[ABO] The delusional scum A is in love with me

It was also the first time for Cheng Yun to hear Lin Yu tell himself these facts. He never thought that Xiao Baifeng would say these things to him, actually, he would say that he had slept with him.

It's all... what's the matter...

Cheng Yun was so shocked that he couldn't speak, but Lin Yu continued to speak: "I am naturally angry when he said that, but in the final analysis, I don't believe that you don't know enough about you."

"It's because I don't trust you enough that I do things that take advantage of you and hurt you and your family."

"It's also because I didn't take good care of you, which caused you to be in such poor health, and even conceived with such ups and downs, which made you so uncomfortable, and made Xiao Jin almost unable to survive..."

"Everything happened because of it, and I shouldn't doubt your sincerity to me."

"It wasn't until later that I read your diary that I realized that we had known each other since we were young, and that I realized that you had waited for me for so many years, and I regretted it."

"Because of some reasons, I lost my childhood memories, and some things delayed me to find you. I regret it. I should go to Y City to find you after returning from the summer camp and call you."

"No matter what the future holds, I will always be with you. We will grow up together. Whether you are an Omega or a beta, I will always take good care of you. When we grow up, we will get married and have children and live happily ever after. .”

"But I know that there is no way to change the things I have done and the mistakes I have made. There is no medicine for regret, but I have tried my best to make up for everything. I will promise you anything you want in the future. I just ask Don't drive me away, even if I just let me see you doing well, I'm willing." Lin Yu held Cheng Yun's hand and kept talking.

"Stop talking..." Cheng Yun said, he felt a headache, as if it was cracked, and he didn't want to discuss this topic with Lin Yu anymore.

"I'm so scared...Stop talking..."

The huge amount of information made Cheng Yun's brain buzz like a mosquito, and his consciousness became blurred. Everything in front of him became dim, and even the face with alpha began to blur. All were pulled far, far away.

He seemed to be locked in a dark room, there was no light anywhere, only the eerie voice echoed around, repeating "Don't trust him..."

"You can't trust him..."

"Haven't you been cheated enough?"

"Cheng Yun, you are such a fool, what's wrong with you? Are you moved?"

"Do you want to forgive him?"

"Aren't you afraid that he will hurt you again?"

"You are so afraid of the dark, but he is willing to lock you up. Knowing that you are afraid of pain, he treats you in such a rough way. Are you not afraid?"

"He doesn't love you at all, he's lying to you, have you forgotten? Forgot how he treated you and the child? He doesn't love you at all, you forgot how he scolded you? Forgot how he threw things ?”

That voice kept ringing in my mind, and all the bad memories I had with Lin Yu flashed through my mind like a movie.

Recalling these, Cheng Yun began to breathe shortly, and Lin Yu saw Omega's entire face turned completely white, with a dull expression and tears falling unconsciously, as if the whole person had fallen into an illusion.

He covered his face with his hands and cried out tremblingly. Despair, fear, sadness, deceit, and all negative emotions came one after another. His rational thoughts were all gone, and his world was only left with endless darkness and fear.

Seeing his appearance, Lin Yu frowned deeply, and remembered the surveillance when Cheng Yan took him away from home. At that time, Cheng Yun was like this, crying and falling into imagination, crying loudly, and kept crying Say I'm wrong...I'm wrong...

As expected, Cheng Yun covered her face and whispered while weeping, "I don't want to believe Lin Yu anymore...Lin Yu will bully me...he will beat me...he is an alpha...I There's no way to fight him...I'm so scared..."

"Lin Yu doesn't love me, you can't believe what Lin Yu said..."

"Xiao Jiu?!" Hearing his murmur, Lin Yu sobbed that he was afraid of himself, and Lin Yu's heart was clenched together. He stretched out his hand and hugged Cheng Yun into his arms, but he just touched Omega's body, Cheng Yun stood up from the side of the bed, looked at him in horror, his eyes were already red from crying just now, his face was stained with tears, and he shouted in a hoarse voice: "Go away!! !Do not touch me!!!"

"Xiao Jiu, you, calm down, I am your alpha, I will not hurt you." Lin Yu also stood up, wanting to approach him, but Cheng Yun screamed: "Don't come here!!! stay away from me!!!"

"Don't hurt me...I'm gone...what else do you want...don't hurt me..."

"I won't hurt you, and no one will hurt you. Calm down and think about Xiaojin, you're too emotional, it's not good for him or you." Lin Yu said softly and softly She said, wanting to walk to Omega's side and hug him into her arms, but Cheng Yun hurriedly backed away.

