[Sword Three] White Two Black Three
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Before the man went offline, he said to him, "Xiaomo, I owed you one yuan for a bet. You accompanied me to spend the Qixi Festival a few days ago, and I will add another yuan. When I owe you five yuan, we will Let's meet."
Mo Ningye said, "Okay".
There was no way to hide the smile on his lips.
Watching him log off, then log off himself, and turn off the computer.With the remaining brightness of the screen before shutting down, I took two coins out of my pocket and put them on the side of the screen, where I could see them when I looked up.
Before going to bed, there was a smile on his lips, and his mind was full of thoughts about when he could make up the five yuan.
But it never occurred to me that the next day, it completely changed.
The person is still the same person, but suddenly becomes indifferent.
When Mo Ningye went online, Chen Jiahao hadn't come up yet.Mo Ningye thought for a while, it was Thursday, that person seemed to have said that he tended to work overtime on Thursday, maybe it was because he was busy with work.
He was not there, and Mo Ningye also felt a little bored, although some of his friends asked him to do daily work or "hire" him for the next dungeon, he declined.Later, he simply pretended that he had gone to eat and was gone, ignoring anyone's yelling, staring at the screen with his jaw propped up, waiting for that person's name to light up.
At around 7 o'clock, Chen Jiahao went online, and he said "good evening" at the first time, and then asked, "Daily?"
Seems a bit surprised over there. "Good evening. You haven't done it yet?"
"Isn't this waiting for you? Have you eaten yet? If you haven't eaten, go and eat first. I'll wait for you to come back."
"No, or you can go first. The apprentice is not yet familiar with what I want to do. Tonight, I want to take her to do a daily routine and brush the sword mound again. First, I can see if I can get any equipment. Second, I should Take her to familiarize yourself with a few large copies." He seemed to have a reason, but Mo Ningye frowned.
It's not that I have never formed a team alone, but it was all when Chen Jiahao was not around.There has always been such a tacit understanding between them, as long as another person is online, he will not be alone in a certain team.
But today, it was Chen Jiahao who pushed him away for the first time, and this person just told him yesterday that he liked him.
"Isn't your apprentice also my apprentice. Then I'll wait for her to come online. If Xuexue comes up, we only need to find another person."
"Okay, I'm going to eat first."
After that, there was no communication, even if he came back from dinner, he didn't say anything to Mo Ningye, instead he chatted with the friend who called him in the friend channel.
Mo Ningye, she is still sensitive to feelings.Chen Jiahao's abnormality was too obvious to Mo Ningye, who was very excited yesterday when his sweetheart told him that they were in love.
He usually doesn't say a word to himself for a long time, even in such an embarrassing situation two days ago, he would occasionally say something to himself, or tell him what to do next, never, never Let him live alone.
If it is said that Chen Jiahao doesn't like being alone, then why isn't he, Mo Ningye, used to being together?
Suddenly he felt very blocked. His first thought was, why did this person repeat himself again?
Last time, it was because I suspected that my liking was just because of habit. This time, everyone is so open and honest, what is he thinking?
After all the dungeons were downloaded and everyone said they were so tired and had nothing to do, they went offline and went to sleep, he looked at Chen Jiahao and said to everyone, I went to bed too.
Mo Ningye turned cold, and tapped the word "88", aiming at the group.
The situation was still the same the next day, Mo Ningye couldn't help it anymore, and asked directly, what are you thinking?
"I'm sorry, I regret it." He only replied, after that, no matter what Mo Ningye asked, Chen Jiahao stopped talking.
Mo Ningye was not a sticky woman, he asked a few more questions, and seeing that Chen Jiahao didn't answer, his heart gradually became irritated and tired.He didn't ask any more questions, and went offline directly, throwing himself on the bed unwilling to think about anything.
Since you are sorry, and since I am tired, then let it be.
Don't want to think, don't think about anything, after all, it's a mirror image.
It's okay, it's okay, it was a wrong thing in the first place, and now there is no chance to make a further mistake, how good it is.
Mo Ningye had been missing for two days, and when he went online again, neither he nor Chen Jiahao mentioned this matter, as if the ambiguous entanglement between the two of them was just a dream that woke up without a trace.
It's just that the topics will no longer be as diverse as before, and no one will speak first when there is silence.Chen Jiahao will no longer arrange schedules for Mo Ningye, and Mo Ningye will work part-time among various wild teams.
For a while, Chen Jiahao dragged that poor slacker apprentice everywhere, running around with him every day, teaching the apprentice how to play every dungeon, how to collect tributes, what equipment to choose for his profession, and how to use life skills. Properly arranged... The apprentice complained a lot, but because of the prestige of the teacher, he still complained bitterly every day while following Chen Jiahao around.
Mo Ningye talked even less, except for doing daily routines together, he hardly had much communication with Chen Jiahao.Chen Jiahao would occasionally ask Hei San to bring his apprentices through dungeons together, and he always agreed, but he was only responsible for beating his head, and he didn't know anything about the rest.
He acted as if he didn't see the tenderness that person gave to others, as if he didn't see the tacit understanding that person had with others, as if he didn't see others acting like a baby to him, and as if he didn't see someone laughing ambiguously at the intimacy between that person and his apprentice.
He pretended that he didn't see anything, but in fact, he saw everything in his eyes.Sitting behind the screen and looking directly in front of you, watching all kinds of beings coldly like watching a TV series.
Watching that person's every move, watching his indifference to himself, watching his gentleness to others, like a file, bit by bit, grinding my heart.
One day it was all polished and completely broken, so, let’s pass.
