I was reborn after dying

For short people, Xu Jinyan took it for granted that Jun Han would never be homeless again.

However, he forgot how much Shen Junyi hated him.He hates so much that he can slap Jun Han with his backhand in full view.It's just because Jun Han sat with him and talked.

Jun Han is a very stubborn person, if he hadn't been wronged so badly, he would never have shed a tear.But that day Junhan's tears were pattering like beads with a broken thread.He must have been so wronged that he couldn't hold back his tears.

Xu Jinyan could even imagine with his eyes closed, Jun Han standing silently with his head down, his eyes red.He remembered that when Jun Han was sad, he would throw himself on someone and cry.But later, I don't know when it started, every time Jun Han was sad to the extreme, he would stand silently with his lips pursed, tears pattering on the ground, even if he cried, he would cry silently.Xu Jinyan's heart suddenly surged with great grief, and he didn't dare to think about it anymore.

Suddenly Xu Jinyan remembered that night palace change again.He was always concerned about Jun Han's safety, and went to see him in the dungeon desperately.Xu Jinyan always remembered that night, Jun Han was covered in blood, curled up on the hay like a poor puppy.

The environment in the dungeon was very poor, and the surroundings smelled of damp and decay. Jun Han lay motionless on the ground, and his face was even bloodless. No matter how he called, Jun Han refused to wake up.Almost instantly, Xu Jinyan's eyes widened. He quickly tore off Jun Han's clothes, washed his wound, and bandaged him.

Xu Jinyan saw that Jun Han had many wounds on his body, including knife wounds, arrow wounds, and many old wounds from other things.His eyelashes trembled, almost spilling the powder.He guarded Junhan all night, and Junhan didn't feel better until dawn.

He couldn't stay longer in the dungeon, so he forced himself to go, but after only a few steps, Jun Han grabbed the corner of his clothes from behind.At that time, Xu Jinyan thought he woke up, but Jun Han just subconsciously reached out to keep him.

At that time, Jun Han was still having a fever, and he kept talking in a daze, Xu Jinyan finally couldn't help but listen, and heard Jun Han say, "Let me go."

Xu Jinyan almost cried, and asked him in a low voice, "Where do you want to go?"

Jun Han muttered to himself and kept saying, "Go back to Qingzhou, see my brother..."

At that time, Xu Jinyan felt rightly that Jun Han had finally let go of everything in the capital and wanted to leave with his brother.Therefore, Xu Jinyan fulfilled him and let him go. From now on, there will be no bond between them.

A few years passed, Xu Jinyan was dressed in plain white clothes, standing under the corridor, quietly watching Hanmei Qinxue.He still remembers that one New Year's Eve, he clearly promised Jun Han that he would hang paper lanterns with him.But it was delayed because of other things.

They are always like this, they failed Shaohua, failed time, and failed each other's affection.

He still remembered Jun Han's energetic little face, and also remembered his cute appearance when he was young.

Once upon a time in Qingli Mountain, Jun Han sneaked down the mountain with Lu Zhao and went to a restaurant to watch other people chatterbox.

At that time Jun Han was still very young, when he carried him back, he hugged his waist tightly, begging for forgiveness crying.

Afterwards, Xu Jinyan just taught Jun Han a few words.

Jun Han knew how to read when he was a child, and when he saw Xu Jinyan calm down, he quickly licked his face and hugged him like a baby, and talked about the drama he had heard down the mountain during the day with great interest.

Jun Han next to him couldn't remember clearly, so he just bit his finger and asked Xu Jinyan, "Elder brother, what is it called, Shaohua's failure?"

Many years have passed, and Xu Jinyan can no longer remember how he answered him back then.But in today's lonely cold winter, he suddenly discovered the deep meaning of it.

Now their situation is called "Shaohua dumping", but Xu Jinyan is no longer young, and Jun Han is no different.

Xu Jinyan only knew that Jun Han had left the capital, so he probably returned to Qingzhou.After all, he has his elder brother in Qingzhou, who can protect him for the rest of his life.This is also Jun Han's heart.From then on, the rivers and lakes are high and far away, and Jun Han no longer has to live in the turbulence and weirdness of the capital. The sky is high and he can fly, and the sea is wide and he can jump.

