[Xue Xiao colleagues] Spring is late

The long night was as quiet and cold as iron, and the moonlight was cold and far away. Xiao Xingchen gathered his clothes and took up half of the collapsed place. He leaned against Xue Yang's head and seemed to be asleep. The sore eyes finally couldn't stand it anymore, and he fell asleep completely with his head tilted.

And the person who was asleep moved his arm quietly again, one hand tentatively seemed to want to land on Xue Yang's face, stretched it halfway, and then gently retracted it.

After a sleepless night, Xiao Xingchen got up early. Xue Yang opened his eyes and saw a person sitting beside him with his hands tucked into his sleeves. His back was thin and emaciated. The moment he saw Xiao Xingchen passed by and became blurred.

Those painful and persistent past, as if they never existed, he wanted to just hold him like this, freeze him in his mind, seal him in his memory, and never forget it.

The back in front of me is tough and lonely, like a section of sand statue that has been blown away by the uninterrupted wind day and night, and it has become full of scars and cannot be restored.Every time he glanced at him, his reluctance grew. He stared at the person unconsciously in a daze, but Xiao Xingchen heard the unsteady breathing and smiled back: "You're awake."

After not hearing the answer for a long time, Xiao Xingchen seemed to be expecting it, and only said softly: "I'm just a little regretful. I didn't see you before, and I didn't take a good look at you later. I finally saw you soon, but I couldn't see you again. In fact, it doesn't matter whether you have eyes or not, you..." He wanted to say that you should not worry, be sad, and blame yourself, but the words were repeated in his mouth, but he smiled and said: "Zun Lianfang sent someone to look for you, panic You are in a panic, maybe there is something urgent, so go quickly!"

Xue Yang's drowsy mind suddenly came to his senses because of his words, and he turned his eyes to look at his face carefully, but felt that the smile on it was bitter and forced, and it went all the way to his heart.He stretched out his hand, grabbed Xiao Xingchen's palm and pressed it to his face, stared at his surprised expression, and said in a low voice: "I'm still the same as before, but those memories from the past are not very beautiful, you should forget them. From now on, watch with your heart, listen with your heart, and don’t remember me anymore.”

Xiao Xingchen's back stiffened, rubbed the smooth touch under his fingers, nodded and said: "It's not very beautiful, but I won't forget it, you go, I'll wait for you to come back and change the medicine."

Now that Xue Yang didn't know how to persuade him, pretending to be ruthless to him was already the ultimate, and letting him abandon him cruelly or hide him would be impossible no matter what.The person he misses is close in front of his eyes, but he stubbornly resists daring to touch him, which makes him hate himself and feel helpless, wishing that he could replace the pain with his own body.Obviously he didn't want to see Xiao Xingchen sad and painful, but every time he was covered in bruises, it was himself who was in pain.

Xue Yang got up from the bed, let go of Xiao Xingchen's cold fingertips, couldn't help but patted his head again, and said softly, "Then wait for me for a while."

Without waiting for Xiao Xingchen to nod, he quickly got out of bed, fearing that he would lose control of his emotions if he stayed for a while, and couldn't help hugging her tightly in his arms.When they arrived at Fangfei Hall, they happened to see Jin Guangyao drinking a bowl of something dark. Xue Yang leaned over to smell it, and said disgustedly, "What is this? What's wrong with you?"

"I...cough...cough cough..." Jin Guangyao's face was pale, and he coughed for a long time before he was able to catch his breath: "I'm greedy for cold, it's just a cold."

Xue Yang looked at him calmly for a while, then snorted, "Didn't you just show me a show? Bitter tricks? I'll take what you're doing?"

Jin Guangyao waved his hands, coughed again, his cheeks flushed, and he finally gasped for breath, he didn't know if he was really sick or because Xue Yang was mad at him.When the cough finally calmed down, Jin Guangyao slapped the armrest of the chair with his right hand. Xue Yang sat crookedly and drooped his head. This time, he almost slipped off the chair, and said in surprise, "You asked me to come here to watch you take medicine. It's because you got angry again, what are you trying to do? What kind of plan are you thinking to plot against me?"

Jin Guangyao glanced at him and said: "It's good for you, you saved someone and hid in the house, Qingqing, I don't care about anything, you know that my legs are going to break in the past two days, you used the Yinhu Talisman to kill so many people, how could they Let it go?"

"This is ridiculous! Nie Huaisang released so many monsters to injure people because he wanted revenge on you. I didn't blame you for being careless and blind Xiao Xingchen, but you have the face to blame me?" Xue Yang's expression turned cold, "I killed so many people? Meng Yao, don't always think about crossing rivers and tearing down bridges."

