I met you back in 2000

In the first month when Su Ze went to Beijing, he missed him, missed him, and missed him.

In the second month after Su Ze went to Beijing, he missed him, missed him, and missed him.

In the third month since Su Ze went to Beijing, he missed him, missed him, and missed him.

In the fourth month after Su Ze went to Beijing, he came back.

Su Ze did not go home during the National Day holiday, otherwise he would have been on the road for about 7 out of 4 days. Moreover, in this era of economic conditions, ordinary people have only seen planes on TV or in the sky.

So in this way, I haven't seen Su Ze for about half a year.

It is said that not seeing each other every day is like three autumns, but these days when Su Ze is not around, they are fleeting like a fleeting moment.Sometimes when I wake up and open the diary, it has been several months, but there are still only a few blank pages left in the diary.

My memory also began to become more and more fragmented, and most of the images that emerged intermittently in my mind were only related to Su Ze.Sometimes I can't even remember what grammar was taught in yesterday's class, and whether I have taken an intensive English reading class.

Maybe it's the day-to-day study and life that makes my spirit gradually numb, or maybe my diary has slowly started to become Su Ze's diary, because I don't seem to have any meaning to record it except him .

But I can barely remember some things that happened in my previous life, such as meeting Michael on the Wife Bridge.Oh no, I seem to have met Michael in this life, too much time has passed, and I don't have time to look through my previous diary anymore.

In the previous life and in the next life, Nanke Yimeng is true and which is false, let's just make do with the muddle-headed life.

Michael is no longer my foreign teacher, but he is still an outstanding comrade.When I bumped into him at the school gate, he didn't recognize me, but greeted every passing student warmly as usual.

The enthusiasm of the British will not make you feel very polite, especially Michael, his smile and tone will only make you feel that strangers can say hello like friends.

I still remember that Michael told us during the chat that his family has been running ranches for generations, lived in a very remote town, and owned several acres of fields.So several girls joked that he was the eldest son of the landlord's family.Of course, this is not derogatory, just a joke.

Michael was not angry when he found out what the landlord meant, he just explained to us that he has two older brothers, so he is not the eldest son.At that time, the girls really fell in love with this humorous British man.

Until one day a photo of him and another blue-eyed boy was posted on the school intranet, and suddenly the forums, communities, and spaces were reposted like a flood.As a result, more girls fell in love with this same-sex couple who were so handsome.

Of course, this also had a certain impact on his life and work, but when asked by his classmates, he would still generously admit that he was gay, and he would always say mysweet when he mentioned his lover.

I don't know how Su Ze will mention me in front of others, but I hope that one day when I introduce Su Ze, I can say that this is my other half.

During the National Day holiday, the dormitory was empty. Those who should go home should go home and find girlfriends. When some of us in the dormitory were preparing to pack up and leave school, Zhongwang said that he would not go home.

"There's no one at home, so it's better to stay in the dormitory and surf the Internet."

Because everyone knows that I am a local, I politely asked him if he would like to visit my house.He also just responded to me politely, let's talk.

As a result, Wang Zhong contacted me the second day after I returned home, saying that he would come to stay at my house for a few days.The hole I dug by myself had to be filled, so I first gave an overview of the situation in my house, for fear that he would not be used to living in our brick house after he came here.

Zhong Wang was very understanding. He said that before he was ten years old, he still lived in a rented house of less than [-] square meters.But after seeing his brand-name sneakers and dazzling electronic products, I naturally don't believe him, unless he won the first prize in the lottery after the age of ten.

It wasn't until the first night when he came to my house that he took a shower in the cold water freshly drawn from the well under the patio with no roof covering it, and I knew that King Zhong was also a man with a story.

Later I learned from him that Zhongwang is a divorced family with a decadent biological father.It wasn't until her mother remarried that he left the days when he always bought shoes a few sizes larger.

"Actually, my surname is not Wang." Zhong Wang told me.

I didn't know how I suddenly knew other people's little secrets, so I tentatively replied, "Actually, the surname Wang is pretty good."

Who can guarantee that he will live a better life with his biological father than now.

Zhong Wang laughed at himself a few times, "You're right."

In order to ease the embarrassment, I had to change the subject and said, "I'm going to Su Ze's house to find a book, do you want to come with me?"

"Now? Is Su Ze's house close to yours?"

I curled my lips and held back my laughter, "You'll know when you go."

When I took out a key from under the flower pot and opened the door of the house next door, King Zhong also knew my secret.

"For a long time, it turns out that you two are separated by a wall."