After that, Xu Jinyan seldom went to inquire about Jun Han's news. He couldn't give Jun Han happiness, so now he can only let him go free.

Occasionally he would think of Jun Han, the lotus seed candy Jun Han liked to eat when he was a child, the words and pictures Jun Han wrote, the pranks Jun Han made, and even Jun Han pinching his waist in awe-inspiring way .

Xu Jinyan couldn't help feeling sad, and stood on the porch crying sobbing.He had learned many principles from books before, but none of them taught him how to love someone.Feeling disappointed, he looked at the old trees in the yard without saying a word for a long time, and suddenly wrote: Spring waves and green under the Bridge of Sadness, was once a shadow of a frightened bird.

However, his Jun Han will never come back again.

Two years ago, without knowing what to think, the current emperor suddenly ordered King Jingning to marry the current prime minister's daughter.

Although Xu Jinyan is a prince, he is also a courtier.

He ended up marrying another woman.

And he also watched his own sister Yang Yifeng get married, and Xu Mo also married Princess Xiluo soon after.

Everything had a happy ending, but Xu Jinyan was not happy at all.

Suddenly a servant came across the long corridor and said respectfully, "My lord, my lord, please go to the main hall."

Xu Jinyan nodded slightly, took a last look at the old tree in the corner of Dongyuan Yaju, and then walked towards the front hall.

Immediately, a group of servants followed, and the messy footprints left by the bluestone path were soon covered by snow again.

Only the old tree was covered in silver and stood silently in the most remote corner. Suddenly a gust of wind blew by and dropped its last leaf this year.

☆, Fanwai [brother]

When Qiao An and the others returned from Qingli Mountain, the capital had already been turned upside down, and everyone was sweating over the chaos in the palace.Qiao An was worried and searched all the way, but he couldn't even find Jun Han's shadow.It wasn't until dawn that I found out the news from the palace, but only knew that Jun Han had been thrown into the sky prison, waiting to be punished.

In fact, everyone knows that Shen Junhan is a highly respected guest minister in the Seventh Prince's residence.The Seventh Prince committed rebellion and rebellion, but anyone who was involved with the Seventh Prince could not escape.Shen Junhan is even more so.The crimes he had committed on behalf of the Seventh Prince were exposed one by one, causing an uproar in the capital.

Now, Shen Junhan became the target of everyone shouting and beating in the middle of the day.Qiao An and the others had nothing to do, so they hurriedly sent a letter to Qingzhou.

When Shen Junyi got the news, it was already a few days later, he was so shocked that his heart was hanging in his throat.He rushed from Qingzhou overnight without stopping, and the talent came to the capital to save his brother by clearing up various relationships.But it was still a step late, and only learned that Shen Junhan was punished as a prisoner and sent to Youzhou to serve for ten years.

Shen Jun also didn't dare to imagine how painful Jun Han was tormented. He was extremely angry and quickly sent more people to look for Jun Han, but the sea of ​​people was vast, and Jun Han was like a small stone falling into the vast ocean. There is no trace of it anymore.

Even though he was in Qingzhou with all-hands and eyes, now there are times when he is powerless, he can't even protect a younger brother.Qiao An told him that it was Xu Jinyan who ordered Shen Junhan to be arrested, and ordered to release a bow and arrow, almost shooting Junhan to death outside the Meridian Gate.Shocked and angry, Shen Junhan went to the door single-handedly.

He kicked the guard who guarded the gate and walked in with his sword in hand. When he saw Xu Jinyan, he flew up and gave him a sword. He said sharply, "Xu Jinyan! Return my brother! "

Xu Jinyan received a deep sword cut on the shoulder, and the guards in the mansion rushed out quickly, swarming towards Shen Junyi.Xu Jinyan said coldly: "Let's all go down to this king!"

