Genius Enlightenment

in the dormitory.

Xin was also blindly checking Pei Yan's things.He hated it, but couldn't help it.He didn't know what Pei Yan was doing at this time, but his heart seemed to be on fire. He turned over Pei Yan's things, as if he could calm his heart down.But not enough, not enough.

He put on the headphones and turned up the volume to the maximum volume his ears could bear.Then he took out his notebook from his bag.Created an Excel table.He named the form Unknown "X" and started filling out a fairly detailed form.

The horizontal axis of the table is the records in chronological order.

The vertical axis of the table is Xin Ye, Jiang Youqi and Meng Pingchuan respectively.

He copied all the photos and stored files into a new folder separately, and then put this form into the folder.His mind was on fire as if suddenly thrown on fire.The veins on his temples throbbed chaotically, and he began to sort out the contacts between Pei Yan and these people in chronological order.

The feeling is not accurate.The data is accurate.He has to compare carefully whether Pei Yan spends more time with him, and whether Pei Yan spends more time talking with him than anyone else.Does this at least prove that Pei Yan pays more attention to himself?

There was a sound of pushing the door, and then Pei Yan pushed the door and entered.

Xin didn't look at him, and ignored him. Windows+D key, return to the screen saver of the notebook, and then switch to a random web page.

Pei Yan closed the door, and he put on slippers at the door, put his sneakers away, and said naturally, "You're back."

The earphones were loud, but it didn't prevent Xin Ye from hearing Pei Yan's voice.

But Shin also pretended he hadn’t heard anything and continued browsing the web.

——Although he didn't want to admit it, he did initiate the Cold War unilaterally.He was having a hard time psychologically, and he was not going to make Pei Yan feel better.

Pei Yan paused for a while, then looked at Xin Ye.Half of Xin Ye's face was under the light, facing him head-on.His side face is very sharp, every muscle and bone can be clearly seen.

Pei Yan packed his pajamas from the closet, he tidied it up, patted Xin Ye on the shoulder, and said, "Hey, I'll take a shower first."

Xin was also forced to respond.He raised his eyes and looked at Pei Yan, trying to pretend that he had only just found out that he had come back, but he seemed to be trying to hide it, and finally he used his best expressionless face to cover up all his emotions, and only took off the earphones on one side, " Um?"

Pretend you didn't hear.

"I'll take a shower first."

Xin also nodded, without looking at Pei Yan once, while putting on the earphones again, he said, "Yes."

After a while, there was the sound of running water in the bathroom.

The sound of running water was neither high nor low, but it was like a loud rock song in a nightclub, making Xin Ye's heart flutter.He is not happy.He was so unhappy.

Xin also closed the notebook, put it in the satchel, and walked out of the room with the bag on his back.

He wants to be alone.Anyway, he was always alone.He has long been used to being alone.

The dormitory for the training camp is not as strictly controlled as in the school. Before the lights are turned off, the students can go out of the dormitory building to the canteen or take a walk in the base.

Xin also took his notebook out of the dormitory building.He planned to climb to the trunk of a large camphor tree opposite the dormitory building.In this way, he can just observe Pei Yan's activities in the dormitory.

In some futile hope, he set his phone's silent to vibrate as he walked.

"Hey, Chen Xinye!" A voice from behind stopped him.

Xin also turned around.

It is Lu Xiangnan.Xin Ye's tense nerves relaxed a little.Lu Xiangnan changed into sportswear, his face was covered with a layer of sweat, and a towel was wrapped around his neck, his eyes were pleasantly surprised, "You come out too—" His eyes fell on Xin Ye's satchel, " Um you—come out to study?"

Xin also shook his head, then nodded again.

Lu Xiangnan was silent for a moment, then smiled and said, "Aren't you going to stop people from living? You're already so smart, yet you still work so hard?"

Xin also frowned.I am not satisfied with Lu Xiangnan's argument.

Lu Xiangnan observed Xin Ye's expression.After observing recently, he found that Chen Xin is also the kind of person who looks very difficult to get in touch with, always keeps a cold face and doesn't speak, but in fact, it's not difficult to get in touch with people.Because he never hides it, and he won't make people guess what he's thinking.His movements and expressions are actually what they look like at their age.

Lu Xiangnan changed the subject: "Where are you going to study? I'll accompany you there. Anyway, I just happened to run almost, so I have to walk for a while."

Xin also stroked his straps, hesitated, "I'm not going anywhere."

Lu Xiangnan didn't understand: "Huh?"

"Just go for a walk."

"Okay."

If you say you're walking around, you're just walking around.Xin also didn't say a word, just walked with his head down.He didn't concentrate on walking, and from time to time when he turned a corner, he still bumped straight into the forest in front of him.

Lu Xiangnan would find some topics to talk about from time to time, but Xin didn't have much interest either.In other words, he didn't even bother to chat.

The phone in his pocket suddenly vibrated.

Xin also subconsciously stopped, and quickly took out his mobile phone to check the caller ID——

Pei Yan.