Mo Ningye had thought about all kinds of possible outcomes, but never thought of the present situation, where they confessed their love to each other, but it turned out to be nothing in the blink of an eye.
Mo Ningye has seriously studied whether she is gay or not.He sat on the busiest street, looking at all kinds of pedestrians coming and going, and the most attractive thing to him was still the beautiful girl with protruding front and back.
I am not gay, I just fell in love with a person, and unfortunately this person happens to be my same sex.
If I can keep it simple, I'm just a homosexual, maybe I won't have so many troubles, just like ordinary love, if one doesn't work, find the next one.
But now liking is so troublesome, no matter men or women, don't want it.Only think about that person, think about everything about him, only want that person.
Maybe, it really can only wait for time to smooth everything out.
He didn't know what Chen Jiahao was thinking now, and gradually he didn't want to think about what that person was thinking.
Sometimes I really feel that this is a strange torment. I know that this person doesn't love me, and I have rejected it so thoroughly. Even the old friendship is now much less familiar, but I still can't leave it.
Obviously, he could leave this chamber of commerce, or start a new gaming career by re-practicing a trumpet, but he still got used to squatting in the chamber of commerce and watching them every day.
Hei San said to himself, I want to see him treat others well, and give myself an excuse not to love him.
In fact, I also know that this is clearly self-abuse.
It should also be said that he and Chen Jiahao are not people who like to be lively, or it should be said that they are still people who understand the general situation, so for nearly half a month, everything is as usual before people, and no one has discovered that the relationship between the two is not as good as it used to be.Although some people laugh at Chen Jiahao as leading apprentices like a nanny, they all know that this person strives for perfection in everything. If the child he brought up with his own hands goes out to make people laugh, he might as well shut him up at home and finish his life first. So I wasn't too curious.
After more than a week like this, one day, when they got together a team from the chamber of commerce to complete a dungeon, when Xuexue was praising the apprentice for his progress, Chen Jiahao suddenly said something. "I'm going to travel the day after tomorrow, ten days."
Everyone was surprised, so suddenly.Hei San thinks more. If it was in the past, Chen Jiahao would have told him about this matter very early on, or would have chatted with him as a topic, or would have asked Hei San how he would arrange his schedule if he were him.
However, they are not what they used to be.
During the days when Bai Er left, Black San seemed to have had his backbone taken away, and he was in a daze every day when he went online, and he liked to be in a daze by the small lake in Daoxiang Village.
He recalled in detail over and over again from the acquaintance with that person to the acquaintance, to the deep friendship, to his love, to the confession, and now, again and again, enduring the suffocation in his chest, recalling that day that person said to himself here, I like you.
Every detail will be taken out and savored carefully.
Sometimes Xuexue would ask him to help with class as usual, and if she came back early, she would ask him to go to daily life.
Hei San said, don't go, people don't want to move.
what are you doing then
I watched the sunrise in Daoxiang Village.
Oh, then let me come and watch the sunrise with you.
In fact, there is a bullshit sunrise in Daoxiang Village, and there is only a blue sky above it that has not changed for thousands of years.It can only be said that Black Three is very boring, and Xuexue is lazier than him.
It was just that the two of them squatted by the lotus pond without anything to do, either quietly staring in a daze, or chatting nonsense nonsense.
One night, the two were silent for a long time, Hei San once again recalled the confession and confession that night in his mind, blinked, feeling very bored, seeing Xue Ji sitting next to him, he had nothing to say .
"Xuexue, you sit here with me in a daze, don't you feel bored?"
"No, no one is forcing me to download a copy, I'm reading a novel outside."
Well, Black Three felt that he had considered Xuexue too much. "Hehe, Jiahao really likes to play the dungeon, and the apprentice also made him complain so much that he regretted accepting this master."
"Yeah! He will watch you take medicine at regular intervals every day!" That medicine is a prop, and each bottle can add 100 points to your cultivation.Cultivation can be used to tap acupuncture points to increase one's own attack or defense, so Cultivation is a good thing.But there are very few ways to increase it, so this kind of item that can increase 100 points of cultivation each time is very precious. In order to highlight its preciousness, the system stipulates that you can only take up to 50 bottles per day.But no matter how precious it is, the mechanical behavior of returning it again and again is still very boring.
"He's a leveling madman!"
As if he had found a fellow who can vomit bitterness, Hei San chatted with Xue Xuexu for a long time, from the past to the present, from being two rookies who were dragged by him to level up to that person who knows everything without a teacher Baidu knows and forces the black three to understand all kinds of things.
In fact, I didn't want to say anything about that person. In fact, I just hoped that someone would accompany me to talk about that person. In fact... it was just longing, unspeakable longing, and I could only repeat that person's name back and forth.
"Hei San, do you and Jiahao... have any troubles?" Suddenly Xuexue interjected, making Hei San not know how to respond to the question.
"Why do you think so?"
"Hey, Xiao Mian, how long have I been hanging out with you, do I not know your temper? That day when Jiahao said that he was going to go on a trip, I felt it. If you were the original you, you would definitely boo and say that he abandoned us. If you ran away, you would blackmail him and make trouble with him, but that day you kept silent as if this person had nothing to do with you. Obviously, your relationship with Bai Er has always been the best."
Hehe, women are indeed sensitive creatures.
Hei San smiled wryly, what should he say?Said that he confessed to Chen Jiahao and was rejected, but that person spared himself a bit of shame and didn't despise him as a homosexual?Or should it be said that they were supposed to be in love with each other but someone suddenly backtracked, so he couldn't accept that they were in the Cold War?
No matter how you say it, it's all wrong.
