Against the current Hengdao

When Mai Yunliang made Yan Xiaodao's sharp turns, he grabbed the handle of the car roof and hit his ear and shoulder. He was in pain and embarrassed to cry out for fear that Mr. Yan would laugh at him for being too weak.Compared with a man like Yan Xiaodao, he really looks powerless, just a beautiful and cowardly put on airs.

Mr. Mai didn't seem sure where to go, and he was obviously not familiar with Linwan, so Yan Xiaodao decided to go to a relatively remote private tea house. If you can't find it, the business is naturally deserted.

The two sat down in the private room, Yan Xiaodao didn't bother to order tea, he didn't even touch his cup of latte.He sat down at the table and looked straight into Mai Yunliang's eyes, without any politeness: "Mr. Mai, what do you want to say to me, just tell me."

Mai Yunliang bowed his head and started the procedure of pouring water.A born chronic lover, you really need to warm up before you can get to the point. When you talk, you have to wash the cup, pour water, wash the tea and make the tea. After a long time, you can filter out a cup of tea that is not much bigger than your thumb. It is not enough for Mr. Yan to clean the teeth. Yan Xiaodao's straightforward temper really can't stand this red tape.

Mai Yunliang said softly: "Mr. Yan, in fact, he is about to leave, and it is inevitable that he will not let go, so he wants to talk to someone."

Yan Xiaodao got straight to the point: "What do you think of Ling He? Where have you seen him?"

"Oh...I..." Mai Yunliang had already taken off his sunglasses, completely exposing the Gu Panli in his hesitant eyes, "I know you care about Mr. Ling, I was just afraid that Mr. Yan would not want to meet, so I just said something casually, Actually, no, I'm sorry, Mr. Yan."

Yan Xiaodao's eyebrows slowly gathered into two engraved lines, and the next second he straightened the collar of his windbreaker, got up and walked, and was too lazy to talk nonsense. When his face turned cold, he had an aura of repelling people thousands of miles away, which made people feel intimidated !

Mai Yunliang was startled, and subconsciously grabbed Yan Xiaodao, but his legs did not follow the command of the cerebellum, and his feet tripped over the table legs.This person actually threw himself in front of Yan Xiaodao in an unexpected half-kneeling posture!Because of this unexpected and awkward physical contact, or perhaps the cold eyes, ridicule, and humiliation that have been suffered for a long time that are contrary to the dignity of a man, Mai Yunliang's eyes and nose are flushed, and his shoulders are shaking due to intense emotions. It is really unbearable for a handsome man to be so embarrassed in front of others...

Yan Xiaodao felt that he had nothing to say, he helped the other party to sit down again, and then calmly broke his wrist from Mai Yunliang's grasp.

A box of tissues on the table became the best placebo for Mr. Mai's low mood. After blowing his nose, Mai Yunliang laughed at himself: "I made Mr. Yan a joke. I don't do this often. It's because I'm under a lot of pressure recently. , the brokerage company always arranges work for me, the schedule of concerts and variety show contracts is very tight, sleep and mood are not good, Mr. Yan is willing to sit down and chat with me, I am really grateful."

Yan Xiaodao nodded gracefully: "Understood. A job is almost enough. No matter how much money you earn, it's not as good as living a comfortable and happy life, being able to do whatever you want and not being manipulated by others."

Mai Yunliang also knew that there was something in Yan Xiaodao's words, and a few deep wrinkles appeared in the corners of his eyes, and no amount of hyaluronic acid injections could conceal the desolation from the spiritual level: "Mr. Yan, do you feel like me?" Humans are shameless and shameless, and they climb up a big tree when they see it, and it is already rotten beyond cure.”

Yan Xiaodao said bluntly: "No, I can see that you don't want to."

"You don't want to" said four words, and Mai Yunliang's tear glands burst in an instant.

When this handsome face was finally touched and poked painfully, every muscle and every line of the facial features fell into convulsions, and the beautiful body shattered in the heart-breaking twitches, scattered all over the ground, even at this time, she still dared not cry It has become a habit to make a sound and swallow all the suppressed tears into his mouth.

Mai Yunliang choked up and said: "Mr. Yan, I have no choice. When I have enough mind and ability to get out of this terrible fire pit, it's already too late... My whole body is already rotten and dirty. Even if I crawl out, How can I stand in front of everyone with such an ugly and dirty face? Everything I do today is based on those shady and dirty deals, and I will have nothing, I can't do anything..."

