i have a chromosome want to meet you

As Song Yu said, when Chu Xiuyuan arrived at Song Yu's bedroom, there was no one there.

Chu Xiuyuan threw Song Yu's returned toiletries on the table, and moved them to Song Yu's desk.

It is rare that what is placed on the table is not any textbook, but a novel.

Chu Xiuyuan picked it up and flipped through it: "When Nietzsche was crying? Why such a strange name, I wanted to ask before, is this really a psychological novel, not a philosophical novel?"

The book is quite old: "Have you read it many times?"

Song Yu: "I'm watching it for the third time."

Chu Xiuyuan was surprised: "So good-looking?" He himself does not reject psychology, but he is really not interested in philosophy. Didn't expect Song Yu's usual leisure and entertainment activities to be so high-end?

"What are you talking about?" After watching it for the third time, Chu Xiuyuan was no longer interested in philosophy, but he still felt a little curious.

Song Yu tilted his head and thought for a while, "Tell me a story about a dog that can have lice and fleas at the same time."

"Huh?" You're kidding me.

Song Yu smiled: "This book mentions the origin and appearance of talking therapy. To sum it up, it should be a story about a philosopher with depression and a doctor with severe obsessive thinking who heal and save each other through talking. But To me, it's the story of a dog that can have lice and fleas at the same time."

"It sounds..." Chu Xiuyuan was embarrassed, "It's not very interesting..."

"No, it's very interesting." Song Yu climbed onto the bed while talking, and invited Chu Xiuyuan again, "Come to bed, it's warm."

"Okay." Chu Xiuyuan readily agreed, climbed onto the bed and got into Song Yu's quilt again, and then he didn't know what he was doing under the quilt, "Why do you think it's interesting?"

Song Yu looked at Chu Xiuyuan who wrapped himself in the quilt and sat against the wall with only his shoulders exposed, took a pillow and put it on the back of his neck, and said: "The book mentions a disease called In hysteria, the patient will have some very strange symptoms or disorders, but when you let the patient go back to the source of the symptom through conversation and describe it in detail, these symptoms will disappear without any hypnotic suggestion. "

Chu Xiuyuan pondered for a while, and threw a pair of trousers out from under the quilt while pondering.

Song Yu: "..."

Just now, I learned all about it, and it turned out that I was taking off my pants under the quilt.

The problem is, no matter how Chu Xiuyuan looks at it, he is not a guy who can wear long johns...

The two sat side by side. Song Yu stretched out his hand under the quilt, and with a small movement, he could touch Chu Xiuyuan's thigh. It was really smooth, with a flexible and elastic feel.

Do you know what it means to take off my pants under the covers?

Chu Xiuyuan had an innocent face: "My pants are not clean, so I can't stain your quilt."

Song Yu pinched his temples and turned his face away.

Chu Xiuyuan stared at Song Yu's forbearing side face, and suddenly smiled, the innocence in his eyes disappeared immediately, and turned full of mischief and temptation: "Continue, can you give me an example of the hysteria you just mentioned? ?”

Song Yu took a slow breath before explaining: "For example, a patient named Bertha suffered from hydrophobia. She resisted drinking water. No matter how hard she tried, she couldn't convince herself to drink water normally. She could only eat fruit and other methods. Rehydrated, and in later conversations, Bertha recalled in a trance that she witnessed her dog licking water from her drinking glass, and after she recounted the memory, she immediately I asked for a glass of water to drink without any hindrance."

"Okay?" Chu Xiuyuan was surprised.

"Yes, it's all right. And many of the symptoms later disappeared after she recalled the source."

"As soon as the cause is found, the illness will disappear naturally?" Chu Xiuyuan suddenly became interested, "It's interesting."

Chu Xiuyuan flipped through the book in his hand again: "Then what are dogs and lice?"

"From the doctor's mouth, it means that a patient can have two diseases at the same time."

Touching the psychological novel in his hand, Chu Xiuyuan thought that what Song Yu wanted to express was not only from the medical point of view: "So from a psychological point of view, a patient can also have two mental illnesses at the same time." Just like his mother, Suffering from depression and OCD.Reminiscent of the funny hysteria just now, Chu Xiuyuan licked his lips, "Even some mental symptoms, or abnormal behaviors like hysteria, may have two sources?"

Song Yu suddenly tightened his brows, and looked at Chu Xiuyuan with a little shock in his eyes. He didn't expect Chu Xiuyuan's migration ability to be so strong.

In this regard, perhaps Chu Xiuyuan has a talent and understanding far beyond Song Yu's imagination.

Chu Xiuyuan didn't feel that he had realized any great truth, after all, there were examples around him, and it was impossible for there to be only one factor that caused depression.

Licking his lips, he turned a few more pages, and easily found the plot described by Song Yu. After reading it for 3 minutes, he smiled: "Let me take it back and see?"

Song Yu hesitated, and repeatedly rubbed his thumb with his index finger. In the end, he was no match for the thin lips that had been licked moist and bright by Chu Xiuyuan himself, and Chu Xiuyuan's legs that were suddenly close to him under the quilt.The flexible muscles are attached to him, and the thick cloth can't block the skin that radiates heat.

The voice sank two points directly: "Okay."

After answering, Chu Xiuyuan happily kissed the cover of the book, and put the weight of his entire leg on Song Yu's lap while kissing.

Touch casually, the firm muscles under the palm seem to have magic power, the skin is not as delicate as a girl's, but it absorbs every inch of touch from Song Yu's fingertips, and all that flashes before your eyes are the smooth lines of Chu Xiuyuan's slender legs in the bath, And when the back is turned to her, the two buttocks are upright like crescent moons.

