I was reborn after dying

away from the mountain.

After Nianzhu washed and changed her clothes, she changed into the gauze skirt that she usually wears after the rain. Holding a lantern in her hand, she walked towards the moon.

She was still worried about Xu Jinyan.

For some reason, when Xu Jinyan returned from Qingzhou that day, not only failed to bring the twelfth junior brother back, but even lost his own soul.Nianzhu couldn't forget that night, Xu Jinyan described him as embarrassed, his face was haggard, his eyes were red as if he hadn't closed his eyes for days and nights.For some reason, the clean clothes were stained with blood.

Many brothers rushed to ask Xu Jinyan, but he just opened his mouth dumbly, without saying a word.

Everyone didn't know what Xu Jinyan had experienced in Qingzhou. It can be seen that he was very sad because of his appearance.Mu Chuan, Lu Zhao and the others even proposed on the spot to go to Qingzhou again, to see people in life and corpses in death.

But Xu Jinyan stopped them all, muttering to himself with a dejected expression, but there was only one sentence, "He will live a good life."

Everyone was silent. For the next few days, Xu Jinyan seemed to be possessed by an evil spirit. He stayed behind closed doors without seeing anyone, and drank until he was very drunk all day long.

Seeing this situation, Nianzhu was very worried, wishing to be sad on his behalf.Full of affection but ultimately wrong!

It's past the watch time, and tonight's night is especially dark. The moon hides behind the dark clouds at some point, like an awkward child who refuses to show his face again.

Nianzhu sighed secretly, and walked faster, and it didn't take long to walk ten miles to Lanyue.

Putting the lantern in his hand outside the door, Nianzhu gently pushed the door open, and through the light from inside the house, he could clearly see the situation inside the house.

Things in the house were messy, and Xu Jinyan was leaning against the window, with one leg lifted on the window coffin, and the other half-bent on the ground.He drank most of the pot of wine in his hand, and was looking up at the dark sky.

A head of black long hair was casually draped behind him, Xu Jinyan's handsome side face was as sharp as a knife, but it was obviously much thinner.The plain white clothes were not as neat as before, they were only loosely worn on the body, revealing a large expanse of fair skin on the chest.

Nianzhu had never seen Xu Jinyan like this.In her heart, Xu Jinyan has always been an extremely stable and self-disciplined person, but now he has become like this.

Tightly pursing her lips, Nianzhu resisted the soreness in her eyes and took a deep breath.

Moving his feet lightly, he walked slowly towards Xu Jinyan, and stopped when he was only a few steps away from him.

"Big Brother."

Nianzhu's voice trembled a little, he tried to open his eyes wide, and called Xu Jinyan softly.

But Xu Jinyan didn't seem to hear it, and still stared out the window steadfastly.

"Big Brother."

Nianzhu called out again, this time she took a few steps forward and stuck to Xu Jinyan's side in an instant.

"Brother, can you tell Nianzhu what's wrong with you?"

Hearing this, Xu Jinyan reacted a little, his face flushed because he was drunk.

"You're back."

"Big Brother."

Nianzhu bit her lip, half of her cold face was hidden outside the lights, "I'm always here."

Xu Jinyan smiled and shook his head lightly, "No, you are not him, you go, let me be alone."

"Eldest brother, how can I compare to my twelfth junior brother? Why do you never see me? How can I make you remember me in the slightest?"

Nianzhu choked up, she knew who Xu Jinyan was doing this for, but she didn't understand how she couldn't compare to Su Yu!

Xu Jinyan remained silent without saying a word, his thoughts seemed to fly over Qingli Mountain, recalling Su Yu who was thousands of miles away.

His Ah Yu, the child he brought up with one hand, now pushed him out with his own hands.His heart was like cooking in a pan of oil, and there was never a moment of peace.

Nianzhu only felt that a piece of sincerity seemed to be burned away by the flames, and his mind was empty after the jade was burned.

Covering his chest with his hands, Nianzhu bit his lower lip tightly, trying not to let the tears fall, but they fell straight into his heart.

Yes, Su Yu did save her. If Su Yu had been willing to leave her and run away first, then maybe all of this would not have happened.But since God arranged it this way, isn't it because of the unfinished fate between her and Xu Jinyan?

"Brother, you are drunk, I will help you to rest."

Nianzhu grabbed Xu Jinyan by the arm and led him to the bed.

