Tackle that koi

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For a while, the young man didn't make a sound, and the surrounding was so quiet that he could hear the sound of snow falling on the car window.

Seasonal changes in cities always seem to be so sudden.Suddenly it's hot enough to melt people, and suddenly it's cold to the bone. There are seldom times when the snow falls so gently.

Probably also because he rarely cared about a person so much.

Fei Yu was still wrapped in a scarf, and took it off stiffly at this moment, not daring to look at Zhou Jingli, his eyes fell on the empty driver's seat, where the car keys were hanging and the indicator light was on, so quiet that he could hear the whirring The heating sound.

He said: "I'm escaping...the fact that that person is Brother Nanzhou...and evading..."

Zhou Jingli looked at him.

Fei Yu said, "...your business."

He came over cautiously and buried his head in Zhou Jingli's neck, slimy like a puppy and a little aggrieved.

Zhou Jingli didn't come back to his senses for a while: "My...what's the matter?"

Fei Yu didn't look up: "You are a god."

On the day when the news of Nanzhou's suicide came, Fei Yu was still in class.At that time, smartphones were just new products on the market, and the Internet was not well developed. Everyone's understanding of the entertainment industry came from newspapers, magazines and TV.After school in the afternoon, he bought the latest evening newspaper at the roadside newsstand as usual, and all he saw was Nanzhou's suicide in large bold and bold letters.

He grabbed the newspaper, ran all the way home, and handed the newspaper to Zhou Jingli.He hadn't cried for a long time, but at that moment, he couldn't control his trembling body, and tears flowed down his face.All reactions were too instinctive, and the calmness and rationality of a 16-year-old child seemed useless.

Nanzhou hanged himself in the bedroom at ten o'clock in the morning, which was an auspicious time.Zhou Jingli glanced at the newspaper, stood in the yard for a while, came in after a while, and said to him: "Xiao Yu, dinner is ready, if you are hungry, eat first, or wait for me to come back. If you can't do it Don't force yourself after finishing your homework, I will help you ask the teacher for leave tomorrow."

Fei Yu didn't know where Zhou Jingli was going out, opened his homework book, but couldn't write a word for a long time, his mind was full of the words and phrases in the newspaper.He went to the living room to turn on the TV, and saw the reporter in the live news breaking into Nanzhou's house, but the Filipino maid couldn't stop her, covering her face and yelling.Just when he was about to smash the TV angrily, Zhou Jingli suddenly appeared on the screen, glanced at the camera with indifferent eyes, and then the whole screen went black.

Fei Yu was stunned.

Zhou Jing was less than half an hour away from home, why did he suddenly arrive in Hong Kong?

He thought it was his eyesight, turned off the TV and turned it on again, the same channel was already completely dark.Unwilling to give up, I changed to another entertainment station, and the picture was complete.

After dark, the entertainment stations in the mainland began to broadcast the news of Nanzhou's death, and Zhou Jingli's flashing figure appeared again in the quoted screen.

Fei Yu subconsciously picked up the phone, and then realized that Zhou Jingli didn't have a personal cell phone at all.

He ran into Zhou Jingli's room.

No electronic devices, no photos, nothing that is commonly used by modern people.There are several sets of books on the table, in the style of "Journey to the West" and "Sou Shen Ji".Fei Yu opened it, and on the title page was written the giver "Nanzhou".

He vaguely felt something was wrong, and turned around the room inside and out.None of the plants in the yard are blooming, and they are growing very well.Fei Yu sat on the steps with his body curled up, his mind was muddled, and he thought of Nanzhou again for a while, tilting his head in a daze, his nerves were already numb.

The passing neighbors greeted him, but Fei Yu didn't hear him at all.Feeling hungry, he got up slowly and walked towards the kitchen.The food on the table was still hot, Fei Yu froze for a moment, then frantically searched in the kitchen.

Zhou Jingli has been away for more than three hours, how could the food be still hot!

Fei Yu even moved out the gas tank, nothing unusual... He stood in the middle of the kitchen, looked around, and then quickly ran into Zhou Jingli's room.

He knew something was wrong!

The kitchen and bedrooms are so clean!It's not clean without dust, but it's a strange feeling that even the air is too clean, without human breath.

He shrugged and went back to the living room, scratching his hair non-stop.Fei Yu felt that he was crazy, and even suspected that Zhou Jingli was not a human being.

He was at a loss, for a while, it was Nanzhou who committed suicide, and for a while, it was Zhou Jingli who was not a human being. The impact of the two was too great, and he buried his head in the sofa.