What's more, he didn't even know what Chen Jiahao was thinking, why did they become like this now?Just because I like my same-sex friend?Really just that?Hey, actually, since he fell in love with Chen Jiahao, everything must have been wrong.
He could only pull the corners of his lips and raise a smile that could almost be said to be cramped, to make himself feel more relaxed. "No, I happened to have a phone call that day, so I didn't have much trouble."
"Oh, that's it. But Black Three... how many days has he been gone?"
"Six days." He answered immediately without thinking.
"Ahem, tell me, when Jiahao comes back and finds that we haven't done anything these days, do you think he will scold us to death?"
scold?Heh, Chen Jiahao never swears, he only sneers and sneers, so sour that you want to pinch your ears and crouch in a corner to reflect on your mistakes.
What's more, this person still cares about himself?
But maybe he is no longer within the scope of his friends, but Xuexue is still right, he can't implicate Xuexue.So he stood up and checked the mission. "Let's go, let's try to brush it up from today, maybe he had a good time, and he doesn't quite remember what happened to us."
"Uh...do you think he has such a bad memory?"
Black Three is silent.In fact, Chen Jiahao is still a rather narrow-minded person, so it would not be a good thing for him to think about it.
"Send a message to your apprentice in a while, let her go online too. These days she is lazy than us, and she refuses to go online. She will be the worst one when Jiahao comes back." Hei San felt his mentality Very good, really good, the apprentice is almost Chen Jiahao's gossip now, he will consider her together, he thinks he might be a birdman with white wings on his back.
Their luck was very good. In the next four days, all the dungeons and missions that could be done along the way were cleared, and two pieces of purple equipment were actually exploded.Xuexue and the apprentice were suitable, so they were directly assigned to them. The two of them were so busy that they changed, and when the person came back and went online, they were busy showing that person as if they wanted to prove that they worked hard.
"Everyone is still working so hard during Pindao's absence, very good, very good."
"Don't dare to forget Jiahao/Second Master's teachings!" Xuexue and her apprentice were worthy of being friends, and there was a tacit understanding when they flattered her.
"Where's Xiaomo? Didn't get anything?"
Um?I?Hei San was slightly surprised, but immediately replied: "Yes, but it's not as good as mine, so I sold them all."
"Hero War Treasure CD (cooling time), how long do you have?"
"Tomorrow will be here." Hei Sanxuexue and his apprentices, no one dared to say, they thought it was too troublesome to fight six bosses for two days at a time, so they didn't go, and the three of them said that the cooling time was the next day , to make this lie sound more natural.
"Well, I'll form a team for the next hero battle treasure tomorrow, and see what can be revealed."
Chen Jiahao's luck has always been good, and when he downloaded the dungeon the next day, a purple topless order popped up here from the second child.This dress is suitable for Taixu Chunyang, and it is also suitable for Aoxue Tiance.
Who will take Chen Jiahao and Mo Ningye?
Mo Ningye said, give it to Jiahao, the one on him should be replaced.
Chen Jiahao said, let's give it to Xiao Mo, I am both pure Qi and pure sword, and this one is more suitable for me.But you, who majored in proud blood, this dress is more suitable for you.What's more, your hands have never been black, so you can find such a good thing next time?Pindao is not worried about himself, anyway, luck has not been bad.
When Mo Ningye took the clothes, he was a little surprised. He thought, he really thought that this person... didn't consider himself a friend anymore, but now, maybe, he still hopes that they are just ordinary friends. .
Ordinary friends... Hey, what a frustrating distance, the closest is also the farthest.In the name of a good friend, do you want to torture yourself to death?
But what can I do?Since he was powerless to resist, he could only accept his hope.
This indifference has continued from that day until now.
The Kongming Lantern had already flown to the highest point and could no longer be seen.Mo Ningye was dazed for a while, stood up and prepared to go back to Chang'an, when he turned around, the man was behind him.
Mo Ningye stared at the person who appeared suddenly, and didn't know how to behave for a long time, so he simply turned a blind eye and wanted to leave.
When they passed each other and were about to walk away, the man called out, "Xiao Mo".
He stopped, didn't look back at him, only replied "?".
"I have all the recipes for fireworks, which one do you want to see?"
The firework formula is a special item that is given as a reward during a certain official event, and it is rare.But most of the time, fireworks are useless props, and they are useless except for instant brilliance, so this formula is said to have more market among female players.Black Three did not expect that White Two actually got them together.
What was even more unexpected was what he said to himself.What does he mean now?
"No need, I just happen to have some in my hand, I'll put them away when I'm done." Hei San turned around and looked at Bai Er, shaking his head and refusing.
Bai Er walked to the lotus pond, lowered his head and fiddled with the white lotus, after a while, Hei San saw splendor gushing out from the white lotus, just like that day.
"I made ten of them, and they are said to be perfect." He walked back to Hei San's side, sat cross-legged, and stared at the patch of white lotus.
Hei San didn't know what Bai Er wanted to say, after thinking about it, he only said implicitly: "You always pay attention to perfection in everything you do, and perfection is also in line with you."
The man didn't speak, Hei San waited for a while, seeing that he was silent, thought he wanted to be alone, so he went to the coachman again.After taking a step, the man spoke again.
"Hehe, Xiaomo, I really like to pursue perfection. Perfection is the best, but if there is any imperfection, I have resisted it, but I can't get rid of it. Do you think it sounds good?"
Black Three is at a loss, what are you talking about?
"Actually, it's not perfect. At least, I still think it's beautiful. It should be perfect."
"Uh... It's said that it's not good for people to be too perfect, so if there are some small flaws or something, it will appear more real." Mo Ningye thought about it, thinking about how a friend should... chat with a friend who is a little strange.
