint. Be sure to wait for me."

Lie Fei was silent on the phone for a long time, and finally agreed.

Lin Jingjing jumped into the first taxi she saw and asked the driver to go to the airport as quickly as possible.Then I couldn't help but burst into tears in the car.The tears I had endured for more than 20 days finally broke out at this moment.She was crying so hard that the driver mistakenly thought she was going to the airport for some kind of farewell appointment, and drove very hard, even running a red light, and finally delivered her within 10 minutes.

"Little girl, run quickly, there must be time!"

A word of encouragement from the driver made Lin Jingjing run the best [-]-meter sprint in her life.She rushed to the departure floor and ran towards the security checkpoint, and when she was ten meters away from the security checkpoint, she saw Li Fei standing up to greet her.

All the luggage should be checked in, and Xiaofei didn't take anything, so he stood alone at the security checkpoint.Although Lie Fei is wearing a mask, she is 1.8 meters tall and thin, with platinum-blonde hair and a fair complexion, which is still very eye-catching.There are many girls who want to see him up close but dare not get too close, staying three to five meters around him.

Lin Jingjing ran up to Luo Fei and stopped, her breathing was messed up, she bent down and panted for a while.

Li Fei patted her on the back tenderly: "Why are you running in such a hurry, I said I will wait for you."

Lin Jingjing panted for more than half a minute before straightening up.She knew that her face must be ugly now, and crying all the way was definitely the ugliest moment in her life.She took a deep breath and suddenly yelled loudly: "I'm sorry!!"

This roar shocked everyone who was three or five meters away.The crowd of onlookers began to whisper.

Xiaofei frowned, and he raised his hand to wipe Lin Jingjing's face: "Have you ever cried? I told you that I don't want you to apologize. Why do you... Frida, I've seen you dozens of times today, probably because of your good looks." lowest ebb."

Lin Jingjing ignored his little joke: "Ash, I'm sorry. Even if you don't need my apology, I still have to say, it's all my fault, and it's all my fault. I hate Gu Fan, yes, I want him to taste Sun How uncomfortable it is to really taste it. But I got you involved... You are my friend, but I don't care about your feelings at all, and I haven't contacted you and apologized to you after so long. I Really the worst friend in the world... I'm sorry." She spit out all the words that were suffocating in her heart and turned into internal injuries, "Did I cause you to break up with Gu Fan? You finally mustered up the courage Faced with his own feelings, he even bought a ring... Did he break up? It's all my fault..."

Lin Jingjing couldn't continue talking here.She has already committed sins, and now she is crying and apologizing, just to make her conscience feel better.She's a really bad person.

Xiao Fei shook his head, small invisible ripples appeared in his light brown eyes: "I think of myself too special. I thought that as long as there is no Sun Zhen, I will be the most special one to him. It's a pity I am not. You made me see clearly that Gu Fan will not stop his hunting with or without me. So what if he wears my ring, he can still turn around and kiss other people behind my back."

"So that's because I found someone to seduce him!"

"Whether it's the person you're looking for or not, it's a fact that he betrayed me again." Li Fei gently pulled the corner of his mouth, "So I really don't blame you. Frida, this matter is not your responsibility. I've already thought about it .”

Lin Jingjing bit her lip and resisted the urge to cry again, took out the wallet from her pocket, opened the interlayer, and squeezed out a small ring.

"This is……"

"It was the ring you threw away. Return it to its owner now."

As Lin Jingjing spoke, she pushed the ring to Lie Fei, but Lie Fei refused to take it.

"What I have already thrown away, I will not take again."

Lin Jingjing flattened her mouth, and tears rolled in her eyes: "You, if you don't take me, I will cry."

Xiao Fei looked at Lin Jingjing, but still didn't reach out.In the end, Lin Jingjing really didn't lie to him, and a tear the size of a bean burst down.Li Fei raised her hand to wipe her again: "Don't cry, a lot of people are watching. I have to go through the security check, but I won't be able to make it to the plane."

Lin Jingjing nodded silently.

"Thank you, Frida, thank you for coming to see me off." After wiping her tears, Li Fei held her face and didn't let go, "Although we haven't known each other for too long, I really think we are very close. Good friend. It's really interesting to be with you. I will contact you when I return to the UK. Now that I am so developed, I can have a video call every minute."

Lin Jingjing sniffed: "It's a deal, don't break your word."

"If I forgot, you can call me. I will definitely answer." Li Fei smiled, approached Lin Jingjing, and gave her a courtesy kiss, "Okay, I have to go."

"Let's go. Don't look at me anymore. I am so ugly today. When you go back, you will forget who I am today. Just remember the beautiful me." Lin Jingjing touched the cheek that was kissed, and finally I can believe that Li Fei is really not angry with her, and my restless heart can suddenly be at peace.

Li Fei hooked the corners of her lips again, and promised her: "Okay."

Lin Jingjing stood at the security checkpoint and watched Lu Fei, who turned her head three times after walking such a short distance.And every time, Lin Jingjing must be trying to wave goodbye to him.

In the end, I had to go through the security check, and I couldn't see it anymore.

Lin Jingjing held Xiao Fei's ring tightly in her hand, squatted down, and burst into tears with a "wow".

Before today, she didn't know that she had so many tears to shed.She lived until today and finally realized that the saying "women are made of water" has a scientific basis.