Xu Jinyan was drunk, and in a trance, he thought it was Su Yu who had returned, so he pulled Nianzhu into his arms vigorously.He pressed his chin tightly on her shoulder, and said in a hurried voice:

"Ayu, you are back, Elder Brother really misses you. Don't blame Senior Brother, okay, the chain is tied to your heart, and there is no blood jade, Elder Brother is really afraid of losing you forever..."

Nianzhu was held tightly in Xu Jinyan's arms, his chest was so constricted that he could hardly breathe.Tears flowed down her smooth face, she couldn't bear it anymore, and raised her arms to hug Xu Jinyan's waist tightly.

She put down her figure and face, but she just wanted to be with Xu Jinyan, but even a hug was a substitute for someone else.

Tears moistened a small piece of clothes on Xu Jinyan's shoulders, and he slowly closed his eyes, just once, just once.

The night was still so deep, Nianzhu smiled with tears in his eyes, quietly looking at Xu Jinyan lying on the bed.

The wing-like eyelashes trembled slightly, and Xu Jinyan was still restless in his sleep, chanting and calling, but there was always only "A Yu".

Reaching out his hand to tuck Xu Jinyan under the quilt, Nianzhu put on his half-removed clothes again, got up and left.

Qingzhou Shen family.

Su Yu sat cross-legged on the bed, facing the wall, and behind him stood Shen Junyi with an inexplicable expression.

"I drank the medicine and ate the rice, Shen Junyi, why don't you get out? What do you still think of me?"

With her back turned to Shen Junyi, Su Yu roared angrily.He didn't understand, where did Shen Junyi get the patience to run towards him several times a day.

Hearing this, the corners of Shen Junyi's mouth curled up, and a smile crossed his face.Now that Xiaoyao is willing to talk to him, it is also a good start, isn't it?

"Xiao Yao has been very good these days, I want to reward you for my brother, tell me, what do you want?"

Su Yu frowned, her mouth trembled a few times, but she didn't say the words "I want your dog's life" out of my mouth.

"Then I want you to let me go, you agree or not!"

Shen Jun also frowned, and shook the folding fan in his hand, but suddenly remembered that Su Yu, who was sitting with his back to him, couldn't see at all.So her thin lips parted slightly, and she said, "Don't even think about it."

"Humph."

Su Yu exhaled cold air from his nostrils. He knew that Shen Junyi would not let him go easily.But what's the point of forcing him to stay in Qingzhou?Could it be that Shen Jun also thought that he would recognize his ancestors and return to them?

If it was in the past, Su Yuyu would have agreed without hesitation, after all, he had been longing to find his relatives since his previous life.But now... How can he admit that he is a child of the Shen family!Whose elder brother can torture his younger brother to death like Shen Junyi!

"Shen Junyi, you are a complete bastard!"

Shen Jun also said: "Then you are the bastard's younger brother."

Su Yu said: "Bah! You're shameless! I'm not your brother! You're just a pervert, scum!"

Hearing this, Shen Jun smiled instead of anger, and tapped the folding fan in his hand, "Then you are the younger brother of a pervert and a scum, how about it, what is your status? Do you like it?"

"you!"

Su Yu turned her head violently angrily, gave Shen Junyi a hard look, and gritted her teeth.He really underestimated Shen Junyi's brazenness!

"Xiao Yao."

Shen Junyi softened his voice, walked to the side of the bed and sat down, "Whether you admit it or not, you are a child of the Shen family, and this has become a fact."

"What fact? Why don't I know! It's always been your guess alone!" Su Yu said coldly.

Shen Jun also remained silent, and reached out to bring Su Yu over.

Su Yu was taken aback, but before he could struggle, the sleeve of his right arm was pulled up, revealing a white and tender arm.It's just that there is a long and hideous scar on the elbow, which was left by blocking the knife for Xu Jinyan last time.

Thinking of this, Su Yu looked a little sad, and only heard Shen Jun talking in his ear.

"The orchid birthmark on your right arm was told to me by Auntie before she died. Are you seven years old this year? You were picked up by Xu Jinyan in a snowy day, and our little one died in the snowy day." There are no traces! Do you think there will be such a coincidence in the world?"

Shen Jun also smiled, raised his eyes to stare at Su Yu's eyes, and said word by word: "Maybe it's really a coincidence, but blood relationship can't deceive anyone! You and I are brothers, connected by flesh and blood, you are Xiaoyao! It's my younger brother, Shen Junyi! Whether you believe it or not, you can't change this fact! You have the same blood on your body as mine, and I will never hurt you again in the future. Xiaoyao, you believe in being a brother once, How are you?"

