[ABO] The delusional scum A is in love with me

In the stairwell on the [-]th floor of the hospital, the windows were wide open, and the cold wind was blowing. Cheng Yun looked at the alpha in front of him who was only wearing a thin suit, with a beard and a haggard face, and his eyes were blue, holding his hand and kneeling on the ground, begging for forgiveness. , not at all the radiant look of the past, Cheng Yun was stunned in surprise by his humble appearance in the dust.

Seeing his embarrassed appearance, and hearing his low voice, Cheng Yun suddenly wanted to laugh.

It's not that he hasn't heard Lin Yu say that he loves himself. He was very happy when he heard it, but every time Lin Yu said that he loved himself, he was hurt more and more seriously, and the deception became worse again and again.

Cheng Yun looked down at him with cold eyes, slowly pulled back Alpha to hold her hand, smiled lightly, and said lightly: "Really? But I don't love you anymore, and I won't believe you anymore. I don't want to see you at all."

Lin Yu looked up at him, his eyes were bloodshot due to lack of sleep, and said in a hoarse voice: "I won't lie to you again, I didn't know before, I really didn't know that you have been waiting for me for so many years... .if I knew..."

"What can you do if you know?" Cheng Yun interrupted him aloud, then took a deep breath, suppressed the soreness that came out, and said in a slow but firm tone: "Lin Yu, why don't you Understand? I don't care anymore, really, I just don't want to love anymore, it's too hard to love you, and I'm really tired after so many years... You don't have to feel pressured, it's all because I am willing to wait for you For many years, it was all voluntary. But you are too selfish, you use me to lie to me, you only love yourself, your interests and the interests of the Lin family are the most important to you, you don't care about me, and you don't care about the baby , I gave you a lot of opportunities, but you didn’t cherish them and made things worse. If you really feel guilty now, just let me go..."

"I can't let go, Xiao Jiu, I can't let go, I can't live without you, I love you...I didn't lie to you..." Lin Yu said hoarsely.

After hearing this, Cheng Yun shook his head gently, and said lightly: "Don't love me anymore, your love is too heavy and too bitter, I can't stand it, I'm too tired."

"Don't say you're tired...it won't make you tired...in the future, I'll love you, I'll wait for you, even if I'm willing to wait for the rest of my life, I won't let you be wronged, and I won't make you sad again I won't lie to you again, I will give you whatever you want..." Lin Yu said in a panic.

Cheng Yun kept looking at him indifferently. It's not that he hasn't heard Lin Yu's sweet words, nor his apology and promise, but it's the first time Omega has heard his tone so humble.

Cheng Yun looked at him and recalled the past in a trance, when did it start?Why was he suddenly so disappointed in Lin Yu?

Why do you feel afraid and want to stay away when you mention him now?

It's not that love can't beat the long lonely night, and it can't beat the wasted sadness time and time again.

Looking back on the relationship between him and Lin Yu now, it has always been more bitter than happy. When they first met when they were young, they cherished each other. Even after being separated for many years, Cheng Yun never forgot his kindness and promise to himself.

Even after the two got married later, Lin Yu treated him coldly with harsh words and sarcasm, and even though he was sad, he was still reluctant to leave. He always felt that as long as he waited a little longer, Lin Yu could love himself, but the only one who waited was He cheated again and again, and then he really gave up when he got tired.

"You have read my diary... You scolded me, you did that kind of thing to me fiercely on the bed, I was very scared, every time I was scared, I told you but you called me cheap, said I Sao, say I'm shameless... I want to die a lot of times. You smashed things, made a loud noise, the glass exploded under my feet, and the child was actually scared. I don't know how you can be in the first few minutes Still tender and sweet, you can look like a devil in a few minutes..."

Cheng Yun said in a flat tone, as if he was talking about what he ate today, "You even scratched my face with a cuff button, but I didn't want to leave you, you're right, I'm really cheap ...You always take me for a fool and always lie to me, but even if you are really a fool, how can you fall into the same pit once or twice and then fall for the third time?"

Cheng Yun raised his hand to touch Alpha's cold face, and said softly: "I'm really tired... you go back, don't come, let me go, you will live well." After saying this After speaking, Omega turned around and was about to leave. Seeing that he was about to leave, Lin Yu stood up from the ground and grabbed Omega's hand to prevent him from leaving.

Because he was afraid that Cheng Yun would leave, he was a little anxious and couldn't control his strength. Cheng Yun's wrist was hurting, and he frowned and looked at him, and asked in a cold tone: "Are you going to force me again?"