I shrugged, "Now you know I was just teasing the Mini King that day."

"But the key is placed under the flower pot, aren't you afraid of being missed by thieves?"

"Thieves look down on our old house. Su Ze's father is in the bookstore all day. Sometimes it rains, and my family will help collect clothes and so on."

Zhongwang nodded, "Neighbors are very affectionate."

I went to Su Ze's house to find his Oxford English Dictionary. I originally had one too, but it was bought by the school at that time.But I don’t know if it was sold by me bundled with old books last summer, and I searched all over the house but couldn’t find it.I knew Su Ze wouldn't need it, so I agreed to borrow it from him first.

It's just that Su Ze's room was tidied up by his father, saying that the dictionary was in the cabinet, but I couldn't find it either.Had to give him another call.

"Is it in the closet? What about under the bed?" Su Ze's voice was low, as if it was inconvenient to answer the phone.

I also naturally lowered my voice, "Still in class so late? And it's National Day?"

"Well, I found a part-time job as a tutor."

"Okay, then you go to class first, and if you can't find me, ask your dad."

"Otherwise, I'll buy you an electronic dictionary when you go back during the Chinese New Year. It will be more convenient for you to study."

"What are you doing wasting that money? My dictionary is faster."

"Hey, look what I found." Zhongwang suddenly smirked and patted me on the shoulder.

I had to quickly cover the phone to make him whisper, but Su Ze still heard it.

"Where are you now?" Su Ze suddenly changed into a questioning tone, and I could feel his complexion through the phone.

"At your house."

"So it was my dad or your dad who spoke just now."

Su Ze asked this obviously because he knew that it was neither my father nor his father who spoke just now.

"My roommate, stay at my house for a few days." I said with a guilty conscience, and I didn't know what I was guilty of.

"So he sleeps in the same room as you at night?"

"That's for sure, otherwise I won't sleep."

Su Ze on the other end of the phone suddenly stopped talking. I fed a few times and didn't respond, thinking that the signal was cut off.

It took a long time for Su Ze to say, in a helpless tone, "Let him sleep in my room."

"it's not good."

"I'm not asking for your opinion," Su Ze raised his voice inexplicably, but quickly calmed down again. "I'll call my dad later and say that my classmate will live there."

"understood."

"I'll call you after class."

"Ah."

This time I hung up the phone before Su Ze.

Zhongwang didn't notice the strange expression on my face, and he opened the drawer happily, letting me have a look at the things inside.

I quickly closed it without looking at it, "Why are you rummaging through other people's things?"

Zhongwang spread his hands to express his innocence, "I'm helping you find a dictionary." He smiled mysteriously, "You really don't want to see what's inside?"

The more he smiled, the more curious I became. Besides, an unlocked drawer shouldn't be a valuable thing. Could it be that Su Ze is also hiding some love action movie in the room?This is big news, if you miss this village, there will be no store here.

So I opened the drawer in a hurry, but there were no action romance movies in it, all the love letters he punished me to copy back then.

"There are at least thirty or forty letters here. You, Su Ze, still have a habit of collecting love letters?"

I swear in my heart, is it fifty letters?

I closed the drawer and said perfunctorily, "It's all a thought, it would be too hurtful to throw it away."

Zhong Wang disagreed, "But I only collect love letters written by people I like."

In fact, in a certain sense, so is Su Ze.Thinking about it this way, I was a little ecstatic.

"See if there are any books under the bed." I sent Zhong Wang to lift the bed sheet.

"Damn it, he actually threw all the trophies under the bed!" Zhongwang said in disbelief.

I'm used to it, "I had the same reaction as you when I first saw it."

I didn't have the nerve to say more in front of King Zhong just now, so I sent another text message to Su Ze later.

"You shouldn't lose your temper with me. I have nothing to do with Zhongwang. I don't see you in a dormitory. What's going to happen has happened long ago."

It took a long time before Su Ze replied to my text message.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't lose my temper with you. But I won't make the mistake of letting you meet Shen Yi again."

October 2005, 10 Extra Tuition Students

A new teacher came to the cram school today, who is said to be a top student in the Department of Mathematics of Peking University.

But this tutorial institution is either Tsinghua University or Peking University students, so I don't care.

But the moment he walked in the door, I felt like I was in love.

His phone rang during class, and he apologized to us, saying that it was a very important call and he must answer it.

At that moment, I fell in love again.

(Recently, I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry! In addition, you should also notice that the time of the diary is getting faster and faster. Of course, the rhythm will be faster in the future)