Slag Shou Survival Guide [Quick Transmigration]

Lin Xinyue didn't go out in the hotel for a few days. She said she was recovering from her injuries, but she was actually reading the script of "Lack of Consciousness". There were a lot of key points in the script. The manager looked anxious and said, "You You don't eat or drink, what are you going to do?"

"I only have this chance. Only through this audition can I truly stand with Brother Yang." After reading the script for several days in a row, Lin Xinyue was a little dizzy. After shaking his head, he smiled and said, " You haven't really come into contact with Brother Yang, you don't know the feeling about him...it's really hard to refuse. "

"Then you have to be sober." The manager said angrily, "Brother Han, Brother Yang, which one do you think is easy to provoke? You are sandwiched between them, as if sandwiched between two big mountains I saw Xiaobaicai, no, you are more pitiful than Xiaobaicai."

"Brother Yang said that he hoped to see me on the set. I didn't dare to reply to him at the time. I was afraid that I would not be able to do it. When I do, I can reply to him." Lin Xinyue flipped through the script, He stroked the script with his fingertips, and then said, "So I have to take this role down."

"Isn't it? You and Brother Yang only met once, and you fell into it like this? What kind of person is it that can make you lose your mind?" The manager opened the curtains suddenly, and the sun shone When he came in, it was a bit dazzling, Lin Xinyue narrowed his eyes, subconsciously lowered his head to avoid it, and said, "Close it."

"Haven't you seen the sun for a few days?" The agent sighed, "Even if you want to play this role, but you are a doctor, not a patient? Why did you make yourself like this?"

"It's really because my role is a doctor, so he must have a lot of patients in this area. How will he treat these people? Will he be affected by the patients? If a person is in the dark for a long time, what will he become? Is it disgust, sympathy, or love for patients?" Lin Xinyue was a little confused about the psychology of the role of a doctor in the script, and he frowned, as if he had trapped himself in this circle.

"If you really don't know, why don't you call and ask Brother Han? He is an actor, and he has already perfected his acting skills. He will definitely be able to help you." The manager suggested, "A lot of your dramas before... aren't all Han? Did brother take you?"

"But this one won't work." Lin Xinyue looked at the script, and with a little force in his hands, the script was almost pinched in his hands. He took a deep breath and said, "This is... Brother Yang's play, only Brother Yang, you can give me the answer."

"I think you are crazy. The news about you and Brother Han is flying all over the sky. Do you think Brother Yang can treat you sincerely? What is Brother Yang's reputation in the industry? What status? Don't you know?" The agent obviously didn't believe it. Regarding Su Yang's character, he said, "Many actors who are related to Brother Han have fallen into Brother Yang's hands. Do you think he will help you? If he doesn't harm you, he will be considered a good deed."

Lin Xinyue was not very satisfied with what her manager said, so she didn't refute anything.

After the agent went out, he hesitated for a while, and still called Su Yang. When he was with Su Yang that day, he asked for his contact information, but he didn't expect it to come in handy now.

The phone rang for a long time but no one answered it. Lin Xinyue remained silent. After the phone automatically hung up, he stopped calling. He thought this matter would be over like this, but he didn't expect that his cell phone rang Got up, looked down at the caller ID, it was Su Yang's call.

"What's wrong?" Su Yang's voice sounded a little tired, but he still said with a smile, "Why do you want to call me?"

"Brother Yang? Are you busy?" The other end of the phone was very quiet, which made people a little uneasy. There was a faint sound of wind, Su Yang laughed and said, "Not busy, just tell me."

"I have a question I want to ask you...I thought, can I make an appointment?" When Lin Xinyue said this, her heartbeat was much faster than usual. He seemed to be waiting for Su Yang's words, and after a while , Su Yang said, "Okay, you wait, I'll come to pick you up, you can come out through the back door."

After hanging up the phone, Lin Xinyue still couldn't recover for a long time. He pursed his lips slightly, looking at the script in his hand, feeling a little joyful.

Su Yang stood on the balcony, he looked downstairs, the wine bottle in his hand was already empty, he rubbed his sore shoulder, threw the empty can into the trash can, turned around and went into the bathroom to take a shower , After washing off the smell of alcohol, he put on a hat and mask, and went out.

The car parked behind the Kaiyuan Hotel. Lin Xinyue's legs were not healed, and he was limping. He saw Su Yang's car and knocked on the door. Su Yang pulled down the window and said, "Get in the car." .”

After Lin Xinyue got into the car, she hesitated, "Brother Yang, did I cause you trouble?"

