[Jianwang 3] You have not returned yet

This battle with the vanguard of the Nanzhao Army suffered heavy losses, and Li Chengen lost his beloved general.But battles will still be fought, and there will still be soldiers who will continue to sacrifice.

On the battlefield, love between children cannot be tolerated.

In the end, Zang Jian got Tiance's Destroying City, and a hair rope tied with gold thread and pearls that was untied from his token.

He heard from the soldiers around Tiance that Tiance got the rich man's headband from somewhere, and it looks like a treasure.It used to be tied to the gun, but later on, fearing that it would be lost on the battlefield, it was untied and tied to an important token. I don't know whose it was, but he cherished it so much.

Hidden sword is silent, tears are rolling in the eyes, how could he not recognize, this is the hair rope that he lost when he lived in the Valley of Ten Thousand Flowers, he thought it was taken away by some birds and small animals, what This is Tiance's little thought.The headband in his hand was still stained with some blood, which was bound to happen if he carried it with him, but the still bright pearls almost hurt his eyes.

It's best not to know each other, then you can't miss each other.

In late autumn, Cangjian returned to the villa, and Nian'er went out to meet him, but only got a tired smile from him.The master who accompanied him in his later years, saw how his master cried like a child, saw how he held a gun and called a person's name, watched his master's tears drop drop by drop on the letter paper in his hand, Tears fainted a little bit of tears.

The letter contains the whole truth, and a love that cannot be returned.

"Mountain dwelling.

To be honest, I don’t know if it’s right for you to get this letter. The reason why I send it after we go to war is to bury all the truth and feelings in my heart, but if Something really happened to me someday, at least let you know it all.

It was such a pleasure to meet you.I'm just a rough person, I can't write anything good, I just want you to know my feelings, that's all.You and I both know our identities, and I didn't expect you to give me an answer.If you work hard on the battlefield for a long time, I can't give you a safe place.A young master like you should have lived in this fireworks Yangzhou.

Follow me, suffer you.

Even though he thought so, he still fell into it without hesitation.You are so lively and beautiful, and you are so strong and serious, all of which attract me.I used to think, if you met me instead of Zixia, would I be the lucky one you fell in love with?But when I think about it carefully, I am stupid enough to think this way.

You are what you are now because you fell in love with someone else.

But I'm still jealous, maddened by jealousy, I started to get distracted on the battlefield, even though your headband is tied on the gun to remind me, I still can't suppress the unbearable sadness in my heart, which is undoubtedly the most important thing on the battlefield Fatally, until I started getting wounded in the field that I didn't deserve, I finally knew I wanted to see you.

But maybe it was God's will, on the way to Wanhua Valley, I ran into a Wanhua's disciple by chance, I knew him, I had seen him on the battlefield.Whether it's leaving scriptures for others, or acupointing Huajian, he is so ink-spirited and unrestrained.Unexpectedly, he was also rushing to Wanhua Valley. Seeing him alone, I went up to say hello and went with him.I didn't expect such a coincidence in the world. While talking with him, I discovered that the disciple Wanhua in front of me was the person Chunyang was looking for.However, in addition to being surprised, I thought of him.I was thinking, if he died like this, maybe Chunyang would not concentrate on hitting him, maybe he could forget about Wanhua, at least he could treat you better.

If I can't give you what you want, I'll let you go, and I don't even mind having someone else give you what I can't.

So on the second morning, I moved his hands and feet while he was eating, and he began to lose consciousness halfway. I led the way and led him to a small cliff in the woods, and then pushed him down.I don't have the slightest regret, but I'm starting to hate myself.I am a general who defends the country for tens of thousands of people, but I push the person who lives and dies with me off the cliff, and push an innocent person into the abyss.I'm afraid to let you know, but it doesn't matter, these blood-stained hands are not qualified to hug you.

It's just that I didn't expect that Wanhua survived and was even found by Zixia.When I saw Wanhua, I was even ready to be hated by you, but Wanhua lost his memory.Everything deviates from the original intention, Zixia is still desperate for Wanhua, you finally become the one who has to leave, even if I want to fight for you, I know that it is irreparable.

