Seasonal season

The rain under the street lamp was like a bundle of loose thick threads, and Yu Hang stood below.The promenade could not provide shelter from the rain, so he simply stood under the street lamp.At this time, it was almost midnight, and few people passed by.

Wenxi's heart also seemed to be filled with rainwater, feeling bloated and unable to breathe.Call him and urge him to leave.

Yu Hang raised his head: "You keep looking at me? I saw that your light wasn't on, so I thought you were ignoring me..."

"I just woke up and saw you were still there. Don't think it's useless, go back quickly!"

"In this case, you can let me continue to stand here."

"I'm talking to you carefully. I'm afraid that if something goes wrong, the responsibility will be mine."

Yu Hang wiped the rain off his face: "Then do I have to borrow a pen and write a suicide note, explaining that it has nothing to do with you, so that you can let me continue to stand here?"

"Yu Hang!" After Wenxi blurted out, she felt out of control and said in a low voice, "Is there any point in torturing me like this? You really want to say, let's make an appointment and go back first, okay?"

With his head held high, Yu Hang replied stubbornly, "Come down now and tell me."

"... My dad and the others are all asleep. They were all worried about this. What will he think when he sees me going to see you again?"

Yu Hang always thought that his father objected, so he lost his temper for a while: "Then you go to sleep, I still have to wait here!"

Wenxi sank down on the chair in front of the desk, dropped her phone, and didn't want to talk anymore.Looking back on this relationship now, he himself doesn't know how it started and how it ended.I have always felt that being with Yu Hang has brought back a lot of happiness that I had never experienced before. I only feel that being with him is easy and at ease. I never thought that in the end, he and he would fall to this point.I thought it was too simple at first, I felt that we can enjoy together, and we can live our own life after we separate.I never realized that this division would be so difficult and painful.

Yu Hang was still standing in the rain, and Wenxi didn't want to look any further.Looking at it further, he was afraid that he would lose control, that he would go down to find him desperately, and that this increasingly turbulent emotion would become even more difficult to contain.That way, Yu Hang will be pushed into a narrower space, and many people will not be able to find their smiles back for a long time afterwards.As long as he is ruthless, many people will be reborn from this relationship between the two of them, although he feels that this does not include himself.

He has always considered his own interests first, except for his family.Because no one loves you, only you love yourself.But now, he wants to give up himself to save Yu Hang.The person who sticks to his thoughts in the wind and rain, the person who loved himself with a smile on his face, the person who is pitiable for his simple persistence, he must let go.

The sound of rain was loud, and Wenxi covered her ears with a quilt.Can't hear, can't see, so I don't have to worry about it.

Yu Hang waited until one o'clock in the morning, but Wenxi still didn't come down.Drenched all over, when he sadly passed by the guard room, he almost scared the drowsy security guards to death.

Early the next morning, Wenxi woke up and found that she was lying on the bed, half-sitting and falling asleep.Kneading the stiff back of his neck with one hand, he came to the window.The spring rain stopped overnight, and the leaves were still wet.Under the corridor, except for a few birds jumping and playing on the vines, no Yu Hang was seen.

I don't know when I left last night...

After eating breakfast in silence, he walked to the platform, not even hearing Aunt Zhang greet him from a distance.When he leaned against the side of the platform and waited for the bus, he always felt that Yu Hang would suddenly jump out from behind.But until the royal blue bus with "Life Magazine" printed on it stopped in front of him, he turned around and found no one.

He still sat at the seat by the window as before, passed by his sister's shop, and then Ruoyan got into the car.Wenxi's gaze passed her blankly, Ruoyan walked back with Li Chen blankly.Now she and Li Chen are officially boyfriend and girlfriend. For some unknown reason, the photographer still insists on sitting behind Wenxi. In the intimate interaction with Ruoyan every day, there seems to be a faint overflow. The thrill of revenge.

Wenxi looked out of the car lazily.Amid Ruoyan's low laughter, he stared at the alley again.What happened to that boy back then?Is he also like him, who encountered confusion in life, and was also in a certain car, staring blankly at other places with his dark eyes...

When I arrived at the unit, I was ordered to go to the editor-in-chief's office first.When I came back, a colleague rushed out from the editorial department, saying Song Editor, someone is looking for you.

Wenxi didn't have too many doubts. Very few owners would come to him, let alone when he was just at work.Is this person Yu Hang or who?I told him yesterday that I wanted to talk, and I couldn't wait to find him.

He took a few deep breaths and patted his face, trying not to show excitement on his face.However, when he stepped into the threshold of the office, he saw a middle-aged woman smiling at her.Seeing the smiling faces of her colleagues, and looking at their desks, she knew that she did not come empty-handed.