The last sentence already smacked of prayer, and Su Yu's heart jumped wildly. If what Shen Junyi said was true, then he was undoubtedly the youngest member of the Shen family.

But now, how do you want me to recognize you? !

Su Yu lowered his head and remained silent. He never thought that his life experience was so bizarre.In his previous life, he always thought that he was just a wild child that no one wanted.

"Xiaoyao, I don't want to push you too hard, as long as you are obedient, I can do anything for you. Whatever you like, what you want to play, I can send it to you at any cost. The injuries on your body, Is it for brother or not, I apologize to you, from now on no one will hurt my little one... including myself..." Shen Junyi promised in a low voice, and he will never be alone again.

☆, make up

Su Yu opened her mouth, but she didn't say anything, she just shook her head with a wry smile.He didn't believe it, or he didn't dare to believe Shen Junyi.The pain of that night has already become the most fearful existence in my heart.He really didn't want to think about it anymore, as if as long as he stayed by Shen Junyi's side, those painful, miserable, and sad emotions could always force Su Yu until he went crazy.

"It's just, can you tell brother, how did you lose your right arm? Who did it?" Shen Junyi had a sullen face, and the last sentence was almost squeezed out between his teeth, as if only Su Yu would "murderer" If you say it, Shen Junyi will mercilessly tear the "murderer" into pieces without hesitation.

He caressed the ugly long scar on Su Yu's right elbow with his fingers, still trembling slightly.

Hearing this, Su Yu showed a mocking look on his face, coldly withdrew his arm, and said flatly, "Why, don't you even remember the good things you did?"

Shen Junyi frowned, and stared at Su Yu suspiciously.

Su Yu snorted coldly, "Do you dare to say that you didn't send the man in black the first time? You keep saying that you won't hurt me anymore, but you don't even dare to admit what you have done?"

"No, my people only attacked Qingli Mountain once. Could it be that there are others who want Xu Jinyan's life?" Shen Jun also pondered. He knew that no one under his command would dare to violate his orders and act privately. .If it wasn't his person, then who would it be?It seems that this matter needs to be investigated further, he will not let anyone who hurt Xiaoyao be spared!

Su Yu curled his lips when he heard that, he was no longer in the dungeon, and Shen Jun had already regarded him as a younger brother, so he wouldn't lie to him about it.Then who would send someone to assassinate Xu Jinyan?

"Xiao Yao, your right arm is seriously injured, and it has been so long, but my brother will not let you become disabled, and I will try to cure you!"

Su Yu was overjoyed in his heart, but he didn't show the slightest bit on his face. He still insisted on asking him to let him go.

"Xiao Yao, don't even think about it."

Shen Jun also pinched Su Yu's face, his slender eyes narrowed slightly, and his smile became more evil, "If you have any troubles, the little maid who serves you will suffer, you should think about it."

Su Yu gritted her teeth, not daring to scold Shen Junyi, so she simply lay on the bed and pretended to be dead, ignoring anyone who called her.

Seeing this, Shen Jun was also taken aback for a moment, and then lightly shook the folding fan.His little one, are you trying to get into trouble with him?

After a few more days, Su Yu didn't leave the door, didn't step through the second door, didn't even say a few words, and insisted on showing Shen Junyi's face.

However, Shen Junyi didn't like this at all, he came and left when he needed to, and ran to Su Yu's place several times a day.The servants of Shen's mansion found it incredible at first, but later they all realized it.Even Yan Ning often whispered in Su Yu's ear how much Shen Junyi treated Su Yu.

Su Yu was extremely surprised by this. At first, she thought that Yan Ning must have been forced by Shen Junyi to say this, but then gradually realized that what Yan Ning said was the truth.

This shocked Su Yu even more, and quickly patted Yan Ning's head to see if she was burnt out.A person who was about to stick her to death, Yan Ning could actually think of him?

This is really an anecdote!

But Yan Ning didn't think so. While serving Su to drink the medicine, she whispered: "Young master, Yan Ning has been in the mansion for so many years, and I have never seen the eldest son take anyone seriously. The day sent people to Chuanzhou, and they brought millennium ganoderma and ten-thousand-year ginseng. They said it was for you, young master, to take care of your body."

"Oh."

Su Yu said calmly, and reached out to take the medicine bowl.

"There are more, Yan Ning also heard that the eldest son spent a lot of money to buy all the shops in a street, saying that he would give it to the son as a gift."

Su Yu couldn't calm down after saying this, why is Shen Junyi so rich?