Yes, for the huge interests that cannot be resisted, you have to entrust your flesh and blood and dignity to a man, and then you feel remorse and want to break away from the net of interests, but you dare not bear the loss of your career reputation, right?Since ancient times, it is difficult to have both, sugarcane is not as sweet as both ends, Yan Xiaodao thought so in his heart, but he didn't say it out loud.

Mai Yunliang looked at Yan Xiaodao with red and dull eyes, as if his soul was in vain: "Mr. Yan, I was destined to fall into the palm of the devil when I was eight years old."

"..." Yan Xiaodao's expression became serious in Mai Yunliang's intermittent memories.

Mai Yunliang said that he was an illegitimate child, and he was an illegitimate child with a purpose from birth.

It's just that this so-called purpose is not a bargaining chip used by any concubine or concubine to compete with the big tits.He was born under his father's special plan and could be used to gain benefits for the family.

It's just that she was born as a weight. Naturally, her father doesn't love her and her mother doesn't love her. It's destined to be a dirty deal from birth.

A beautiful and well-behaved boy, there are still many people in this world who like him.For example, for a family that has no children, if you have many sons, you can sell one or two to others. The illegitimate children are not from the original spouse, so the selling price is cheap, and you can even give them away for free; Hobbies, comers are not rejected, the more the better, the more you support the family, your son can also give favors, which is like sending a few famous calligraphy and paintings, famous cars and watches, or sending a cruise ship, a Steinway piano, It is more able to do what it likes and show sincerity! "Offering treasures" is a matter of intention, and of doing what the other party likes.

Moreover, the more children of their own blood relatives donated, the more they can show the heart and loyalty revealed by this "nomination certificate".If you use a wild little hoof picked up on the side of the road to make up for it, a commoner cheap, not a rich family, who cares to play with you?

"A wealthy family? Who is your father?"

Yan Xiaodao's face paled faintly when he heard a word, four deep marks were drawn by his fingers on the back of the coffee table where outsiders could not see.He couldn't believe that under the high-rise buildings in this bustling world, there would be such shocking transactions and indifferent and vicious parents.He himself doesn't know who his biological parents are, and he grew up in a poor and broken family, but still longs for the love of his parents, he really doesn't want to hear such things.

Mai Yunliang's froze eyes reflected the scenery outside the window: "I was probably sent to the mainland one year after the return to China, to a group of bigwigs who were the most wealthy and powerful in the mainland. Those richest men...my father, used me in exchange for a large amount of capital and public opinion support, and obtained an important seat in the parliamentary council that he dreamed of. At such an important historical moment, others have people like him who are absolutely unwilling Willing to be the queen, his business empire needs a decent status to support him, he needs to show his loyalty like those big bosses, he needs..."

Mai Yunliang had intentionally obscured the details, and he didn't mention the names of any key figures. Yan Xiaodao knew in his heart that he would never just ask for a member or representative seat. It might be a higher and more prominent position, which cannot be mentioned now.Therefore, the Mr. Mai in front of him must have originally come from a famous family, but the famous bastard unfortunately became an unlucky abandoned son, and was forced to exchange half his life's fame and dignity for some people's high officials, rich titles and drunken fans.

"You mean, eight years old, they can do it?" Yan Xiaodao asked with difficulty.

"No, it's not. Some people just don't like childish ones. They have to raise them first, so they like to pick tall ones who look like adults..." Mai Yunliang said in a light voice, "It's my 15th birthday."

"Actually, this is probably a specific circle. There are certain people who exercise power and enjoy the prey they raise, and some people are responsible for finding and collecting underage 'cubs' for them, and organizing such a breeding with a span of years. 'Game'. I am not the only one who has such an unfortunate and tragic fate. The host you saw at the celebration party two days ago is Lu Yilun. I know that he is also...like me...forced... He didn't want to."

Lu Yilun, nicknamed "Brother Lu" on Satellite TV, is a gifted and eloquent gifted host. He is also very handsome. In private, it is said that he is a male public relations pet that many ladies spend money to support, but he did not expect this to be the reason.

A bunch of insane perverts.

Who it is may not matter anymore.In that circle, there will never be any lack of various power-money transactions and money-sex transactions that force good people into prostitution and destroy human nature. The eternal iron law of supply and demand will definitely make such transactions endless and reciprocating.

Mai Yunliang's humbleness, as well as this person's resistance, helplessness, cowardice, and fear, all these superficial appearances have the most unacceptable annotations and interpretations, and the truth comes to light.

