Food anchors must be decathlons

Probably because of the anchor who belongs to Vientiane, compared with other people, Shi Lei has more desire to talk to Yu Minghan.

——In other words, Yu Minghan is the only person he can let go of his guard and chat with at ease.

Although he is very familiar with all the people and things around him, even the future direction, but in fact, those relatives, friends and comrades he is familiar with in this plane will not know him.And the only star world Vientiane who knows everything about his past prolongs his lifeline, giving him hope and at the same time giving him pain.

He has long since lost someone he can trust, so now, even if it is just to a stranger in the same situation, the desire to confide in his heart can be gushed out, making him look extraordinarily sad.

"The road to the future is really too long, and I can't walk anymore." Shi Lei was one of the first batch of anchors recruited by Vientiane in the Star Realm. Can't figure it out.

At the beginning, he became the anchor of Vientiane in the Star Realm. When he learned that he might have the same ability as the protagonist in the web novel, even if he had just experienced a death, he still subconsciously Excited.But until now, he found that living a long life is more painful than a life that ends abruptly.

No familiar relatives, no acquaintance friends.Even if he once had family, friendship and love, everything will completely disappear after he steps into the next plane.Only the sweetness in his heart was left in his mind, and he passed through a long period of time on behalf of others.

Just being alive itself is exhausting.

It is difficult for Yu Minghan to feel the same way about this, but he also feels that he is not qualified to criticize other people's lives, so he just stood there quietly, as a qualified listener.

Shi Lei misses his peaceful life before becoming an anchor and before the end of the world. There is no logical order, and he just thinks about what he says.If there is any interesting little thing, he may think of it twice, and he will repeat it twice with a smile, with the same nostalgia in his expression when he speaks.

...He walked through one plane after another, and those memories were just hidden in his heart and brought to other places.In the beginning, this may have been sweet candy to heal the pain, but now, under the premise that he can never go back, these memories have become the pain itself.

Yu Minghan looked at Shi Lei who was talking about his past, and unconsciously recalled the first half of his life before he became an anchor.

— a bit bad, but luckily not too bad.

Yu Minghan once again made such an evaluation for his past.

……

His name was actually quite unexpected.

Except for the surname that came from his unrelated father, his first name came hastily and easily.After flipping through two pages of a dictionary for elementary school students that cost less than 20 yuan, and randomly grouping two words that looked pretty good, his name was decided so easily.

His father was essentially a man with low self-esteem.In order to cover up the inferiority complex exuding from his bones, he has a violent personality and is extravagantly vain.Even if the inside is rotten, you have to show face in front of other people.

The mother who adopted him from the orphanage was extremely cowardly.As the only victim of her husband's violent temper, even after experiencing domestic violence, she was sure that she would not be able to survive after divorce, and she never imagined what she would look like in other lives.

She lived herself like a silk flower, so she lived like this until the end, she really couldn't survive in society alone.

Even with the bruises from beatings on the skin under the clothes that no one else can see, she can still smile and take her husband's hand, pretending to be happy in front of the neighbors.

Because they had no children after marriage, the couple finally went to the hospital for an examination.It was a woman who went to check, and the conclusion was-no problem.

The man who already had low self-esteem became more and more irritable, and his suspicious personality made him always feel that the wife next to him refused to go to the hospital at first because he secretly had a checkup.He always felt that when he couldn't see, his wife would laugh at him while doing housework at home, so he became more and more aggressive.The woman, on the other hand, mistook her husband for having no children and felt dissatisfied.

So she took all the documents to the orphanage, and adopted a boy back.On the way back, the woman took the boy to the bookstore and asked him if he wanted to buy anything.

After misreading the encyclopedia the boy had been peeking at, she mistakenly bought a schoolboy dictionary.A woman whose life is controlled by a man, because of this dictionary she bought by mistake, experienced the joy of being involved in someone else's life for the first time in front of a frail young child.

She quickly indulged in it, and really enjoyed the pleasure of controlling the fate of others.

Then, the boy entered the door holding a dictionary given by the woman, and his life was easily determined by that dictionary.

……

Men obviously don't welcome Yu Minghan's arrival. He always feels that this is putting his sexual "uselessness" naked in front of everyone and becoming a topic of conversation after dinner.But compared to driving him out again for the neighbors to watch, the man finally chose to keep Yu Minghan.

And Yu Minghan's arrival, to another extent, can be regarded as sharing the "firepower", which made her life much easier.

At that time, Yu Minghan was young, and he was especially looking forward to gaining the approval of his "father".His "mother" told him that he was beaten because he wasn't good enough to please men.

He spent a semester working hard to catch up with the group of classmates who had received a good education since childhood. The No.1 grade satisfied the vanity of his "father", but it still failed to stop the violence that was imposed on him.