Yan Ning snapped her fingers again and said, "Qingzhou is the closest to Chuanzhou, separated by mountains, there are many farmlands and farms, how much money will it cost?"

Su Yu glanced at Yan Ning sideways, and said calmly: "With so many farms, is Shen Jun also going to change his career to raise pigs?"

Yan Ning was surprised and said: "How is that possible! I heard that these are all to be recorded under the name of the young master!"

Su Yu's hand holding the bowl trembled: Is this asking him to raise pigs?

Seeing that Yan Ning wanted to say more, he hurriedly said, "Sister Yan Ning, do you still want me to drink the medicine properly?"

Yan Ning was taken aback for a moment, then her face turned red, and she quickly waved her hands, "Drink, drink, drink quickly, young master."

Rolling his eyes, Su Yu drank the bitter medicine in one gulp, but his whole tongue was still numb from the bitterness. He really couldn't feel the difference between the medicinal soup with thousand-year-old ganoderma and ten-thousand-year ginseng.

Seeing that Su Yuku's facial features were wrinkled, Yan Ning quickly passed the candied fruit over, "Young master, eat a candied fruit quickly to get rid of the bitterness."

He reached out and pinched a candied fruit in his mouth. For some reason, Su Yu felt his mouth was bitter.After holding it for a while, I felt more and more painful, so I spit out the candied fruit and refused to eat any more.

Yan Ning said: "Young master, do you think it's strange? I heard from the elder guard in the front yard that I don't know who had the guts to provoke the eldest son to lose his temper yesterday! Don't you You know, as long as the Eldest Young Master loses his temper, all the servants in the whole house will be afraid."

Su Yu said: "Who knows, I didn't provoke it. Maybe he stepped on dog shit when he went out, drank water and stuffed his teeth, and wanted to lose his temper when he had nothing to do. Missy has such a temper."

Yan Ning seemed to be very scared, and said with a look of fear: "Young master, I heard that the man's hands were cut off, and he said it was because he hit someone who shouldn't be beaten."

So, Su Yu was a little puzzled, if he hit someone who shouldn't be beaten, when he was forcibly captured, he was slapped by some blind bastard.

Could it be... Could it be!

Su Yu didn't know what to say, she always felt that something was wrong with her.

In this way, Yan Ning sighed secretly, and retreated silently.

In the evening, Shen Junyi came over again. He seemed in a good mood, with a smile on his brows, which was completely different from what Su Yu saw in the dungeon that day.

This face-changing speed was faster than turning the pages of a book, Su Yu thought to himself, so handsome, but he is a villain with hidden needles!

Shen Junyi finally changed into a different color of clothes today, wearing an ice blue robe, making his figure look more upright.The white jade hair crown on the head and the white corners of the clothes exposed at the cuffs complement each other.Around the waist is a brocade belt of the same color, which is inlaid with five-color gemstones.Not only that, but there is also a piece of high-quality suet white jade on the left side, and a sachet on the right side.The demeanor of a handsome young man.

Su Yuxin said: Dress up like a dog.

Shen Junyi's eyes are long and narrow, and with his extremely handsome facial features, he looks even more suave and suave.He was undoubtedly a handsome man.

Su Yu squinted at Shen Junyi, then silently put back the small bow that she had been playing with, lifted the quilt, and lay down.

Seeing this, Shen Jun was slightly astonished, and the smile on his face also diminished a bit.It seems that his little one still doesn't want to see him.

"I heard that you have been in a bad mood for the past few days. Is there something wrong?"

Su Yu just didn't speak, and stubbornly turned her head to face the wall, just not wanting to look at Shen Junyi.

Shen Jun also sighed, and reached out to touch Su Yu's exposed half of the earlobe, "Xiao Yao, what's wrong with you? Do you think the house is too boring, and I will ask the best troupe in the world to sing for my brother tomorrow." Let me play for you, okay?"

After a long while, no one responded, and Shen Jun was not annoyed, so he continued on his own: "I really don't know what drama you like to listen to, how about The Legend of the White Snake or Nezha Nao Hai? If you don't like it, you can listen to it." Feel free to change."

Now Su Yu responded, and said coldly, choosing The Legend of the White Snake.

Shen Junyi frowned, wanting to lure Su Yu to talk for a while, so he asked him, "Why do you want to choose The Legend of the White Snake?"

Unexpectedly, at this moment Su Yu sat up abruptly, staring straight at Shen Junyi, and said in a low voice, "Because Bai Suzhen is willing to move mountains and seas for the one she loves."