Jin Guangyao rubbed his head and hummed. It seemed that he had a severe headache. He wanted to cough again without saying a word. Xue Yang waved his hands impatiently: "Okay, what do you want? I'm in a bad mood, you'd better not mess with me. I."

Jin Guangyao shook his head and said: "You must know that those immortal families have already gathered on the road, and they will come to my Lanling in a few days. At that time, you and I can't stay out of the matter. Either turn against each other or die together."

"In this case, I will help you one last time, and you hand me over."

"Chengmei, you're crazy!" Jin Guangyao stood up abruptly from his chair, "Those people won't let you go, you're probably going to end up like Wei Wuxian back then!"

"Then do it more ruthlessly, and let them watch me burn to ashes in Lieyan Mountain with no bones left, and you will be safe." Xue Yang said slowly, "By the way, I am different from Wei Wuxian. He jumped by himself, I'm not going to kill myself."

"What did you just say?" Jin Guangyao backed away with panic all over his face, and sat down on the chair.

"what?"

Jin Guangyao gritted his teeth: "Where are you going?"

"What? Jin Ran didn't tell you?" Xue Yang looked him up and down, seeing that Jin Guangyao was trembling all over his body, Xue Yang suddenly sneered: "I'm going to Lieyan Mountain, don't you usually say that you love me the most?" ? Come with me?"

'Boom! The cup in Jin Guangyao's hand fell to the ground, and a cup of hot tea flowed down his knees. A servant heard the voice and ran into the inner hall in a hurry. Before he could ask, Jin Guangyao clenched his fist and said, "Get out!"

The servants came and returned in a hurry like a frightened bird. Jin Guangyao's complexion turned from flushed to pale, and cold sweat dripped down his black hat. Seeing this, Xue Yang laughed and said, "Why are you so timid? Killed, still afraid of a ghost?"

Jin Guangyao sweated profusely, forced a smile and said, "Chengmei, are you kidding me? What did you go there for? To find medicine for Xiao Xingchen? How could there be medicine in that place? Did you make a mistake?"

Xue Yang turned back coldly: "Why is that impossible? When I went to throw away the corpse, I saw the fire ganoderma growing on the lava with my own eyes, but I just didn't remember it for a while." After he finished speaking, he lay down in front of Jin Guangyao and smiled, "How about Are you with me? Go and see if Nie Mingjue was burnt to ashes by the fire? Or maybe his body is intact, and I can be lucky enough to keep the whole body."

"Chengmei shut up!" Jin Guangyao slumped on the chair, his face stiffened into an ugly ball, Xue Yang said, "It's this time and you're still holding on to a smile, what are you afraid of in this life? You are the only one in the world, no one Nie Mingjue, without his limbs messing around, he has already been burnt to death with no bones left, as long as you are not merciful to women, Nie Huaisang will fall into your hands sooner or later..." He suddenly paused, Changed to a gentle tone: "Meng Yao, you actually want me to help you like this, right?"

Jin Guangyao said in shock: "Chengmei, you have to know that I was forced to do so, and I didn't really want you to die."

Xue Yang rubbed his fingertips, put his hands back into his sleeves, and said slowly: "It doesn't matter if it's true or not, I might not be able to come back alive after going to Raging Flame Mountain, don't you know that place, the raging fire in the center of the earth doesn't grow, otherwise How can Nie Mingjue be burned to ashes? How can my mortal body come and go freely in the lava fire."

Jin Guangyao was completely stunned. He only heard Xue Yang talk about this place, but he never dared to visit it. Before, he begged Xue Yang to help him dispose of Nie Mingjue's body. The same method as before would definitely not work. Xue Yang proposed to burn it directly, but how to burn it so that even the soul can't do evil is difficult. Finally, Xue Yang found a deserted place in ancient books. It is said that there is a raging fire and no grass can grow there. The corpse was reduced to nothing, and even the soul was tortured by the fire all the time.

He admitted that most of them used Xue Yang, but the sympathy and sympathy between past and present lives must not be faked, otherwise, he would not have wanted to kill him openly before, but secretly sent someone to send him to the steep and complicated land of Shu.

Jin Guangyao grabbed Xue Yang's arm, frowned, and couldn't bear to say: "Since you know you can't survive, why did you choose such a place? Why did you go to get fire ganoderma? I understand how much Xiao Xingchen's blind eyes hurt you. , but Chengmei, have you ever thought that once Xiao Xingchen knows what you have done, will he live with a clear conscience? Will he still be happy in this life?"

Xue Yang looked at him sideways, his voice was cold and firm, without the slightest hesitation: "As long as I live, his eyes must be cured, and whether I live or die depends entirely on God's will. If I survive by chance, I will come back to find him again." , if he dies, you can use the soul lamp to enter his three souls and seven souls, remove all his memories, and make him live forever, no matter how many times he reincarnates, don't remember me anymore."