Lin Yu immediately let go of his hand and apologized, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry Xiaojiu, I was in a hurry just now, I didn't try to force you, and I didn't kill you, don't be afraid of me... I... I just... just want to send You go back......"

Cheng Yun broke away from his hand, and refused coldly and distantly: "No, don't follow me."

Omega left after saying this, but what about Lin Yu?He froze for a few seconds, then followed Cheng Yun silently.

He didn't dare to walk beside Cheng Yun, but walked behind him keeping a distance of four or five meters between them.

Cheng Yun was already very sensitive to the pheromone that marked his own alpha because of his pregnancy. Of course he knew that Lin Yu was following him, but he never looked back.

In this way, Lin Yu put all his eyes on Cheng Yun. His timid and cautious appearance looked like a large dog abandoned by its owner. If it had ears on its head, it must be shrugging at this time.

The baby in the stomach became happy and excited because of the pheromone from the alpha father just now. Cheng Yun was walking well, but felt his stomach was kicked from the inside several times.

He snorted softly and stopped, leaning on the white wall of the hospital, frowning and wanting to wait for the baby to behave before continuing.

But Lin Yu suddenly rushed up from behind, holding Omega's waist with one hand, and holding Cheng Yun's hand with the other, and asked eagerly: "What's wrong?! Is it uncomfortable?! Doctor! Doctor!!" Lin Yu saw He frowned and shouted in panic.

It's just that the fetal movement is a little more intense. This is a hospital. There are big static words on the wall. There are not many people coming and going. Lin Yu's yelling made everyone around him look at him. Cheng Yun was embarrassed. Opened his hand and said: "You be quiet!!!"

Hearing Cheng Yun's harsh criticism, Lin Yu immediately shut up, and just looked at him like this, only thinking that Cheng Yun really looked better the more he looked at him, and he didn't want to take his eyes off Omega at all.

How come I didn't realize that he was so cute when he was angry.

"Are you okay?" Lin Yu asked cautiously.

Cheng Yun turned his face away and didn't answer and didn't want to look at him.

"Is he making trouble with you?" Lin Yu asked again.

"Didn't I tell you not to follow?" Cheng Yun was angry and said unhappily.

"I just want to take you home, I don't think about why... I don't feel relieved that you are outside alone with the baby."

"I have a driver at home, so I don't need you to take it." Even if he was angry, probably because of his personality, he couldn't say too many harsh words at all, but his brows were frowned and his tone was more aggressive than usual.

In Lin Yu's eyes, Omega looks like a little milk cat that gets angry and shows its sharp claws, only cute.

No matter whether Cheng Yun is beating or scolding himself now, Lin Yu feels happy, as long as he can stay with Cheng Yun, he can do whatever he wants.

"Then let me go down with you, okay? Please, Xiao Jiu, let me go down with you, and I'll send you down." Alpha repeated in a pitiful tone.

Cheng Yun is not used to him like this. He doesn't want to stay with Lin Yu at all, but he is annoyed by him, "The hospital is not my home, so you can do whatever you like."

The baby in her stomach calmed down, and Cheng Yun lifted her foot and continued walking. This time, her pace accelerated a lot because of her anger. Lin Yu followed him with a heart in her throat, and she almost wanted to raise her hand to slap herself. Why? It made Omega unhappy again, what if it slipped when walking so fast.

Trembling along the way, he breathed a sigh of relief when he saw Cheng Yun getting into the car, took the car keys, and drove along behind Cheng's car to escort his Omega home.

Finally, he stopped at a distance of 100 meters from the Cheng family's old house. Lin Yu followed the Omega with his eyes, and took out a cigarette from his arms until he could no longer see it. He watched the roof of the Cheng's old house smoking one after another. smoke.

I kept thinking about Cheng Yun.

He sat in the car for two hours at a time. He hadn't slept well since he separated from Cheng Yun. He slept for less than forty hours in ten days. At a distance of [-] meter, my heart calmed down and I felt sleepy for a while.

At this time the phone rang, it was Guan Feng calling, and after Lin Yu connected, Guan Feng's joyful voice came: "Brother Yu, what you asked me to do has been done, Cheng Shaoguo and Cheng Shaofei will spend a few days You will be able to go back, but fortunately, you acted quickly and quickly, and dealt with all the things that were originally unfavorable to them, and then no matter how the people from the procuratorate investigate, you will be fine."

"Well, just deal with it." Lin Yu also breathed a sigh of relief.

"Are you still in City Y?" Guan Feng asked.

Lin Yu responded lightly, and a sigh came from the phone, "Has he not forgiven you yet? Is it really worth it for you to risk so much for him?"