Xin didn't answer the phone right away either. He glanced at Lu Xiangnan, probably meaning that he was going to answer the phone, and then walked quickly for about ten meters before he calmed down and pressed the answer button.

He didn't speak.

Pei Yan spoke first: "I took a shower and saw that you weren't here. Where did you go?"

Xin also stepped on the branches that fell under his feet, and his voice was very slow: "...outside."

Quiet.

From the other end came Jiang Youqi's cheers, probably talking about instant noodles or something.Xin Ye's face darkened - he was not alone.

Ah.He is never alone.

Someone is always there for him.

He is always welcome.It's good in the auditorium today, and it's also good in the first physics class.

He is good to himself.

Be nice to others too.

It is always impossible for him to be good to himself alone.

Pei Yan seemed to have taken two steps away: "Jiang Youqi brought Mr. Xu's instant noodles over, do you want to come back and have some?"

Xin didn't know who he was angry with, but he said quickly, almost as if venting his anger, "I'm not hungry."

After speaking, the call was cut off.

He is so stupid.he thinks.He should, from the very beginning, be bad to the end.It was the time when I was in the library, I took Pei Yan home and let him belong to me completely.He can make him a specimen like the hair before—

He has to stun him first.Pei Yan is always quiet. With his eyes closed, Pei Yan seems to be able to press the mute button for the whole world, and a hundred miles around will fall into silence because of his deep sleep.

and then.

He will carefully observe every inch and centimeter of his body, from every strand of his hair, to his eyebrows like distant mountains, to his eyes, nose, and red lips.

He needs to carefully measure his proportions with a ruler, and accurately calculate the density of each part of him.He wanted to record everything about Pei Yan with data.

Finally made permanent specimens.forever by his bedside.To sleep with him, to die with him.

In that case, everything about Pei Yan will be his.

Then he wouldn't be what he is now.

There's so much jumble of outlandish emotions.He even subconsciously didn't allow anyone in this world, including himself, to touch Pei Yan.Just like that night, just because he learned that Zhao Zhizhou kicked Pei Yan, he stayed in the bushes for so long, and his only thought was to chase Zhao Zhizhou to avenge Pei Yan.No one can bully Pei Yan.No one can treat Pei Yan badly.

He'd never been like this before.

Seeing him finish the call, Lu Xiangnan stepped forward, "Pei Yan's call? What's the matter?"

Xin was also immersed in his own thoughts. After being interrupted by Lu Xiangnan, his erratic eyes slightly retracted, "It's okay. I have something else to do, so I'm leaving first."

After speaking, he didn't give Lu Xiangnan a chance to speak, so he walked away quickly.

……

Xin also didn't really go far.He went to the woods facing out from their dormitory.He was separated by a row of trees, found a relatively secluded position in the second row, and climbed up the tree.

He was clearly dissatisfied with Pei Yan, but he still wanted to keep an eye on Pei Yan's every move.Maybe he wanted to see if Pei Yan would feel as uncomfortable as him without him, maybe...

Probably as many people say behind their backs.

Maybe he was sick.

The curtains in the dormitory were not drawn, and the balcony door was open.Inside, Jiang Youqi was holding instant noodles and laughing with Pei Yan, they didn't know what they were talking about.After delivering the instant noodles, Jiang Youqi left.

Pei Yan sat on the seat with a peaceful expression.Steam was rising from the hot instant noodles, blurring the profile of his face to the point where it was almost impossible to distinguish.He didn't move, and sat in this position for a long time. Finally, he took out his phone again.

Xin also took out his mobile phone.

No news.

Pei Yan wouldn't look through his own things like himself.He may have little curiosity about himself.Unlike him, who always acts like a voyeur, wanting to know everything about Pei Yan.

The relationship between them is always unequal.

Ah.

Xin also thinks that Pei Yan is the most attractive serial to him in the world.It started without a reason, and it still has no end.But I just forced myself to keep watching, watching...

Pei Yan suddenly seemed to think of something.He got up and walked to the bathroom.Take the washed clothes in the bathroom to the balcony to dry.His movements were unhurried.After drying, he didn't go back to the bedroom directly.

He stood on the balcony, facing the tree where Xin Ye was.

Xin Ye's heart trembled suddenly, as if Pei Yan's eyes had passed through layers of leaves and bushes, and fell straight on him.He checked himself nervously.The tree he chose was based on his simple calculations. The light from the street lamps could not reach it, and the row of trees in front could basically block the view from the other side of the dormitory.And the leaves are very dense, even if you look at Pei Yan from him, part of your sight will be blocked by the leaves.

Pei Yan stood like this for a long time.Even from a distance, Xin couldn't see his expression.I just felt that he seemed to be looking at me all the time.

But soon, Pei Yan went back to the bedroom.He simply packed the school supplies for tomorrow and put them in his schoolbag, then dimmed the lights in the dormitory and closed the balcony door.Let everything stop in darkness and silence for an instant.

Can't see anything.

The author has something to say: sleep in the same bed with him, and die in the same coffin with him.

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Ah Pei.Ah Pei.Ah Pei.

Our Ah Pei's perspective will one day be available.Meme.Good night.