When the black-bellied fox Gong meets the cold, gorgeous and cute Shou

In Lengjiabao Hibiscus Garden, a row of kapok is planted.

Because my mother likes kapok.

On the west side of the Hibiscus Garden, a large area of ​​irises was planted, and on the east side there were several white crabapple plants.

Father said, it was what mother requested, A Li likes iris, he likes white crabapple, similar flowering period, same birth and death.

The weather in April and May in Nancheng is slightly cool. The kapoks in the hibiscus garden are in full bloom, and the luxuriant flower branches are clustered, cutting the golden sunlight and falling scattered on the stone table under the tree. On the stone bench.

Ah Li was scolded by his father for not going to school because he was too playful, and now he is sitting beside him, whispering to him with his small mouth.

My mother was sitting on a reclining chair beside her reading a book. The dappled sunlight could not penetrate the dense branches and leaves of the big locust tree, leaving only some stubborn ones passing through the cracks, which fell on the book opened by my mother.

A Li glanced at his mother secretly, seeing that his mother was reading seriously, he stretched out his fleshy little hand to grab the corner of his clothes, and in the quietest voice, began to tell him that he skipped school today and brought him He followed Erhuang (Erhuang is a servant of the family) to see and hear what he saw and heard in Crescent Bay. While talking, his ice blue eyes secretly glanced at his mother's hand turning the pages of the book from time to time. Will stop and observe the mother's demeanor.

And even if the mother heard what A Li said, she just bent her lips slightly, pretending not to know, even when A Li was mischievously imitating his father and rehearsing for him how his father scolded him. Hearing that, he just shook his head, flipped a page with his slender fingers, and continued to read the content of the next page...

He is not in good health and cannot get too much wind, so after sitting in the Hibiscus Garden for a while, he has to go back to his Zixi Garden.

Every time at this time, A Li would always follow him, walking behind him, the small shadow was stretched very long in the setting sun.

He likes to look at his chubby smiling face, as long as he follows behind him, if he knows, he will definitely stop and wait for him.

The road to Zhenxiyuan is actually not far away, but because they are all small and not tall, especially the little A Li, who is different from him who is thin and has little flesh, A Li looks fat because of his white body. The legs are also short, very small, and I don’t know if it’s a little fleshy. Every few steps, they have to stop. Therefore, it took them more than half an hour to finish the trip, even though it was only a few minutes away from their father’s arms. finished.

"Brother." A Li likes to tug at the hem of his clothes, every time he is called, he will raise his hand and tug at the hem of his clothes.

"What's the matter?" When he called him, he would turn his head to look at him and ask him. By the way, he would raise his hand and pinch his round face.

"Do you think Crescent Bay is fun?" A Li raised his big eyes and looked at him and asked, his eyes were darker, ice blue, very pretty.

"I heard what Ah Li said, and my brother thinks it's very interesting." He was a little taller than Ah Li, and raised his hand to touch Ah Li's head. He didn't say anything superfluous, he wanted to give Ah Li affirmative approval.

"Brother, when Ah Li grows up, he will definitely find many doctors and let them take care of your illness. Then, we will go to Moon Bay together."

"Okay, that brother will wait for Ah Li to grow up." He smiled and took Ah Li's chubby little hand, and led him into the cabinet of Xiyuan. He would always approve of what Ah Li said, Even though, he knew from a long time ago that his body might not be curable in this lifetime.

"Brother, wait until I grow taller. My mother said that I will be an adult if I grow taller than my father. If Ah Li will become a big man in the future, he will definitely be taller than my father." The ice blue eyes flickered Resolute, he looked at Ah Li's tightly clenched fists, and suddenly felt, maybe, there's nothing wrong with keeping him so naive.

This year, when Ah Li vowed to let him wait for him to grow up, he was still only a nine-year-old child.

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From spring to autumn, the irises and begonias in the hibiscus garden bloomed and thanked each other for several seasons. If it wasn't for that accident, if it wasn't for the accident that completely destroyed that child named Leng Qianxun, he thought, maybe , he can really be like Bai Haitang in Hibiscus Garden, he can stay by his favorite brother's side, just like his mother expected, and live and die with him...

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When he and Li'er were 12 years old, an unexpected visitor came to Lengjiabao.

When the man in a dark black robe came to them, the mother's face suddenly turned pale.

The weather that day was very good, the sky was very blue, and the white clouds were dotted in the blue sky like cotton, which was very beautiful.

In his memory, almost only the sky of that day was such a blue and beautiful color, clear and beautiful, just like Ah Li's eyes.

