Genius Enlightenment

Shin rarely smiles either.

He didn't know why he suddenly laughed.

Maybe it's just because when I ate in the school cafeteria for the first time, there were other friends around me.

Jiang Youqi is very good at chatting.He would talk about gossip about who and who in school, and talk about what happened to which teacher in class, and the meal passed in his twittering mouth.

When the three of them were sorting out the garbage with their dinner plates, he was still worrying about Xu Zehou's lifelong event, and said, "Say, should I introduce my aunt to Lao Xu? Qian has a good temper, and besides having a failed marriage, he is really suitable for marriage. Old Xu has been a bachelor for more than 40 years, such a funny little old man, I really can't bear him to be alone for the rest of his life."

After the meal, Jiang Youqi hugged his homework, went to class 18, sat next to Xin Ye, and handed him the question that Xu Zehou didn't explain, "Here, big brother, please help me to look at it. Let's talk."

Xin also raised his eyelids to look at him, looked at Jiang Youqi lightly for a second, picked up the pen, lowered his head and began to calculate the problem.

Seeing Xin Ye immersed himself in writing the questions seriously and quickly, Jiang Youqi suddenly realized that maybe it wasn't that Xin didn't fit in well, but that no one took the initiative to ask him to play with him.

Xin Ye's calculation steps are very detailed. After deduction step by step, you can understand it immediately after reading it almost once.

It was only then that Jiang Youqi had a more real perception of this gifted student who had been "loved" by Xu Zehou.

Really are--

It's different.

"Thank you."

"……You're welcome."

……

In the evening, there is competition tuition, and the school provides dinner.Dinner time starts at 5:00 and ends at 6:00.Xin also sat on the seat to calculate the problem, and it was almost 5:30. He felt that the peak of the flow of people had passed, and was about to get up, when Jiang Youqi shouted at the door: "I know you are still in the classroom, hurry up, hurry up!" , I heard that there are chicken rice crackers and crispy fish for dinner today, if you don’t go, they will be gone!”

Xin Ye raised his head bluntly, and his eyes drifted to Pei Yan intentionally or unintentionally, just in time to see Pei Yan looking sideways at him, the two of them got up and walked out of the classroom without speaking.

Jiang Youqi was holding the dinner plate, and when he sat across from Pei Yan, he complained exaggeratedly, "What's wrong with everyone recently, there are so many people in the cafeteria at 05:30."

Seeing that Xin Ye had finished eating, he quickly raised his hand to greet him, "Chen Xin Ye, here!"

Chen Xin also sat down.

Jiang Youqi looked at the only green vegetable on Xin Ye's dinner plate, and was a little shocked, "You just eat this?"

Xin also picked out the mushrooms and said, "There is nothing else I want to eat."

"Isn't there crispy fish, fish-flavored shredded pork, chicken popcorn and what else? Just pick any meat dish!"

"I don't eat fish."

"What about the chicken popcorn?"

"The meat is too fake."

Jiang Youqi also gave Chen Xin a thumbs up, "Really, you are too good. At noon, you ate vegetables, mushrooms and bean sprouts, pick out the mushrooms; now you eat vegetables, mushrooms, pick out the mushrooms. Dare I ask?" Sir, what is your favorite dish?"

Xin also glanced at him, and said lightly, "I don't know."

"Ah—then what kind of food does your mother usually give you?"

The word mother hurt Xin Ye's most sensitive nerves. He raised his head and said blankly, "There's nothing I like to eat." He glanced at Jiang Youqi's crispy fish and didn't continue. Compared with eating fish, He prefers to pick fishbone——

Since he was a child, he would help Chen Xiuli pick out the fish bones, hoping to be praised by Chen Xiuli.It's a pity that Chen Xiuli never said thank you to him once, or that you are awesome son.

Jiang Youqi: "..."

Xin also asked sternly, "Is it strange?"

Jiang Youqi hurriedly shook his head.

Xin also looked at him quietly, "You can choose not to eat with me."

Jiang Youqi was at a loss, he said in a daze, "I...that's not what I meant."

Xin stopped talking.

For the first time, Jiang Youqi realized deeply that Chen Xinye was indeed different from ordinary people. He pursed his lips, not knowing how to speak for a while, and looked at Pei Yan as if asking for help, but he heard Pei Yan speak steadily, "Wait There will be late self-study and competition tutoring. Will you participate?"

Xin also nodded.

After eating, Xin also took a step ahead.

Jiang Youqi stood beside Pei Yan, muttering softly, "What happened to him just now, almost scared me to death, I feel like he's going to break up with me in a second."

Pei Yan didn't speak.

Jiang Youqi became more and more anxious, "Hey, I heard something about him from my junior high school classmates before, but I don't seem to be sure. In fact, I can probably guess why he is often absent."

Pei Yan's pace slowed down.

Jiang Youqi said softly: "He seems to be taking the exam for others. The kind that collects money. Some schools do not strictly check the examination room during the monthly exam and weekly exam period, so they will ask him to take the exam. I have several junior high school students in different schools. In high school, they all met him during their high school exams. And I feel... Teacher Xu seems to know something about this matter."

"...I suspect that I shouldn't have mentioned his mother just now. There was a story in our school before. It was probably that someone scolded his mother for being an undisciplined woman in front of him. You know what happened afterwards - the school's teacher who was on duty just happened to catch him fighting in the sports room sitting on top of the boy who scolded his mother..."

"I heard that the man was beaten with a bruised nose and a swollen face, and his face was covered with blood. Fortunately, the teacher who was on duty came in time."

"But these are all rumors. It is impossible for the school to let the students spread such news. It is not good for the school's reputation if it becomes too big. Besides, he either misses the exam, or his grades are exaggerated. No matter what, he must be protected, so this matter has become a rumor."