"In those ten days, I wanted to give myself a chance to escape this habit. But, I miss you every day." Someone quietly dropped a bomb, and the bang made Hei San stare wide-eyed behind the screen and dare not think The meaning of this person's words.
"Same-sex love is a very serious issue, but what I am more afraid of is that I use my heart, but this relationship is only because we are too used to being with each other. If it is only because of habit, our recklessness is really a joke. You like me, but what about my liking for you? At that time, I couldn’t firmly say to myself that my liking was just liking rather than habit. I’m afraid that one day, I suddenly realize that I’m just used to liking you .That’s what I was afraid of, so at the time, I said I regretted it.”
"Although I regret it, we are together every day. Even if we haven't said a word, I will always pay attention to what you are doing. I hate this feeling, so I took a long vacation to get away from all familiar surroundings .I thought that after escaping from everything familiar, the habit would gradually disappear. But, I miss you very much every day. I will keep thinking about what you are doing now."
"Xuexue told me, you are here every day, I don't know what you are looking at. She is curious, so she sent a text message as a gossip to ask me, Xiaomo, when I saw this text message, my heart ached. What the hell are we torturing each other with?"
"Xiaomo, I can't cultivate this kind of tacit understanding with you between me and anyone. I think this is a habit, and it has penetrated into my heart, so I thought at the time, even if it's just Habit, as long as there is no day of indifference, the habit will only deepen, and will not let us separate. Even if it is just because of habit at first, maybe it is not so terrible."
"You didn't slack off when I was away, add one yuan."
"You didn't give up your favorite, add one yuan."
"If you're willing to forgive me for backing down at the time and give us a chance to start over, add another dollar."
As soon as Mo Ningye blinked, water droplets fell and shattered on the keyboard on the back of his hand. The colorful beauty illuminated by the light on the screen was a bit as seductive as fireworks.
His fingers moved on the keyboard, and he tremblingly typed a word for a long time. "Chen Jiahao, please don't play me anymore. I'm wrong, can't you? You don't need to test me. I really gave up. I have already decided to treat you as a friend. Please don't play me anymore, okay. no?"
There was silence for a long time, and when the fireworks in the lotus pond were all set off, the man opened his mouth again. "I'm sorry, it's my fault. Well, if you don't want to forgive me, then I owe you at least four yuan, don't you?"
"There is still one yuan short, Xiao Mo, we are still one yuan short, now it's your turn to back down?"
"I don't believe you. Chen Jiahao, you are too capricious. If I believe you today, what are you going to tell me tomorrow? Tell me again and you regret it?"
"The National Day is still half a month away, Xiaomo, if you are willing to trust me, I will come to see you and hand over the last dollar to you, okay?"
"How do you want me to believe you? Chen Jiahao, if I tell you, I really like the distance now. Are you willing to listen to me?" Yes, Mo Ningye is really afraid of this person's capriciousness.The human heart is made of flesh, and one injury is a blood hole. How many times does he think his heart can be stabbed by him?
"I like Mo Ningye."
"Chen Jiahao likes Mo Ningye."
"White [-] likes Black [-]."
One shocking sentence after another lit up on the World Channel.
First quiet, then boiling.
All kinds of words of blessings, curiosity, doubts, and contempt for homosexuality exploded in the world on the friend channel of the chamber of commerce, but that person seemed to have not seen them all, and only switched to the current chat channel. "Little Mo, I once told you that this game is where I spend the most time, and I will not give up easily. Now that you see it, everyone knows that I like you. If you don't want to be with me, Now call out on the World Channel, it is I, Chen Jiahao, who is unrequitedly in love with you, and I will bear all the accusations, and I will leave this game from now on."
"You're forcing me?"
"Well, I'm forcing you. It's not that you don't like me, you're just scared. I can say sorry a hundred times, but I just want to tell you that I like you now. Xiaomo, which sentence do you want to hear? "
"Now everyone knows that I like you. Even if I want to regret it, there will be so many people staring at me and not giving me a chance to regret it. Xiao Mo, I am forcing you, but I have also driven myself to a dead end."
"Chen Jiahao, why has no one ever told me that you still have such an air?"
"I remember you said that I am narrow-minded, and I will take revenge."
Bah, you bloody Xuexue, you'll tell him all the bullshit chats!
"Give me two days to think about it." To be honest, if I feel that I have been neglected by important people for so long, and then suddenly being coaxed back to heaven, if I can accept it immediately, it is a bit hypocritical.Mo Ningye only felt dizzy now, although she really wanted to laugh, but she was so afraid that this was just an unreal dream.
He felt that it would be better to think about these issues after a good sleep.
Chen Jiahao did not force him to a desperate situation. "Alright, Xiaomo, it's my turn to wait for you this time."
Mo Ningye had a good night's sleep, and was still a little confused about what happened last night.
After turning on the phone and going online, he skipped reading the article, and the friends' messages frightened him. Most of them were asking what happened between him and Bai Er, and a few girls laughed and wished him well.
He was the only one online in the channel of the chamber of commerce. He looked at the friend messages one by one, and it turned out that last night was true.
The system prompts that my friend Chen Jiahao is online.
"Little Mo."
"Ah."
"daily?"
"Okay."
"Jiahao."
"Ok?"
"The value of our friends is to share life and death, right?"
"Yes."
"Oh."
"what happened?"
"Did you say that five yuan can buy a bus ticket to come to you?"
"...It seems a bit difficult."
"Then, if it exceeds five yuan, can you reimburse it?"