"Ah—don't come here!"

Seeing that his mood was getting worse and worse, Lin Yu had no choice but to stand still.

Cheng Yun stepped back until he leaned against the closet. Although he looked at Alpha, his eyes were dull, and he was still muttering: "Don't hurt me...don't hurt me..."

"I don't like you anymore, I don't like you anymore, don't treat me like this..."

Lin Yu stood there looking at him helplessly, seeing his sad and frightened appearance hurting even to breathe.

It's not a solution to go on like this, and it's not a solution for Cheng Yun to be so insecure.

Alpha gritted his teeth, turned around in a hurry, went to the drawer and took out a dagger. This dagger has been with him for many years, so he also brought it with him when he came to Y City this time.

Lin Yu took out the dagger and walked quickly to Cheng Yun's side, stuffed him directly into Omega's hand, then took his hand and poked it straight on his chest.

The sharp dagger pierced through the thin clothes, and the pheromone in the blood was even stronger. The strong fragrance of cherry blossoms in the room flooded the Omega like a sea tide, saving Cheng Yun from the nightmare.

Seeing all this, Cheng Yun's eyes widened in fright, and subconsciously wanted to take back his hand, but Lin Yu held on to his wrist, and Alpha's firm and serious expression coaxed softly: "Baby, I won’t hurt you, don’t be afraid, I’ll give you the dagger, stab it in, and no one will bully you anymore.”

Lin Yu happened to be wearing a white shirt, and the blood contrasted sharply with the snow-white shirt.

Cheng Yun forgot to cry and wanted to take back his hand, but Lin Yu stubbornly refused to let him take it back. Cheng Yun was completely awake at this time, but was frightened by his actions, and asked tremblingly with a crying voice: "You...what are you doing..."

Lin Yu didn't change his face, it was obvious that his chest was bleeding, but he didn't care, he didn't even frown, but his eyes were as gentle and warm as water, and he said softly, "Don't be afraid, Xiaojiu, I won't hurt you Yes, I was the one who apologized to you before, and I will give it back to you today." After finishing speaking, Lin Yu took Cheng Yun's hand and stabbed it into his shoulder.

Cheng Yun seemed to feel the puffing sound of the cold knife point piercing the skin, tears fell like pouring rain, looked at the alpha in horror, and shouted: "Don't——let go—let go of me. "

"Don't be afraid, Xiao Jiu, be good, don't cry, I don't want you to be afraid of me, and I don't want you to think that I will hurt you, as long as you stab this dagger in, I will never hurt you again, never won't hurt you anymore."

"I don't want—you let go—you let go—"

However, Lin Yu didn't listen to him, instead he stabbed some more, and the dagger long and short in the palm of his hand had penetrated a third of the way.

"Lin Yu!!! Don't do this!!!" Cheng Yunqing shook her head vigorously while crying with a pale face.

Alpha's forehead was covered with sweat due to blood loss and pain, and his face gradually turned pale, but he still persisted in not letting go of Cheng Yun's hand. Lin Yu also figured it out, he was betting, he was betting that Cheng Yun couldn't bear it He, Cheng Yun still loves him.

It is also a bet that Cheng Yun will get rid of the idea that he will hurt him in the most direct and stimulating way. He wants to let Omega know that he is capable of resisting, that he will really not be hurt, and that his life can be entrusted to him. he.

Cheng Yun was on the verge of collapse, tears blurred his vision, Omega kept shaking his head, he was scared, he was really scared...

Afraid of what would happen if there was no Lin Yu, he saw that the blood had soaked the white shirt on Alpha's left shoulder into a dazzling bright red. The smell of blood mixed with the strong fragrance of cherry blossoms seemed like the last bloom of life.

After the carnival, everything turns to ashes and dust.

"Xiao Jiu..."

"I love you......"

"I love you so much..."

Lin Yu's voice became weaker, and his face became pale, but his eyes were still shining brightly at Omega, with a reluctant gaze and a tone as tender as water.

All the nightmares in Cheng Yun's mind disappeared, the mountain that suppressed him for a long time also disappeared, and the strength holding his throat also disappeared. His whole body was trembling, and tears fell down, as if he had lost his strength. Generally speaking slowly: "Lin Yu...I love you too..."

"It hasn't changed..."

"It's always been you..."

"I've always only loved you..."