Shen Jun also didn't expect Su Yu to say that, so he frowned and fell silent.He only knew that Su Yu was raised by Xu Jinyan, so he would naturally rely on Xu Jinyan in an unusual way.But now it seems that his family's youngest has other feelings for Xu Jinyan?

no, I can not!

As soon as this idea came out, Shen Junyi frowned even deeper.His family's Xiaoyao is still a seven-year-old child, it is impossible to fall in love with Xu Jinyan, he must be thinking too much.

Thinking of this, Shen Jun also secretly sighed, it seems that Xiao Yao still can't forget Xu Jinyan.

"Xiaoyao, my brother won't let you see Xu Jinyan again, so you should die."

Su Yu was furious, jumped up, pointed at Shen Junyi and said, "Your surname, Shen, don't go too far! These days, I have endured you for long enough! Whether I am your younger brother or not, It doesn't matter which family's blood is flowing on my body, I will only be Su Yu in this life! I will definitely meet Xu Jinyan!"

After saying this, Su Yu was a little out of breath. Although she had been recuperating her body these days, the serious injury that passed through her chest couldn't be healed in ten days and half a month.

Shen Junyi raised his hand angrily, but he never slapped him down harshly. He gathered his fingers, put his hand down slowly, and said with a deep breath, "You love to make trouble so much, so why don't you make trouble?" Come on, don't be stubborn with Brother Wei anymore."

Su Yu sneered, "Why don't you say let them play Nezha's bone-cutting?" He pressed on step by step, staring at Shen Junyi's face, "Do you want me to learn from Nezha, and I will cut the bones back to my father and cut the flesh?" Mother?"

Shen Jun was also furious, and slapped the table case with his palm, forcefully smashing the fine pear blossom wood table case into pieces.

"you dare!"

"See if I dare!"

"Why, you don't care about the life of that little girl Yan Ning?"

As soon as Shen Junyi said the words, Su Yu immediately froze.

Sitting down in resentment, Su Yu gritted his silver teeth. This bastard threatened Yan Ning's life every time. Damn it!

Seeing this, Shen Jun touched Su Yu's head in a good-tempered manner, but Su Yu avoided him.

Shen Jun was also not annoyed, he curled his lips into a smile, his expression was gloomy, and his thoughts flew back to the past.If those things hadn't happened back then, Xiao Yao wouldn't have been separated for so many years.How nice it would be for their family to live happily together.

It's just that the sky doesn't go as planned, what should come will always come, and no one can escape the control of fate.

☆, misunderstanding

After being silent for a long while, Shen Junyi said again: "Xiao Yao, you know what. When Auntie was pregnant with you, your second brother and I hoped that you would be a younger sister."

Hearing this, Su Yu was stunned, her ears uncontrollably wanting to listen carefully to what Shen Junyi said.In other words, from the bottom of his heart, he wants to know everything about himself, and he is eager to know his life experience.

"The elder brother looks after my mother, and your second brother follows your father. Although your second brother is not as good-looking as you, his eyes are like stars in the sky."

Shen Jun also said again, with a smile on his face.

But after Su Yu heard this, his face suddenly darkened.The eyes are beautiful?If I remember correctly, Shen Jun also said the same thing when I was in the dungeon.But later, because of something, he beat him severely with a folding fan.

As Su Yu expected, Shen Junyi continued: "Your second brother has beautiful eyes, so Auntie named him Jun Xing."

Su Yu was stunned for a moment, not knowing what it was like, he raised his eyes to look at Shen Junyi, the anticipation in his eyes gradually became stronger.

Shen Jun also smiled, as if thinking of something happy, "Because your second brother and I both wanted you to be a younger sister, so Aniang gave you a girl's name for the unborn you. Hanyue, Hanzhi wants to know Yes, Yue is a divine pearl. A Niang is saying that Xiaoyao is the jewel in the palm of our Shen family."

"Han Zhi wants to understand, Yue is the divine pearl." Su Yu muttered dully, his eyes becoming more and more sour.His mother regarded him as the apple of her eye, but all these years, she never even came to see him in her dreams.

Xu Shi didn't even think that the little Yao in her stomach was a boy.But at that time she was dying, and she could no longer say the boy's name in her mind.In the past and present lives, he had been looking forward to it for so many years, studying for so many years, thinking about it for so many years, and finally learned that he was also loved by his mother.

only now...