If a person's heart is dead, there is no need to restore it.

Your expression that day was something I had never seen before, and it was also the sad expression that made me swear at that moment that I would never let you have it again.Even if it is impossible, I will definitely try to try, even if you only have Zixia in your heart, even if you will know the truth in the end, I want to do more things for you in the limited time.

Even if you don't love me at all.

Later, I didn't expect that when we met again, you would have changed your appearance.The eyes are no longer bright, and the fire-like light is gone.I can more or less understand your pain at that time, so when I got the destroyed city you forged for me, I became more determined to pull you out of this abyss.

I will destroy the enemy and defend the city for you, and I will never regret it.

I will ask my soldiers to send this letter after we set off. It may be a fierce battle, but if you are by my side, I will definitely defend the thousands of mountains and rivers for you.If I let you come to get this letter, I'm afraid I'm in danger.Those who don’t want to hide it from you, and those who can’t hide it from you, should let you know.

I haven't written such a long letter for a long time, I just wonder if you can spend some patience on me to read this letter.Maybe I'm still by your side at this time, maybe we have to separate at this time, but I hope you don't hate me.I have spent all my energy to like you, I should thank God and not expect more.You are a person with unlimited future, don't restrain yourself for anyone, including me.

[L] Mountain dwelling.

I really miss you..."[/L]

Zang Jian couldn't read the rest of the letter anymore, the letter paper had been stained with too many tears, and part of it was blurred.The letter ended hastily, as if Tiance hadn't finished writing in time, or maybe he couldn't continue writing.There are few lamps in the house, reflecting Tibetan Sword's teary eyes.

Nian'er lay on Zangjian's lap and fell asleep. That night, looking at the city beside him, he thought a lot, and finally fell asleep leaning against the wall.When Nian'er woke up the next day, she found that she had already slept in her own room. She hurriedly got out of bed to look for the hidden sword, but she couldn't find it.In the end, I heard from my brothers and sisters that Cangjian seemed to have gone to the Jianjian Cottage. Nian'er hurried over and saw Cangjian standing in front of the melting furnace. After throwing the city into the molten iron furnace, the city emitted a dazzling golden-blue light, shattered into tens of thousands of pieces in an instant, and finally melted into one piece again.Nian'er unhurriedly ran behind Zangjian and grabbed the corner of his clothes. She raised her head, and the pieces gathered one by one, and finally landed on Zangjian's hand. Nian'er didn't know what it was, and she didn't want to go any further. what.

All she knew was that her beloved master was smiling and then crying that day.

Later, Cangjian locked himself in the Jianjian Cottage, where he was casting some magic weapon. Ye Fangzhi just shook his head when he saw it. It was useless to persuade his brothers and sisters. Only Nian'er understood what his master was doing. She was sitting on the steps in front of the sword casting hut, looking at the sword technique book and waiting for the hidden sword to come out.

On the day Cangjian led Nian'er out of Jianjian Hut, his long black hair had turned into a piece of snow-white, fluttering in the wind, like a mountain villa in May, and the falling snow was like flying flowers.

At that time, it was winter.

Helping Nian'er straighten the scarf, and then put on a small cloak, in case she would be frozen, Nian'er happily slipped into Master's arms.The horse beside him snorted, Zang Jian carried Nian'er on the horse, and drove away to the outside of the villa.Nian'er got a light and heavy sword that Zang Jian personally forged for her, and held another one in her arms. It was re-cast by Zang Jian after destroying the city. Even the gold silk and satin couldn't cover the faint blue light. Nian'er lowered his eyes.

"Master, do you want to give this sword away?"

"Ah."

"Is it for someone as important as the General?"

"what."

The answer this time seemed a little sloppy, even a little absent-minded. Nian'er took a bite of the candied haws and hugged the magic soldier in his arms tightly.She doesn't understand the world of adults, she just needs to be obedient and don't make trouble, grow up and protect her master, but she also vaguely sensed that something is wrong, her dear master has changed, the general didn't come to see her again and master...

why?Why has everything changed?Did Master and the others become adults because they would change?

[L][/L]

On the top of Mount Hua, the sky is covered with snow, and the Pure Yang Palace.

