Byron's Blade

He Yingning vaguely guessed who the person Qiu Zheng was talking about, so these words pierced her heart like a sharp arrow.She had never experienced this feeling before, that kind of sore tearing pain.

"You are very similar to a person. You are both self-willed, selfish, and always talk to yourself. You don't take other people's feelings seriously, and you just use other people's feelings when you need them."

"Really?" He Yingning's voice trembled, did she think of herself that much?That's right, from the beginning to the end, I have been so hot and cold towards her, and I have always been indifferent to her.The handy help among the crowd at the Gaia auction and the reckless collision at the entrance of the supermarket seem to imply the inseparable fate between the two.When Gaia City left the city, the two met formally for the first time. At that time, it was He Yingning herself who took the initiative to approach the feud.It's just that He Yingning didn't know it at that time, but a question and answer out of curiosity officially opened the intersection between the two of them.

In the Chuzhong Hotel, she acted too recklessly, and she broke in to save herself.Later, when she was chasing cars on the street and in the gun battle at the securities company, she completely lost control and went crazy in order to protect herself. What did she explain?

Yes, she is Jiao Didi's daughter, so she has an instinctive fear of such a dangerous person as Qiu Zheng.At the entrance of the restaurant in Dongluo General's Mansion, I was shocked to hear that she was a person with split personality. He Yingning failed to restrain her fear. The words of hatred when parting, and the shocking smile under the moonlight hurt her. Heart?

But can this be her fault?This was indeed her most natural reaction, but it didn't mean that she hated fighting and didn't want to get close to her anymore.

He Yingning knew why Qiu Zheng lost his temper in General Dongluo's mansion, because there were rumors in the mansion that the eldest lady was coerced by dangerous terrorists, and she was involved in the Chuzhong Hotel incident.The group of people who came to the mansion used the eldest lady as a bargaining chip, and they were negotiating with General He Yun to gain benefits.This kind of statement is an official statement deliberately released by General He Yun and Mu Xin after negotiating with each other. The original purpose is to disturb the outside world.Although Qiu Zheng was responsible, Qiu Zheng was already mentally prepared and didn't care.But because he was punished by his mother to confine him and think about his mistakes, Qiu Zheng came to find him several times, but he avoided seeing him.It made her really think that she was very afraid and repulsive towards her.

Later, the fear she really showed completely broke her heart.

In order to escape from marriage and rebel against her mother, and also to fight for revenge, He Yingning chased her out desperately.But because she didn't know how to face her, the clumsy expression made her misunderstand her original intention.

Probably so far, I have left the worst impression in her heart.

Before setting off, He Yingning was actually at a loss.She didn't know what was wrong with her, why she kept thinking about it, why she was so desperate.She didn't admit that she fell in love with Qiu Zheng, because it's very strange, how many times have they been in contact?That person has a bad temper, never has good things to say about himself, looks...although he is good-looking, but his personality is too bad, and he is still a patient with schizophrenia.He Yingning is a noble lady, she has been well educated since she was a child, and she admires beautiful things, so she really doesn't like such a person.

When the plane is attacked by snow moths, Qiu Zheng is put in danger and almost dies.At that time in the bumpy and rolled cabin, He Yingning felt her heart was about to jump out. What she was worried about was not her own life or death, but the back view when she left the cabin with all her heart and eyes.At that time, a thought was rolling in her mind, what would happen to herself if she died?Just thinking about it like this feels like a pain in the heart.When she heard that Chou Zheng was safe and sound, the sense of relief, gratitude, and uncontrollable tears finally made her understand that she really fell in love with her.

As the medical vehicle came along, she stood by Qiu Zheng's bedside and thought a lot.Why do I have feelings for such a person?The conclusion is that most of the time love comes suddenly and for no particular reason.Of course, she seemed to be aware of some special psychology of her own.

Because she was a good girl since she was a child, playing the role of mother's good daughter and the most elegant heir to the general.In fact, He Yingning has been suppressing her own nature, her rebelliousness, her autonomy are hidden deep in her heart, and the idea of ​​longing for freedom has grown unknowingly, and it has become out of control when she becomes an adult.

To her, hatred and struggle are like the light that leads to freedom.No, maybe it should be compared to "the poppy who can't stop", "Satan who lures the forbidden fruit" is more appropriate.

She chases feuds as if chasing the real darkness in the false light, dangerous, exciting, and adrenaline-inducing.This depraved pleasure made her feel trembling all over, and it was unprecedentedly fresh, making it hard for her to get away.She has been trapped in this kind of psychology until she finds that she really likes revenge.

She had crossed that line, and there was no going back.

Fear and longing coexist, avoidance and closeness are intertwined, contradictory and entangled, creating the current self.

But these are just her own wishful thinking.She doesn't know what Qiu Zheng thinks, does she really like herself?Was the heartbreak she showed at that time, the gentle and slightly bitter smile under the moonlight, real?Isn't it my own hallucination?

He Yingning originally thought that she was sure of the answers to these questions, but when she heard Qiu Zheng's sentence "You look a lot like a person", everything fell apart in an instant.It turned out that all this was just her own delusion, a dark and humble imagination, and a shady hypocrisy. What she was chasing was just her own dark side.What she fell in love with was nothing more than a feud that was packaged and packaged after psychological processing.

It's all because of her self-assertive psychology, and now she has asked for trouble.

"Can you tell me, who is that person? I heard that there are 3 people in this world who look exactly like me." He Yingning was struggling for the last time.

