heartthrob in love with me

The reason why I chase my dreams is because the back of the dream-chasing boy running against the sunset is very beautiful, like glowing fireworks, I am willing to be a moth, burning the bitterness of the rest of my life, you are the one who is deeply in love, and you are the one who is disqualified in the world...

——— "Essay"

"I sprained my ankle, not a disabled foot." Yue Xuesen said.

Lu Chenfei looked at Yue Xuesen subconsciously: "So?"

"No crutches needed."

"Can you run?"

"What do you mean?"

Lu Chenfei leaned close to Yue Xuesen's ear and whispered, his voice was magnetically hoarse, like a subwoofer, Yue Xuesen's ears were numb: "Take you to a good place to play."

Yue Xuesen calmed down and said, "Did you finish your homework?"

Lu Chenfei replied frankly: "Homework? Finished copying."

Yue Xuesen: "..."

In the end, Yue Xuesen got on the bicycle, but Lu Chenfei said that the bicycle was too slow, so he replaced it with a little sheep.

"Really, it belongs to my brother's girlfriend." Lu Chenfei smiled.

Lu Chenfei led him to ride across the sea-crossing bridge, the sea was wide and endless.

Detour into the abandoned rolling mill, this is the westernmost part of the old town.

Dilapidated, dirty, cold, barren.

This is another world that Yue Xuesen has never seen.

Lu Chenfei said that this used to be the most prosperous center of Yishi, with ten years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi.

Time changes, just go away.

The hometown of many people has become a distant place when they were young. It's not that they can't go back, but they don't want to go back...

"My family lives here." Lu Chenfei said.

"What time did you get up in the morning?" Yue Xuesen said, aware of this serious problem.

It is an hour's drive from the school.

Lu Chenfei didn't answer him.

After a while, he said with a smile: "Actually, I don't live here. Sometimes I want to be alone, so I come here."

In Lu Chenfei's family, there is a man who loves domestic violence and alcoholism and a woman who can only cry and complain. He didn't say anything, but Yue Xuesen knew it.

There are few people nearby, but there are many people who rob and steal things.

Lu Chenfei parked the little sheep in a hidden corner before letting it go.

"Go to the bridge."

Facing the sea breeze, Lu Chenfei turned his head slightly to look back, his clothes were tied together, and his long straight legs took quite a long step.

"I'll carry you."

Not to be outdone, Yue Xuesen glared back, is he a ceramic doll?Just a few steps will not work.

If the road in front of Ziyang Community is full of potholes, then the road in the west of the city can be regarded as a mountain road.

Lu Chenfei took the initiative to find Yue Xuesen, and squatted down to let Yue Xuesen come up.

Lu Chenfei is tall and strong, with a broad back and a sense of security. He easily carried Yue Xuesen, a big boy who is nearly 1.8 meters tall, without panting: "You are quite light, you don't have much flesh..."

Yue Xuesen said: "You have a lot of meat?"

Lu Chenfei said: "I got out of it by walking around the streets."

When Lu Chenfei was a child, his parents often quarreled, regardless of whether he lived or died, let alone basic food and clothing?

Occasionally, conscience finds out and feeds him leftovers.

Yue Xuesen stopped asking.

Lu Chenfei said: "Next time we play basketball together, before... I'm sorry, I have a bad temper and I can't control it..."

Yue Xuesen said: "Do you want to be so gay?" It's deceitful.

"Isn't this trying to win your sympathy!"

"Really?"

"Fake, I didn't think about it, I'll tell you when I think about it."

Yue Xuesen instinctively felt that the answer he told would not be what he liked to hear.

Lu Chenfei turned into a long corridor with Yue Xuesen on his back, the dusty reinforced concrete, the surroundings were pitch black, the abandoned women's dormitory was stained with rust, and white dresses were hung on the collapsed brick walls. A few barks.

"A school was originally going to be built here. I heard that there was a death before the construction, but it was found to be a cemetery. The matter is over..."

In a cemetery without graves, many corpses were buried under Yue Xuesen's feet.

Yue Xuesen suddenly shuddered: "Shut up."

Lu Chenfei patted Yue Xuesen's waist with one hand: "Are you scared? I lied to you."

Yue Xuesen reached out to cover Lu Chenfei's face, and was bitten lightly by him, itching.

"I'm watching the road, don't blindfold me."

"Where is Namon?"

"Block your mouth." Lu Chenfei said shamelessly.

Yue Xuesen's face was as red as fire.

"Why are you so frivolous! You obviously like Su Zilin, don't want it!"

Yue Xuesen recalled the first time they met, the scene where the two were entangled, and Lu Chenfei's affectionate expression of love, he still hasn't forgotten it!

Lu Chenfei hesitated for a moment, and said coldly, "Su Zilin? Why should I like him?"

"He looks good!"

"Junior high school is ignorant, and I fell in love with Su Zilin blindly. Now that I think about it, I don't like it very much. I don't feel it anymore..."

There are many good-looking people, so could it be that he likes the one he sees?He liked the man, not his face.

Lu Chenfei said: "So, I should like you?" Because you look better.

Yue Xuesen was quite frightened, they were deadly rivals, why the more they talked, the more they developed into strange places, the topic had to be stopped.

"arrive."

The garbage station is full of empty boxes of goods, and the ditch water is rushing. In front of it is a three-meter-high wall, which tightly blocks the houses inside.

Red paint was sprayed on the white wall, and the bloody five characters read "Juvenile Detention Center."

There is no light, and the metal sliding door has a certain sense of age, and it seems to be abandoned. People go to the empty building, and it is really cold.

The destination is not the Juvenile Detention Center. After passing through the back door of the Detention Center, the field of vision gradually widens, the air is fresh, and there is a faint smell of water vapor from the sea.

Unknowingly, they came to the other side of the bridge, the cliff near the sea, and looked up at the bustling night scene of the city and the quiet sea.

Lu Chenfei said: "It's beautiful, it matches you."

He lives in a stinking ditch, chooses the right one, and loses to the one he likes.

Lu Chenfei has been wondering since childhood why he is different from others.

Others often comfort and say: You are an apple bitten by God, because God favors you.

Why?He would rather God not favor him, give himself a normal life, and live his life in a normal way.

Instead of looking up in the stinky ditch, there are dark clouds, and when you look down, there is endless darkness.

I am not an apple bitten by God, and if there is a God, I must be a blemish in the assembly line of his creation, nothing more.