The author has something to say:
It's finally over, Ou Ye~ The process is not important, the ending is not important, the most important thing is the completion of the pit! !
Finally, with the appearance of the word "end", Sahua! ! !
Mo Ningye said, "Okay".
There was no way to hide the smile on his lips.
Watching him log off, then log off himself, and turn off the computer.With the remaining brightness of the screen before shutting down, I took two coins out of my pocket and put them on the side of the screen, where I could see them when I looked up.
Before going to bed, there was a smile on his lips, and his mind was full of thoughts about when he could make up the five yuan.
But it never occurred to me that the next day, it completely changed.
The person is still the same person, but suddenly becomes indifferent.
When Mo Ningye went online, Chen Jiahao hadn't come up yet.Mo Ningye thought for a while, it was Thursday, that person seemed to have said that he tended to work overtime on Thursday, maybe it was because he was busy with work.
He was not there, and Mo Ningye also felt a little bored, although some of his friends asked him to do daily work or "hire" him for the next dungeon, he declined.Later, he simply pretended that he had gone to eat and was gone, ignoring anyone's yelling, staring at the screen with his jaw propped up, waiting for that person's name to light up.
At around 7 o'clock, Chen Jiahao went online, and he said "good evening" at the first time, and then asked, "Daily?"
Seems a bit surprised over there. "Good evening. You haven't done it yet?"
"Isn't this waiting for you? Have you eaten yet? If you haven't eaten, go and eat first. I'll wait for you to come back."
"No, or you can go first. The apprentice is not yet familiar with what I want to do. Tonight, I want to take her to do a daily routine and brush the sword mound again. First, I can see if I can get any equipment. Second, I should Take her to familiarize yourself with a few large copies." He seemed to have a reason, but Mo Ningye frowned.
It's not that I have never formed a team alone, but it was all when Chen Jiahao was not around.There has always been such a tacit understanding between them, as long as another person is online, he will not be alone in a certain team.
But today, it was Chen Jiahao who pushed him away for the first time, and this person just told him yesterday that he liked him.
"Isn't your apprentice also my apprentice. Then I'll wait for her to come online. If Xuexue comes up, we only need to find another person."
"Okay, I'm going to eat first."
After that, there was no communication, even if he came back from dinner, he didn't say anything to Mo Ningye, instead he chatted with the friend who called him in the friend channel.
Mo Ningye, she is still sensitive to feelings.Chen Jiahao's abnormality was too obvious to Mo Ningye, who was very excited yesterday when his sweetheart told him that they were in love.
He usually doesn't say a word to himself for a long time, even in such an embarrassing situation two days ago, he would occasionally say something to himself, or tell him what to do next, never, never Let him live alone.
If it is said that Chen Jiahao doesn't like being alone, then why isn't he, Mo Ningye, used to being together?
Suddenly he felt very blocked. His first thought was, why did this person repeat himself again?
Last time, it was because I suspected that my liking was just because of habit. This time, everyone is so open and honest, what is he thinking?
After all the dungeons were downloaded and everyone said they were so tired and had nothing to do, they went offline and went to sleep, he looked at Chen Jiahao and said to everyone, I went to bed too.
Mo Ningye turned cold, and tapped the word "88", aiming at the group.
The situation was still the same the next day, Mo Ningye couldn't help it anymore, and asked directly, what are you thinking?
"I'm sorry, I regret it." He only replied, after that, no matter what Mo Ningye asked, Chen Jiahao stopped talking.
Mo Ningye was not a sticky woman, he asked a few more questions, and seeing that Chen Jiahao didn't answer, his heart gradually became irritated and tired.He didn't ask any more questions, and went offline directly, throwing himself on the bed unwilling to think about anything.
Since you are sorry, and since I am tired, then let it be.
Don't want to think, don't think about anything, after all, it's a mirror image.
It's okay, it's okay, it was a wrong thing in the first place, and now there is no chance to make a further mistake, how good it is.
Mo Ningye had been missing for two days, and when he went online again, neither he nor Chen Jiahao mentioned this matter, as if the ambiguous entanglement between the two of them was just a dream that woke up without a trace.
It's just that the topics will no longer be as diverse as before, and no one will speak first when there is silence.Chen Jiahao will no longer arrange schedules for Mo Ningye, and Mo Ningye will work part-time among various wild teams.
For a while, Chen Jiahao dragged that poor slacker apprentice everywhere, running around with him every day, teaching the apprentice how to play every dungeon, how to collect tributes, what equipment to choose for his profession, and how to use life skills. Properly arranged... The apprentice complained a lot, but because of the prestige of the teacher, he still complained bitterly every day while following Chen Jiahao around.
Mo Ningye talked even less, except for doing daily routines together, he hardly had much communication with Chen Jiahao.Chen Jiahao would occasionally ask Hei San to bring his apprentices through dungeons together, and he always agreed, but he was only responsible for beating his head, and he didn't know anything about the rest.
He acted as if he didn't see the tenderness that person gave to others, as if he didn't see the tacit understanding that person had with others, as if he didn't see others acting like a baby to him, and as if he didn't see someone laughing ambiguously at the intimacy between that person and his apprentice.
He pretended that he didn't see anything, but in fact, he saw everything in his eyes.Sitting behind the screen and looking directly in front of you, watching all kinds of beings coldly like watching a TV series.
Watching that person's every move, watching his indifference to himself, watching his gentleness to others, like a file, bit by bit, grinding my heart.
One day it was all polished and completely broken, so, let’s pass.
Mo Ningye had thought about all kinds of possible outcomes, but never thought of the present situation, where they confessed their love to each other, but it turned out to be nothing in the blink of an eye.