"Her name is Xiaocai. When I was undergoing human experiments in xtx, she was my... patient friend? Hehe..." Qiu Zheng sneered sarcastically.

He Yingning's heart sank completely, she knew it, she guessed it!She had mentioned the name Xiaocai when listening to Qiu Zheng's self-report outside the restaurant of General Dongluo's Mansion.She also knows that this girl occupies a very unique position in Qiu Zheng's heart.She was Qiu Zheng's only spiritual support when he was tortured in the sea of ​​suffering, and Qiu Zheng's affection for her was extraordinary.Xiaocai's death made Qiu Zheng go crazy for the first time, almost slaughtering the entire xtx biological research center, and also made her embark on the path of corruption.

And she seemed to be Xiao Cai's substitute.

"You and her...the expressions between the eyebrows and eyes are too similar..." Qiu Zheng's blue eyes finally looked into He Yingning's eyes, and there seemed to be a kind of obsession and bewilderment in the irises, and the voice gradually changed Fascinated, "That kind of weakness, which also implies unwillingness and resistance, that kind of gesture of moths rushing to the flame and chasing the abyss. It's so similar..."

He Yingning's heart palpitations were aroused by her words, goosebumps appeared, and then the feeling of nausea overwhelming his stomach.

She shook off Qiu Zhan's grasping hand, turned her head and ran towards the back of the medical vehicle, then opened the door of the air pressure chamber, hid in the air pressure chamber, and closed the air pressure chamber with a loud "bang".

She grabbed the doorknob, gasped for breath, her legs were weak, and she knelt down weakly.She trembled all over, and the belated heartache slowly brought tears to her eyes.She sat at the foot of the door, curled herself up, hugged her knees, covered her mouth and wept silently.

Yes, it was exactly as she thought.He Yingning, look, what have you done?Take everything and end up with nothing.

There was an eerie silence in the carriage.All the medical staff tried their best to reduce their sense of existence, as if they didn't hear or see anything.In fact, I am very concerned about the conversation between the pair just now. Although they are very close and their voices are very low, but if you listen carefully, you can still hear most of the content.

Alita stood up from the computer desk, stood in front of Qiu Zheng's bed, looked at her expressionless and cold face, and asked lightly:

"You bastard, why do you say that kind of thing? There must be a limit to a bad mouth."

Qiu Zheng closed his eyes and lay on his side on the bed without saying a word.

"Although it's none of my business how you treat Miss He, I'm more or less responsible for what happened to you back then. I can't just sit idly by when you say something like this. Answer my question, do you really care about it?" You think so?" Alita's voice gradually became colder.

"It has nothing to do with you." Qiu Zheng replied coldly.

"Qiu Zheng, I want to re-evaluate you, and the report will be handed over to the teacher."

Qiu Zheng opened his eyes, his blue eyes flickered fiercely, and stared at Alita fiercely.Alita was not afraid at all, her green pupils were calm and calm as usual.The two fell into a confrontation, and in the end they were defeated by the rivalry.

"At first, I really thought she was very similar to Xiao Cai. But...I just..." On Qiu Zheng's cold face, a rare look of annoyance appeared, which was then forcibly covered up.

"Just want to get revenge on her?" Alita answered, seeing Qiu Zheng's expression, she understood the crux of the matter almost instantly.

Chou Zheng gritted his teeth, staring at the pills on the bedside fixed iron plate, speechless.

"It's hopelessly stupid and naive! Asking you this kind of question really lowers my IQ!" Alita frowned and said angrily, "This is your own problem, solve it yourself, don't expect others to wipe your ass for you .In addition, I kindly remind you that you can’t stay in the air pressure chamber for a long time. If you stay for more than half an hour, you will be in danger of sulfur dioxide poisoning. You can figure it out yourself.”

After finishing speaking, he sat back in front of the computer, put on his earphones, and completely stayed out of it.

Chou Zheng gritted his teeth angrily and clenched his fists.

The kind nurse who once helped Dora couldn't stand it any longer. It's nothing, but the couple quarreled, why did Sister Ta get angry, she was just joining in the fun.One thing Alita said was right, if He Yingning hid in the air pressure chamber in such a fit of rage, he would really be in danger of sulfur dioxide poisoning.The external atmospheric environment is full of high concentrations of sulfur dioxide, and the barometric chamber is only a buffer zone for adjusting air pressure and oxygen supply, and the protective measures are not complete.

Biting her lower lip, the nurse decided that even if she made Alita angry, she had to mind her own business.It's so stupid to kill people because couples quarrel.What's more, the other party is the eldest daughter of the He family, if there is any danger to her life, it will be a disaster.

Thinking of this, the nurse hurriedly took two oxygen-supplied ventilators, and planned to go to the barometric chamber to persuade Miss He. If they all come in, at least let Miss He wear a ventilator.I am not in a hurry to come back. It is not good to leave her there alone. Although she cannot speak with a ventilator, at least sitting there with her company is a kind of comfort that is better than nothing.This young lady is also very pitiful, she was raised in the palm of her hand, but ended up alone in such a difficult environment, without even a caring friend around her, and now she is still hurt by her sweetheart.well......

Alita didn't respond to the nurse's actions, but someone still called the nurse:

"Sister Lu, wait a moment." It was Qiu Zheng's voice.

The nurse looked back at Qiu Zheng.

"Help me up, let me go."

"Oh, oh!"