After being fooled by the nonsense of "you are not good enough" and "your father is not satisfied" for a while, Yu Minghan, who was completely disappointed, jumped out of the lie woven by the woman and deceived himself, and finally understood all the family members. source of violence.

Not satisfied?No, just because of being unhappy.

He lay on the bed with his eyes open, looking at the snow-white ceiling through the thin and cold moonlight, and then "accidentally" showed the bruises on his body the next day to the one who was extremely partial to him because of his good grades head teacher.

His grades are good enough, so his teachers, classmates, and neighbors will unconsciously pay attention to him.

There were so many pairs of eyes looking at him, and his "father" was also a very shameless person, so he managed to protect himself in the center of everyone's eyes.

He also thought of ways to try to save the "mother who loved him".Even if the other party seems too strong, but in life the other party always takes good care of him.

In every way, in every possible way.

——Until one time when a woman opened the door after he came home from school, she rushed over and hugged him, letting him stand in front of her.

"Don't just hit me all the time." He used to feel that the woman's voice was very gentle, and this gentle words successfully made him shiver from the cold in midsummer.

As time went by, he gradually grew up and began to have his own ideas.And from this moment on, he also felt the suffocation brought by the woman's "meticulous" care.

In the final analysis, most of the "for your own good" in her mouth is actually to control the direction of his life.Several planned routes were presented to him, and he was not allowed to go outside the lines.

Diaries were flipped through and rooms were entered and exited at will.Classmates and teachers were accosted, and the recent situation and current situation were all known.

He can't have secrets because his "mother" doesn't allow it.

Therefore, Yu Minghan no longer kept a diary, and he no longer spoke his mind.

He closed his mouth, watched his "mother" quietly after being beaten, endured the pain and said to him, "I did this for you, but I think it's all worth it."

He has also been moved by the other party's words in the past, but at this time, Yu Minghan just watched her show her love, watched her tell her willingness, and watched her fall into the love of mother and child that she had woven. Filial piety, finally self touched self orgasm.

He once became a little inarticulate, and sometimes he felt like a savage who just came out of the deep mountains and old forests when chatting with his classmates, and even lost the ability to talk to his own kind.

Occasionally, in a trance, he even felt that he could see the "love" attached to him - they were sticky and cold, trying to drown him with him.

Xu Shi sees too thoroughly and lives too clearly, Yu Minghan's rebellion has only lasted 5 minutes.

– When you get home from school, stop and sit quietly for 5 minutes as you walk through the park and pass the bench.

No one could notice this short 5 minutes, so after 5 minutes, he was able to "go home" with his bag on his back without anyone noticing, and continued to watch the scene where the couple was loving and raising their eyebrows.

He thought he would live this kind of life as an adult, until he met a cook.

...He didn't expect that a chef in a private restaurant with a wife and children and a family to support would also have the hobby of picking people up on the street, and he didn't expect that when he was sitting on a park bench, the expressionless face His face actually makes people feel sorry for him.

……

Yu Minghan was too accustomed to being self-reliant and self-reliant, so in the end, he became reluctant even to accept other people's kindness.

Accustomed to looking at people's faces, he didn't see malice from the other party, but in the end because he was not used to this kindness, he ran away in a panic for the first time with his bag on his back.

It was the first time the sun shone on him, and Yu Minghan had never been exposed to such a hot light since he was a child.After the initial panic, he finally got used to the warmth of standing in the sun.

In addition to the cooking skills that he was taught hand in hand, he also learned more things that are invisible to the naked eye.

When choosing a major in the college entrance examination, he directly abandoned those lawyers and doctors who were said to be famous, and good employment financial accountants, and settled on Tianwen.

——A profession that they say "you don't know anything, just be stupid and watch the stars".

But at that time, he had already moved out of that "home" with the help of others, and no so-called parents intervened in his life anymore.

……

He just graduated from university and found a job through the introduction of his mentor, but his life came to an abrupt end just because of saving others.

...But it's a good thing to die so early.

The kind chef also has his own family, because the other party often "overly" cares about him as an outsider, and the other party's wife and daughter don't like him very much.

Although he didn't show anything in front of him, it is believed that when he couldn't see, the family had several quarrels because of him.Now without him, there should be a lot of harmony.

The only pity is that when he returned to the world where he didn't know if it was his original plane, the other party resigned and moved out of S city because of his death, so he couldn't see that person again.

...But even if we meet again by chance, I believe the other party will not recognize him with a different face.

And in that plane, Yu Minghan finally saw the other party's name in Emperor Yu's popular recipe uploader.Although I haven't seen the other person's face again, it is enough to know that he is doing well.

In his too short years, there were not many things worthy of Yu Minghan's memories.He listened to Shi Lei's ramblings, and watched the indifferent and cool brother when he first met, now his mother-in-law looked like an old woman, letting himself escape from the past.

"Gourmet anchors like you should have alcohol in exchange for it." Shi Lei said: "To be honest, I haven't touched alcohol for a long time."