Mo Ningye has seriously studied whether she is gay or not.He sat on the busiest street, looking at all kinds of pedestrians coming and going, and the most attractive thing to him was still the beautiful girl with protruding front and back.
I am not gay, I just fell in love with a person, and unfortunately this person happens to be my same sex.
If I can keep it simple, I'm just a homosexual, maybe I won't have so many troubles, just like ordinary love, if one doesn't work, find the next one.
But now liking is so troublesome, no matter men or women, don't want it.Only think about that person, think about everything about him, only want that person.
Maybe, it really can only wait for time to smooth everything out.
He didn't know what Chen Jiahao was thinking now, and gradually he didn't want to think about what that person was thinking.
Sometimes I really feel that this is a strange torment. I know that this person doesn't love me, and I have rejected it so thoroughly. Even the old friendship is now much less familiar, but I still can't leave it.
Obviously, he could leave this chamber of commerce, or start a new gaming career by re-practicing a trumpet, but he still got used to squatting in the chamber of commerce and watching them every day.
Hei San said to himself, I want to see him treat others well, and give myself an excuse not to love him.
In fact, I also know that this is clearly self-abuse.
It should also be said that he and Chen Jiahao are not people who like to be lively, or it should be said that they are still people who understand the general situation, so for nearly half a month, everything is as usual before people, and no one has discovered that the relationship between the two is not as good as it used to be.Although some people laugh at Chen Jiahao as leading apprentices like a nanny, they all know that this person strives for perfection in everything. If the child he brought up with his own hands goes out to make people laugh, he might as well shut him up at home and finish his life first. So I wasn't too curious.
After more than a week like this, one day, when they got together a team from the chamber of commerce to complete a dungeon, when Xuexue was praising the apprentice for his progress, Chen Jiahao suddenly said something. "I'm going to travel the day after tomorrow, ten days."
Everyone was surprised, so suddenly.Hei San thinks more. If it was in the past, Chen Jiahao would have told him about this matter very early on, or would have chatted with him as a topic, or would have asked Hei San how he would arrange his schedule if he were him.
However, they are not what they used to be.
During the days when Bai Er left, Black San seemed to have had his backbone taken away, and he was in a daze every day when he went online, and he liked to be in a daze by the small lake in Daoxiang Village.
He recalled in detail over and over again from the acquaintance with that person to the acquaintance, to the deep friendship, to his love, to the confession, and now, again and again, enduring the suffocation in his chest, recalling that day that person said to himself here, I like you.
Every detail will be taken out and savored carefully.
Sometimes Xuexue would ask him to help with class as usual, and if she came back early, she would ask him to go to daily life.
Hei San said, don't go, people don't want to move.
what are you doing then
I watched the sunrise in Daoxiang Village.
Oh, then let me come and watch the sunrise with you.
In fact, there is a bullshit sunrise in Daoxiang Village, and there is only a blue sky above it that has not changed for thousands of years.It can only be said that Black Three is very boring, and Xuexue is lazier than him.
It was just that the two of them squatted by the lotus pond without anything to do, either quietly staring in a daze, or chatting nonsense nonsense.
One night, the two were silent for a long time, Hei San once again recalled the confession and confession that night in his mind, blinked, feeling very bored, seeing Xue Ji sitting next to him, he had nothing to say .
"Xuexue, you sit here with me in a daze, don't you feel bored?"
"No, no one is forcing me to download a copy, I'm reading a novel outside."
Well, Black Three felt that he had considered Xuexue too much. "Hehe, Jiahao really likes to play the dungeon, and the apprentice also made him complain so much that he regretted accepting this master."
"Yeah! He will watch you take medicine at regular intervals every day!" That medicine is a prop, and each bottle can add 100 points to your cultivation.Cultivation can be used to tap acupuncture points to increase one's own attack or defense, so Cultivation is a good thing.But there are very few ways to increase it, so this kind of item that can increase 100 points of cultivation each time is very precious. In order to highlight its preciousness, the system stipulates that you can only take up to 50 bottles per day.But no matter how precious it is, the mechanical behavior of returning it again and again is still very boring.
"He's a leveling madman!"
As if he had found a fellow who can vomit bitterness, Hei San chatted with Xue Xuexu for a long time, from the past to the present, from being two rookies who were dragged by him to level up to that person who knows everything without a teacher Baidu knows and forces the black three to understand all kinds of things.
In fact, I didn't want to say anything about that person. In fact, I just hoped that someone would accompany me to talk about that person. In fact... it was just longing, unspeakable longing, and I could only repeat that person's name back and forth.
"Hei San, do you and Jiahao... have any troubles?" Suddenly Xuexue interjected, making Hei San not know how to respond to the question.
"Why do you think so?"
"Hey, Xiao Mian, how long have I been hanging out with you, do I not know your temper? That day when Jiahao said that he was going to go on a trip, I felt it. If you were the original you, you would definitely boo and say that he abandoned us. If you ran away, you would blackmail him and make trouble with him, but that day you kept silent as if this person had nothing to do with you. Obviously, your relationship with Bai Er has always been the best."
Hehe, women are indeed sensitive creatures.
Hei San smiled wryly, what should he say?Said that he confessed to Chen Jiahao and was rejected, but that person spared himself a bit of shame and didn't despise him as a homosexual?Or should it be said that they were supposed to be in love with each other but someone suddenly backtracked, so he couldn't accept that they were in the Cold War?
No matter how you say it, it's all wrong.
What's more, he didn't even know what Chen Jiahao was thinking, why did they become like this now?Just because I like my same-sex friend?Really just that?Hey, actually, since he fell in love with Chen Jiahao, everything must have been wrong.