Mai Yunliang drank some tea, his mood eased a little, and his face was still swollen: "Mr. Yan, you may feel very abrupt. I am not familiar with you. I have never met you before, but I told you such things, which is very unpleasant. The past. Why am I telling you this?

"Because, I really don't have anyone trustworthy to tell the truth! I am beautiful in front of others and lonely in back. It is impossible to expose my ugly and embarrassing real face to my fans, nor can I talk to my assistants, managers, Speak out from your company and friends. No one will sympathize with you for this kind of thing, they will only call you dirty and disgusting... I actually have nothing, I am just a walking dead wrapped in a glamorous body."

Mai Yunliang actually laughed, the laughter was extremely sad and unpleasant.

Even if he is not on the stage, this person usually wears make-up habitually, but the make-up can't hide the pale sickness under the skin.Mai Yunliang has a pair of beautiful eyes, which should have been a rich gold mine, but the gold mine has been continuously excavated and looted, and all the glittering gold has been sifted away, leaving only two pairs of desolate loess in the eyes .

"Recently, I have been under a lot of pressure, and I can't stand being forced by those people. I always have insomnia, and I am very sick. The doctor said it was depression. I really feel very uncomfortable. I just want to see you again before I go back. Mr. Yan, you Really nice guy."

Mai Yunliang's mouth twitched into a smile after he finished speaking, and he looked at Yan Xiaodao, as if his wish had finally been fulfilled.

Yan Xiaodao groaned in his heart, his throat was stiff, and he couldn't even say appropriate words of comfort.What are a few cheap consolations worth?Can this deep-rooted scar be healed, or can this harsh and merciless fate be reversed?

"What can I help you? Just say it." Yan Xiaodao said, "You can still choose to leave, go abroad, go far away, find a place where no one knows you, and start over for the rest of your life."

Mai Yunliang lowered his eyelids, noncommittal: "I will consider your suggestion, let's start again... I will fly back tomorrow, and it is hard to know when we will meet again next time. Mr. Yan, it is my honor to meet you in three lifetimes. A gift from you shows your heart."

Mai Yunliang came here prepared, and took out a dark blue luxurious and elegant square box from his handbag. The front of the box was the logo of a famous Swiss watch brand, which was very valuable at first glance.

Yan Xiaodao declined subconsciously: "No need to do this."

Mai Yunliang said: "I have a little heart, you must accept it."

Yan Xiaodao felt very uncomfortable: "Vulgar people can't help anything, and they have no face to accept things."

"I wasted your time and ruined your mood at work and meetings." Mai Yunliang sincerely apologized, "It's just a watch that I have used and repaired a few times. It is not very expensive. I also know that Mr. Yan bought it If you buy any more high-end watch, it will not be rare for its value. But this is the heart of my relationship with Mr. Yan, please accept it and keep it for yourself.”

Mai Yunliang's eyes were earnest, as if he was about to fall to his knees again.The blue box was stuffed under Yan Xiaodao's fingers, and the two of them put their hands on the table and almost fell into a stalemate. At the last moment, Yan Xiaodao stretched out his hand and grasped the watch box: "Okay, I accept it, but please Mr. Mai Take care of yourself, if you need help, I am always happy to help."

……

This difficult conversation should have ended here, and the heart is extremely heavy and uncomfortable.

Yan Xiaodao got up, but Mai Yunliang was still sitting there holding the teacup tightly, and was about to hold the white porcelain cup into the palm of his hand, blending with the pale hand bones.

Yan Xiaodao pinched the corner of the table with one hand and five fingers. In just a moment, he broke the not-hard mango wood into sawdust, and said to Mai Yunliang in a hoarse voice: "You said just now, that is a specific circle, and you are not the only one who suffered this kind of tragedy. Do you know who else is 'out there' besides you and the Lui Lun you mentioned?"

Mai Yunliang's hands holding the teacup trembled, his humble and cowardly nature made him always submissive and overbearing at such critical moments.

"It's just you and me here, tell me." Yan Xiaodao closed his ears and didn't want to hear anything, but couldn't help asking.

Could Mai Yunliang not understand what Yan Xiaodao asked?

"When and where did you meet Ling He?" Yan Xiaodao didn't look into Mai Yunliang's eyes.

Mai Yunliang tried his best to calm his tone: "That is, when I came to the mainland for the first time and the second time, I was in Yandu, 'that' place..."

Yan Xiaodao was surprised: "That was when you were very young?"