The hostility and hatred in Shen Junyi's eyes was undisguised, he stabbed Xu Jinyan with a sword and couldn't be satisfied, he stabbed with his backhand again.Xu Jinyan dodged this time, he frowned, and said coldly: "Shen Junyi, are you enough? This is the palace of the prince, not your Shen family in Qingzhou! How can you be allowed to be presumptuous!"

Hearing this, Shen Jun also spat hard, and said with a sneer, "So what about the palace! Xu Jinyan, I will kill you today to avenge my brother!"

He was merciless with every move, and Xu Jinyan was forced by him to have no way out, so he had no choice but to draw out his long sword and fight him.

The two of them were merciless to each other, and they fought in a daze.Everyone has wounds.The surrounding guards didn't dare to breathe, and stood by at a loss.

Suddenly, Xu Mo came from nowhere. Seeing this situation, he flew over to stop him, and said loudly to Shen Junyi, "Shen Junyi, are you finished? Shen Junhan deserved what he deserved. My brother has already saved him at the risk of beheading." Come down. You just don’t appreciate it, and you actually repay your kindness with complaints?! Are you crazy!”

Shen Jun also didn't even look at Xu Mo, and forced him back a few steps with a backhanded sword, "What about my brother, it's not up to you people to yell at him!" He fixed his eyes on Xu Jinyan again , and said word by word: "Xu Jinyan, I really hate that I didn't kill you back then. Our Junhan gave you all his heart. He violated my elder brother's will time and time again for you. That time in Qi Lianshan, how did he treat you? You drank his blood and broke his heart. Now you still allow your younger brother to insult our family Junhan!"

He raised his sword and pointed at Xu Jinyan, and asked sharply, "Tell me! What is Junhan sorry for you!"

Shen Junyi's words poured Xu Jinyan's head like a basin of cold water, and he thought of Junhan crying silently with red eyes many times.He remembered that Junhan was always caught in the middle of the grievances between him and Shen Junyi, and he was struggling and in a dilemma.He remembered what Lin Qianyu had said to him that day.Thinking of Jun Han in the dungeon that day, muttering to himself, saying that he wanted to go back to Qingzhou to see his brother...

Xu Jinyan could no longer hold the sword in his hand, and his eyes were reddened by these scenes.He was ashamed of Jun Han's deep affection, and now he is still holding a sword, facing his brother blade in front of so many people...

If Jun Han was here today, Jun Han would definitely stand in the middle with red eyes again, in a dilemma.

Xu Mo couldn't listen anymore, and retorted loudly: "Why do you say that about my brother?! How good are you to Shen Junhan yourself? You didn't just hit him or scold him. You were at the Seventh Prince's mansion that day, in front of him. In front of so many people, Shen Junhan was slapped so hard that the news has already spread throughout the capital! Shen Junhan was forced to be like that in the end, and you are also responsible!"

Shen Jun also pointed his sword at Xu Mo, and said coldly, "Shut up!"

Xu Mo refused, and said beforehand, he vomited blood after being hit by Shen Junyi's palm, he managed to breathe a sigh of relief, and roared: "I sent Shen Junhan away that day! I asked him to go back to Qingzhou, what did he say? Nor would he! He even said in despair that he could not go back! If you hadn't pushed him too hard, how could he have come to this! He can be reduced to what he is now, so you have no responsibility?!"

Yes, everyone has various reasons to force Junhan to make a choice, and then under the banner of "doing justice for the sky", "sweeping out traitors", and other various banners, they want to go to Junhan to death.But no one ever asked him why he had to do this.He could have lived a good life originally, but now he has been reduced to the point where he is being shouted and killed, and he has ended up in such an end that life is worse than death.

Xu Mo said: "Shen Junyi, your brother's leg is fine. I gave him the key, and he should go south. Hurry up and chase him. If it's later, maybe you won't see him in this lifetime!"

Shen Jun was also at a loss, as if he was asking himself or someone else, "What is so good about Xu Jinyan? Why do my two younger brothers fall on him again and again."

No one has talked about this issue anymore. The second son of the Shen family died tragically many years ago, and the whereabouts of the third son of the Shen family is unknown.