"But that's when his rumors became more and more. Some people also said that he had put his hands in boiling water to torture himself, so his hands were wrapped in gauze for several weeks in the first semester of junior high school. Others said that he saw him with his own eyes. I strangled a cat with wire, and strangled my own wrist with the wire that strangled the cat... The rumors are outrageous and exaggerated, but no one has seen it with their own eyes and no one has mentioned it, but the more rumors become more evil, I used to I can't believe it at all..."

The more Jiang Youqi spoke, the more trembling his voice became. He looked at Pei Yan, his whole body seemed to be twitching, "Pei Yan, are you listening?"

"Ah."

"Well, what do you mean! Can you say a few words?!"

Pei Yan patted him on the shoulder with gentle eyes, "There is nothing that can't be solved by having a meal together, if there is, then two meals."

Xin also stood at the end of the right corridor on the fifth floor of the teaching building.Looking at the past from this angle, you can just see Pei Yan and Jiang Youqi talking and laughing clearly.The movements of the two are intimate and natural, and the atmosphere is very harmonious.

What are they talking about?

Call yourself a weirdo?Say you don't fit in?Or is it an evil guess that he has no money and can't afford food?Or are you kindly guessing that he has a stomach problem so he can't eat greasy food?

He really wanted to rush down and grab them by the neck, and tell them hoarsely——

Stop guessing!Stop talking about me behind my back!I have always liked to leave delicious dishes to Chen Xiuli since I was a child!I have only eaten vegetarian dishes since I was a child!I just want Chen Xiuli to know that I am a good boy!Is a filial child!I want Chen Xiuli to take a look at me!I want Chen Xiuli to praise me and praise me!It's not that I don't have money to eat!I have money!I make a lot of money!I have money to buy food, and money to buy clean clothes!It's all my own money!I'm not a misfit!I am not surprised!I'm so weird!

He didn't understand, isn't Pei Yan with him?Didn't Pei Yan spend a day and a night with him in the library last Friday?

Why is Pei Yan so good with Jiang Youqi now, talking and laughing with Jiang Youqi?

Does Pei Yan also think he is a weirdo now?

He hates people like Pei Yan the most!

I will never have conflicts and disputes with other people, and I will never confront others for the sake of others.No matter what happens, you will not fall out with everyone around you, and you can continue to get along well with everyone.

He didn't understand why he was still hesitating.He should have acted long ago!He should have tricked Pei Yan home, passed out, and had an autopsy.Destroy him completely, destroy his cleanliness, destroy his sobriety, destroy everything about him.

In this way, the person he hates the most will belong to him forever, and he will no longer chat and laugh with other people, and may even talk about himself behind his back!

Xin also rushed back to the classroom.He grabbed his schoolbag, got up, went downstairs, and ran home quickly.

He went through the labyrinth of mirrors at home, and saw his gloomy, thin self in countless mirrors.He felt like the ugliest person in the world, dark, pale, disgusting, rotten, and damp.

Make him feel sick!

Xin also returned to the bedroom.

He turned on the computer and tapped on it quickly, the evil and desire surging in his mind overwhelmed the clouds, forcing him to calculate and plan quickly.He opened one of the hidden folders, opened several videos saved in it, and then opened another computer, and began to write the plan——

"Pei Yan JP Proposal".

While watching the video, he made plans.His fingers seemed to have grown wings, dancing back and forth on the keyboard quickly.The crackling keyboard sound is particularly crisp in the quiet bedroom.

Xin Ye's expression became more and more excited. He suppressed the crazy restlessness and urgency in his heart, but he couldn't help imagining the scene of dissecting Pei Yan in his mind.It seemed that only in this way could he vent the "rejection" he had just suffered from Pei Yan and Jiang Youqi.

Xin also did not come to participate in the physics competition tutoring at night.Whether it was Xu Zehou's call or Pei Yan's call, no one answered.

Jiang Youqi was so nervous that he was afraid that it was because of him that Xin didn't want to come to school.Xu Zehou, on the other hand, was very relaxed and comforted him, "Don't think about it, with your weight, it's not enough to keep him from coming to school. Besides, it's not like he never missed classes before. What are you thinking about?"

At the end, Xu Zehou even teased Pei Yan, "Tsk tsk, even you are useless this time."

When the tutoring ended, Jiang Youqi and Pei Yan left the school.

The driver of Pei Yan's family asked for leave today and didn't come, so Pei Yan and Jiang Youqi's family dropped by, and they left together.

The sports meeting was coming soon, and Jiang Youqi felt sorry for Xin, "Hey, I don't know if he will come to the sports meeting. Once a year, it's one of the big events in our high school."

With her schoolbag on her back, Pei Yan gently comforted him, "Don't think too much. Maybe he really has something to get out of."

Jiang Youqi was still worried, "I know he is difficult to get along with, so I never dared to get too close, but sometimes I feel that he is too special, and I can't help but want to get to know him. It's all right now, I'm afraid he will ignore me in the future."

Pei Yan was quiet for a while, his eyes became more calm and thoughtful, his voice sounded like a drop of water falling on a stalactite through thousands of years of time, "He is not that kind of person." He paused, thinking of the night in the library Chen Xinye, when he finished reading "The Order of Time", Chen Xin was still doing calculations. He lowered his head, a strand of hair fell off his forehead, and his expression was focused and cold, like a beautiful and beautiful statue. Delicate statue.

Pei Yan said lightly, "He is very nice."

Quiet.

Pei Yan changed the subject, "By the way, what event did you apply for in the sports meet?"

"Hahaha. 1500 meters and 4X300. What about you?"

"Just 100 meters, 4X100." Pei Yan continued naturally, "Chen Xin hasn't registered for the race yet, should I call and ask?"