"Xiaoyao, don't be sad. From now on, you will stay by my brother's side, and I will protect you for the rest of my life, and don't allow anyone to hurt you!" Shen Junyi said in a deep voice, reaching out to wrap Su Yu in his arms.

Su Yu bit her lip, but she didn't push Shen Junyi away.After struggling for a long time, he quietly reached out and put his hand on Shen Junyi's waist silently. At this moment, he thought it was his mother who was hugging him.

His mother must be an extremely gentle woman, Su Yu closed her eyes, and the outline of a gentle woman gradually emerged in her mind.I have never met my mother before, so I can only rely on Shen Junyi's appearance to portray my mother's appearance.

How could his mother have the heart to leave him? If Xu Jinyan hadn't picked him up back then, he would have been eaten by wild beasts long ago.

Thinking of this, Su Yu couldn't hold back the tears he was holding back anymore, they fell and wet Shen Junyi's shoulders.

After this incident, the relationship between Su Yu and Shen Junyi eased a little, but they still refused to call him brother.And Shen Jun also insisted on not letting him go.

The longer the days passed, the more Su Yu realized that Shen Junyi was kind to him, but the more he was like this, the more uneasy he felt.He misses Xu Jinyan, his brothers from Qingli Mountain, and his pair of lovesick birds.He thinks a lot.

As the weather gradually warmed up, Yan Ning took out the winter quilt to dry while shouting "Little Master" cheerfully.

Su Yu looked at Yan Ning's delicate face and smiled slightly.He doesn't want to see the sun now, and he doesn't speak much.Often I would lie on the bed alone and stare at the roof in a daze.

This appearance also made Yan Ning more worried, so she often changed ways to make Su Yu happy, but every time she ended up without a problem.

Shen Junyi still came to see Su Yu several times a day, whether it was for food or play, they were all the best things.It's just that these are not what Su Yu wants.

Looking at Su Yu's thinner face, Shen Jun fell silent.

Suddenly one day, Su Yuzheng was lying on the bed in a daze as usual, when a person came into the room suddenly.

"Xingyu?"

Su Yu was taken aback, stood up abruptly and said, "Why are you here?"

Xingyu was wearing plain white clothes, his face was the same color as the clothes.Seeing Su Yu at this moment, he just smiled wryly, with a trace of guilt flashing in his eyes.

"Meet the little boy."

Hearing this, Su Yu frowned, and the memory of her previous life flashed across her mind.In his previous life, he was ordered by the Seventh Prince to go to Qingzhou to win over Shen Junyi.And the boy who was hiding behind the door and eavesdropping was Xingyu!

Su Yu clenched his teeth tightly, no wonder he felt familiar from the first day he came to Qingli Mountain from Xingyu.It turned out that I had seen it in my previous life!

"Okay, you, it's useless for senior brother to take care of you like this, and even teach you to read and write. Your conscience has been fed to the dog! You actually channeled Shen Junyi and plotted against us!" Su Yu pointed at Xingyu and cursed loudly road.After scolding for a while, he still felt puzzled, so he threw the pillow on the bed at Xingyu with his backhand.

Unexpectedly, Xingyu didn't even hide, he got hit hard.The pillow's heart was made of high-quality warm jade, which Shen Junyi specially prepared for Su Yu.Although it didn't hit Xingyu's head now, it hit his chest firmly.

Xingyu only felt a tightness in his chest, and his blood began to surge again.

Suppressing the fishy sweetness in his throat, Xingyu smiled wryly, "Young master, why get angry, I'm just doing things for your elder brother, and each of us performs his duties, there's nothing I can do about it."

"Oh, no need, you don't need to call me young master, the friendship between us is completely broken now." Su Yu snorted coldly, crossing his arms and not wanting to look at Xingyu.

Hearing this, Xingyu's face turned pale again.It was right for Su Yu to resent him.If he hadn't passed the news to Shen Junyi back then, Su Yu wouldn't have been arrested, let alone suffer so much.

Thinking of this, Xingyu knelt down slowly. He didn't ask Su Yu to forgive him, but only wanted a moment of peace in his heart.

Su met him and turned his face away, not wanting to see Xingyu again.

"I was originally a little beggar that the eldest son picked up from the street. If it wasn't for this, I would probably have starved to death on the street."

Xingyu lowered his head and shed tears silently where Su Yu could not see, "My life belongs to the eldest son, so what can I do for him. I am not so clear about the grievances between the eldest son and Xu Jinyan. But no matter what, the eldest son has never hurt Xu Jinyan, let alone wanted to kill him."