Shen Junyi traveled all the way to Youzhou, traveling all the way to Youzhou, searching for places where Junhan might go.One year, two years, three years, Jun Han seemed to have evaporated from the world, and there was no trace of him in the world.Only then did Shen Junyi start to regret and regret. If he knew that things would turn out like this, he should have been more patient with Jun Han and treated him better.

Or take Junhan back to Qingzhou earlier, maybe everything after that will not happen.

If time can be turned back, he is willing to exchange everything he once cared about, and only hopes that Jun Han can come back alive.

Afterwards, Shen Jun also sent someone to arrest Xu Wen.Now Xu Wen is also living in an extremely embarrassing situation. The evil things he did in the past have been revealed one by one.Xu Jinyan also hated him so much that he directly crippled his other arm and kicked him out of the house.

Shen Junyi grabbed Xu Wen's neck and lifted him abruptly to the edge of the cliff.

Xu Wen panicked and struggled vigorously, but no matter how hard he struggled, it was futile. He uttered a few words with great difficulty, trying to save his life.

He said: "Please, let me go. It was Xu Jinyan who killed your brother, and it has nothing to do with me. Please let me live."

Shen Jun also sneered, and stabbed Xu Wen's abdomen fiercely, then pulled out quickly and stabbed again fiercely, until Xu Wen had no more strength to struggle, and then let go of his hand.

Just because he is not in the capital doesn't mean he can't find out the truth of the matter.Therefore, Xu Wen's final fate was to be crushed to pieces.

After a long time, Shen Junyi finally found Jun Han's whereabouts. He was ecstatic, and impatiently searched all the way there.When he arrived, he saw Jun Han leaning against a dead tree, dressed in tatters, surrounded by weeds.

Shen Jun also felt very distressed, he saw with his own eyes what kind of downcast Jun Han is now.It's not far from Qingzhou. Obviously, even though Jun Han passed by Qingzhou, he would not go home to see his elder brother.Surprised and angry, he went up and gave Jun Han a slap in the face, and pulled him into his arms, never letting go.

Jun Han is very obedient now, he listens to what he says, and eats what he gives.Shen Jun also remembered that Jun Han was unhappy before, and would blow up his hair.I was sad and knew I was going to cry out loud.But now he only knows how to press his lips tightly, his eyes are red and he doesn't say a word.

Later, when Jun Han found out that Xu Jinyan was married in the capital, he jumped straight to the lotus pond in the backyard of the Shen residence like he was crazy.When his brother scooped it up, he bit his lip and bled, and refused to cry.

He was very obedient, knelt on the ground and stretched out his wrist obediently to be tied up, and said seriously and honestly that he had done something wrong again.Shen Jun also felt distressed beyond measure, he didn't know what Jun Han had experienced in these years, time had worn him into this state.

Later, Shen Junyi was no longer willing to hit Junhan, and he only wished Junhan to be safe and happy from now on.After that, whoever dares to say a bad word about Jun Han will kill him.

Even if Jun Han is really heinous and vicious, as a brother, he will not hesitate to protect him, even if there is an abyss behind him.

☆, Fanwai [boat play]

Shen Junhan said to Xu Jin: "Get out, don't stay in Qingzhou and block my eyes!"

Xu Jinyan was holding a candied haws in his hand, and his fingertips were slightly white due to too much force. He handed the candied haws forward and said, "Jun Han, don't mess with me anymore. The past is over, now You and I are still here, don't you really try to forgive me?"

"..." Shen Junhan grabbed the candied haws and threw them to the ground.The originally bright and beautiful hawthorn balls rolled to the ground in an instant, covered with a lot of dust, and they must not be eaten.Without even looking at him, he stretched out his hand and pointed in front of him, and said coldly: "Get out, get out now! Who told you that the past is over? I have done so many things for you and eaten so much I have endured so many beatings! Why do you say it’s over?! Why do you?!”

Xu Jinyan's face was very ugly, his brows were furrowed, and his fingers were tucked into his sleeves.Finally, he raised his head and apologized sincerely, "I'm sorry, it won't be like this in the future."