Song Yu knew those two buttocks without looking at them, and they were not far from his palm.

It's winter, but Song Yu feels that the air he inhales is scorching hot: "I recommended your novel last time, have you finished reading it?"

Chu Xiuyuan narrowed his eyes suddenly, realizing that Song Yu was asking about the romance novel between men and women.Chu Xiuyuan didn't believe Song Yu's meaningless mention of male-female novels in the middle of the night.

"finish watching."

"How?" Song Yu looked over with serious eyes, he really cared about Chu Xiuyuan's evaluation.

"I couldn't accept it before, but now that I think about it, it's pretty good. The story is good. Fortunately, I didn't miss it because of my gender." Chu Xiuyuan didn't look at Song Yu, so naturally he didn't notice Song Yu's deep eyes.This reply actually clearly expressed Chu Xiuyuan's attitude, telling Song Yu that he could not accept homosexuality before, but now he does not reject it anymore.

Hearing the meaning of Chu Xiuyuan's words, Song Yu suddenly smiled and said, "What do you think I'm trying to test you by recommending you to read this type of novel?"

Chu Xiuyuan was surprised: "Isn't it?" He always thought that Song Yu recommended him a love novel between men and women because it was interesting to him, so he tested him, but if it wasn't a test, what's the purpose of recommending this book?What's more, Song Yu now told him that the novel was not used to test his sexuality, did he want him to stop being sentimental?

Song Yu shook his head: "I just personally like that novel very much. I like the protagonist's tenacious character and his attitude of not giving up. I hope that there will be a person like the protagonist who will encounter any setbacks, even if I make a big mistake. Even if I hurt him unconsciously..." Song Yu raised the corners of his mouth and smiled unattractively, "Never give up on me."

This smile lacked the usual gentleness, and had a meaning that Chu Xiuyuan couldn't understand.

Chu Xiuyuan tightened his brows, and his eyes suddenly trembled when looking at Song Yu. What do you mean?What is a setback, what is a big mistake, and what is an injury?

Don't give up on me... so what's going on?

Chu Xiuyuan stared straight at Song Yu, he didn't understand, what mistake could Song Yu make, or was it a big mistake?Song Yu is so gentle, he can feel that when they get along, Song Yu always pays more, blocking gossip for him, running around for him to change his major, just like now, in Song Yu's eyes, it is also How could he hurt him?

The most important thing is that Chu Xiuyuan has never seen Song Yu's smile before. He intuitively feels that Song Yu is very serious. Song Yu really hopes to meet someone like the protagonist in the article, who is persevering in dealing with feelings and dreams. A person who never gives up, hold him firmly and never let go.

But am I such a person?

Chu Xiuyuan asked himself, but his complexion got worse and worse.

He is not, he is a person who once even gave up the dream of being a doctor, he is a person with three nos, he has no hobby of long-term love, no interest in long-term love, he is not even sure himself, his feelings for Song Yu can be maintained How long, will it burn out in just three months like those ex-girlfriends.

In the gloom, his lips softened suddenly.

"Huh?" Looking up, Song Yu distanced himself from him, and Song Yu kissed him?

The next moment, Song Yu stroked the corners of his eyes, and stroked the center of his brows, slowly smoothing away the wrinkles between Chu Xiuyuan's brows, and Chu Xiuyuan's gloomy heart seemed to be smoothed out, stained with Song Yu's fingers. Sharp and gentle temperature.

He saw Song Yu's lips approaching slowly again, and felt Song Yu's heat. The breath he exhaled slowly carried Song Yu's unique refreshing and softness. He saw Song Yu's eyes looking at him, as if asking for his opinion, and then It seemed to be just a notification, and with an irresistible firmness, he shackled Chu Xiuyuan in his domain.Chu Xiuyuan remained motionless, watching Song Yu getting closer and closer to him, as if he had lost the function of breathing, until his lips softened and his teeth were pried open by the flexible tip of his tongue, and then he sucked, and with Song Yu Yu's breath blends.

"Repel it?" Song Yu bit Chu Xiuyuan's lower lip lightly twice, then backed away, playing with Chu Xiuyuan's lower lip with his thumb, but looking at Chu Xiuyuan with serious eyes.

Chu Xiuyuan suddenly bit Song Yu's finger, stuck out his tongue and licked it twice, which actually made Song Yu's fingertips itch.Cursing his lips, and sticking out Song Yu's finger, Chu Xiuyuan licked the back of Song Yu's neck violently, bit his lower lip, licked and sucked, and asked, "What about you?"

What answered him was Song Yu's tongue that came in suddenly, sweeping every inch of Chu Xiuyuan's mouth domineeringly.

"Hmm..." Every time Chu Xiuyuan's upper jaw was swept across, Chu Xiuyuan's lower back seemed to be served by a slight electric current, and instantly softened by two points.

Unwilling to be at a disadvantage, Chu Xiuyuan stuck out his tongue and entangled with Song Yu.

"Hmm..." The tip of his tongue was bitten, and Song Yu sucked on it, forcing Chu Xiuyuan to hum again. Chu Xiuyuan narrowed his eyes in comfort.

He figured it out, no matter whether Song Yu has the quality he likes or not, at least for now, he will never let go.

It was the first time he liked someone so much, he believed that Song Yu was worthy of his love for a long, long time.

"Hmm..." The sound of wet water rang in his ears, and his lips and tongue were lingering like a storm. Song Yu hugged Chu Xiuyuan and lay down on the bed.

The author has something to say: Song Yu: When Nietzsche cried, this is indeed a psychological speculative novel full of philosophical speculation, such as the sentence that in order to completely relate to another person, one must first relate to oneself...

Chu Xiuyuan: Why don't you talk about relationships with me when you hate me!