Mai Yunliang nodded: "Everyone, about the same age... I am 25 years old, I think Mr. Ling is about the same age as me? He should be younger than me, and he was very beautiful then."

For a moment, Yan Xiaodao's veins twitched violently, thunder struck his head, and he felt tinnitus, so that he had to support the coffee table with both hands, bent down and stared at Mai Yunliang and said: "Mr. Mai, it has been so many years, you were eight years old at the time, are you not Remember the wrong person?"

Mai Yunliang opened his eyes wide, and said thoughtfully: "Mr. Ling hasn't had plastic surgery yet, his face is still a different mixed race, Mr. Yan, do you think someone will mistake him? He seems to have changed his name, It wasn't that name at all before, but if you had seen him more than ten years ago, wouldn't you recognize him now?"

The teacup in front of Mai Yunliang shattered into pieces under Yan Xiaodao's fingertips.

Yan Xiaodao would not let his brows and eyes be stained with blood when Mount Tai collapsed in front of him, he would never lose his mind, and would never panic.He straightened up, dusted his fingers, and said to Mai Yunliang solemnly: "I think, you just misjudged and recognized the wrong person.

"The two sentences just now are only between you and me. I don't want you to mention it to any third person. Can you promise me, Mr. Mai?"

Mai Yunliang looked up at him in surprise, but instantly understood the deep friendship that words could not describe.How much he envied this Mr. Ling!

Yan Xiaodao said: "I'll just pretend I didn't hear what you said today, I've never heard of it, and I don't want to hear anyone hear or mention it from you in the future, can you promise me, Mr. Mai?!"

Mai Yunliang nodded dumbly: "I won't say it, don't worry, Mr. Yan, I will never bring up this matter again."

……

The two parted ways in the tea house, Yan Xiaodao couldn't see any intense emotion on his face, and said solemnly: "Mr. Mai, take care, if there is anything, you must call me, I will go first."

He didn't step into Mai Yunliang's car again, and strode out of the tea house into the cold wind. The early spring in the north was chilly, and the poplar trees were full of flowers, which disturbed people's hearts.

He walked alone on the sidewalk full of flowers, and he didn't show any expression. He just enjoyed the loneliness and sorted out his emotions by category.For a moment deep in his heart, he was weighing whether to continue to enjoy the unfettered freedom and bored loneliness without having to bear any troubles alone, or to choose to embrace someone by his shoulders and shoulder all the criticism and pressure that may follow, Just stay by that person's side.

This trade-off lasted for about ten seconds, and the balance swung in a single direction, and the winner of the weights on both sides was already divided.

He wants that person, no matter what has happened before or what will happen in the future.

Within three days, someone poured two pots of dirty water on Ling He.

The first pot of dirty water came from Lord Qi.He didn't dare to question that his godfather was lying to him, but rumors in the circle suspected that Ling Huang was not dead, and that the relationship between Ling Huang and his son was "unclean".

The second pot of dirty water came from Mai Yunliang.Mai Yunliang really didn't seem to be making up a story to lie, this man was on the verge of collapse in the tea house from the beginning to the end, and his body was convulsing all the time.With Yan Xiaodao's rich experience in the arena, Mai Yunliang should be suffering from severe depression. If this is made up, his acting skills will be too superb.Mai Yunliang doesn't have this acting skills, and no one will take advantage of the dual personality reputation of himself and his family to make up such a story to gain sympathy.

He knew very well in his heart that Ling He had secrets, and there were problems and inside information about Ling He's family background and father.

Ling He has two faces, sometimes his temperament is withdrawn and perverse, there must be a reason for this.

Ling He only mentioned studying abroad when he was a teenager, but Yan Xiaodao actually knew nothing about these backgrounds, and never got to the bottom of it.

In his view, love is love, regardless of family background.

What left a deep impression on his mind was the many words Ling He had said to him.

Ling He said happily like a child, "I'm taller than you, so it's appropriate for me to hug you."

When Ling He met his eyes in the dead of night, he said, "You are allowed to order, and I will teach you how to play the music."

These are acting skills?

Yan Xiaodao closed his eyes and thought back, although the person beside him has always had superb acting skills, occasionally when his true feelings are revealed, the friendship between them is real.

He bought a big candied haws stuffed with stuffing in a roadside shop, and sat on the curb, letting the cold wind and dust sweep over the back of his windbreaker.He licked red bean paste and oranges, chewed them, licked the sugar residue at the corner of his mouth, and confirmed that the taste was still the one in his mind, occasionally mixed with some coarse foreign matter, but the essence was soft and sweet.