"In the last plane and my comrades in arms on the battlefield, I was crazy about drinking. If I hadn't been sane, I would have almost stolen medical alcohol and mixed it with wine." , the expression changed in a moment.

Yu Minghan felt that Shi Lei's comrade-in-arms might not have a good result in the end. He glanced at the system mall and asked, "There are beer, red wine, and white wine, which one do you want?"

Shi Lei: "Just beer, too much alcohol will affect tomorrow's state."

A moment of relaxation is fine, but indulgence is a bit too dangerous in this context.

Shi Lei opened the can with one hand, and he gulped down the slightly bitter light yellow beer.The alcohol content of the beer is not high, but he couldn't bear it and kept drinking it.Soon, Shi Lei's breath smelled of alcohol.

Because Yu Minghan still needs to continue to do experiments, his brain must stay awake. At this time, he only took a few sips before holding the can and didn't move any more.

When he withdrew his gaze from the void and put it on Shi Lei, he found that many empty soda cans had been left at the opponent's feet.

Shi Lei leaned back and drank the last sip of wine in the can, and suddenly asked: "You said, if I said in the live broadcast room that I wanted to go home, would they send me back to the plane I was born in?"

"After thinking about it, I still hope that I can return to my hometown after death." Even if his hometown may have been invaded by mutant creatures, even if all the things he is familiar with have been eroded by time.

"I don't know." Yu Minghan didn't see any feedback and complaint channels from the background of the live broadcast. Perhaps when the live broadcast system was set up, the Vientiane Star Realm might not have considered this issue. "However, there seem to be quite a few employees of the Star Realm Vientiane Company in the live broadcast room. If it doesn't work, you can also ask your audience to convey it to you."

"If you really want to go back, then try it. You may fail if you try, but it will be impossible if you don't try."

Yu Minghan thought for a while, and finally added: "But I think you can spend some more time thinking about it. After all, life and death are not trivial matters."

"I thought about it a long time ago," Shi Lei sighed heavily, "I thought about my final outcome a long time ago and made such a decision. I hope to die in the first plane, Even if it's a false parallel plane, as long as it can fool me, that's fine."

"Only in the original world, everything truly belongs to me." As if feeling emotional, Shi Lei finally said such an unclear sentence.

Yu Minghan was a little curious, but this is not the time to ask carefully.He suppressed his curiosity, tried his best to hide his desire to explore, which looked a little rude, and said nothing.

Probably Yu Minghan's expression was still too obvious, Shi Lei, who had seen many storms and waves, could see his curiosity just by looking at him.

And these days when he was bound with Yu Minghan and formed a team, he probably knew how strong his thirst for knowledge would be when the other party became curious.

...It's like at the beginning, I just said that I was curious about the zombie virus with no expression, so I finally succeeded in researching a solution to the zombie virus today.

Shi Lei was suddenly distracted and thought, people like this who still maintain curiosity about the unknown will eventually go further than people like him.Unlike him, after his final wish was fulfilled, he had nothing to pursue, no perseverance to continue to accept suffering, and finally chose to escape by death.

Facing Yu Minghan like this, he suddenly lost the desire to continue the topic he was about to say.

——Continuing forward is already a very difficult thing, why do you have to say things that the anchors may not know until the end, and make the other party more troublesome?

Shi Lei glanced at Yu Minghan, the other's desire for knowledge was quietly burning in his eyes, this was not obvious on his usually expressionless face, but it looked as if he could walk with his master to the end of life.

... Whether he wants to know or not is his business, he is only responsible for talking.

Shi Lei thought about this, and asked, "Have you ever thought about why our names are always the same every time we go to a new plane?"

Yu Minghan: "There are so many people in each plane, and there are so many living planets in the universe. It's not surprising that there are people with the same name and surname."

"No, it can't be such a coincidence." Shi Lei shook his head and said, "Before we came, they might have other names. But after we came, they can only have the same name and surname as us."

Yu Minghan said: "But in other planes, I have also seen other personal items of the original body. Looking back at the time when the items appeared, it shows that he has been called this name since he was a child."

"You don't really have any reference." Shi Lei said: "I once entered a war plane, and my identity in it can be regarded as a humanoid Zerg existence. For the sake of war, all the breeding mothers in that plane are in Accelerate reproduction in order to supply the amount of loss on the battlefield."

"Because there are too many offspring bred, they don't even have time to name them. They can only name the offspring with numbers after the surname inherited from the mother. According to my order at that time, my name should be Wo Defan 430 [-] [-]. But in fact, at that time I still used my real name, was named Wo Defan Shi Lei, and was called Shi Lei."

"There is no one thousand 430 two number in the identity information form, and, in the records from childhood to adulthood, the name filled on it is Waldvan Shi Lei."

"Nobody thinks anything is wrong."