you better not like me

Chen Yan, who was thousands of miles away, suddenly woke up.

He had a dream, but he only remembered that he had a dream, and he couldn't remember the content clearly.

He murmured a sentence in his mouth: "Zhan Ke."

Chen Yan took a deep breath, got out of bed and opened the window, hoping to hear the voices of aunts arguing, children playing, and idlers bragging, to prove that he was alive in the world.

He washed his face and boiled a pot of water.

Sitting on the balcony with a teacup in hand, waiting left and right could not wait for the familiar voice.

Chen Yan was a little irritable. He touched his pocket, took out a cigarette from the case, and bit it, looking for lighters all over the house.

I couldn't find it, so I finally lit it with a gas stove.

The time was almost up, and he returned to the balcony.

The familiar quarrel sound still did not come.Occasional hiatus are normal, probably because one of them got tired today.

Chen Yan changed his clothes and planned to go out for a walk.

Hearing the argument downstairs when he went downstairs, Chen Yan had no intention of eavesdropping, but he still couldn't prevent the sound from refusing to reach his ears.

"I won't go! You live by yourself! Take the child away! I won't go!"

"Mom, you're so old, I can't take the child and dad away, and leave you here alone? How is this appropriate!"

"Whatever you want, I won't leave anyway. I have lived in this old house all my life, and I will die here if I die."

It turned out to be moving.

The aunt upstairs happened to also go downstairs to throw out the trash at this time, and greeted Chen Yan sullenly.

"Xiao Chen, are you going out?"

Chen Yan responded, "Well, go out for a walk."

The aunt upstairs stared at the door of the aunt downstairs, curled her lips, and went down.

Chen Yan followed and asked, "Are you going to move?"

The aunt upstairs said in a bad tone, "It's not me who moved anyway."

She stood two or three meters away from the trash can and shook it, and the trash bag landed firmly in the large trash can whose lid had been removed by someone.

When he turned around, he said to Chen Yan who was about to leave: "You said you are a young man, why do you live in our poor place? Alas, I really don't understand young people. The daughter of her family is different from you. They have made a living in the big city, bought a house, and now they have to take their whole family away."

Chen Yan felt a little sad from this tone, he was slightly taken aback, then smiled, saying that people have different pursuits.

The aunt upstairs said that her son has nothing to pursue, not as good as the daughter of the aunt downstairs, and she will live here for the rest of her life.

Chen Yan didn't talk anymore, just smiled and left.

Halfway there, I turned back, because I heard the aunt upstairs yelling at the window on the second floor, "I'm sick! I'm noisy every day! I'll move you to a ruined house! Follow me and it'll be over!"

The aunt downstairs hurried to the battlefield. She opened the window and habitually looked up, but was yelled at by the aunt upstairs before looking down.

The fighting power of the aunt downstairs is astonishing. In the past, she lost a lot.

"I don't want to go, what's the matter! What's in your way! I want to live! I want to live! I'm going to quarrel with you until I get into the coffin!"

The aunt upstairs fell silent immediately.

Chen Yan raised his eyebrows, and thought that it was really hard to fight with his head up.

Afterwards, there was no sound for several days. One day when Chen Yan went downstairs to look for food, he saw a taxi parked downstairs. Young women and little girls were carrying things into the car.

The aunt downstairs stood at the door, staring at the house, her eyes filled with tears at some point.

Chen Yan stood on the stairs and watched.

The aunt downstairs was held by the little girl, and the little girl said, "Grandma, let's go."

The aunt downstairs smiled and followed her out step by step.

Chen Yan went out, and the aunt downstairs saw him, "Xiao Chen, are you going out?"

Chen Yan smiled, "Yes, go out to eat."

"You are..." Chen Yan pointed to the car.

The aunt downstairs glanced reluctantly at the taxi, lowered her head and said, "I'm leaving, I won't be coming back."

Chen Yan said it was good.

The aunt downstairs looked up before getting into the car, and met the eyes of the aunt upstairs who was watching quietly.

The aunt downstairs laughed and shouted: "You old witch! I won't quarrel with you in the future! I'm so annoying!"

It's rare for the aunt upstairs to say nothing.

Chen Yan decided to leave here.

This time it didn't come back suddenly, Chen Yan greeted Ji Yi in advance, and Ji Yi found someone to clean the house one day in advance.

Zhan Ke noticed it keenly.

That night, he leaned against the door and listened to the noise outside. Seeing that he was not sleeping, the fat man wanted to accompany him too.