"I've never hurt Xu Jinyan, let alone killed him. Do you still want to say that Shen Junyi just wants to see Xu Jinyan in pain, that's all? It's ridiculous!" Su Yu turned his head and roared angrily.

Suddenly jumped off the bed, walked up to Xingyu in a few steps with bare feet like this, and tightly grabbed his skirt.Then he said: "Xingyu, you were there that day, right?! You have seen my miserable state, chains tied to your heart, do you know the pain of being pierced through the chest? Do you know how much pain I have? If not Shen Junyi happened to find out that I was his long-lost brother, so what would happen to me now? Is life worse than death, or I died in the dungeon long ago! Tell me! Is it useful to ask me to forgive you now? I Can I go back to Xu Jinyan's side now?! Tell me!"

Xingyu seemed to be hit head-on by someone, and he was stunned on the spot.Her face was also terribly pale, and her slightly trembling lips lacked a trace of blood.

Su Yu snorted coldly, and let go of her fingers, which were whitened from too much force.

His eyes swept away, and suddenly he caught Xingyu's eyes.A thought flashed through Su Yu's mind.

Staggering, Su Yu collapsed to the ground.

If all this is as he thought, then what kind of existence is Xingyu in Shen Junyi's eyes?Just a pawn, or something else.By the way, eyes!Xingyu's eyes!

For a moment, the air seemed to stand still, and the corners of Su Yu's lips curled into a smile that was uglier than crying.

Shen Junyi's words were still recalled in his mind, "Your second brother's appearance is not as good-looking as yours, but his eyes are like stars in the sky."

Yes, Xingyu also has a pair of star-like eyes.

Shen Junyi, Shen Junyi, I never imagined that you beat me with a folding fan because of Xingyu!

Su Yu, who thought about it clearly, felt bored and panicked, why was it because of Xingyu.Now that you have found Xingyu who can replace your second brother, you can definitely find someone else who can replace me!

So what is the point of my existence?

Is it an indelible obsession in your heart, or a form of revenge against Xu Jinyan?

No matter what, Su Yu stretched out his long arms, lay on the ground, and closed his eyes that would cry.Tears did not flow down, but flowed straight to my heart.

☆, absconding

In the cool night, the two thin figures shuttled through the backyard of the Shen residence, moving nimbly like night cats.

The two quietly avoided the servants of the Shen residence and came to the back door.

Xingyu poked his head out first and saw that no one was guarding the back door, so he waved to Su Yu who was behind him.

Su Yu understood and used the moonlight to break the lock of the back door with a stone.

Throwing the stone away, Su Yu pursed her lips with an inexplicable look on her face, and the atmosphere fell silent for a moment.

"Hurry up, go out from here, go around the street in front of you, and go straight to the north after you get out of the city gate. Remember not to take the official road, try to take the small road." Xingyu whispered, taking the burden that he had prepared in his hand Stuffing it into Su Yu's hand, "Here's a change of clothes and some broken silver. Don't worry about Yan Ning, I've already sent her out secretly."

After a pause, Xingyu bit his lips, and continued: "Young master, I'm the one who's sorry for you. If you can, please say sorry to senior brother on my behalf."

When he said this, tears flashed in Xingyu's eyes, he gently pushed Su Yu, and pushed him outside the door, "You go, before the eldest son finds out, the farther you go, the better!"

Su Yu lowered his head. He didn't forgive Xingyu, but if he left, what would Xingyu do?

Xingyu seemed to understand what Su Yu was thinking, and he pursed his lips and smiled bitterly, "I am limited in age, and living one more day is a gift from God, so there is nothing to be afraid of dying, besides...don't worry about me Let's go now!"

After finishing speaking, Xingyu slammed the door shut and stopped looking at Su Yu.

Su Yu was carrying the burden, and his lips were slightly parted. In fact, he just wanted to tell Xingyu that Shen Jun might not just treat him as a pawn.

Standing blankly for a while longer, Su Yu gritted her teeth, and ran towards the corner of the street in the cool night.

Senior brother, I will come back to you right away, you must wait for me!

In the darkness, someone secretly looked away, with a look of sadness in their eyes.

Su Yu dressed up in disguise, and it was easy to get out of the city.Try to avoid official roads along the way and take small paths.

In the baggage that Xingyu gave him, besides some scraps of silver, there was also some dry food. I wonder if he forgot, but there was no water bag!

Fortunately, I met a tea shed along the way, and Su Yu exchanged a tael of silver for a water bag, which was filled with water, and it lasted for a while.