He could only pull the corners of his lips and raise a smile that could almost be said to be cramped, to make himself feel more relaxed. "No, I happened to have a phone call that day, so I didn't have much trouble."
"Oh, that's it. But Black Three... how many days has he been gone?"
"Six days." He answered immediately without thinking.
"Ahem, tell me, when Jiahao comes back and finds that we haven't done anything these days, do you think he will scold us to death?"
scold?Heh, Chen Jiahao never swears, he only sneers and sneers, so sour that you want to pinch your ears and crouch in a corner to reflect on your mistakes.
What's more, this person still cares about himself?
But maybe he is no longer within the scope of his friends, but Xuexue is still right, he can't implicate Xuexue.So he stood up and checked the mission. "Let's go, let's try to brush it up from today, maybe he had a good time, and he doesn't quite remember what happened to us."
"Uh...do you think he has such a bad memory?"
Black Three is silent.In fact, Chen Jiahao is still a rather narrow-minded person, so it would not be a good thing for him to think about it.
"Send a message to your apprentice in a while, let her go online too. These days she is lazy than us, and she refuses to go online. She will be the worst one when Jiahao comes back." Hei San felt his mentality Very good, really good, the apprentice is almost Chen Jiahao's gossip now, he will consider her together, he thinks he might be a birdman with white wings on his back.
Their luck was very good. In the next four days, all the dungeons and missions that could be done along the way were cleared, and two pieces of purple equipment were actually exploded.Xuexue and the apprentice were suitable, so they were directly assigned to them. The two of them were so busy that they changed, and when the person came back and went online, they were busy showing that person as if they wanted to prove that they worked hard.
"Everyone is still working so hard during Pindao's absence, very good, very good."
"Don't dare to forget Jiahao/Second Master's teachings!" Xuexue and her apprentice were worthy of being friends, and there was a tacit understanding when they flattered her.
"Where's Xiaomo? Didn't get anything?"
Um?I?Hei San was slightly surprised, but immediately replied: "Yes, but it's not as good as mine, so I sold them all."
"Hero War Treasure CD (cooling time), how long do you have?"
"Tomorrow will be here." Hei Sanxuexue and his apprentices, no one dared to say, they thought it was too troublesome to fight six bosses for two days at a time, so they didn't go, and the three of them said that the cooling time was the next day , to make this lie sound more natural.
"Well, I'll form a team for the next hero battle treasure tomorrow, and see what can be revealed."
Chen Jiahao's luck has always been good, and when he downloaded the dungeon the next day, a purple topless order popped up here from the second child.This dress is suitable for Taixu Chunyang, and it is also suitable for Aoxue Tiance.
Who will take Chen Jiahao and Mo Ningye?
Mo Ningye said, give it to Jiahao, the one on him should be replaced.
Chen Jiahao said, let's give it to Xiao Mo, I am both pure Qi and pure sword, and this one is more suitable for me.But you, who majored in proud blood, this dress is more suitable for you.What's more, your hands have never been black, so you can find such a good thing next time?Pindao is not worried about himself, anyway, luck has not been bad.
When Mo Ningye took the clothes, he was a little surprised. He thought, he really thought that this person... didn't consider himself a friend anymore, but now, maybe, he still hopes that they are just ordinary friends. .
Ordinary friends... Hey, what a frustrating distance, the closest is also the farthest.In the name of a good friend, do you want to torture yourself to death?
But what can I do?Since he was powerless to resist, he could only accept his hope.
This indifference has continued from that day until now.
The Kongming Lantern had already flown to the highest point and could no longer be seen.Mo Ningye was dazed for a while, stood up and prepared to go back to Chang'an, when he turned around, the man was behind him.
Mo Ningye stared at the person who appeared suddenly, and didn't know how to behave for a long time, so he simply turned a blind eye and wanted to leave.
When they passed each other and were about to walk away, the man called out, "Xiao Mo".
He stopped, didn't look back at him, only replied "?".
"I have all the recipes for fireworks, which one do you want to see?"
The firework formula is a special item that is given as a reward during a certain official event, and it is rare.But most of the time, fireworks are useless props, and they are useless except for instant brilliance, so this formula is said to have more market among female players.Black Three did not expect that White Two actually got them together.
What was even more unexpected was what he said to himself.What does he mean now?
"No need, I just happen to have some in my hand, I'll put them away when I'm done." Hei San turned around and looked at Bai Er, shaking his head and refusing.
Bai Er walked to the lotus pond, lowered his head and fiddled with the white lotus, after a while, Hei San saw splendor gushing out from the white lotus, just like that day.
"I made ten of them, and they are said to be perfect." He walked back to Hei San's side, sat cross-legged, and stared at the patch of white lotus.
Hei San didn't know what Bai Er wanted to say, after thinking about it, he only said implicitly: "You always pay attention to perfection in everything you do, and perfection is also in line with you."
The man didn't speak, Hei San waited for a while, seeing that he was silent, thought he wanted to be alone, so he went to the coachman again.After taking a step, the man spoke again.
"Hehe, Xiaomo, I really like to pursue perfection. Perfection is the best, but if there is any imperfection, I have resisted it, but I can't get rid of it. Do you think it sounds good?"
Black Three is at a loss, what are you talking about?
"Actually, it's not perfect. At least, I still think it's beautiful. It should be perfect."
"Uh... It's said that it's not good for people to be too perfect, so if there are some small flaws or something, it will appear more real." Mo Ningye thought about it, thinking about how a friend should... chat with a friend who is a little strange.