Su Yang laughed and said, "What do you want to ask me?"

"I can't understand the script... I don't know what kind of psychology I have as a doctor." Lin Xinyue hesitated, and he said, "I think it's sympathy, but I think it's not only sympathy, but also liking , and love."

"If a doctor is in contact with a patient who is unconscious for a long time, the doctor will indeed be affected, but I can't tell you the specifics, because I have never tried this role... What I can tell you is that my role, he ...Very helpless, he seems to have torn himself into two parts, one part will feel pain when it is hurt, and the other part is watching all this coldly, and doesn't feel that there is anything to be sad about." Su Yang paused After a while, he said, "In other words, when I look at myself, I don't have empathy or compassion. I don't feel sad when I'm hurt, and I don't feel sad for myself."

"So...a doctor is just the opposite of indifference. He will feel uncomfortable because he is witnessing a tragedy happening, and he is powerless to stop it." After Lin Xinyue was awakened, he suddenly understood the role of a doctor.

Su Yang nodded, and he said, "Theoretically, it's like this, but actually you have to figure it out by yourself. I'll take you to some places while it's still early."

"Where?" Lin Xinyue asked.

"The place where I used to live." Su Yang smiled slightly, and said, "A place that... holds many memories of me."

Su Yang drove the car to the orphanage. Lin Xinyue didn't speak on the way. When he arrived at the orphanage, he looked at the dilapidated signboard. There was no one in this orphanage. It had been abandoned for a long time, and there were weeds inside. Overgrown and inaccessible.

Su Yang gently pushed open the door, which was not even locked. He said, "When I was young, I was diagnosed with heart disease. In the orphanage, heart disease and short life are equated. Maybe other people will sympathize with a child who is not long to live, but as a child, they will only feel curious..."

"What are they curious about?" Lin Xinyue was a little puzzled.

"I'm curious about what heart disease is, what it looks like when it occurs, and whether this person with heart disease will die, when will he die? Will he come back after death?" Su Yang smiled, and he spread his hands, Said, "Children don't know good and evil, they are just curious, but sometimes, curiosity is not malicious, but it is as harmful as malicious."

"But..." Lin Xinyue paused, and he said, "The child doesn't understand this."

"Children really don't understand. Children who hurt others don't understand this problem, but children who are hurt understand this problem in advance. Therefore, I know that I will die... I am waiting for death under the curious eyes of others." Su Yang pointed Himself, said, "And I don't feel sad, because I am like an outsider, watching all this with cold eyes."

"Lack of consciousness." Lin Xinyue suddenly remembered what Su Yang said before, he couldn't hide his surprise, and said, "Brother Yang? You..."

"It's not a lack of consciousness, but it's very similar." Su Yang sat on the steps beside him, looked at the weeds below, and said, "This is where I grew up with He Han. He is older than me. He will protect me, prevent others from bullying me, and when he hears someone ask me, 'Su Yang, when will you die?', he will be very angry and will directly fight with others..."

This was the first time Lin Xinyue heard He Han like this, he was taken aback, and said, "But Brother Han..."

"When people grow up, they will change." Su Yang saw all this clearly, but it was useless, he said, "You ask me, what the doctor thinks... I can't tell you what the doctor thinks... I thought about it, but the doctor is the person who stays with the protagonist, he should be very aware of the protagonist's situation, he is like He Han, maybe, there is love at the beginning, but in the end, no one can persist."

No one wants to stay in the dark all the time.

If Su Yang had a choice, he didn't want to either.

After Lin Xinyue went back, she didn't sleep all night.

And the night before preparing for the audition, he again suffered from insomnia all night.

But unexpectedly, he could feel the doctor's psychology, it was sympathy, helplessness, wanting to stay away, but unwilling to give up.

【888: Why do you like He Han instead of Lin Xinyue?I suddenly felt that Lin Xinyue was also pretty good. 】

【Su Yang: He Han used to love Su Yang more than Lin Xinyue now. 】

888 heard the words and stopped talking.

As Su Yang said, He Han has protected Su Yang since he was a child. How could he not like Su Yang, how could he not love Su Yang?However, human patience is limited, and will eventually be erased time and time again.

[Su Yang: I once heard such a story, a group of lovers love each other very much, one of them is seriously ill, the other took care of him for 20 years, and finally the seriously ill person died, and the other also breathed a sigh of relief. 】

[888: Why?Shouldn't you be sad? 】

【Su Yang: Of course I will be sad, but I also feel relieved. 】