It is already late spring, and it is gradually approaching early summer. Although it is not very sunny, it is still a bit hot during the day.Su Yu hurried all the way in fear. At night, he would find a tree at random and climb up to it for the night.He didn't dare to stay in the inn, if Shen Jun also sent someone to catch up, he would definitely search the inns along the way one by one.

Qingzhou is not far from Qingli Mountain, nor is it close. With Su Yu's current foot strength, it will take ten and a half months to walk.

Su Yu thought it was too slow, but he didn't know how to ride a horse.He didn't dare to ride a horse in his previous life, and he had been laughed at by Senior Brother Jiu many times because of this.

Thinking of this, Su Yu's eyes darkened, and he took a bite of dry food.

After traveling day and night like this, finally on the fifth day, Su Yu finished eating the dry food.There was no dry food, and the water in the water bag was used up again. The hungry Su Yu had no choice but to stay in an inn.

One is to prepare some dry food for backup, and the other is to sleep soundly.Along the way, Su Yu had been missing a soft bed for a long time, living in the wind and sleeping in the open.

There were people coming and going in the inn, and Su Yu, carrying a small burden on her back, looked around vigilantly. After seeing that the surroundings were safe, she secretly breathed a sigh of relief.Walking to the counter, he tiptoed and said, "Are there any vacancies?"

The innkeeper raised his head when he heard the sound, and saw a half-grown child standing in front of him. Not only that, the child was dressed in tatters, his face was dirty, and his original facial features could not be seen.

With a look of contempt on his face, the shopkeeper thought a beggar was coming, so he waved his hands to drive him away: "Go, go! Where did the little beggar come from? Where is the coolness? Stay where you are, don't hold me back and delay my business!"

Hearing this, Su Yu curled her lips, and reached out to put a piece of silver on the counter.

When the shopkeeper saw Yinzi, his face immediately changed, and he said with a smile on his face: "Oh, it turns out that he is a young master. Xiaoer, come to the upper room!"

Xiaoer heard the words, and immediately walked over, Houjing's face was also full of smiles, "Please, young master!"

Su Yu was very disdainful of the shopkeeper and the waiter seeing Qian's open eyes, but she remained calm and followed the waiter upstairs.

The room in the inn was fairly clean, so Su Yu ordered the waiter in the inn to prepare a bucket of hot water and bring some food over by the way.

The shop waiter answered loudly, went downstairs, turned back quickly, and carried a large basin of hot water.

Pouring the hot water in the basin into the wooden bucket, Xiao Er happily went down to prepare meals for Su Yu.

Quickly took off the tattered clothes on her body, Su Yu lay comfortably in the wooden barrel, the hot water soaked her whole body, and the fatigue from the past few days was relieved a lot.

After washing, Su Yu took out a change of clothes from the bag, and then threw the worn clothes out of the window.

Su Yu's skin was fair, and her light yellow clothes made her look even more pink and lovely.After thinking about it, Su Yu decided that it would be better to dress up in disguise. If Shen Junyi found him, with his three-legged cat skills, he would definitely not be able to escape.

People are good at wisdom but not good at strength. Su Yu has always believed in this sentence. With such a bright mind, he doesn't believe that Shen Jun can also have the ability to reach the sky!

Looking at the bronze mirror, Su Yu reached out and pinched his face. For the first time, he felt that he looked like a girl, which was a good thing.Thinking of this, Su Yu let her hair down, long hair hanging down her waist, coupled with a delicate light yellow body, she looked like a beautiful girl.

Cursing her lips, Su Yu lifted off her clothes and tore off two pieces of cloth from the innermost side to use as hair ties.

Su Yu didn't know how her daughter's hairstyle was done, so she could only grab two loose bun-shaped buns with her hands, and tie them with two light yellow hair ties.

Looking in the mirror, Su Yu still felt dissatisfied, so she smoothed down the broken hair on her forehead, so that she could cover her forehead slightly.

In this way, Su Yu successfully transformed into a beautiful little girl. When the waiter came to deliver the food, she was really shocked.

Opening his eyes, it took him a long time to regain his senses, and muttered in a low voice, "Hi, it's a little girl's house."

After the waiter left, Su Yu went straight to the dining table, looking at the delicious food, drooling over and over again.

After wolfing down some food, Su Yu gradually slowed down the action of grilling the rice.After eating dry food for several days, the birds almost faded out of his mouth.

After touching her plump belly, Su Yu lay down comfortably