Ruoyan glanced at him incredulously.

He and Ms. Qin only met a few times. Although she couldn't figure out what was going on with her today, Wenxi was a little at a loss for coming to her door so grandly.

Ms. Qin smiled kindly and said, "If you're not busy, can you find a place to say a few words?"

Of course Wenxi couldn't refuse.

Sit down in a small teahouse nearby. Although there are not many people in the hall at this time, Ms. Qin still insists on asking for a private room.Wenxi saw that she was so cautious, so she wondered if it was Yu Hang's business.She knew that her daughter intended to enter into a marriage contract with Yu Hang, and she couldn't be regarded as an outsider when this matter of hers came out, so she invited him out to talk about it.

I think so, but this woman's self-cultivation seems to be a little too good.Not only did she not show any blame on her face, she also spoke softly, very kindly.

After chatting for a while, seeing Wenxi's uneasy expression, he asked softly, "We Wensi, what do you think?"

Sure enough, the topic was asked... But how about your daughter, what does it matter to me?

"...the personality is not bad." Wenxi can only comment in this way.

Ms. Qin smiled reassuringly: "We, Wensi, always keep nagging me about wanting an older brother. I can't resist her, saying that you have an older brother, and I say that Editor Song is your older brother. Look, your name is Wensi, and his name is Wenxi. , are all of the literary generation.”

Wenxi was really embarrassed to be fooled by a woman she didn't know very well, and to ask him out during working hours.

Ms. Qin just smiled dryly when she saw Wenxi, and continued to ask: "Does Editor Song have a mother?"

Wenxi's face darkened suddenly, and seeing that the other party seemed to ignore her displeasure, she said coldly, "Dead."

Ms. Qin opened her mouth very round: "Who told you?"

Wenxi was inexplicable: "I saw it with my own eyes. I was hit by a car and died!"

Ms. Qin lost her expression, and kept wiping her face with her hands, looking very anxious.

"How old were you then?"

Wenxi became more and more confused, said "four years old", wanted to evade, and left.

"You remember the four-year-old thing so clearly?"

Wenxi didn't want to continue talking about this with a strange woman, so she stood up: "I'm sorry, I have to leave first."

Ms. Qin said coldly: "Wenxi, do you really not remember me?"

Wenxi felt a sudden chill in his back, as if he really saw the dead crawling out of the grave.She had long been classified as a dead person in my heart, but she finally appeared.

He didn't want to look back, didn't want to see her face again.He didn't care whether there was guilt on her face or whether her eyes were filled with tears.Since there has been no news for 21 years, what is the purpose of coming here now?

"I don't recognize you."

Ms. Qin wailed and walked up to her, forcing him to face her.The son was a head taller than him, and she could only look up sadly: "For so many years, my mother has been pretending to be you and Wenya, why, you say you don't recognize me? Mom came back to see you, you should be happy, you should be crying , why didn't you react at all?"

Wenxi was shaken by her numbly, and said after a while: "The tears of my sister and I have been shed long ago, since you stepped into that van, since I was running to keep up with that car, and since you indifferently pulled As soon as I got in the car door, I said to myself, you don’t have a mother anymore, your mother is dead. You asked me why I can remember things so clearly when I was four years old, and I didn’t want to. I wanted to forget this unfortunate experience every day and night. Over the past 20 years, I have often dreamed of you driving away from me in a car, and I kept repeating it, making this memory unforgettable, and I will never forget it until I die."

Wenxi broke her hand and looked at the tearful woman: "You ask me so many why, but I want to ask you one question. Why did you leave when we needed our mother the most, but why did you leave when we didn't need you?" When will it appear?"

Ms. Qin broke down in tears: "But, Mom has looked for you. I once asked your father to let me see the child, but he refused. He is such an honest person, his mind is smaller than the tip of a needle. Not only did he not let me come to see the child, he even I refused to give any photos. I got Wensi later, because I thought I missed your siblings. Mom misses you all the time, so you can't have any prejudice against me."

Wenxi smiled bleakly: "Prejudice? Could it be that you had a great injustice for following that man back then? Abandoning your husband and children, running away with others, and now looking back and saying that you miss us, do you think this can be said? Is it? If it were me, I might never show up in my life, and I wouldn't show up with this face!"

The woman was silent.

Wenxi turned around to pull the doorknob of the box.

The author has something to say:

Today's second update, I put it up all at once.In the legendary storm, I saw that the fish in Taiwan were washed up into the gutter. When we got here, we just played with a little cross wind, and the scattered raindrops smashed the glass.