There was a cold wind blowing in from outside the door, which lifted the corner of the man's clothes and fluttered gently.

Because he was standing against the light, he couldn't see that person's appearance clearly, but he clearly remembered that person's fingers skillfully twirling a porcelain bone flute. They were slender and beautiful, but they were sickly pale.

"Leng Muyun, let's play a game, you took my beloved Xiaoxiao away, how about choosing one of your lovely children and giving it to me as an apprentice?" The voice of that person was very clear. However, there is a trembling ability in the words.

He held A Li's hand and hid behind his father. A Li was ignorant, and occasionally he would poke his head out of curiosity to have a look at that person, but just as he poked his head out, his father would immediately push him back , and blocked him tightly behind her again.

The air seemed to be frozen, and it was so difficult for everyone to breathe.

And when he felt that person's eyes fall on him through the gap that his father didn't cover, he realized that something might start to change from now on.

Just like he can pretend not to know his father's partiality for Ah Li, and his mother always came to his bedside to sigh softly in the middle of the night, he can actually pretend not to know anything, pretend not to hear his father's sympathy. The doctor who came to treat him sighed again and again after the conversation, and he couldn't hear Erhuang and the housekeeper discussing that the young master's body might not last for a few years.

He used to comfort himself, pretending he couldn't hear it, as if there was nothing. Although he couldn't go out and play like children of the same age, he could still accompany A Li to see flowers in the Hibiscus Garden, and listen to A Li's talk with him. He talked about those interesting things outside, and occasionally, he could see the corners of his mother's tender lips slightly raised.

However, there are some things, even if you don't want to know, there is always a certain moment when something happens, you still have to be forced to accept it.

For example, now, when his father asked his mother to carry the crying Ah Li into the cabinet and squatted in front of him, just watching him without saying a word, he already knew their choice.

The father and the mother, together, chose A Li by coincidence and abandoned him...

Is it because I'm just a child that I don't have a choice?

Is it because he really can't live for a few years, so he should be abandoned by his father and mother?

Maybe, that's really the case...

When Ah Li deliberately skipped class and went out to play, he was already thinking about those questions that a 12-year-old child would never think about.

But what about being more mature?After all, he is still a child. In front of family affection, just one look and one choice can make him crumble.

It was the first time he cried, and the tears slid down his cheeks, one drop after another, cold, and fell into his mouth, a little bitter.

"Father, will you bring A Li to pick me up with mother?" Even if the helpless child knew that he had been abandoned, he would still look at his speechless father as if he wanted to grasp the touch. Like a faint light, he raised his head slightly, asking almost beggingly.

"Yes, Qianxun, father will come to pick you up."

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He remembered that on the day he was taken away by that man, the sky outside Lengjiabao was exceptionally blue, his thin hand was held in the palm of that man, and the cold feeling penetrated the skin of his hand into the bottom of his heart, the cold to the bone.

"Your father won't come to pick you up." This was the first sentence the man said to him.

"Yes." He wiped away tears, but replied calmly and firmly.

The man lowered his head and looked at him, maybe because he felt that the child was too naive, or maybe he thought it didn't matter to him, he didn't argue with the child any more, he just smiled softly, the laughter , It seems a bit ironic, and it seems to be mocking someone's ignorance.

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Qianxun, father will come to pick you up.

These words from his father supported him to live under the man's nightmare for two years.

And it was only when he entered the Dark Cliff and lived with that man that he finally understood why his father didn't dare to resist, why his father must abandon him.

Because that man is simply a devil-like existence.

No matter how painful life can be endured, no matter how unbearable and disgusting the environment is, he can survive. During those two years, he climbed out of the poison pile time and time again, enduring the pain all over his body, but only for the sake of his father's life. In a word.

"Qianxun, do you still believe that your father will come to pick you up?" In the innermost hall of the Thousand Mile Tomb on the Dark Cliff, there were attendants in black standing on both sides.

The man was sitting in front of the Ten Thousand Snakes Cave, watching him tremblingly crawling out of the pit, his cold eyes looked at his bruises all over his body indifferently, and stretched out his slender fingers, as if pinching a bedbug tightly. She pinched his jaw and asked him.

Naturally, he would not answer him. He came to Dark Cliff for two years, and during that endless torture, he was made fun of like a clown, and he would still remain silent. He had already, and would not speak again.

"Qianxun, you've grown up, and you're looking more and more like your mother." Seeing that he didn't speak, the man wasn't as angry as before. He just stretched out his hands and wrapped them tightly around his waist. In the dark eyes, there was a light that he couldn't understand.

"Qianxun, your father will not come to pick you up."

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