For a year when she had never seen such heavy snow, she had already started to run around with her legs wide open, looking left and right behind the hidden sword, looking for the place where Chunyang lived at that time based on her memory.It's just that the snow was too heavy, although it didn't obstruct the view, it made the surrounding buildings look almost the same. In the end, Nian'er asked the junior sister from Chunyang Palace to lead the way to find it.

"Brother Zixia is inside right now, please come in, both of you." The little Chunyang Palace junior sister thanked her with her baby voice, hiding her sword, and the little blue figure disappeared into the snow again.

Zang Jian frowned, white snow fell on his clothes, as if his whole body was dyed white, his white hair swayed in the wind, Zang Jian made up his mind and walked in, Nian'er grabbed the corner of his master's clothes and hugged the magic soldier in his arms tightly.

Through the hall, there is a peaceful place similar to a platform. You can see the distant mountains and deep ravines. The white crane stops to rest. There are two people standing in front of the stone railing. I don’t know what they are talking about. She looked up and found that the master frowned and immediately relaxed it.Stepping up to the two of them, Nian'er was sensible and didn't go any further, hugging the magic weapon in his arms tightly, his breath blurring his vision.

"Zixia." Cang Jian smiled, softly calling out the name that he had missed thousands of times, just like in the past.

Chunyang sensed someone coming, but he trembled unavoidably when he heard the voice calling him, and it was Wanhua who turned around first.Seeing Zang Jian's head full of white hair, he was not overly surprised, he lowered his head to say hello to Zang Jian, but Chun Yang was taken aback, almost thinking that it was just Chun Yang's snow that covered his hair.

"you……"

"It's nothing, it's just that I hurt my mind when casting the magic weapon, so it happened like this." Finding that Chunyang's eyes stopped on his hair, Zang Jian took the initiative to answer him.

"How could you be so careless." Chunyang frowned, walked in front of him and patted the snow off his head for the hidden sword.Really whiter than Baixue's hair, it looks so dazzling in the slight sunlight.

Facing the hidden sword's eyes, Chunyang realized that it was gone, the light that once seemed to be his entire life was gone.The young master who used to be lively and active is now just standing quietly and honestly beside him, letting him raise his hand to stroke the snow off his body.

What about your proud strength?What about your proud indomitableness?

"Come today, but what's the matter?"

"Yeah. Nian'er, come," Cang Jian nodded, turned around and waved to Nian'er, signaling her to come over.Nian'er obediently walked to Zang Jian's side, holding the thing in her arms tightly. I don't know if it was because it was too cold or she was a little afraid of strangers, "Come on, call Master."

"Master..." Nian'er said obediently, Chunyang was stunned for a moment, as if he couldn't believe the title of Master, and didn't understand how he got this title, but Zang Jianxiang didn't explain anything, just shook his head with a smile.

"Although it has been a long time, fortunately, I got it for you. However, because it is the second forging, it may be a little heavier than the first one."

The hidden sword took over the burden that arrived in the new year, and gently handed it to Chunyang years ago, the unshakable blue light, the shape of the long sword, Chunyang slowly took it over, the things inside, even if you don’t open it, you can I also guessed that there are nine out of ten.

Yuqing Xuanming.

Chunyang opened the bag, and Yuqing Xuanming spread it out. He couldn't believe that the person in front of him actually found the supreme magic weapon for him.

The long sword in his hand, Kunlun precious jade, refracted light, like the baby blue of the sky.

"You can really find this sword for me..." Chun Yang looked at the magic weapon in his hand.

"I didn't find this, but Master remade it for you with his life!" Before Cang Jian could speak, Nian'er preempted him, his tone full of displeasure.Yes, she doesn't like this sword. It was originally given to the general by the master to destroy the city, but for some reason the general didn't want to destroy the city anymore, so the master recast the city into this sword.

This was originally given by the master to the general, how could he accept it.

"Using life? Recasting?" Chunyang stared at Zangjian, as if he heard some incredible news from Nian'er, "What's going on?"

"It's just a child's joke, Zixia, don't take it seriously..."

"answer me."