When he was about to fall asleep, he heard a voice from outside the door. It was Zhou Jingli who had returned.Fei Yu didn't know how to react for the first time, instead of standing up to greet him immediately, he bit his lip and continued to be an ostrich.

He heard footsteps coming, Zhou Jingli brushed his hair lightly, and then a thin blanket fell on his body.

He heard a strange and sharp voice, like gnashing his teeth: "God, the child you raised didn't eat dinner."

Zhou Jingli gave a "tsk" sound: "It's not feeding, it's raising."

The voice said again: "God, the child you raised didn't eat dinner, and had been making a fuss all night, looking sad and frightened."

God... Fei Yu clenched his teeth tightly, not letting himself vomit out his heart due to over-surprise.

Recalling this point, Fei Yu stopped.He still kept his head down, resting his head on Zhou Jingli's neck, but his arms were tightly wrapped around the latter's waist, for fear that Zhou Jingli would disappear suddenly.

Zhou Jingli's eyes fell slightly, and he saw the scar on the young man's hair.It's been so many years, but it hasn't disappeared at all.The young man's makeup has been completely removed, and there is still a bit of woody perfume on his body.Zhou Jingli lowered his head and kissed Fei Yu's hair lightly.

Fei Yu was stunned, and quickly raised his head, his eyes were still red, but they were shining brightly, and his facial features were amazing.

Zhou Jingli stretched out his hand to pinch his face, and said, "So you've been hiding it from me, knowing that it wasn't the takeaway I ordered, and deliberately teasing me that you're going to eat in the store, huh?"

Fei Yu bit his lip: "I'm afraid you... will erase my memory after you find out."

Zhou Jingli couldn't help but laugh.

He was also a little careless, he hadn't worried about anything for thousands of years, especially after becoming a god, he felt that everything in the world was under his control, and he didn't pay attention to showing his feet at all.

He couldn't help asking: "Then you left me in the first place to escape from this matter?"

Fei Yu shook his head silently.

The heating in the car was too high, and he was sweating from the heat. He got up and took off his scarf, and even his jacket, before saying, "Before Brother Nanzhou committed suicide, he left some things for me."

He didn't know when he fell in love with Zhou Jingli.When they met, he was seriously injured in a car accident and watched his parents die beside him. Zhou Jingli was by his side all the time.

The car accident was widely reported, and my uncle even wanted to bring him on the show.He ran out of the hospital before he recovered from his injuries, and it was Zhou Jingli who found him.

At that time Zhou Jingli looked at him with peaceful and gentle eyes, and said: "In this world, there is no such thing as empathy. If you don't want to be pitied by others, you can refuse. If you are sad, you can cry. If you want to escape, I can take you where no one can find you."

He looked at this person whom he had known not long ago, and realized for the first time that "running away" and "escaping" were not shameful things.

He became an escaper without guilt.

For a whole year, I didn't go to school or go out, and wandered around in various rooms at home all day, watching various movies and novels, and playing the piano and guitar randomly.Zhou Jingli took care of the green plants in the yard, and when the street was full of delicious food, he took Fei Yu out from a corner and ate together.

A relative, Xiao, was thinking about the property of Fei's family, but Zhou Jingli claimed to be Fei Yu's guardian, and even showed Fei Yu's parents' will, so no one came to the door anymore.After a long time, Nanzhou became Fei's first-time guest, and later became a guest who came here every now and then.

It was Nanzhou who took Fei Yu to school.

Compared with Zhou Jingli, Nanzhou is more like a guardian.At that time, the two argued for a long time, and Nanzhou accused Zhou Jingli: "He is still a child, if he is so used to it, he will be a useless person for the rest of his life."

Zhou Jingli is always casual: "You guys really like to say 'forever', Xiaoyu feels happy, it's okay to live in any way, and the useless people don't have the right to live?"

Nanzhou was so choked that he couldn't speak.

After a few years, Nanzhou suddenly said to Zhou Jingli: "You are right. As long as you are happy in this life, you can live it however you want."

At that time, Fei Yu no longer called Zhou Jingli "uncle", and kept a straight face all day long.Zhou Jingli neither coaxed him nor annoyed him.Nanzhou was careful, he saw something, but he didn't point it out.

It was a summer night, and the three of them were enjoying the cool in the yard.Zhou Jingli was making fruit smoothies in the kitchen, while Fei Yu soloed an original arrangement of his own with a guitar.Nanzhou didn't comment on the creation, but just glanced at the direction of the kitchen, and said, "Little Yuzi, you are quite courageous, and you like Ah Li."