"..." Shen Junhan pursed her lips, and also said word for word: "I don't believe it."

In Shen Junhan's impression, Xu Jinyan has always looked like a high-ranking god, and he has never seen him so humble.When the Pingyang Palace was in trouble and almost all the houses were raided, Xu Jinyan never begged anyone humbly.No matter how seriously he was injured, he still gritted his teeth and never said a word, never bowing his head.

From a certain point of view, Xu Jinyan, who looks gentle and gentle on the outside, is the most forbearing one, and also the one who hides the deepest.It's not that Shen Junhan has been ignorant of news from the capital over the years.He knew that the seventeenth prince's power had been emptied little by little since he came to power.It can be said that the seventeenth prince was directly forced by Xu Jinyan to the point of being isolated and helpless in the court. The civil and military officials of the Manchu court acted cautiously, for fear that if they said something wrong, they would be killed.

There are rumors in the capital that King Jingning wants to become the next King Nie Zheng at all costs!After a long time, the new emperor was finally forced by Xu Jinyan to abdicate the throne, and his eldest son, a child who was only seven years old, took the throne. Even the country name was changed.

But, in the end is why.In the world where Shen Junhan was lost, Xu Jinyan became hysterical and gradually became what he hated the most.And those memories and scenes from the past are still vivid in his mind, like yesterday, resoundingly, reminding Xu Jinyan all the time that he can't look back.

There was an insurmountable gap between them, and Shen Junhan was exhausted on the way of chasing Xu Jinyan.He was confused in his previous life and stupid in this life.It's too late to do anything now, it's too late to say anything.

Finally, Shen Junhan turned around and walked forward without looking back.Every time he took a step, the sockets of his eyes turned red, and when he reached the last two lines, tears flowed out in a flash.Xu Jinyan followed suit, reaching out to grab his arm, "Shen Junhan, you..."

He couldn't speak anymore, and a dagger was pressed against his heart.

Shen Junhan said: "Xu Jinyan, you have already married a wife and had children in the capital, what are you doing to provoke me? You clearly know that I am a broken sleeve, and I like men. You are so good-looking, I can't control it at all."

Xu Jinyan took a step forward, tightened Shen Junhan's wrist, and said seriously: "No one will let you hold on, I am also a broken sleeve, and I like men too."

Shen Junhan: "..."

Xu Jinyan said again: "Also, there are two types of wives. One is for the name, and the other is for the reality of husband and wife. I happen to be the first type."

"..." Shen Junhan gritted his teeth, "I don't believe it!"

He still broke free from Xu Jinyan and forced himself to move forward.He knew that Xu Jinyan was less than five steps behind him, so he clenched his fists and said nothing.

Suddenly, the footsteps behind him stopped, and Shen Junhan's heart skipped a beat, and he was furious.

But he saw Xu Jinyan standing by a small stall not far away.The stall is not big, but densely filled with rouge and gouache.The stall owner was a middle-aged woman, pointing to a few boxes of rouge and desperately recommending it to Xu Jinyan.

"My lord, seeing your frowning look, you must have quarreled with your wife at home, right? Come, buy two boxes of rouge and take them home. My wife must be very happy to see it."

Hearing this, Xu Jinyan raised his eyes to look at Shen Junhan, and seeing his cold look, he turned his head and said seriously: "He doesn't like these things."

The stall owner continued to persuade him, "Master, how do you know people don't like it if you don't buy it?"

Xu Jinyan thought about it for a while, and seemed a little helpless, when he suddenly saw a sugar seller.He paid for one and said with a smile, "No need, I think he will like this."

"........."

Xu Jinyan stretched out his hand to Shen Junhan, "Here you are."

With a straight face, Shen Junhan said: "I don't want it, let's save it and go back to coax your three-match six-hired and bright-middle princess who is marrying."

Xu Jinyan said, "You really don't want to?"

Shen Junhan suddenly had a feeling that he had to think carefully before speaking. When he glanced out of the corner of his eye, he saw a few half-grown children around him.All of them held their faces high, biting their fingers and staring eagerly at the sugar figurine in Xu Jinyan's hand.