"In those ten days, I wanted to give myself a chance to escape this habit. But, I miss you every day." Someone quietly dropped a bomb, and the bang made Hei San stare wide-eyed behind the screen and dare not think The meaning of this person's words.
"Same-sex love is a very serious issue, but what I am more afraid of is that I use my heart, but this relationship is only because we are too used to being with each other. If it is only because of habit, our recklessness is really a joke. You like me, but what about my liking for you? At that time, I couldn’t firmly say to myself that my liking was just liking rather than habit. I’m afraid that one day, I suddenly realize that I’m just used to liking you .That’s what I was afraid of, so at the time, I said I regretted it.”
"Although I regret it, we are together every day. Even if we haven't said a word, I will always pay attention to what you are doing. I hate this feeling, so I took a long vacation to get away from all familiar surroundings .I thought that after escaping from everything familiar, the habit would gradually disappear. But, I miss you very much every day. I will keep thinking about what you are doing now."
"Xuexue told me, you are here every day, I don't know what you are looking at. She is curious, so she sent a text message as a gossip to ask me, Xiaomo, when I saw this text message, my heart ached. What the hell are we torturing each other with?"
"Xiaomo, I can't cultivate this kind of tacit understanding with you between me and anyone. I think this is a habit, and it has penetrated into my heart, so I thought at the time, even if it's just Habit, as long as there is no day of indifference, the habit will only deepen, and will not let us separate. Even if it is just because of habit at first, maybe it is not so terrible."
"You didn't slack off when I was away, add one yuan."
"You didn't give up your favorite, add one yuan."
"If you're willing to forgive me for backing down at the time and give us a chance to start over, add another dollar."
As soon as Mo Ningye blinked, water droplets fell and shattered on the keyboard on the back of his hand. The colorful beauty illuminated by the light on the screen was a bit as seductive as fireworks.
His fingers moved on the keyboard, and he tremblingly typed a word for a long time. "Chen Jiahao, please don't play me anymore. I'm wrong, can't you? You don't need to test me. I really gave up. I have already decided to treat you as a friend. Please don't play me anymore, okay. no?"
There was silence for a long time, and when the fireworks in the lotus pond were all set off, the man opened his mouth again. "I'm sorry, it's my fault. Well, if you don't want to forgive me, then I owe you at least four yuan, don't you?"
"There is still one yuan short, Xiao Mo, we are still one yuan short, now it's your turn to back down?"
"I don't believe you. Chen Jiahao, you are too capricious. If I believe you today, what are you going to tell me tomorrow? Tell me again and you regret it?"
"The National Day is still half a month away, Xiaomo, if you are willing to trust me, I will come to see you and hand over the last dollar to you, okay?"
"How do you want me to believe you? Chen Jiahao, if I tell you, I really like the distance now. Are you willing to listen to me?" Yes, Mo Ningye is really afraid of this person's capriciousness.The human heart is made of flesh, and one injury is a blood hole. How many times does he think his heart can be stabbed by him?
"I like Mo Ningye."
"Chen Jiahao likes Mo Ningye."
"White [-] likes Black [-]."
One shocking sentence after another lit up on the World Channel.
First quiet, then boiling.
All kinds of words of blessings, curiosity, doubts, and contempt for homosexuality exploded in the world on the friend channel of the chamber of commerce, but that person seemed to have not seen them all, and only switched to the current chat channel. "Little Mo, I once told you that this game is where I spend the most time, and I will not give up easily. Now that you see it, everyone knows that I like you. If you don't want to be with me, Now call out on the World Channel, it is I, Chen Jiahao, who is unrequitedly in love with you, and I will bear all the accusations, and I will leave this game from now on."
"You're forcing me?"
"Well, I'm forcing you. It's not that you don't like me, you're just scared. I can say sorry a hundred times, but I just want to tell you that I like you now. Xiaomo, which sentence do you want to hear? "
"Now everyone knows that I like you. Even if I want to regret it, there will be so many people staring at me and not giving me a chance to regret it. Xiao Mo, I am forcing you, but I have also driven myself to a dead end."
"Chen Jiahao, why has no one ever told me that you still have such an air?"
"I remember you said that I am narrow-minded, and I will take revenge."
Bah, you bloody Xuexue, you'll tell him all the bullshit chats!
"Give me two days to think about it." To be honest, if I feel that I have been neglected by important people for so long, and then suddenly being coaxed back to heaven, if I can accept it immediately, it is a bit hypocritical.Mo Ningye only felt dizzy now, although she really wanted to laugh, but she was so afraid that this was just an unreal dream.
He felt that it would be better to think about these issues after a good sleep.
Chen Jiahao did not force him to a desperate situation. "Alright, Xiaomo, it's my turn to wait for you this time."
Mo Ningye had a good night's sleep, and was still a little confused about what happened last night.
After turning on the phone and going online, he skipped reading the article, and the friends' messages frightened him. Most of them were asking what happened between him and Bai Er, and a few girls laughed and wished him well.
He was the only one online in the channel of the chamber of commerce. He looked at the friend messages one by one, and it turned out that last night was true.
The system prompts that my friend Chen Jiahao is online.
"Little Mo."
"Ah."
"daily?"
"Okay."
"Jiahao."
"Ok?"
"The value of our friends is to share life and death, right?"
"Yes."
"Oh."
"what happened?"
"Did you say that five yuan can buy a bus ticket to come to you?"
"...It seems a bit difficult."
"Then, if it exceeds five yuan, can you reimburse it?"
The author has something to say:
It's finally over, Ou Ye~ The process is not important, the ending is not important, the most important thing is the completion of the pit! !
Finally, with the appearance of the word "end", Sahua! ! !
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