Fei Yu was so frightened that he almost couldn't hold the guitar, and wanted to pretend that nothing had happened.Nanzhou smiled: "Your arrangement, dare you say it wasn't for Ah Li?"

He is a three-dwelling superstar in film and television, and his accomplishments are beyond Fei Yu's imagination.Fei Yu, who was in the second stage of middle school, snorted, hugged the guitar and said nothing.

Zhou Jingli brought out a large bowl of mango smoothie. He didn't pay attention to the expressions of the two of them, and said, "There's watermelon, wait a minute." Then he went into the kitchen again.

Nanzhou then said to Fei Yu: "I just want to say two points. First, you are very playful, and A Li doesn't care what kind of person you will become in the future. But if you really like someone and want to be with that person At the same time, you must at least make sure that you are able to give that person what he wants. Second, you have been hanging like this, and Ah Li does have the ability to support you. But you know, if things go on like this, you will only be will always be a child."

Fei Yu was in a daze for a moment.

He liked that Zhou Jingli never accused himself of anything, even if he deliberately found fault, Zhou Jingli would not be angry.How much he wished that Zhou Jingli could get angry at him, so that maybe the thoughts he had born would be extinguished, and he wouldn't have to keep hiding them.

But Nanzhou's words instantly made his feelings so clear, and even pointed out the way for the future.

So, he decided to leave.

The plan to go to Korea was also suggested by Nanzhou.At that time, Nanzhou brought some things specially, and said with a smile: "If you go to Korea, I think you will like these things."

Those things are some of Zhou Jingli's daily work and life that Nanzhou privately recorded and filmed.

Hearing this, Zhou Jingli suddenly realized: "No wonder, it was Nanzhou who encouraged you to go to Korea."

If there hadn't been the five years of no contact in the middle, which cut off a part of his memory, he would indeed feel that Fei Yu was still just a child...not what he is now.In the end, it is Nanzhou who understands humans better.

Fei Yu's skin was fair, and he took off his thick coat at the moment, but his emotions fluctuated, his face and neck were flushed.He cautiously approached Zhou Jingli again, hugged him, and said, "After Brother Nanzhou died, you have been... very sad. I should stay with you, but... I want to become as soon as possible." Be strong, not the child you protect, but someone who can protect you."

He had always wanted to make Zhou Jingli angry, but after Nanzhou's death, he finally saw Zhou Jingli angry on TV, and only then did he know that Zhou Jingli's expression made him feel so distressed to death.

He doesn't want this god to give him anything, as long as this god smiles gently and carelessly as usual, this life is enough.

Zhou Jingli's gaze trembled slightly, and he asked, "Then why didn't you see Nanzhou today and still avoid me?"

Fei Yu smiled helplessly, and a little wronged: "Brother, I'm afraid. I saw you so angry and sad at that time, I didn't know what you did to Brother Nanzhou... If he really died, I don't care how much you miss him, Even though I kept my promise, I will guard you well. But now he is back, and he is obviously coming to see you...Brother, you and Brother Nanzhou..."

Zhou Jingli looked at him.

The atmosphere was silent for a while, and Fei Yu's heart sank slightly, feeling extremely anxious.He gradually felt afraid again, what would he do if Ah Li really liked Nanzhou... Until now, he suddenly realized that he had been delusional all this time.

Zhou Jingli raised his hand suddenly, and the driver's seat appeared with a "bang" like Er Guohu.The fox was still covering its ears, its sharp mouth curled up in aggrieved way, trying not to listen to God's gossip.After finally cultivating into a monster, it shouldn't lose its life because of it.

Fei Yu's eyes widened slightly, Zhou Jingli said, "Okay, you can go now."

Er Guohu jumped out with a "whoosh".

Zhou Jingli glanced at Fei Yu, stretched out his hand and squeezed his face: "Soon, all the gods and monsters in the world will know that you, human being, are my guardian."

Fei Yu looked at him in a daze.

Zhou Jingli gently pulled the corner of his mouth: "Xiaoyu, I didn't go to see Nanzhou today, you can ask Mingfei. I know you must have recognized Nanzhou, but I don't know what you will think, and I am a little care."

Fei Yu's eyes trembled violently.

He knows, he knows everything, and there is no need to make any extra determinations.

He lowered his head and kissed Zhou Jingli's lips.

The author has something to say:

Nanzhou: My son is with my friend!And I'm about to become their son Zala!I feel weird_(:зゝ∠)_

Wan Gu: I am Ah Li's son! ! !

Zheng Youping: I am also a son-in-law, and I want to apply for the same treatment as Sun He!

Sun He: Don't think about it, haven't you noticed that the human status of this family is relatively high (doge face)