Shen Junhan only said "no" dryly, and immediately saw the eyes of the children lit up, he immediately repented, snatched the sugar figurine, and stuffed it in his mouth.The children looked bitter and shouted, "This brother is a bad guy!" Then they ran away crying.

A passer-by couldn't stand it anymore, shook his head and said: "It's really a bad day, the sky is bright and bright, and two big men are robbing children for food."

Xu Jinyan: "..."

Shen Junhan: "..."

Finally, Xu Jinyan reached out and pulled Shen Junhan's hand, and said in a low voice, "Let's go."

Shen Junhan hesitated for a moment before being dragged away by Xu Jinyan.They came to swim in the lotus pond on the outskirts of Qingzhou.Xu Jinyan picked out a rather small fishing boat, and condescended to sit in front of it and row the boat.

But Xu Jinyan didn't seem to have rowed a boat before, the boat swayed on the water, but luckily it didn't capsize.

Shen Junhan saw a chill, and gently moved the water with his fingers. When he looked up again, the boat had already rowed to the middle of the lake, among the green lotus leaves covering the sky and the sun.As soon as he raised his head, Xu Jinyan handed over a large lotus pod.

"Here you are, the biggest."

Shen Junhan didn't answer, he saw Xu Jinyan's handsome face was covered with a faint brilliance by the afterglow of the evening.After thinking about it for a long time, he couldn't figure out whether he loved Xu Jinyan from the previous life or Xu Jinyan from this life.Or maybe he was so stupid that he lived two lifetimes without knowing what love is.

In his previous life, he thought love was possession, plunder, and occupation.In this life, he has changed his normal behavior and always treats it with a sincere heart.But in the end, after finishing everything, he found that he had no one to love.

Suddenly, he jumped off the lotus pond, and the lake water covered his head in an instant.With hardly any struggle, he sank all the way to the bottom.He opened his mouth slightly, and a large amount of slightly bitter lake water poured into his throat instantly.In a daze, someone grabbed his arm tightly, without sparing any strength, and fished him up from the bottom of the water all at once.

Shen Junhan only felt that his eyes were suddenly bright, as if a star had fallen into his eyes.

Xu Jinyan looked extremely panicked, he hugged Shen Junhan tightly, and refused to let go no matter what.The two of them were soaked in the water, hugging each other tightly without any gap.

After a long time, Shen Junhan raised his head and said, "Xu Jinyan, as you said, you will never be with me."

Xu Jinyan's dull voice came slowly, "But now I regret it."

With a light push, Xu Jinyan took the lead in lifting Shen Junhan onto the boat, and then he turned over and jumped out of the water.He gently pushed Shen Junhan down on the boat, leaned forward, and kissed him devoutly.

Shen Junhan squinted her eyes, her ears turned red all of a sudden, and said weakly, "The habit of breaking sleeves, the goodness of Longyang, what kind of good method is it? I...I don't know, I really don't know... ..."

Xu Jinyan kissed his forehead lightly, and whispered in his left ear: "I will."

【Crab of life】

After a long time, Shen Junhan nestled in Xu Jinyan's arms, and he asked: "What should I do, if my brother knows that I am like you, he will definitely beat me to death!"

Xu Jinyan said: "No, he has already agreed."

"what?"

Jun Han was shocked, when did you agree to this?Why doesn't he know!

Xu Jinyan thought for a while, and said: "From now on, I won't be a prince anymore, let's go to the mountains and rivers together. There are all kinds of lakes and seas, and the six corners of the earth. I only need you, and everything is enough."

Hearing this, the corners of Shen Junhan's mouth were bitter, and he said: "In the early years, I traveled many places alone, and I was always alone. I have been waiting, waiting for you to come back to me. That night, I finally waited for you to come back But you have a sword in your hand, and you want to kill me."

He raised his face again, and said with a smile: "It's really great now."

—Fortunately, you and I are still alive.Now that the wood is done, there is no need to mention the past.

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