I met you back in 2000

I had a dream last night and woke up in tears.

In the dream, I went back to the old apartment with two bedrooms and one living room. I bought it with the demolition fee in 08. The balcony of the old house leaked when it rained.I seemed to be asleep at the time, and was woken up by the sound of cooking in the kitchen.

"Miaomiao, go and open the door." It was my mother's voice.

I didn't know if I was asleep or awake, so I opened the door in a daze.There was a man standing outside. Although he had changed a lot, I recognized him at a glance. It was Su Ze's father, who was much older than he remembered.

There are big bags and small bags in his hand, and there are still a few boxes on the stairs.My mother greeted me with a smile, and said politely how she bought so many things.That scene still feels familiar when I think about it now.

I couldn't remember the things in the dream clearly when I woke up, and then I went downstairs somehow, subconsciously thinking that I was going to buy cigarettes for Su Ze's father.But all the shops were closed during Chinese New Year, so I wandered back to the apartment downstairs.

Then I saw Su Ze hiding behind the car. He looked exactly like a suit and leather shoes in a magazine, and the cigarette in his hand flickered in the night.

"Why don't you go upstairs." I greeted him.

Su Ze's face was blurred in the smoke, "Have a cigarette before going up."

After a while, he put out the cigarette in his hand.

"I'm getting married tomorrow." Su Ze said.

There was another bang in my head, and then I woke up.In the west is the thunderous sound of firecrackers. Grandma Qiao is going to the funeral today.

This dream was so real that I had to recall the 14th New Year's Eve.Did Su Ze come to see me back then?Is this a memory I have forgotten, or is it just a dream?

Of course I didn't think much about it, because I was still indulging in the hot kiss yesterday and couldn't extricate myself.

Early in the morning, I ordered a pot of chicken noodle soup and brought it to Su Ze. His father probably also went to the funeral. I yelled in the yard for a long time and no one answered.It's up to me, otherwise when I saw his father, I would have to worry about whether to call him father or uncle.

Don't marry He Liao, tell me, right? For a moment, I even thought about the name of the child, and it was called Wang Xiaosu.

I walked around downstairs and saw no one, and even the stove was cold. This is really not like Baby Su Ze who got up early every day for ten years.So when I found him in bed, I knew something was wrong.

Su Ze fell ill and had a persistent high fever.I even thought angrily, this is probably the best explanation for him kissing me yesterday, my brain was burnt out.

"What is one plus one?" I threw the quilt off him unwillingly.

He threw me a pillow and said hoarsely, "Two!"

As long as his brain is not burned out, I quickly got him some medicine.

In my impression, not to mention Su Ze, even I don't get sick very much, so I was at a loss for a while because of my super self-healing ability.I said that if the fever didn't subside at night, I would go to the hospital to hang the water, but the people of Suze buried themselves in the quilt and didn't care to listen to my thoughts.

I was bored sitting in his room, so I glued the window that was broken a while ago.The position was so high that I stood on the chair a few times before I could barely reach it.

This reminds me of an old incident. On the second day after I shattered the glass, because the two houses were next to each other, I groped into Su Ze’s balcony with a newspaper in the middle of the night.I don't know if there was too much movement, Su Ze turned on the light.

At that time, he was watching me in the house, and I was watching him outside the window, snowflakes were blowing in the northwest wind.He opened the balcony door to guard against me like a thief. I was so embarrassed that I wanted to climb back immediately, and finally I had to take out the rice balls used to stick newspapers and ask him if he was hungry.

"Come down!" Su Ze called me hoarsely.

When I came back to my senses, the other person had already walked behind me, stepping on a chair and dragging me down.Su Ze tried his best to support but still swayed, and his knuckles were slightly white and trembling.Knowing that he must be upset that I disturbed him here, but I still coaxed him into the quilt before leaving.

Not long after Su's father came back in the evening, Su Ze was sent to the nearest health station in the town. When my mother told me, I was so anxious that I couldn't hold back.When my mother heard this, she grabbed my ears and almost tore it off, repeating no taboos in her mouth, just like chanting a mantra.

I got on Dad's bike and paddled almost all the way to the sanitation station with one foot because I couldn't reach the pedals.In this day and age, health stations can't even be called health stations, because they are not hygienic at all, not to mention the simple facilities. If it weren't for the Chinese New Year, people might even fall asleep in the aisles.

When I arrived, the nurse was about to give Su Ze an injection. I asked if I had done the skin test, but the little girl was stunned for a while and then said shamefully that she forgot.The whole health station where I yelled at her was my voice.

After thinking about it later, I felt that I was making too much of a fuss, and I really looked like a vexatious child at the age of 30.Ever since I realized that I like Su Ze, I often ask myself, how much do I like?How much do I love Suze?Can this liking support me to change the fate of him and Yin Shutong?

I stayed with Su Ze to hang water at night, and the quilt on the hospital bed was as cold as ice.I made an excuse to help warm his bed, so I squeezed him in a very difficult position on a bed less than one meter wide.

If it is said that men chase women across mountains, then does it mean that men chase men across the Himalayas?

I nestled in Su Ze's ear and murmured, "I'm going to Tibet, I'm going to Tibet."

Su Ze pressed me into the quilt, his hoarse voice above his head, "Go."

[The author has something to say]: Still the same sentence, thank you for your support~