Zhan Ke thought for a while, pulled a small bench over, sat at the door and waited.

The fat man nestled on his lap, comfortably.

Finally, one big and one small fell asleep.

Zhan Ke woke up the moment he opened his eyes. He gently put the fat man down, but he was still startled accidentally.

So they went out with the fat man in their arms, and rang the doorbell of Chen Yan's house.

He was very disturbed, he didn't know if he missed it.

But no one answered.

He waited all day.

At six o'clock in the afternoon, he hugged the fat man and went to ring the doorbell again, but no one answered.

Just as he was about to go home, a voice suddenly sounded behind him——

"I have nothing of value in my house."

Zhan Ke turned around awkwardly, and the dusty Chen Yan stood five meters away from him.

A little tanned.

Chen Yan walked over to open the door, and began to try the keys one by one.

In my spare time, I patted the fat man's head and asked, "Why haven't you lost weight in a year? Have you grown taller?"

Zhan Ke asked strangely, "Am I still a cat?"

Chen Yan was also taken aback for a moment.

Then he smiled, "Ask them all."

"I didn't grow taller, the cat grew up a bit."

The door opened.

Chen Yan opened the door and said, "I've lost weight."

Chen Yan: "Do you want to enter?"

Zhan Ke: "Did you eat?"

The two spoke in unison, their voices overlapping.

Zhan Ke answered first, and he said truthfully: "I want to enter, but there is nothing important."

Chen Yan replied, "I haven't eaten yet."

Chen Yan didn't intend to leave this time, but Zhan Ke didn't know and didn't dare to ask.

So he prepared for Chen Yanhui to leave every day, resulting in lower and lower sleep quality, and even the slightest noise could wake him up.

He began to fear that he would bring pressure to Chen Yan.

Restrain myself not to go out every day.

So the whole family went out with only the fat man and the cat.

Every morning Zhan Ke let the fat man out, and she squatted at Chen Yan's door to guard.

When Chen Yan woke up, he opened the door and took her in.

Zhan Ke is still on his original schedule, and when he comes back from shopping for groceries, he almost doesn't see the fat man wandering around anymore.

But he didn't dare to ask Chen Yan to have dinner with him.

From time to time, I would hear the sound of the delivery guy coming to deliver the food. Occasionally, Chen Yan would go to the supermarket to buy some food in the middle of the day, and then he would fry it up and deal with it.

He still hasn't looked for a job.

Zhan Ke is terrified every day.

But it's been two months this time, and Chen Yan doesn't seem to want to leave yet.

One day Chen Yan bought a few bottles of wine and said drinking alone was boring, so Zhan Ke drank with him until midnight.

Chen Yan will tell him about some things he has encountered in the past two years, and he will tell Chen Yan everything that happened here.

Zhan Ke is not very good at storytelling, he can't tell everything so vividly, it sounds like a voice reader.

Chen Yan couldn't help laughing.

Talking about some interesting stories about the fat man, Chen Yan hugged the cat in his arms and listened to Zhan Ke pick up the cat's underpants in public.

The little cat has a very good temper, so he doesn't get angry.

Chen Yan had a cold face and fierce Zhanke, saying that he would forget about these in the future, the little cat would be shy.

Looked like he had too much to drink.

Zhan Ke picked up the bottle and glanced at the alcohol content, and then at the empty bottle.

"Stop drinking, it will be uncomfortable if you drink any more." Zhan Ke discussed with him.

Chen Yan acted as if he couldn't hear, or pretended he couldn't hear with the help of alcohol.

"My... aunt upstairs and downstairs, stop quarreling." Chen Yan said suddenly.

"Because one of them is gone."

Zhan Ke was confused, "Did you die?"

Chen Yan punched him, "Can you chat with me? You died when I went to a big city to enjoy life."

Zhan Ke smiled, grabbed his hand, and coaxed him softly: "Sleep? You can't drink any more."

Chen Yan was stunned after finishing speaking.

He suddenly knew why he decided to come back.

Maybe it's because the aunts upstairs and downstairs stopped arguing, and he didn't feel such a strong breath of life anymore.

Or he suddenly felt that people are really helpless when they are old, and only the choices made by young people will be respected by the world.

Or maybe he suddenly remembered the dream that woke him up that day.

He dreamed that Zhan Ke was gone.

This is the nightmare.

作者有话要说：感谢在2020-07-0718:43:39~2020-07-0723:52:47期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: one night sinks in smoke and water;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Xianyun Wild Crane, ZS, 10 bottles of Yixi Yanshui Shen;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!