"...Back then, Master Fangzhi taught me how to forge magic weapons, and at the same time, by chance, I got a piece of Huayu Xuanjing from the owner of the villa. At that time, I did not think too much about it, so I forged it for a friend. Another magic weapon, and gave it to a friend. But the good times didn’t last long, the magic weapon lost its owner, and it came back to me. I felt so sorry. After thinking about it, I thought it would be for you The Yuqing Xuanming might have been lost in Jianghu, so with the help of the record book on the living god soldiers in the villa, I threw it into the iron furnace to recast it, and now I have the Yuqing Xuanming in your hands."

"Then... this white hair..."

"It is a magic weapon to be recast, not an ordinary weapon, which consumes a lot of internal energy and energy, and when I cast it, I have exhausted my internal energy for decades, and I forcibly melted it away , the burden on the body is too great. It must be melted into the original shape first, a piece of jade crystal and hundreds of pieces of meteorite, but recasting must not be the first casting, the weapon must have lost its spirituality, and it will also be due to The amount of meteorite lost to wear and forging..."

"So you just..."

"The lifespan of a person and the internal force in the dantian are the best substitutes. Tie Lao brought it on the battlefield, and it has already been bloody and spiritual. As long as the human lifespan and internal force are used as the price, the Huayu Xuanjing Separated from the meteorite and melted again. It must sound impossible, and I thought it was impossible when I found this method in the book. But I did it anyway, maybe the magic soldier didn't want to be buried .Although the Yuqing Xuanming was cast for you, it failed to be as good as the first one. I hope you..."

"...No, it's already the best."

Chunyang frowned, but he still couldn't help being happy in his heart. This Yuqing Xuanming was clearly the same as the one he had seen when he was young. There was no extra heaviness in his hand, and it was lighter than any of his weapons. It's really heavy to come.If I get this magical weapon, I can keep Lijing from being injured again...

Cang Jian understands what Chunyang is thinking, and he is also happy for it. The agreement to maintain the relationship between the two has also been fulfilled. He will no longer be responsible for Zixia, nor anyone else.

"I came here today for this purpose. I have delayed you for so long without telling me, and I can't give you a good one..."

"This is what you made for me, and that's enough."

If Chunyang interrupts the hidden sword, it doesn't matter whether the sword in his hand is as perfect as it used to be. It's really not easy for someone to spend so much effort just to fulfill the agreement with him.Just turning around and looking at the snow-white hair of Zang Jian, Chunyang would still feel sad or feel guilty.

Cang Jian smiled, he wanted to tell him that it was none of his business, he wanted to tell him that it was voluntary, and he wanted to tell him that he was very happy to cast the jade Qing Xuanming for him, all of this was worth it.

Nian'er next to him couldn't understand the conversation between them, he kept scratching his little head, maybe he wasn't used to the cold of Chunyang, Nian'er breathed on his little hands that were red from the cold.Zang Jian looked sideways, bent over and picked up Nian'er, Nian'er warmed up against the Tibetan sword, and happily wrapped his arms around Zang Jian's neck.

"Nian'er is naturally afraid of the cold. If you stay here for a long time, you may catch the wind and cold. Since the things have been handed over to you, then Zixia, let me take my leave." Zang Jian lowered his head and called the horse, who rode happily Bu Zi came to Tibetan Jian, and Tibetan Jian pushed Nian'er onto the horse's back.

"So fast? Don't you want to take a break?" Chun Yang frowned again, but saw that Zang Jian shook his head.

"Going to a place to visit old friends."

After Zang Jian finished speaking, his gaze shifted to Wan Hua, like a waterfall with snow falling on his black hair, no matter where it was, Wan Hua's ink-like and elegant temperament could not be concealed no matter what, it was like a dream among flowers.Zang Jian remembered that Tiance mentioned about Wanhua in his letter, his eyes dimmed a little for an instant, he got involved and hurt innocent people, but he made himself extremely jealous.

"Absent from scriptures."

"Young Master Ye."

"I'm getting better from my illness."

"The wounds on the body no longer have great love."

