can you not tease me

Seeing Beisong's suddenly ugly expression, Song Jinyang's heart also tugged: "Xiaobei, what's the matter? Your complexion is not very good."

"I'm fine." After finishing speaking, Bei Song forcibly squeezed a smile uglier than crying to Song Jinyang. Song Jinyang really didn't lie to himself, but such a bizarre truth made him feel more uncomfortable than lying to him.

Song Jinyang's face also darkened, Beisong didn't seem to be all right no matter what.

"Xiao Bei, I'm by your side, don't worry, I'm still alive and well, since I can be reborn, it means that I shouldn't have died in the first place, so we will be able to have a good life this time." .”

Bei Song's mind was full of those scenes in the dream, and he didn't listen to a word of what Song Jinyang said.

Song Jinyang murmured to Song Jinyang with empty eyes: "Did we still wear white dresses that day? Then... and then that red heavy truck hit you, and you were covered in blood... Is that so?"

Now Song Jinyang's face became uglier than Beisong's. Song Jinyang's eyes darkened, and he asked in a hoarse voice, "Xiaobei, how do you know these things?"

Song Jinyang was very puzzled what was going on. If Beisong was reborn or traveled back like him, why would he not remember himself, but only remember such painful memories?

As soon as Song Jinyang's words fell, Beisong's tears welled up, and he said to Song Jinyang with a choked voice: "Some time ago, when we hadn't dated, I couldn't sleep well all night. I had a nightmare, in my dream, there was a man who died protecting me in a car accident...he was covered in blood...his beautiful white dress was covered in blood...when the heavy truck hit him, he He used his body to block the disaster for me, and finally he fell in front of me dripping with blood. I just watched helplessly as he gradually lost his breath in front of me, but there was nothing I could do. ...I called him desperately, begging him not to fall asleep, but he didn't respond at all...At that time, I felt as if my heart was going to die with that person, and I couldn't see clearly what happened in the dream. Who is the man in front of me, but I have a very clear feeling that the man who died to protect me, he is the most important person in my life, but I have lost him forever, the me in the dream is so good Despair, the feeling of despair and powerlessness, made me almost breathless. Fortunately, after waking up, this uncomfortable feeling quickly dissipated, and I returned to reality. Later, we Together, gradually I no longer have such nightmares. Later, I often dreamed of being with you, and the dreams were full of beautiful pictures, so I didn’t care about this nightmare that I had repeatedly before It's gone. Unexpectedly...the person in my dream turned out to be you."

Beisong's scorching tears hurt Song Jinyang. He frowned slightly, stretched out his strong arms, wrapped Beisong into his arms, and let him lie on his body.

Then Song Jinyang reached out and caressed Beisong's soft hair, and said to him softly: "It's okay, everything is over, don't you think I'm by your side well, those are just dreams, and it's all over."

While Song Jinyang comforted Beisong's emotions, he wondered what was going on in his heart.

If he was just a pure nightmare, Song Jinyang thought that Xiaobei, who had never experienced such despair in his life, would not have such a big reaction.

Song Jinyang thought to himself more than once or twice, whether Beisong would also be reborn or come back through soul transmigration, and what Beisong said now made Song Jinyang think more deeply.It's just why Xiaobei doesn't remember himself anymore?Song Jinyang was also confused.

Bei Song buried his face in Song Jinyang's arms, feeling Song Jinyang's strong heartbeat, and with Song Jinyang's comfort, Bei Song's mood gradually stabilized.

He lowered his head, Song Jinyang couldn't see his expression clearly, he could only judge from the fact that his trembling shoulders gradually calmed down, that Bei Song's mood had indeed eased a lot.

After crying for a while, Beisong still had a sore nose at this moment, and he said to Song Jinyang in a somewhat muffled voice: "I don't know what's wrong with me, just thinking about that dream makes me feel very uncomfortable... I don't know what's wrong with me. Know why I have these memories and Song emotions that don't belong to me..."

What should be explained and what should be said, the two of them already knew almost everything. Bei Song no longer suspected that there was someone else in Song Jinyang's heart, and Song Jinyang didn't want to continue the current topic.

Because going on, it can only be a good way to increase the sadness of the two of them.

So Song Jinyang changed the subject and said: "You just said that later on you often dreamed of me, can you tell me what kind of dreams you have had?"

Now Beisong was a little hard to tell, because he had a lot of dreams about two goblins fighting without clothes during this time.

However, in the face of Song Jinyang's scorching gaze, Bei Song still thought about the pictures he remembered clearly, the two people wearing clothes in the dream, and told Song Jinyang pick and choose: "I dreamed that we bought clothes near the school. We got a house and lived together, there are many spider plants and green radishes planted on the window sill at home, there is a big double recliner on the balcony, in autumn and winter, we often lie on it together to bask in the sun, and you like the coffee I make for you. "

Although there are such trivial details in Beisong's dream, these are the bits and pieces of the daily relationship between the two of them in the past. Now Beisong will tell Song Jinyang about it. Song Jinyang is now completely sure that his Xiaobei is the same as himself , also went back to the past, but I don’t know what went wrong in the process, Xiaobei’s memory has gone wrong, and these unforgettable pasts hidden deep in my heart, these precious memory fragments are being used in the way of dreams, little by little The revival in the depths of Beisong's memory.

Song Jinyang wanted to know how many memories about the past that Beisong subconsciously remembered, and coaxed: "Did you dream of anything else, please continue to talk about it?"

Beisong tried hard to recall the dream a little longer ago, and said: "I also dreamed that you took me to travel, and we went to Kitzbühel for skiing together, and then..."

Song Jinyang smiled, and then said: "Did we encounter an avalanche later, and many of us were trapped in the resort hotel on the mountain, but that time it was really a surprise..."

Bei Song opened his eyes wide in surprise and asked, "Professor... how do you know?"

Song Jinyang replied with a slight smile: "Because the dreams you had were all things that actually happened. Xiaobei... I think, maybe the person who came back was not only me, but you also came back, but I don't know why, you seem to be Lost memories of the past."

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I actually double updated today ^_^