"That's good, do you remember anything?" Zang Jianduo hoped that he should remember something after such a long time, but Wan Hua still smiled and shook his head to himself, Zang Jian sighed, "Really... Maybe you really need to take your time. I hope you can rest well and get back... your important things as soon as possible."

Zangjian cupped his hands and nodded slightly, then smiled at Chunyang with difficulty.

When Zang Jian drove away with Nian'er, it was the time when Chunyang was snowing heavily. The snow at this time was so heavy that it covered everything, and Chunyang couldn't even see the back of Zang Jian going away.He suddenly felt that when Zang Jian came to send Yuqing Xuanming this time, he came to see him for the last time.

That innocent young master has grown into an adult.

Chun Yang couldn't see his old friend clearly, but he still didn't move his footsteps, and he didn't even notice Wan Hua walking beside him.Patting Luoxue on the shoulder for Chunyang, Wanhua also stood beside Chunyang and looked into the vast white distance.

"Why didn't you tell him the truth." Wan Hua asked, and Bai Xue fell on her lips.

"Because I have to protect you." The voice was very small, and Chunyang seemed to be answering himself.

"But he trusts you so much."

"Li Jing, now all I need is you."

"Hey, how are you going to practice Taoism like this..."

"My way is you."

"..."

"It's you," Chunyang turned sideways, raising his hand to cover Wanhua from the snow, "I thought you would tell him, after all, you are a healer."

"It is precisely because I am a doctor that I choose not to speak. I will try my best to treat those who are sick."

"Sick? What's wrong?"

"Heart disease."

"...Why do you say that?"

"On the way back to Ten Thousand Flowers Valley that day, I ran into a soldier from the Tiance Mansion. I thought he was just going to Ten Thousand Flowers Valley to perform official duties, so I also told him my identity, but I didn't know that he was in my room the next day. I took a drug while eating. It is the common drug with the least effect. I have been studying medicine since I was a child, so how could I not notice the abnormality. But I am very curious, why did a dignified general of the Tiance Mansion meet by chance on the road? Passers-by acted like a villain, and I pretended to be controlled by drugs. I didn't guess his real purpose until the moment he pushed me off the cliff and read the person's name.

Ye Shanju, Shanju, is actually the old man you mentioned in your letter.Even if I know, I still have to pretend that I don’t know anything, that I really fell off a cliff and lost my memory, and I need to heal this general’s heart disease.And then everything happened that way, what should have happened, and what shouldn't have happened.It's just that the situation gradually turned in a strange direction, until today I saw that the general's important young master became like this, I didn't expect it... that general, I'm afraid it's a bad luck..."

"Do you care about Lijing?"

"Of course. When the general pushed me off the cliff, there was deep self-blame and helplessness in his eyes. If it weren't for the deep love in his eyes, it would be impossible for a person who has already experienced blood and blood to be shaken. He actually killed me in a way that might leave me alive, or he had already expected that I might survive. It is not easy for an ordinary person like him to do this for a love that knows the result I didn't hate him from the beginning, and I was not injured, so I couldn't hate him. No matter whether this young master is sad after losing the general or knows about it, I can't tell him about it. Beloved, what is the difference between this and injustice."

"You are just too kind."

"Also say me, you are not the same, he handed the sword to you, not only to fulfill the agreement."

"Of course," Chunyang smiled, and Yu Qingxuanming behind him was dazzling, "But, it doesn't matter anymore, does it? I owe him what I want. This is my fault, and I will be willing to take it all of these."

Although it is recasting the city of destruction, its essence is still that of the city of destruction, not Yuqing Xuanming.From the very beginning, what was filled with anticipation and joy was the Destroying City given to Tiance. This gun carried the hope placed by the hidden sword and Tiance's inner love, and it was the bond between the two.Tiance took him to the battlefield, killed the enemy in blood, and protected the important people around him. Because of the special casting material and the affection between the two, the ruined city should have a soul.After that, it was forcibly melted into its original shape. Even with the hidden sword at the cost of life and blood, it still couldn't erase the blood-stained breath. living.

Zangjian used another way to let Chunyang remember himself, so as to repay the important things he lost, and also used another way to let that important person and that period of time that could not come back be locked on the snow field .

Obsession is nothing but selfish desires.